Chapter 86
January and February raced by, which suited John and Natalie just fine. They were able to carve out their own private routine since the old gym and pool was back in business and John no longer had a roommate. In addition, there were three separate, single nights of liberty over those two months and they raced home to take advantage of every moment. Sometimes when they got together they just held each other because that is often what fed their souls and their deep connection.
Natalie was also up to her eyeballs in her class work, prepping for her final exams, and spending considerable time with classmates in the library and The Pub, studying and commiserating.
Finally, they were just one day away from graduation. All classes were done, exams complete and graded, and tomorrow they would have their day free, but a very private yet highly meaningful ceremony in which they would be officially welcomed as part of the Special Branch. But today, they were going on one final twenty-mile run. John did not come along on the run because he was meeting with Chase and Mason on a critical case of the Child Predator Task Force that was heading to court soon.
It was a gorgeous day for a run, cold and crisp, but sunny. Natalie ran with Rich, Nero, Turner and Bradford and she realized with a pang that she was going to miss them all very much. For six months they had lived together, and had survived things they wouldnt even be able to speak about to most people even their closest friends and loved ones.
Natalie was more than keeping up with her friends, in fact she was pretty much setting the pace, and she felt strong her breathing unlabored her stride smooth it was with surprise that she felt a wave of dizziness come over her as they rounded the curve of a ridge that overlooked a softly sloping hill to the right. She barely had the chance to process that when everything went black.
Rich had noticed Natalies step falter but before he could grab her she was crumbling and tumbling down the hill. He raced after her with the rest of their crew in hot pursuit. Hart had seen her tumble as well, and began making his way towards them.
Natalie had thankfully stopped rolling halfway down the hill since it was a relatively gentle slope, but when Rich reached her she appeared to be out cold. He turned her over and began checking for her pulse which seemed strong and she also seemed to be breathing fine. He then checked for broken bones, but only detected a few cuts and abrasions for now. By the time the others reached them she was starting to come to and groaned a bit since her body felt the overall effects of her tumble.
Natalie, are you OK? Rich questioned.
Uh yeah Im not sure what happened, I just felt dizzy, and then everything went black.
Hart reached them and gave her the once over as well, and he and Rich helped her up. When they let her go she felt another wave of dizziness and collapsed back against Rich a bit, though she did not lose consciousness.
Buchanan, have you eaten anything today? Hydrated appropriately? Hart asked.
I had some oatmeal and some water she responded.
Well, we arent too far from Mercy Hospital Im going to radio for an ambulance to meet us a few clicks up the trail, theres a break thats close to the highway.
Natalie began to protest but Hart cut her off, Buchanan that wasnt a suggestion. We need to make sure you didnt hurt yourself because you took a pretty good tumble and we also need to figure out why you passed out cold, because thats what you did, and you still dont have your sea legs. We can get a stretcher
No, no let me at least walk it
Fine, but only if you let a few of your buddies support you.
Rich and Nero jumped in to do so and they made somewhat slow but sure progress to the highway, and then Hart hopped in the ambulance with her while the others opted to run the two miles all her classmates were anxious to see that she was OK. How crazy to make it to the last day, through everything, and then have this sort of thing happen.
When Hart explained they were FBI Natalie was whisked into a private ER examining room and a doctor hustled right in.
OK, Ms. Buchanan, is it? You were out for a run with your training class theyre now all outside this door by the way and then you blacked out and tumbled down a hill is that correct?
Natalie nodded.
Hmmm. Could just be the exertion and all, but its not like we can put it down to heat or anything by the way, is there a family member youd like us to call?
Natalie hesitated for a second and then said, Um, the group outside doesnt really know my family too well uh, Im married but they dont know that except for Sal Nero. Can you pull him aside discreetly and ask him to call my husband?
Sure. Ill do that while I have the nurse take blood so we can get some tests going, and then Ill come back in to do a thorough exam.
The doctor managed to buttonhole Nero without anyone noticing and he found a pay phone on another floor.
John was in his office with Mason and Chase when his phone rang.
McBain.
Agent McBain, its Sal Nero.
Sal? Wait, where are you? Arent you guys out on a run? John couldnt help it, he felt a pang of fear run through him.
Yeah. Sir, Natalie seems fine now, but she passed out and tumbled down a hill and Hart had her brought to Mercy to get checked out she asked that I call you she cant because theyre checking her out
Im on my way!
John explained as quickly as possible and then he, Mason and Chase they insisted on coming along and he was glad of their company since Chase also insisted on driving and he wasnt sure he should be behind the wheel were on their way.
Chapter 87
Doctor Moore came back in and asked Natalie a variety of questions while they waited for her blood work, all the while checking her vitals and for any signs of bad sprains or broken bones.
Ms. Buchanan is that your correct name by the way?
Its actually McBain now but that isnt widely known
Ok, well, is there any chance youre pregnant?
Natalie blanched for a second and then realized that she hadnt had a period since the New Year started. How had she missed that? But then again, she half ignored it because of all the stress her body had been under yet, with her torture and period of captivity at the hands of Hawkins and Gentry, she hadnt exactly been scrupulous in taking her birth control pills and lord knew she and John had been plenty active.
Moore saw the varied expressions run across Natalies face and said, Well, as a standard procedure thats one of the tests Ive ordered, but why dont I do a quick internal exam when was your last period?
Mid December
Ah, I see
What? What does that mean?
Well, would it surprise you to know that a lot of babies are conceived on New Years Eve?
Natalie blushed a bit when she thought of their pajama party and just shook her head.
Moore examined her and said, Mrs. McBain as far as I can tell, you are about 8 weeks pregnant, which would take us back to New Years now, wouldnt it? he said with a small smile and a kind expression. Everything seems fine, but in an abundance of caution, given the spill you took, Id really like to keep you over night for observation.
Natalie was overwhelmed. She felt a riot of emotions course through her happiness, shock, a bit of fear she even wondered how John would feel they hadnt even talked much about a family and so soon after marryingbut finally it registered that the doctor wanted her to stay over night. She didnt want to be careless, but how would this be explained?
Dr. Moore is that totally necessary? I only ask because, well, except for Nero none of my classmates or instructors well except for one of them even know Im married. If it seems like Im all right, how can I explain the need to stay here? I for a variety of reasons it really would be best that they dont know about this yet
I understand, and your medical privacy is of primary importance here. No one will be told. Let me think of a plausible explanation what could very well work is we can tell them you were dehydrated and we want to infuse you with fluids over night I am sure we can have you out by noon tomorrow, but when someone has had a bad fall while pregnant
Natalie felt a few tears prick her eyes and she nodded. Dr. Moore gave her hand a squeeze and said, Im sure everything will be fine. You have very strong and taut abdominal muscles which helped protect your uterus and therefore the baby why dont you wait here and when I get the results of your tests Ill be back in and maybe by then your husband will also have arrived.
Doctor Moore briefed the nurse, but left out a few key elements which led to an interesting bit of unfolding drama.
The nurse approached the anxious looking group and began to speak just as John, Mason and Chase arrived and they kept their mouths shut to listen first.
Ms. Buchanan is fine, resting comfortably. She is totally lucid. The doctor is running a few more tests but she is going to be kept overnight for observation.
John felt his gut clench at that why would they need to keep her if she was OK?
Maam, Im Special Agent McBain, this is Deputy FBI Director ChaseMs. Buchanan is in one of our programs can, why why is she being kept overnight? And can I we see her.
Sir, we can only allow next of kin in to see her and we cannot divulge any information to non-family members and even then only with her permission
But, how are we to know?
Sir, her husband is on the way he needs to be informed of some important information first and then Im sure he will share what he and his wife feel is appropriate
The puzzled expressions on everyones face were almost comedic. Murmurs of husband? and shes not married were heard from many, all the while John wrestled with what to do.
Can I talk to you privately, nurse
Sir! I am sorry, but my answers arent going to change, so please do us all a favor and wait over there with everyone else and when her husband arrives-
Fear and frustration beat out calm, cool and collected plus the program was all-but over at this point so John snapped, I AM her husband! Now please take me to see my wife!
The nurse looked at him in surprise while shocked and stunned would better describe the look on everyone elses faces, most especially those of Chase and Mason. John dared not look at anyone except the nurse who after swallowing hard said, Then come with me, my apologies I didnt realize
When John was out of earshot conversation erupted among the rest of the group though Mason and Chase just looked at each other and smirked, saying Son of a bitch! almost in unison.
The nurse escorted John to Natalies room and then left them alone, whispering one more apology as she departed.
John rushed to Natalies side and saw that she had fallen asleep. He looked at her and let out a sigh of relief when he saw that she didnt look too bad a couple of scrapes. But that made him wonder all the more about the need to keep her overnight He leaned forward and kissed her forehead and she opened her eyes and smiled at him saying John. on a sigh of relief.
He took he hand and said, Hey sweetheart you OK?
She sat up on the bed a little straighter and said, Yeahwas it hard to sneak in here to let them know who you were without everyone hearing?
Uh, Natalie, about that
Her eyes got wide, You mean
I sort of lost my cool because they were stiff-arming me and telling me that your husband would be here soon and would tell us what he and you saw fit I had to see you
She smiled at him and said, Its a relief, actually. Plus, the programs over anyway
But Natalie, what happened to you and why do they need to keep you overnight?
Natalie felt her stomach flutter with nerves and she wasnt sure how to start. She said, Maybe youd better sit and she gestured to the chair off to the side.
John shook his head and said, Just tell me, Natalie and held his breath, wondering if she was going to tell him theyd discovered some illness.
Remember our pajama party on New Years?
John smiled and then said, Of course
Well, it seems as if well lets just say the lasting impact of it was pretty significant
Natalie was quiet for a moment and then saw comprehension dawning on Johns face. His eyes grew wide, his mouth gaped open a bit, and he asked softly, Are you saying?
Yes. Im Im pregnant, John. About 8 weeks
She held her breath for a moment and then felt a few tears pool in her eyes when she saw the huge smile break open on Johns face. He took both her hands in his and said, Wow. Wow thats amazingWow.
Is that good amazing? A good wow?
John leaned down to kiss Natalie very softly and said, The best. But, are you OK with this? I know we hadnt talked specifically about this and what it might mean for you in particular
It is a big surprise a lot to get used to but the thought that Im going to have your baby our baby Im really happy John
They smiled at each other and John felt himself get a bit choked up when he thought of it and how he had had that flash when he had put his hand on Natalies stomach and wondered what it would be like to have his baby in there. Almost like a premonition. Then he remembered where they were and why.
Is there something wrong? Is that why they want to keep you here?
No, everything seems fine, but just to be doubly sure after the fall, they want to keep me off my feet and here just in case but they really arent concerned.
OK, good. He said with a clear relief.
John, its one thing for people to know about us being married, but I want to wait to share the baby news its better if we hold off another 4 weeks or so past the first trimester.
John nodded but asked, So what do we tell people about your having to stay overnight?
Before Natalie could answer a voice behind them said, That shes dehydrated and we want to infuse her with liquids.
Doctor Moore had returned and Natalie introduced John to him. The doctor assured them that her blood work looked good and that she would be released by noon tomorrow in plenty of time for graduation.
While Natalie was being moved to a private room, John decided to face the music meaning the group still gathered outside and give them the agreed upon explanation.
To the general group he explained only about Natalies health and why she was being kept overnight. Her classmates along with Hart and two other instructors were then shepherded into a few vans that had been sent from Quantico. Of course Chase and Mason were going nowhere until they got to learn more about the change in marital status of John and Natalie.
John turned to them and without even waiting for their questions said, The weekend after Natalie saved herself from Hawkins and Gentry during that impromptu liberty we ran off to Vegas to get married. It was spur of the moment. It hit me like a ton of bricks that I HAD to do it and Natalie thankfully felt the same way. We hated having to lie but with everything well, it felt worse to NOT do to waste another day.
Neither Mason nor Chase said a thing for a moment, then the latter spoke up, Well, John, I have to give you guys credit no one would ever have known. You kept your distance, thats for sure
It was anything but easy, but I had given you my word that we wouldnt put you in a bind with our behavior we were going to tell you, well within the next day or so, once the program was over
John, I am truly happy for you and Natalie. I told you that already and I meant it then and certainly even more so now. She also has a bright future with the FBI, so that is something she can work through with all this information now out on the table Chase shook Johns hand and clasped his shoulder, and his smile was warm and genuine.
John then turned to face Mason and was relieved to see a very open and genuinely happy expression on his face. John, that is really great news. You and Natalie youre the real deal. Its nice to know it can happen this way
Mason shook Johns hand and said, Please give my best to Natalie I guess Ill see her at tomorrows ceremony
John nodded then headed to Natalies room. He intended to stay with her today, this evening, tonight and every night he possibly could from this moment forward. They had the best nights sleep theyd had in a long while when John crawled in bed with Natalie, and spooned her from behind with his hands resting on her still-flat belly.
Chapter 88
Natalie was released the next morning with a clean bill of health, a supply of pre-natal vitamins, and instructions to make an appointment with an OB as soon as possible. John had arranged for a taxi to take them back to Quantico and they intended to spend every moment possible quietly together until it was time to head to the ceremony. It was such a relief not to have to hide anymore and John would be the proud husband, not simply her instructor, when he stood by Natalie tonight.
She was touched by how solicitous John was and he seemed to find every excuse he could to touch her belly, and it made her feel warm inside. Once they were inside the apartment Natalie started walking to the bedroom and John asked, Are you tired, Natalie? thinking she was going to lie down.
She looked over her shoulder at him and said, No, Im not tired just hoping my husband will come to bed with me
John smiled slowly at her and followed her inside. They undressed each other and he looked for any detectable changes in her body, but so far it looked exactly the same and he felt his blood stir as always at the sight. But he was also a bit nervous he didnt want to lose control to hurt her or the baby.
As if reading his mind Natalie said softly, You wont hurt me us I promise.
Natalie climbed onto the bed and held her hand out to John. He joined her and they held each other close, savoring the feel of their skin meeting. Natalie tilted her head up and was rewarded with a deep kiss from John and their desire spiked.
Make love to me, John
He carefully rolled Natalie underneath him while her legs spread to accommodate him. Gently, slowly, he pushed inside her body which changed contour at his presence, to sheath him tightly while welcoming him in. He didnt move for a moment so he could look at his wife knowing that this very act which brought them so much pleasure had created a life that was growing inside her, just inches away from where he had come to rest. A baby that would be part of him part of her conceived in love. John felt tears prick at his eyes and saw them glistening in Natalies as well.
They spoke at the same time, their voices thick with emotion, I love you!
Then Natalies muscles clenched around him, as if remembering his presence, and they moved slowly together, their eyes speaking volumes until they closed in response to the sensations building. She felt her release wash over her like a warm embrace, which became more intense when John spilled into her. He rolled them on their sides so he wouldnt crush her, but so they could hold each other close while their bodies calmed. They kissed for several long minutes, and then fell asleep in a tight embrace, Natalies head resting in the crook of Johns neck.
Eventually they woke up and showered together while Natalie pondered what to wear. She didnt have many choices, but was very glad she had decided to bring her black cashmere dress back from their last break. She put that on with a white t-shirt underneath, black opaque tights and black pumps. It was a nice outfit, but the chief benefit was it was so comfortable downright cozy.
John thought she looked beautiful but he always did. He put on a navy suit even a tie with a crisp white shirt to set it off. Natalie was caught up short again by how handsome he really was not just his muscular physique, but his longish dark hair and magnificent blue eyes. She felt a rush of happiness and disbelief that he was her husband she was having his baby
They stood looking at each other for a few moments, their eyes and mouths smiling at each other. You ready Mrs. McBain?
More than I can say
Held in the gymnasium the Special Branch ceremony had to be low-key, but they tried to make it meaningful. The fifteen remaining candidates had been one of the best groups ever and Natalies presence obviously made it all the more notable. But the big buzz, of course, was the fact that somewhere during this six month journey John and Natalie had fallen in love and gotten married. Natalie had to laugh to herself when she thought how everyone would react if they knew she was pregnant to boot!
Chase and John made some speeches but kept them brief. A few Special Branch operatives officially welcomed the 15 to the fold. Then Chase read out the names of the 15 candidates and everyone whistled and cheered when he said, Natalie Buchanan McBain with a wink.
Mason felt incredibly proud of Natalie and as he heard her new name and saw the looks that passed between her and John, he found it notable that all he felt was happy for them. Not a twinge of jealousy in sight which told him exactly how much Angela had come to mean to him. Maybe you really could teach old dogs new tricks.
Finally, they all adjourned to The Pub the private back room again and had a high-spirited party. Natalie, of course, avoided alcohol but blamed it on her previous dehydration and doctors orders to stay away from it for a while. She and John stayed by each others sides for most of the evening and were happy at all the genuine good wishes they got from everyone.
Chase seemed to be particularly gracious about the whole thing. Natalie, John has been my colleague and a friend for quite a while now. Hes a special guy, but I know that that makes you the right woman for him you have been exceptional a revelation through all this. Whatever you want to do in the Bureau or wherever I would be proud to give my full endorsement.
Thank you so much that means a great deal, sir
You can call me Chase he whispered with a wink and Natalie smiled in return. Mason joined them and gave Natalie a big hug of congratulations, for her achievement and her marriage, and she was so grateful for his friendship and how wonderfully he had handled everything but she also had a feeling as to what made that so easy for him.
So, Mason, hows Angela?
He smiled in a way shed never seen and he said, Really great maybe we can all have that dinner now that youre done with the program and you and John arent under wraps any more.
That would be great. Cant wait
Thankfully, no one had to say good-bye tonight. The candidates were remaining on campus for the next 2 days to meet with Chase, John and others about future assignments, other career options, etc. They were all planning on a casual pub night on the last night. Natalie was talking with her closest friends and they were busting on her a bit about her being truly adept at undercover operations literally and figuratively since shed managed to snare and marry one of their instructors and all anyone thought had been going on was a flirtatious attraction. Hart joined in on that conversation semi-apologizing for throwing them together so often to fight unless of course he inadvertently played cupid.
Chase saw John looking at Natalie and walked up to him laughing and said, Man, you have it bad, dont you?
John actually blushed a little but just said, Yes, but do you blame me?
Not at all McBain. Youd have been crazy not to take this shot.
John could see that Natalie was getting tired he knew from what the doctor had told them that that would be a pretty standard thing for her until she moved into her second trimester. He walked over to her to her friends and Hart and knowing but not caring that hed get some flack (albeit good-natured) he said, Do you guys mind if I steal my wife and after a few ribald comments they let them leave. But not before Nero gave them a small wink that no one else saw.
By the time they got to the apartment Natalie was about dead on her feet. John helped her undress and get into bed, then he gave her an amazing foot rub, followed by an even better back rub.
Mmmm, John, youre setting a dangerous precedent I might need these at least once a day
Whatever, whenever, Natalie. You know, Im so proud of you what you accomplished
She turned over to face him and said, I couldnt have made it through without youyou made a real difference for me
Natalie, I think you would have made it anyway, but Im glad that I was even remotely helpful
He climbed into bed, his hand resting on her tummy, and they were soon asleep.
Chapter 89
Natalie opted to join the BAU and applied to several local schools to pursue an advanced degree in psychology. She was excited about this work, and also that one of her key assignments would be to support the Special Branch as they tried to figure out more about what made their targets tick, how to plan ways to get to them, etc. She would also be called into service to teach a few of the classes for the next group of candidates and she was glad that John had opted to lead that group as well since it would mean hed be rooted to Quantico for at least the next six months. She knew he eventually might be called away on an assignment for his real FBI job, but was glad hed be around for the duration of her pregnancy at least. She had also seen the class roster for the group set to start in six weeks, and noted there were no women apparently none had passed the initial proficiency requirements, though the bureau was now open to the notion of women being a part of things. She teased John good-naturedly about her relief at him not finding another special student.
Natalie was feeling quite well overall, albeit tired. Thankfully she wasnt plagued by too much morning sickness just a few times a week and just in the mornings. John was always so sweet to her when she was sick, holding back her hair, pulling her close as the waves of nausea subsided. Supporting her while she brushed her teeth if she still felt a bit queasy. She knew he had a wonderful heart and great compassion because of how he had been with her during the trying moments with Gentry, Hawkins, etc., but the fundamental tenderness he now treated her with made her feel a special glow. They settled into their home together and it felt as if theyd always been together.
They had even managed to be cordial to Tara when theyd bumped into her she was very contrite about the Hawkins mess, but they told her it wasnt really her fault. She managed to choke out her congratulations when she realized they had married, and wished them well before heading for her house. They had also told their families about the baby and they were all thrilled and couldnt wait to see them soon!
John was back working full-time with the Child Predator Task Force while he waited for the next Special Branch training to begin. It was grim work, but important. It also felt even more personal to him now that he was going to be a father. He was teaming quite closely with Mason since one of their cases was now in trial, and they two men had arranged to go out to dinner with Natalie and Angela this coming weekend. It had been five weeks since the program had ended, and Natalie had just crossed over into her second trimester and John could see the change in her energy level, so he knew she could handle a night out might even relish it after having crawled into bed by 8:30 every night since theyd gotten home. Not that he was complaining, because he loved to join her there and she regularly found the energy to make him glad he had. But he had also noticed that her hormones had kicked into high gear now and her appetite for him had become even more pronounced some parts of this whole pregnancy thing were a real boon for him!
Mason and Angela were going to come over this Saturday for drinks and appetizers, and then they were all going to head to Neros for dinner and dancing. The weather was warming up a bit as they headed into April and it just felt like a happy time in life a time for which John and Natalie were supremely grateful.
Saturday morning found Natalie in her closet trying to figure out exactly what shed wear tonight. It was too warm for some of her favorite things that had a bit of winter-comfort room in them and her belly had expanded just enough to make some of her clothing just a bit too snug. Or revealing she still wasnt sure if she was ready to tell colleagues yet about her pregnancy. She had gained weight no where except the small little bump that added contour to what had been her completely flat stomach. The only other changes in her body were a bit more fullness in her breasts, and her nipples were now a darker pink. John had been appreciating all these changes greatly and Natalie felt her blood heat up a bit at the thought of him. She had thought it impossible to want him more than she had, but she was walking around in a near-constant state of arousal. She smiled wryly when she thought of how game he was to help her with her little problem, no matter where he was when she pounced on him.
She left her closet and found him drying off from his shower, which had taken longer than expected because she had joined him.
John any chance I can talk you into a trip to the mall with me?
He smirked at her and asked, Will you reward me later treat me like your sex slave again?
She giggled and said, I dont think that will be a problem
They headed out and made quick work of it she wasnt anywhere near ready for the maternity section, but bought a few items in larger sizes. For tonight shed selected an empire waist sleeveless blouse blue and black silk pajama pants that would be incredibly comfortable. She also picked up some jeans, work clothes, shirts, etc., but John was impressed (and grateful for) the speed with which she accomplished it all.
They stopped for a light lunch and then within minutes of arriving home they were in bed, where they remained for the next several hours. Some of it was spent sleeping but John and Natalie both felt well-rewarded by the time they had to get up, showered, and ready for the arrival of Mason and Angela.
As they were getting ready thank goodness for dual vanities John glanced over at Natalie and asked quietly, Is it going to be weird for you at all to see Mason with someone else?
Natalies head whipped around in surprise No, not in the least Im glad for himJohn, why would you think that?
Natalie, you guys do have a romantic history, and I just wondered if it would cause you at least a pang
Natalie walked up to John and wrapped her arms around him, and he returned her hug, then she pulled back to look at him. John, what Mason and I had was a basic friendship that briefly turned physical. I I hadnt been with anyone in about a year when I bumped into him at The Watergate. I was feeling like such a fish out of water, and so nervous as I waited to hear if Id gotten into the program, and then there was Mason, whom I knew a little bit through my brother. And one thing led to another, but it was always a casual thing. God, that must make me sound so bad and that was very out of character for me, but well, I genuinely like Mason and he has been a good friend but I am nothing but thrilled that he has found someone.
John pulled her close again and kissed her head. He hoped that was how she would feel, but at the same time there was a bit of a complicated history among the three of them. John couldnt say that he felt much guilt over grabbing Natalie for himself, but it did make things easier with Mason paired off with Angela.
Natalie again pulled back and put her hands on either side of Johns face. John, dont you know what you mean to me? How much I love you? You are in my blood. I felt so deeply drawn to you almost from the beginning I want to have your babies grow old with you I cant even contemplate not having you in my life
That earned her a deep, loving kiss. You hold my heart now, Natalie. You could do me in I love you with everything I am
They kissed softly, sealing what felt almost like vows, and then had to part to finish getting ready.
Natalie put out some appetizers on the tray on the ottoman in the main room while John opened a bottle of chardonnay and a bottle of zinfandel, which he decanted. They also had plenty of beer chilling and a full bar in the den, so they would be all set. Of course, Natalie would be sticking with Pellegrino water. Soon the doorbell rang and Mason and Angela were welcomed warmly into the McBain home. Natalie took immediate note of the protective arm Mason kept around Angela, the look on his face when he watched her, and she realized she was looking at a man who was well and truly smitten it suited him.
Angela was lovely. She was about Natalies age, but from a physical standpoint was very different. She was of Italian descent and was about 59 with a lithe, lean dancers body. She had olive skin, sparkling brown eyes, and sleek dark brown hair that was styled in a bob that fell a bit below her chin. She was dressed in simple black trousers and deep red silk blouse and Natalie thought she was both beautiful and had an elegant grace about her. Natalie greeted her warmly and in short order they were all cozily ensconced in the great room, drinks in hand, and wild stories being shared about training, about some crazy witnesses Mason and Angela were wrangling on a case just a good time.
About an hour later they headed to Neros where they all received a warm welcome. They were escorted once again to the table that John and Natalie had previously shared and Lou and Gina walked a bottle of champagne over to them. When Natalie respectfully declined any she could tell that Mason looked at her a little curiously they had shared a good few adult beverages during their brief time together. Before he could even think to comment Gina said animatedly,
I KNEW it as soon as I saw you! You have that gorgeous glow about you as if you know a secret no one else does when are you due, Natalie?
Natalie could do nothing but laugh at this point since she was well and truly busted, and she didnt see any reason to lie about it. September she responded and Gina winked and said, Of course, a New Years baby! We certainly missed you at our party that night, but you clearly made good use of the time
Natalie felt herself blush a little bit but then accepted he genuine good wishes of Mason and Angela. The two couples had a great time it felt like a real friendship was being solidified and Natalie and Angela particularly hit it off. They also spent a good bit of time on the dance floor, enjoying the soft, romantic music. When they danced near each other somehow they jokingly decided to switch partners, and Natalie found herself in Masons arms, glad that she felt totally comfortable, and he appeared to as well.
Natalie, I really am happy for you and John I hope you know that
I do and I feel the same for you, since it is quite clear to me that you are over the moon about Angela. Who is terrific, by the way um, does she know anything about our history?
Yes, I told her all about it I didnt want any secrets, and it was when she and I first started dating before we became serious but dont worry, shes really fine with it all I mean she knows about you and John and also how I feel about her comp- he broke off with an awkward expression.
Compared to me Natalie stated with a smirk. When Mason looked mortified she laughed and said, Mason, please, I get it, I promise. And that makes total sense. You and I didnt fall that way for each other but you will always matter to me as a dear friend Ill never forget how much you were there for me in some of the worst times of my life
Mason looked relieved and then said, Well, I think its because of you that I was open to Angela the way I needed to be for this to happen.
When Natalie looked at him with a questioning expression he continued, You did knock me back a bit because you were so different from any woman Id spent time with and I have to think that that was probably because I was drawing the wrong sort of woman to me but you made me realize there MIGHT be a whole other world out there and then I met Angela. Let myself be open spend the time and it is the best and most important thing Ive ever done which brings me to a huge favor
What anything
Will you help me pick out an engagement ring?
Natalie beamed at him but then tried to put a damper on her reaction so as not to blow it. I would be so delighted. SO happy to help. Wow, Mason, I am really thrilled for you
Soon Mason and Natalie were back in the arms of the people they loved, and as they caught each others eyes over the shoulders of those respective loved ones, they winked. And then closed their eyes to be fully present with their partners.
That night as John and Natalie got ready for bed, she told him about her special assignment to help Mason, and he was truly happy to hear of his plans.
You know, Natalie, I cant say Im surprised because you can tell by the way he looks at her that he is in love and she is with him. I like them both and I like them a lot togetherNow, come on with me Mrs. McBain I want to show you how much I love you...come to bed
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The next five months raced by, and Natalies pregnancy went incredibly smoothly. John thought she looked adorable what a surprise without losing her sexiness at least to him (again no surprise). She had continued to work out throughout these months, albeit toning down the intensity and reducing the weight. She also tended to be a pretty healthy eater to begin with, so the only place she had gained any weight was her belly, which was quite large and round. Her breasts had also gotten fuller, but every other part of her was as toned as it always had been.
John had been a perfectly engaged father-to-be, carting her to almost every doctors appointment, massaging whatever part of her ached, stocking up on whatever she was craving at the time he even dove into Lamaze training. As he had reasonably said to Natalie, I helped get you through torture how bad can this be? He loved seeing and feeling the changes in Natalie and the first time hed felt the baby move had been one of his best life experiences. He even loved when the baby kicked him awake at night, as Natalie pressed up against him.
They had also spent quite a bit of time with Mason and Angela, who had accepted his proposal they were planning a wedding for the weekend between Christmas and New Years, and Natalie and John were both going to be in the wedding party. In fact, the two women had become fast friends, often taking off to go shopping, to lunch, for a spa treatment whatever.
Life was good, and if asked after the fact neither John nor Natalie would have said they had even the slightest inkling that things were about to take a dramatic turn.
Tara was out for a morning stroll when she noticed Natalie walking out of the house, her belly prominent but not seeming to slow her down a bit. They waved at each other and then Natalie pulled out of her driveway. She had taken the day off her plan was to work up until her due date and was heading to pick up a few more things for their nursery. They knew they were having a little boy he would be John Thomas McBain and had done the nursery with a trains theme, featuring white, navy and red. As Natalie drove off Tara drew even with a car that was parked just a bit down the street, and she noticed a woman sitting there whose eyes seemed to be glued to Natalies disappearing car. Before she could get a decent look at her the woman seemed to shake off her reverie and started her car to drive away.
One week later Natalie again had the day off this time for a doctors appointment, and then she was to have lunch with Angela (also taking the day off) and take care of some wedding plans. She was so focused on her mental list of things to do that she didnt notice the middle-aged woman who was standing in her driveway, right by her car. When she did she was startled and took a small step back. The woman looked normal except for a strange look in her eye a strange smile on her face and Natalie felt her pulse begin to race.
Trying to come across as calmassertive, she said, Can I help you with something?
The woman didnt answer, but instead asked her own question, Youre Natalie, arent you?
Who are you? Do I know you?
No, dear, I dont suppose you do but you did know my ex-husband and my boy Im Agnes Gentry
Natalies heart plummeted but before she could take another step the womans right hand shot out and gripped her wrist tightly and only then did Natalie see the sharp knife clutched in her left hand, perilously close to Natalies stomach. Tears sprung to her eyes as she said, Please dont hurt my baby
Oh, no dear. I wouldnt think of hurting your baby because its going to be mine you took my son, so now Ill have yours
Natalie pulled back but Agnes grip only tightened, and the manic look in her eyes grew more intense. Im a midwife you know Ill do a good job taking the baby and Ill raise him like my ownnow, I need you to come with me, and do what youre told. If you do, then Ill take care of you until you go into labor and I might even let you go after but if you give me an ounce of trouble right now, dearie, I will take you in that fancy house of yours and cut that baby right out of you is that what you want your husband to walk in on? A carved up dead wife and a missing baby?
Why?
WHY?! You DARE to ask me why? You murdered my boy
Im sorry but he he tried to rape me twice. He and your his dad kidnapped me they were going to kill -
My boy was sweet you mustve led him on, I know your type you red-headed jezebel just like the one who took his daddy away from meNow you walk with me right now to my car
Because Agnes had her knife so close to Natalies belly, though now shielded in her cardigan, Natalie didnt feel she had much choice. As they made their way to the car parked at the curb Natalie saw Tara approaching and willed her to continue in their direction quickly.
Tara realized that the woman with Natalie was the same one from the week before and she recognized her car she also noted that Natalie didnt look well at all.
Natalie, are you OK? You dont look too well
Agnes broke in, Shes fine. Im taking her to her doctors appointment just a few Braxton-Hicks contractions, Im sure of it
Natalie said nothing but her eyes implored Tara who wasnt exactly sure what was going on. Natalie, are you sure? Wheres John?
At work he had a meeting
Agnes snapped a little bit, Look, we have to go
Tara asked, Who are you?
Im Johns older sister he asked me to help Natalie in his absencewhat are you, some nosy neighbor or something?
Natalie broke in, No, shes a great neighbor. She took very important action a few months back when there was a problem I would hope shed do exactly the same thing again if she ever was concerned
Tara knew enough to understand that Natalie was referring to when she had called the police and it seemed like she was sending her a message.
Then Agnes said, Lovely. Well, were going now. And she opened the door and whispered, I will hurt you if you dont go along with me
Tara watched the car leave and took note of the license plate Maryland 187-UBI. Then she pulled her cell phone from her pocket and called directory assistance to be put through to Quantico. She was bounced around a few times as her frustration grew, but finally was connected to Johns assistant.
Connie buzzed John who was in a meeting with Chase and Mason since the three had been joined at the hip of late.
Yeah, Connie whats up?
Im sorry to interrupt but the caller says its urgent its your neighbor Tara.
His blood ran cold because he knew Natalie was home today, and the last time Tara had contacted himYeah, Tara whats wrong?
Mason and Chase were watching him closely now
I think I think Natalie might be in troubleum, do you have an older sister?
No! I only have a brother why why do you think Natalies in trouble?
Tara explained what had happened and the fact that she had seen the woman and car previously and John couldnt help the groan that escaped from him. His hand shook as he held the phone tightly and his other hand shook when he picked up a pen to write down the license plate number. Then with a shaky voice he said, OK, Tara thank you please, will you wait at your home the police and, and FBI will want to talk to you
Mason and Chase had seen what John looked like when he feared for Natalies safety but that didnt prepare them for the shattered look on his face. His eyes had a wild look to them, and they could feel the fear coming off him in waves.
What? Mason asked softly.
John explained haltingly while Chase grabbed the phone and began working it. Moments later FBI agents and state and local police were on their way to the McBains while he was holding for information on the license plate number praying it wasnt a dummy plate or stolen off another car praying it would lead them to Natalie When Chase heard the report his own blood ran cold. He turned to John and said, The plate the car its listed to an Agnes Gentry
Ohhh was all John could manage.
Mason whispered with an edge of fear in his voice which he couldnt quite hide Hawkins ex Gentrys mother
Is there an address? John asked.
Chase held up his finger for a second since he was being told exactly that at that moment, but then his face fell and he thanked his contact and hung up. As gently as he could he said, Its a bogus address but John, we know who took her well find her Then he called for a chauffeured Suburban to take them to the McBains none of them felt they could handle driving right now. They were totally silent on the drive over, because none of them felt like they could bear a single platitude right now.
John felt like he was on the verge of hysteria as he bit the insides of his mouth. These past months, living his daily life with Natalie watching his baby growing inside of her he couldnt live without her he knew that now. When they pulled in the driveway, in back of Natalies car, and stepped out he thought his knees might give way especially when he noticed her keys lying on the pavement. Law enforcement professionals were arrayed all over his lawn and front porch and Tara was sitting there waiting to talk to them. He took a moment to thank her, but let Chase and Mason handle the questioning, he didnt have the heart. He opened his front door and left it standing open for whoever wanted to come in, and then he made a beeline for the bar and poured a tumbler of whiskey which he gulped down. He supposed he needed to call her family and he decided to start with her Uncle Bo. He had really bonded with him during the Holidays and on subsequent visits to Llanview, and he knew how much he loved Natalie. As a police commissioner hed also be able to handle notifying her family with the care in needed, in person.
When John heard Bos voice, he had to swallow hard and still his own voice broke as he told Bo. He could hear the emotion in the other mans voice as he promised John hed tell her family immediately. Crawford, the head of BAU, had just arrived and John could hear him and Chase talking about the merits and drawbacks of going public right now
Right now every resource was being devoted for searching for the car and for figuring out where Agnes Gentry might actually live. Mason had reached out to some CIA stalwarts who had their own ways of figuring out Hawkins twisted dealings and whether he might have owned the home that Agnes lived in might have Natalie in wherever that was. They had just learned that she was a midwife and no one was quite sure if that was good or bad news but her employer also had the same bogus address in their files.
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Natalie was trying to keep a grip on herself, trying to think of a plan. If it was just her she had to worry about, she knew she would try to overpower Agnes shed risk death if she had to. But with the baby her poor baby. Would she ever get to see him hold him? She inside herself to stop thinking that way. But then her mind, her heart, went to John. He must know now surely he must. Tara understood something was terribly wrong, didnt she? But he would be so worried for them
After about an hours drive Agnes turned down a rutted dirt road, drove over a rickety bridge that spanned a good-sized river or was it a creek? What was the difference? Then she pulled up in front of a small house. Natalie realized they were almost as hidden as the shack Hawkins and Gentry had held her in. Fucking fantastic.
Agnes held the knife on her and pulled her across the bench seat to get out on her side. Then she dragged Natalie along into the house and directly to a back bedroom whose windows had been boarded up. There was a twin bed, small dresser and a wooden chair, and she pushed Natalie towards the bed and then handcuffed her to it, but with a long-ish chain so she wouldnt be too uncomfortable.
OK, this is home for you for the next while. Ive taken a leave of absence from work, so Ill be here except when I have to run a few errands. Youd better be a good girl, Natalie its a shame things had to be this way we might have become friends if you hadnt rejected my boy if youd become my daughter-in-law.
Natalie sighed in relief when she was left alone, but she was even more concerned because she felt like Agnes was not dealing in reality any more clearly she had to at least entertain the idea that Tara had reported what had happened could she even have gotten a license plate number that would lead John to her, wouldnt it? She was now so exhausted she drifted off to a troubled sleep that held little respite.
Mason had called Angela because she had been expecting to have lunch with Natalie, and as gently as he could he broke the news. She said shed be right over, but her voice was already breaking with the tears building up.
The next 48 hours passed in an excruciating fashion. John and Natalies home had turned into a command post as multiple leads were developed and followed up on. Yet every one came up empty. Pots of coffee were ingested tons of pizza, Chinese, sandwiches Mason and Angela essentially moved into the house to try to keep an eye on John, and Chase spent more time there than at home. John tried to help with the investigation, but he knew there were better minds than his working on it. Mostly he tried to find the bits of glue he could grab onto to stop the cracks in his heart and soul from completely shattering. Bo had come and was helping as well, and he had a similar haunted look. This was reminding him far too much of when Hayes Barber had taken her. All who knew John were growing increasingly worried about him. He looked like an empty shell haunted devastated. Yet he would fight through it and come up with another good idea, and then retreat while others saw if it bore any fruit.
Early on the third day Mason realized he hadnt seen John in a bit and he went to find him, and when he did his own heart about broke. John was in the nursery, sitting on the floor, holding one of the teddy bears that decorated the lovingly prepared room, and he was crying into it to muffle his sobs. Without missing a beat Mason closed the door behind him, got down on the floor and pulled John into his arms in a tight hug and he held one of the toughest guys hed ever known while he wept the way only the truly heartbroken can, in huge, broken, hoarse sobs that shook his body, and Masons as he held him. Mason felt his own tears scald the back of his throat and then they were sliding silently down his own cheeks. Eventually John calmed a bit and he pulled away from Mason. Then they leaned back against the wall in silence for a number of minutes.
Finally John said, Thanks I Im trying to be strong for her for them but I am rattled to my core
I know John. I dont know how youve borne up as well as you have
I am clinging to my last piece of sanity but I owe that to NatalieI will not give up on her
For Natalie, the days dragged by so slowly. If there was any good news it was that Agnes didnt seem to want much to do with her but that also meant that Natalie couldnt try to break through to her she prayed a lot for John to find her but also for him to be all right for him to have a circle of people around him to support him
Later that morning, Tara happened to be shopping in a small town a good bit away from home there was a Christmas store there and Tara thought it never too early to prepare for the Holiday. She was beginning to question the wisdom of it because a fierce storm was brewing due to the next in a long line of hurricanes that had risen during a very active season. Rain was already falling and she knew it would get much worse. She was about to head out the door and towards her car when she looked up and was shocked. She knew without a doubt she had just seen that woman who had taken Natalie. She quickly followed her outside the store and saw her heading for her car. After a seconds hesitation she decided to follow her. She hung back like shed seen on television, but after a good while was rewarded when she saw it turn down a dirt road. She continued past but then grabbed her phone and dialed Johns cell number, which she had long-ago committed to memory.
John needed to get out for a bit, to DO something, so he had decided he was going to drive around and look for well, anything he could that might give them some clue.. Mason had insisted on coming along and they each had their cell phones and back up cell phones and John decided they should start at Agnes place of employment and then start calling on establishments in circles of proximity to see if anyone had seen her. It wasnt the worst idea on the planet sometimes boring police work was what broke a case open.
When his phone rang he opened it and said, McBain wearily, rubbing his face.
John, its Tara I know where Natalie is!
John practically shouted Where?!
Tara explained everything as fast as she could and John agreed to meet her at a crossroads near the turn off shed seen Agnes take. For a moment John allowed himself to have some real hope. But he wished he could just snap his fingers and be there because it would take at least 45 minutes. While John drove Mason called Chase and they began to mobilize the troops. The skies had opened and the rain was coming down in buckets, the winds whipping up, and John was smart enough to drive for the elements even though he was desperate to reach their destination. They turned on the radio and heard the first of the announcements about Natalies abduction, the identity of her abductor they had decided it was time to see if public tips could make the difference. But now, hopefully they already knew what they needed to.
Natalie had held her breath when Agnes returned, but she didnt come see her. She heard the TV start to play, and then a breaking news report about her. A few moments later Agnes came into the room.
Oh, Natalie I guess your loved ones miss you want you backbut now we cant wait for this baby to decide to come I have to get out of here ahead of schedule. She approached Natalie with knife in hand and shackled her more fully to the bed. Then she left and returned with an IV bag.
This is Pitocin it will cause you to go into labor. Sorry my dear, but it will make your contractions a lot more intense and painful but it cant be helped. I wont be able to give you anything for the pain, but youre tough, right?
But, but Im not due for another month
The baby should be fine should be fine Ill be outside until you progress some
Natalie was soon writhing in pain and the storm within her was increasingly matched by that growing outside. She called out for Agnes but was largely ignored Agnes just yelled out that she was timing the contractions by her screams, so she should keep them up Natalie was trying to handle the pain, but the ache in her heart was the worst this was not how shed planned to bring her baby into the world. John was supposed to be here with her helping her holding her
By the time John and Mason reached the rendezvous point and saw Tara a full hour had passed and conditions were getting increasingly treacherous. She led them to the dirt road and then they waved her off. As they moved down it they came to the now-raging river and saw that the bridge was virtually washed out. The Touareg would make it over with no difficulty, but they knew that soon it would be impassable. But as long as they made it They pulled off just a bit further down the road and then got out to close the distance on foot, loaded down with two guns a piece, running through the driving rain.
John peaked in a curtained window and saw Agnes sitting on the couch and he could swear he heard Natalie scream under the howl of the wind. On the count of three they burst through the door and Agnes grabbed a knife and came flying at them and Mason shot her through her black heart.
John ran down the hall to where his wifes screams were coming from and almost cried in relief when he saw her though she was clearly in pain.
John! John! she said on a pain-filled moan.
He was at her side in a tenth of a second and bundled her into his arms as her body writhed in pain. He wanted to hold her close forever, tell her that hed wanted to die without her, how much he loved her, but there were more pressing matters. Natalie, are you in labor, honey?
Yes! She gave me somethingthis IV to start it. Im so scared, John is it too soon? She wanted to take our son to replace hersOWWW.
Mason had joined them and relief was evident on his face as well. He called Chase and told them they had Natalie that Agnes was deadand that they needed an ambulance ASAP for Natalie, who was in labor. But Chase told him that the weather had gotten so bad, that some of the approaching roads were blocked with downed trees and power lines and on that note, the electricity went out in the house.
John take this IV out please Natalie gasped. And then she felt a rush of fluid as her water broke. There was no turning back now.
In a moment of peace between contractions Natalie saw the concerned looks pass between Mason and John and she couldnt help the small smile they looked like typically freaked guys in the face of a woman in labor or having any sort of female trouble. She knew that they were going to have to handle a lot of this maybe all of this themselves, based on the weather and what she gleaned from Masons conversation with Chase. John hadnt let go of her and she didnt want him to she had worried shed never see him again.
John Mason Agnes was a midwife shes probably got some books
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John and Mason had removed their wet jackets and shirts and were down to their tanks and somewhat soggy pants. Mason had gone searching the house and in several trips came back loaded with child-birth books, towels, sheets, a basin of cool water and a several wash cloths, plus twine, a scissors, laundry basket, flashlights and plenty of candles. Night was approaching and the storm was even worse. Natalies contractions were coming more frequently, and she was quaking and moaning as they did, with little rest in between them.
Consulting one of the books and remembering some of his training from well more than a decade ago plus the Lamaze classes John took a sheet and placed it over Natalies lower half, and then removed her pants and underwear, gently spreading her quivering legs so he could see if there was anything notable TO see not that he was sure what to look for. While he did that Mason dampened a washcloth in cool water and placed it on Natalies forehead. Her pain-filled eyes met his as she whispered, thanks, and then she was gripping for his hand as another contraction took her... as John tried to steady her hips so he could more fully examine her he could tell she was dilating, but there was no way to know how long this would take. And already he was having a hard time seeing her in pain again. He remembered what shed said about the torture, when the gentle touch of his hands had made it through to her had comforted her so he tried to keep them on her, stroking her legs and stomach as much as possible.
Through the night, past midnight, Natalie labored in increasing pain. Eventually she felt the urgent need to push and John hoped they might be moving to a final stage that wouldnt take too long for her sake and he hoped the baby was OK because there were no monitors nothing to tell them what was going on except the cries and moans from Natalie and the movement in her body.
Mason had climbed up on the bed behind Natalie so she could lean back against him, between his legs, and so he could help support her as she had to bear down and push. Then after a strong effort, shed collapse back against him, clinging to his forearms or hands. She was practically incoherent from pain and exhaustion, and Mason could feel her body trembling. John could see the babys head and he continued to gently massage Natalies legs, rub her stomach in comfort. Sometimes hed softly kiss the inside of her knee her hand that reached out to him, and shed managed a slight smile for him. She was losing her energy at the worst time, and he could tell she wasnt pushing as hard as she needed to. It finally occurred to him why.
Natalie sweetheart this isnt torture you cant hide from this pain honey Im so sorry you cant you have to come back to itto here and now harness it feel it push through it its the only way, honey you cant tunnel inside yourselfIm so sorry so sorry
Natalie heard Johns words through the fog through the veil she had put up she knew he was right but she was so tired she cried, I cant I cant
You have to John was so torn. He had to make her face itwould he have to hurt her some way to draw her out of it or maybe something to mimic smelling salts
John and Mason both felt the beginnings of another major contraction and knew it was time for her to push again. She needed to, but would she? In that moment Mason made a decision. He would be the bad guy if need be it wasnt fair for John to be. He pushed her forward, supporting her and then began to talk to her with quiet force and intensity. Over the course of the next hour, every time she pushed he had a constant litany of coaching words while he helped support her and was growing bruised and scraped from the intensity of her grip. Meanwhile John coached her more gently, kept up the never-ending soft touches, and kept an eye for how things were progressing.
Mason would shout on a whisper:
Come ON, Natalie. You can do better than that is that all you got?!
Your baby needs you to push hard, Natalie. Come on, youre a goddamn warrior! Wheres your grit?!
Goddamn it is this the best you can do McBain?! Well then give me back Natalie Buchanan because she wasnt some weak girl who ran away from a challenge. dammit she met it head on whered she go? Who the hell are you pretending to be her
Natalie had been trying to push fighting her instincts to retreat and letting out nothing but moans, cries and screams, but that last tirade of Masons finally got to her.. it pissed her off.
FUCK you Mason. You think youre so goddamn tough lets see you try to push a basketball out your goddamn ass and see if youre dying to push, goddamn bastard!
John and Mason locked eyes and fought their smirks as Mason said, THATS our girl!
Natalie fought for every scrap of strength and stamina she had and with Masons and Johns support willed herself to get this baby out of her at all costs. By the end, as the book had demonstrated, Mason was actually pushing down on her belly as he supported her during a push and John had reached in to gently hold his sons head since they were finally getting somewhere and soon hed be able to help pull him out. One final push accompanied by a blood-curdling scream from Natalie did the job and the baby landed in Johns arms as he tried to keep a grip on the slippery child. Thankfully the baby began to scream immediately so they knew it was OK.
Tears were now unabashedly pouring down all three of their faces and John placed the baby in Natalies arms while he tied off and cut the umbilical cord. Mason had gotten off the bed to make way for John to get close to Natalie and his son, while he went to get wash clothes and something to wrap the baby in from the pile of supplies hed grabbed.
John stared in wonder at Natalie and his son, I love you you did so amazing
I love you too thank you for finding me
Mason and John had read ahead in the book so they knew they were going to have to deal with the afterbirth, but had a few minutes to get the baby squared away. John gently said, welcome John Thomas McBain and then washed him off as best he could and wrapped him in a fluffy towel.
Natalie had been recovering her breath a bit when she suddenly felt a new round of sharp contractions that took her breath away again. She cried out and John carefully placed the baby in a laundry basket Mason had found and lined with a pillow and towels. Then he turned towards Natalie. Whats wrong here, maybe we need to finish this the after birth
But Natalie shook her head and said, I dont think so I have to have to push again OWWW, Oh God it feels like Im in labor again
That didnt sound right so John took a look and his heart stopped for a moment because he knew he wasnt imagining things there was another babys head visible.
Mason had come over when hed heard Natalies distress and then saw the look on Johns face as he said, Oh, shit!
What?! Natalie and Mason questioned in unison.
Theres another baby!
After a moment of shock the trio reclaimed their previous battle stations and mercifully this time things went very quickly and in short order they were looking down at another screaming baby boy. They were stunned beyond words for a moment but then had to take action to care for this child, get Natalie through the final stages of the process, and then they just watched both babies snuggle together in the make-shift bassinet. John was lying beside Natalie in bed, holding her, while Mason sat at the foot of it.
They were talking about the shock of this all especially because Natalie had had regular doctors appointments, an ultra sound, and there had never been an indication of a second heartbeat. Yet even though the thought of twins was overwhelming, they were unable to stop smiling at the whole notion. Mason had begun to look through one of the birthing books and found that in very rare instances, identical twins, which share the same sac, can be so close together that it is hard to make out the second baby especially if their heartbeats are in synch. Just the thought of those little babies being so close like that as they grew brought tears to Natalies eyes and she glanced down at them as they slept tightly together as if they were still inside her.
John said, Well, what were our back-up names? Any ideas?
Well, yes, actually.
Natalie and Johns eyes met and he knew what she was thinking and gave her a big smile as an answer.
Natalie said softly, Im thinking Mason Buchanan McBain because we all three brought these babies into the world and those are three strong, good names
Mason was genuinely touched. Wow, are you guys sure?
John spoke this time, Its perfect. Youve been the most amazing friend to all of us
Im honored. And Id better stop talking or youll see a grown man cry and Ive already done that once today
Mason found another room to crash in, leaving the McBain family to spend their first few hours together.
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At about 9 the next morning, the cavalry arrived led by Bo and Chase. They were relieved that everyone was safe including the two newest arrivals. And, of course, the fact that there were two stunned everyone.
When Natalie saw her uncle Bo, and he pulled her in his arms, she couldnt help herself, she broke down and wept, finally letting out all her fear, remnants of pain and an abiding relief and gratitude. John led the rest of the group away from them so they could have a bit of privacy as he held baby John and Mason held his namesake.
With Bos support Natalie walked slowly into the front room just in time to hear Mason and John playfully arguing over which of the boys would be tallest, strongest, smartest, and she rolled her eyes and said, Guys! Theyre IDENTICAL twins... and she said laughingly to John, And theyre both your sons so whatever happens, its on you
Natalie and the babies were taken by ambulance to the hospital with John glued to their sides so they could be checked out and the doctors were suitably impressed with how everything had been handled. To their utter delight and relief they were told that they could actually go home if they wanted and they jumped at the chance, of course.
Mason had gone directly to Angelas who took him in her arms, then pulled him into the shower to wash his weary body, and then to her bed where she made love to him with the combination of passion and gentleness he needed. What she loved so much about him was that his heart matched his massive body, and it had clearly been squeezed more than a little bit as he had supported their friends through this ordeal. He needed to be cared for now, and Angela knew just how to do that.
The house was so peaceful and calm when John and Natalie walked in and he noted that some kind soul had gotten rid of all the refuse and detritus that had built up over the days when they had searched for Natalie and the house had been command central. He realized it was Tara when he saw a small note perched by a bouquet of flowers. Funny, she had turned into the best kind of neighbor you could ask for
Natalie was both tired and sore, but so full of love and peace. John had lit the fire and put the wool blanket and pillows on the floor, and they sat there with their boys, trading them off so each could get plenty of daddy and mommy time. Of course when Natalie held them she nursed them a sight that brought tears to Johns eyes. He had felt close to tears all day as so many emotions stormed though him but mostly a soul-deep gratitude and a love so immense for this woman who had fought so hard through everything, and then had to fight again to bring his sons into the world.
Later, they bathed and put the boys to sleep in their nursery for now they would share a crib because they became upset when they were too far or too long away from each other. Natalie laughed ruefully because she had a suspicion that that would change at some point. The parents watched them sleep for a long while, John supporting Natalies weight as he wrapped his arms around her, and then they headed off to bed themselves.
Natalie clung to John as they lay in bed together, inhaling the scent of him. She needed to feel his strength this bond. He held her as tight as he could without hurting her, kissing the top of her head. Then she looked up at him and their mouths moved together, kissing each other with their own unique blend of passion, love, tenderness, and a deep want. Natalie felt moisture on her cheeks but knew she wasnt crying, so she broke apart from John and saw that he was. She took his face in both her hands and gently kissed his eyelids, and then his mouth again, and said, Its OK its all OK you found us were safe
John clung to Natalie, shaking as he cried, though not in the broken-hearted way he had the day before in the nursery. I was so scared, Natalie and helpless I had let myself believe that everything was perfect, safe and then you were gone and we knew who had you but we couldnt find heryou are my heart and soul not my soulmate, my very soul
Tears were slipping down Natalies cheeks now, too. And youre mine. The intensity of the feelings I have for you its sometimes overwhelming, but to know you share them have them for me and now we have two living, breathing representations of that thank you for my sons, John. I love them mightily
John and Natalie kissed some more and then drifted off to the first decent sleep theyd had in much too long a time. A few hours later, John went with Natalie when she had to feed the little ones, and he held whichever of the babies wasnt nursing at the time. Then the babies were down for the count again, and their sleepy parents soon were as well. They could do this together Of course, tomorrow, two grandmothers, a grandfather, and assorted Aunts, Uncles and others would be descending on them, so they would have plenty of help.
Chapter 94
The next few months settled into a busy but happy routine. Natalie was taking the rest of the year as maternity leave, so she relished the chance to be home with her boys. The Special Branch training class was in its final few weeks, but the other instructors tried to pick up some slack so John could get home early to be with his family.
Interestingly, Natalie and Tara had formed a bit of a friendship. Though they would never be the bosom buddies that she and Angela had become they were too different now that there was no John-related tension between them, they were able to find some common ground. She came over a few afternoons a week she was a teacher and got out of school by 2:30 to help Natalie with the boys, or keep an eye on them if she had to take care of some other things around the house or run a quick errand. They would be forever in Taras debt for taking the risks she did to find Natalie.
Before they knew it, the McBain family was back in Llanview in the Carriage House at Llanfair for Christmas. John and Natalie couldnt believe that it had already been a year since their first Christmas, and their first married Christmas, together and now they had two little sons with them. Johns family was once again staying at Llanfair and the entire Holiday was the sort that they knew theyd remember for the rest of their lives. The two grandmothers were going to watch the babies at Llanfair when Natalie and John returned to DC for Mason and Angelas wedding at which Natalie was to be matron of honor, and John best man.
Natalie quickly looked at herself in the mirror of their hotel room, as John was appreciating the view himself. She was dressed in her bridesmaid gown which was a deep blood-red velvet gown with an empire waist, long sleeves and a deep, wide square neckline that allowed just the right amount of cleavage to show. Her hair was swept up showing off her long neck to its best advantage, and the contrast between her creamy skin and the deep color of the dress was stunning. She was actually even a tad thinner than before her pregnancy, courtesy of breast feeding two hungry boys and resuming her tougher work-outs. John missed his sons, but he would be a liar if he denied how glad he was to have Natalie to himself for a bit and tonight it would be just them in this lovely hotel room
Natalie could feel Johns eyes on her and as much as she was looking forward to this wedding and she really was she couldnt wait for it to be over so she could be alone with John. Preferably naked. He looked absolutely hot in his tuxedo and it took all her control not to jump him. They had resumed their sex life within a few weeks of their sons births, but having twins undeniably put a damper on things. Not their desire, but their time and energy available to devote to each other. That said, the arduous period when they had had to act as if they meant virtually nothing to each other had taught them the hard-won value of a simple hug, a few deep kisses, so they sprinkled those liberally throughout their days to tide them over until they could indulge fully in their love and passion for each other.
John headed to the church to connect with Mason while Natalie went up to the suite that Angela, her mother and the rest of the wedding party were using as their staging area. Angela looked gorgeous. Her wedding gown was quite similar in style to that of her bridesmaids, but it was made of off-white duchess satin that made her skin glow. Of course her happiness had that effect as well. She had a simple veil that was attached to a beaded satin band that rested on top of her head. The whole look was a bit medieval and it was lovely. Angela had no sisters, only brothers, so this was a big day for her family, and she was glad to have her dear friend Natalie by her side as well.
Mason was relatively calm when John caught up with him, and John laughingly told him he had no words of wisdom because he and Natalie wed at a Vegas chapel when they were both sleep-deprived. And he had felt such a compulsion to have her as his wife he didnt even think about it. It occurred to John, then, that he was finally going to get to see Natalie walk down the aisle to him, even if she was already his wife and the mother of his children. That thought always warmed him inside.
So, John, how are Natalie and the boys?
Natalie is great and probably tossing back a mimosa with Angela as we speak. Johnny and Mason are with their loving grandmothers and assorted other family members which means I am going to get a night alone with my wife
Mason smiled and said, As will I and you know, I love the sound of that word now wife when before it used to make my blood run cold
John laughed and said, I know exactly what you mean and I am actually glad it used to, because it meant that I didnt settle that I was available when Natalie came into my life
Soon they had taken their positions by the altar and waited for the music to start. The first few bridesmaids made their way down the aisle, and then there was Natalie. She and John locked eyes as she approached and he thought she looked breathtakingly beautiful. Mason was once again struck by her beauty as well, but she didnt move him the way his Angela did his Angela. And that was really the crux of it all he and Natalie had never belonged to each other. He had never felt that deeply possessive feeling for her, nor she for him. But he had well and truly claimed Angela for his own, and that was the revelation. He smiled at Natalie and she returned it, giving him a small wink. How perfect he got to keep her friendship, and Johns, while finding the woman with whom to share his life along the way.
They all caught their breath when Angela made her way down the aisle she was stunning and beaming as was her groom. The wedding passed in a blur and Natalie and John kept looking at each other, feeling as if they were re-marrying almost. And they smiled when they took note of the small wobble in Masons voice as he said his vows.
The reception was both elegant and casual at the same time everyone had fun, let their hair down and John and Natalie rarely left each others sides. John had become a big fan of dancing because it let him hold Natalie close, which he never got tired of.
It came time for him to deliver his speech and he was a bit nervous, but he soldiered through. Most people who know me or knew me would say that I am not big on words on expressing my feelings. But, since I met the woman who became my wife, that has changed. And it is a change I see in Mark Mason because he has found Angela. There was a place inside of him that no one else could access but she did. She does. They belong together and I am thrilled for them because I know what a gift that is. Mason is a man among men. He has put himself on the line for me, my wife, our children. He defines the word friend. And that is why he will be an exceptional husband. Angela well she is beautiful inside and out. She is strong and soft at the same time. A powerful combination that means everything. I wish them a long, loving, happy life together two best friends facing everything life throws at them in a united front. To Mason and Angela.
Natalie felt tears pool in her eyes at his words, because he looked at her repeatedly through his speech so she would be in no doubt that he was thinking of her. As if she could doubt it.
When John finished his speech he hugged Mason and Angela and then went directly to Natalie, clasping her against him.
That was beautiful, John. Wonderful.
Yeah, well, you bring it out in me, Mrs. McBain how lucky am I to have been able to call you that for more than a year now but I need at least 50 more from you!
Soon Mason and Angela were taking their leave, heading on a late flight to Paris where they would ring in the rapidly-approaching New Year. The McBains and the Masons shared tight hugs for several long minutes, and made plans to get together upon their return. As John and Natalie waved good-bye with the rest of the wedding guests, she whispered in Johns ear, Any chance I could convince you to take me to bed and have your way with me?
John felt the immediate tightness in his groin and whispered hotly against her ear Just try to stop me
When they got back to their hotel room, John took Natalie in his arms and kissed her soundly until her legs felt wobbly and she clutched at him for support. She pulled back with a half-lidded, dreamy look on her face and said, Wow
He kissed her again and as he did so he swept her off her feet so he could walk them over to the bed, then he put her down beside it. He looked at her intently, caressing her face, her throat, the creamy expanse of chest visible above her gown. You are achingly beautiful and I love you more each day
Natalie trembled under his touch and the intensity of his gaze his feelings that were so apparent in the velvet of his fingertips and the fire in his eyes. I love you, John she whispered.
His hands moved into her hair to remove the clips that held it up and he smiled as her gorgeous red tresses swirled around her shoulders. Slowly, since they had all the time in the world now, they undressed each other, using their hungry eyes, hands and mouth to re-learn every contour of each others bodies. Every nerve ending sprung alive under their touch, and their breathing had become shallow in the process. When they came together in a tight embrace, their mouths opening to each other, Johns granite erection pressed into Natalies stomach and she ground against him in a clear invitation, which he was more than ready to accept.
John walked Natalie back towards the bed and finally removed his mouth from hers so he could lift her under her arms and sit her on its edge. She reached out to grab hold of his jutting manhood and he shuddered at her touch, allowing himself a moment of it until he gently removed her hand and said, Not yet
He pushed her upper body back onto the bed and slowly spread her legs so he could see the manifestation of her desire for him. He knelt down, placing her legs over each of his shoulders and whispered, In case theres any lingering tenderness I need to take care of that first And then his mouth closed over her center, his tongue first massaging the moist flesh between her folds, and then moving firmly inside her as she moaned and her thighs pressed against the sides of his head. He could feel her quake around his tongue and she gasped as she said, Please come to me now I need I need you here with me
He was incapable of denying her denying himself. He stood up and gently moved her further up onto the bed and she immediately opened her legs wide for him. He moved himself between them then stretched out on her so that their upper bodies were pressed together. He wound his left arm underneath her back and their breath heated each others mouths, which were but an inch apart. Then he took himself in his right hand, pressed against her opening and entered her as she sighed in response. Even after bearing him two sons she was so tight around him and her intimate embrace made him ache for her even more. He gently claimed her mouth and their tongues wrestled with increasing heat as he moved in and out of her, the friction building with each thrust and retreat.
Natalie wrapped her arms around Johns strong back and her legs around his hips as he made love to her as they kissed deeply and captured each others sounds. She wanted this to go on forever, but she knew she was too far gone she was becoming increasingly undone with every stroke with which John drove into her body. Her mouth had slipped from his because her head was thrown back, her neck arched as incoherent sounds poured from her as her upper body tried to arch and writhe under his delicious weight. Johns mouth moved to her breast and she let out a guttural moan at the charge that shot through her passage her nipples had become even more sensitive since shed given birth. John could swear he could taste the smallest drop of her milk, even though she had recently stopped breast feeding to prepare for her return to work, and he let his hot tongue work over both her nipples until she was trembling. Then, when she felt Johns hands grab tight hold of her ass to help her thrust harder against him everything in her let go as she cried out, John!, her nails digging into his back.
He continued to take her in long sure strokes that drew out her orgasm that made her clamp even tighter around him, and he felt an incredible pressure in his groin, then he felt his scorching release as he poured into the womb which had cradled his sons. He was claiming that place for himself again
They held each other close for a long while as their bodies calmed. Their lovemaking had taken on even more depth since they had made their children and then brought them into the world together. They had such an intimate knowledge of each other and were inextricably linked by the joint flesh and blood of their sons. They were bound for life.
Epilogue
On New Years Eve the McBains once again planned a pajama party. They wore the same pajamas as the previous year - though Natalie did add the silky matching robe while she was downstairs and sat by the fire. But there were two notable additions Johnny and Mason, who were forgoing silk PJs until they were a bit older. When they put the boys down for the night and the blessed souls were excellent sleepers they had a late dinner by the fire, and danced again, just like the previous year.
Finally, when the clock struck 11:30 John said, Natalie, when the New Year arrives, I want to be in bed with you, naked
She smiled at him and said, Lets go
Their movements echoing the previous year, they slowly undressed each other, then got into bed with a glass of champagne. When the clock struck twelve they toasted each other, took the same token sip of champagne, and then moved their naked bodies closer, up against each other, as their lips met in a deep, hot kiss.
Finally Natalie pulled back and said breathlessly, You do remember what happened last New Years?
Uh huh
And with me still being a bit off-kilter, it could happen again
Uh huh he said as he claimed her right nipple.
Natalie started to say something else, but had completely lost her train of thought. And she shivered against the heat of Johns breath when he chuckled against her breast.
Had enough talking, huh? Well good, because those arent the sounds I intend to draw out of you
Then he made good on his promise, thanking their lucky stars the boys were deep sleepers
It was much later when Natalie could finally manage to say, I love you, John. and he gasped in return, I love you Natalie
It was going to be a great year.
January and February raced by, which suited John and Natalie just fine. They were able to carve out their own private routine since the old gym and pool was back in business and John no longer had a roommate. In addition, there were three separate, single nights of liberty over those two months and they raced home to take advantage of every moment. Sometimes when they got together they just held each other because that is often what fed their souls and their deep connection.
Natalie was also up to her eyeballs in her class work, prepping for her final exams, and spending considerable time with classmates in the library and The Pub, studying and commiserating.
Finally, they were just one day away from graduation. All classes were done, exams complete and graded, and tomorrow they would have their day free, but a very private yet highly meaningful ceremony in which they would be officially welcomed as part of the Special Branch. But today, they were going on one final twenty-mile run. John did not come along on the run because he was meeting with Chase and Mason on a critical case of the Child Predator Task Force that was heading to court soon.
It was a gorgeous day for a run, cold and crisp, but sunny. Natalie ran with Rich, Nero, Turner and Bradford and she realized with a pang that she was going to miss them all very much. For six months they had lived together, and had survived things they wouldnt even be able to speak about to most people even their closest friends and loved ones.
Natalie was more than keeping up with her friends, in fact she was pretty much setting the pace, and she felt strong her breathing unlabored her stride smooth it was with surprise that she felt a wave of dizziness come over her as they rounded the curve of a ridge that overlooked a softly sloping hill to the right. She barely had the chance to process that when everything went black.
Rich had noticed Natalies step falter but before he could grab her she was crumbling and tumbling down the hill. He raced after her with the rest of their crew in hot pursuit. Hart had seen her tumble as well, and began making his way towards them.
Natalie had thankfully stopped rolling halfway down the hill since it was a relatively gentle slope, but when Rich reached her she appeared to be out cold. He turned her over and began checking for her pulse which seemed strong and she also seemed to be breathing fine. He then checked for broken bones, but only detected a few cuts and abrasions for now. By the time the others reached them she was starting to come to and groaned a bit since her body felt the overall effects of her tumble.
Natalie, are you OK? Rich questioned.
Uh yeah Im not sure what happened, I just felt dizzy, and then everything went black.
Hart reached them and gave her the once over as well, and he and Rich helped her up. When they let her go she felt another wave of dizziness and collapsed back against Rich a bit, though she did not lose consciousness.
Buchanan, have you eaten anything today? Hydrated appropriately? Hart asked.
I had some oatmeal and some water she responded.
Well, we arent too far from Mercy Hospital Im going to radio for an ambulance to meet us a few clicks up the trail, theres a break thats close to the highway.
Natalie began to protest but Hart cut her off, Buchanan that wasnt a suggestion. We need to make sure you didnt hurt yourself because you took a pretty good tumble and we also need to figure out why you passed out cold, because thats what you did, and you still dont have your sea legs. We can get a stretcher
No, no let me at least walk it
Fine, but only if you let a few of your buddies support you.
Rich and Nero jumped in to do so and they made somewhat slow but sure progress to the highway, and then Hart hopped in the ambulance with her while the others opted to run the two miles all her classmates were anxious to see that she was OK. How crazy to make it to the last day, through everything, and then have this sort of thing happen.
When Hart explained they were FBI Natalie was whisked into a private ER examining room and a doctor hustled right in.
OK, Ms. Buchanan, is it? You were out for a run with your training class theyre now all outside this door by the way and then you blacked out and tumbled down a hill is that correct?
Natalie nodded.
Hmmm. Could just be the exertion and all, but its not like we can put it down to heat or anything by the way, is there a family member youd like us to call?
Natalie hesitated for a second and then said, Um, the group outside doesnt really know my family too well uh, Im married but they dont know that except for Sal Nero. Can you pull him aside discreetly and ask him to call my husband?
Sure. Ill do that while I have the nurse take blood so we can get some tests going, and then Ill come back in to do a thorough exam.
The doctor managed to buttonhole Nero without anyone noticing and he found a pay phone on another floor.
John was in his office with Mason and Chase when his phone rang.
McBain.
Agent McBain, its Sal Nero.
Sal? Wait, where are you? Arent you guys out on a run? John couldnt help it, he felt a pang of fear run through him.
Yeah. Sir, Natalie seems fine now, but she passed out and tumbled down a hill and Hart had her brought to Mercy to get checked out she asked that I call you she cant because theyre checking her out
Im on my way!
John explained as quickly as possible and then he, Mason and Chase they insisted on coming along and he was glad of their company since Chase also insisted on driving and he wasnt sure he should be behind the wheel were on their way.
Chapter 87
Doctor Moore came back in and asked Natalie a variety of questions while they waited for her blood work, all the while checking her vitals and for any signs of bad sprains or broken bones.
Ms. Buchanan is that your correct name by the way?
Its actually McBain now but that isnt widely known
Ok, well, is there any chance youre pregnant?
Natalie blanched for a second and then realized that she hadnt had a period since the New Year started. How had she missed that? But then again, she half ignored it because of all the stress her body had been under yet, with her torture and period of captivity at the hands of Hawkins and Gentry, she hadnt exactly been scrupulous in taking her birth control pills and lord knew she and John had been plenty active.
Moore saw the varied expressions run across Natalies face and said, Well, as a standard procedure thats one of the tests Ive ordered, but why dont I do a quick internal exam when was your last period?
Mid December
Ah, I see
What? What does that mean?
Well, would it surprise you to know that a lot of babies are conceived on New Years Eve?
Natalie blushed a bit when she thought of their pajama party and just shook her head.
Moore examined her and said, Mrs. McBain as far as I can tell, you are about 8 weeks pregnant, which would take us back to New Years now, wouldnt it? he said with a small smile and a kind expression. Everything seems fine, but in an abundance of caution, given the spill you took, Id really like to keep you over night for observation.
Natalie was overwhelmed. She felt a riot of emotions course through her happiness, shock, a bit of fear she even wondered how John would feel they hadnt even talked much about a family and so soon after marryingbut finally it registered that the doctor wanted her to stay over night. She didnt want to be careless, but how would this be explained?
Dr. Moore is that totally necessary? I only ask because, well, except for Nero none of my classmates or instructors well except for one of them even know Im married. If it seems like Im all right, how can I explain the need to stay here? I for a variety of reasons it really would be best that they dont know about this yet
I understand, and your medical privacy is of primary importance here. No one will be told. Let me think of a plausible explanation what could very well work is we can tell them you were dehydrated and we want to infuse you with fluids over night I am sure we can have you out by noon tomorrow, but when someone has had a bad fall while pregnant
Natalie felt a few tears prick her eyes and she nodded. Dr. Moore gave her hand a squeeze and said, Im sure everything will be fine. You have very strong and taut abdominal muscles which helped protect your uterus and therefore the baby why dont you wait here and when I get the results of your tests Ill be back in and maybe by then your husband will also have arrived.
Doctor Moore briefed the nurse, but left out a few key elements which led to an interesting bit of unfolding drama.
The nurse approached the anxious looking group and began to speak just as John, Mason and Chase arrived and they kept their mouths shut to listen first.
Ms. Buchanan is fine, resting comfortably. She is totally lucid. The doctor is running a few more tests but she is going to be kept overnight for observation.
John felt his gut clench at that why would they need to keep her if she was OK?
Maam, Im Special Agent McBain, this is Deputy FBI Director ChaseMs. Buchanan is in one of our programs can, why why is she being kept overnight? And can I we see her.
Sir, we can only allow next of kin in to see her and we cannot divulge any information to non-family members and even then only with her permission
But, how are we to know?
Sir, her husband is on the way he needs to be informed of some important information first and then Im sure he will share what he and his wife feel is appropriate
The puzzled expressions on everyones face were almost comedic. Murmurs of husband? and shes not married were heard from many, all the while John wrestled with what to do.
Can I talk to you privately, nurse
Sir! I am sorry, but my answers arent going to change, so please do us all a favor and wait over there with everyone else and when her husband arrives-
Fear and frustration beat out calm, cool and collected plus the program was all-but over at this point so John snapped, I AM her husband! Now please take me to see my wife!
The nurse looked at him in surprise while shocked and stunned would better describe the look on everyone elses faces, most especially those of Chase and Mason. John dared not look at anyone except the nurse who after swallowing hard said, Then come with me, my apologies I didnt realize
When John was out of earshot conversation erupted among the rest of the group though Mason and Chase just looked at each other and smirked, saying Son of a bitch! almost in unison.
The nurse escorted John to Natalies room and then left them alone, whispering one more apology as she departed.
John rushed to Natalies side and saw that she had fallen asleep. He looked at her and let out a sigh of relief when he saw that she didnt look too bad a couple of scrapes. But that made him wonder all the more about the need to keep her overnight He leaned forward and kissed her forehead and she opened her eyes and smiled at him saying John. on a sigh of relief.
He took he hand and said, Hey sweetheart you OK?
She sat up on the bed a little straighter and said, Yeahwas it hard to sneak in here to let them know who you were without everyone hearing?
Uh, Natalie, about that
Her eyes got wide, You mean
I sort of lost my cool because they were stiff-arming me and telling me that your husband would be here soon and would tell us what he and you saw fit I had to see you
She smiled at him and said, Its a relief, actually. Plus, the programs over anyway
But Natalie, what happened to you and why do they need to keep you overnight?
Natalie felt her stomach flutter with nerves and she wasnt sure how to start. She said, Maybe youd better sit and she gestured to the chair off to the side.
John shook his head and said, Just tell me, Natalie and held his breath, wondering if she was going to tell him theyd discovered some illness.
Remember our pajama party on New Years?
John smiled and then said, Of course
Well, it seems as if well lets just say the lasting impact of it was pretty significant
Natalie was quiet for a moment and then saw comprehension dawning on Johns face. His eyes grew wide, his mouth gaped open a bit, and he asked softly, Are you saying?
Yes. Im Im pregnant, John. About 8 weeks
She held her breath for a moment and then felt a few tears pool in her eyes when she saw the huge smile break open on Johns face. He took both her hands in his and said, Wow. Wow thats amazingWow.
Is that good amazing? A good wow?
John leaned down to kiss Natalie very softly and said, The best. But, are you OK with this? I know we hadnt talked specifically about this and what it might mean for you in particular
It is a big surprise a lot to get used to but the thought that Im going to have your baby our baby Im really happy John
They smiled at each other and John felt himself get a bit choked up when he thought of it and how he had had that flash when he had put his hand on Natalies stomach and wondered what it would be like to have his baby in there. Almost like a premonition. Then he remembered where they were and why.
Is there something wrong? Is that why they want to keep you here?
No, everything seems fine, but just to be doubly sure after the fall, they want to keep me off my feet and here just in case but they really arent concerned.
OK, good. He said with a clear relief.
John, its one thing for people to know about us being married, but I want to wait to share the baby news its better if we hold off another 4 weeks or so past the first trimester.
John nodded but asked, So what do we tell people about your having to stay overnight?
Before Natalie could answer a voice behind them said, That shes dehydrated and we want to infuse her with liquids.
Doctor Moore had returned and Natalie introduced John to him. The doctor assured them that her blood work looked good and that she would be released by noon tomorrow in plenty of time for graduation.
While Natalie was being moved to a private room, John decided to face the music meaning the group still gathered outside and give them the agreed upon explanation.
To the general group he explained only about Natalies health and why she was being kept overnight. Her classmates along with Hart and two other instructors were then shepherded into a few vans that had been sent from Quantico. Of course Chase and Mason were going nowhere until they got to learn more about the change in marital status of John and Natalie.
John turned to them and without even waiting for their questions said, The weekend after Natalie saved herself from Hawkins and Gentry during that impromptu liberty we ran off to Vegas to get married. It was spur of the moment. It hit me like a ton of bricks that I HAD to do it and Natalie thankfully felt the same way. We hated having to lie but with everything well, it felt worse to NOT do to waste another day.
Neither Mason nor Chase said a thing for a moment, then the latter spoke up, Well, John, I have to give you guys credit no one would ever have known. You kept your distance, thats for sure
It was anything but easy, but I had given you my word that we wouldnt put you in a bind with our behavior we were going to tell you, well within the next day or so, once the program was over
John, I am truly happy for you and Natalie. I told you that already and I meant it then and certainly even more so now. She also has a bright future with the FBI, so that is something she can work through with all this information now out on the table Chase shook Johns hand and clasped his shoulder, and his smile was warm and genuine.
John then turned to face Mason and was relieved to see a very open and genuinely happy expression on his face. John, that is really great news. You and Natalie youre the real deal. Its nice to know it can happen this way
Mason shook Johns hand and said, Please give my best to Natalie I guess Ill see her at tomorrows ceremony
John nodded then headed to Natalies room. He intended to stay with her today, this evening, tonight and every night he possibly could from this moment forward. They had the best nights sleep theyd had in a long while when John crawled in bed with Natalie, and spooned her from behind with his hands resting on her still-flat belly.
Chapter 88
Natalie was released the next morning with a clean bill of health, a supply of pre-natal vitamins, and instructions to make an appointment with an OB as soon as possible. John had arranged for a taxi to take them back to Quantico and they intended to spend every moment possible quietly together until it was time to head to the ceremony. It was such a relief not to have to hide anymore and John would be the proud husband, not simply her instructor, when he stood by Natalie tonight.
She was touched by how solicitous John was and he seemed to find every excuse he could to touch her belly, and it made her feel warm inside. Once they were inside the apartment Natalie started walking to the bedroom and John asked, Are you tired, Natalie? thinking she was going to lie down.
She looked over her shoulder at him and said, No, Im not tired just hoping my husband will come to bed with me
John smiled slowly at her and followed her inside. They undressed each other and he looked for any detectable changes in her body, but so far it looked exactly the same and he felt his blood stir as always at the sight. But he was also a bit nervous he didnt want to lose control to hurt her or the baby.
As if reading his mind Natalie said softly, You wont hurt me us I promise.
Natalie climbed onto the bed and held her hand out to John. He joined her and they held each other close, savoring the feel of their skin meeting. Natalie tilted her head up and was rewarded with a deep kiss from John and their desire spiked.
Make love to me, John
He carefully rolled Natalie underneath him while her legs spread to accommodate him. Gently, slowly, he pushed inside her body which changed contour at his presence, to sheath him tightly while welcoming him in. He didnt move for a moment so he could look at his wife knowing that this very act which brought them so much pleasure had created a life that was growing inside her, just inches away from where he had come to rest. A baby that would be part of him part of her conceived in love. John felt tears prick at his eyes and saw them glistening in Natalies as well.
They spoke at the same time, their voices thick with emotion, I love you!
Then Natalies muscles clenched around him, as if remembering his presence, and they moved slowly together, their eyes speaking volumes until they closed in response to the sensations building. She felt her release wash over her like a warm embrace, which became more intense when John spilled into her. He rolled them on their sides so he wouldnt crush her, but so they could hold each other close while their bodies calmed. They kissed for several long minutes, and then fell asleep in a tight embrace, Natalies head resting in the crook of Johns neck.
Eventually they woke up and showered together while Natalie pondered what to wear. She didnt have many choices, but was very glad she had decided to bring her black cashmere dress back from their last break. She put that on with a white t-shirt underneath, black opaque tights and black pumps. It was a nice outfit, but the chief benefit was it was so comfortable downright cozy.
John thought she looked beautiful but he always did. He put on a navy suit even a tie with a crisp white shirt to set it off. Natalie was caught up short again by how handsome he really was not just his muscular physique, but his longish dark hair and magnificent blue eyes. She felt a rush of happiness and disbelief that he was her husband she was having his baby
They stood looking at each other for a few moments, their eyes and mouths smiling at each other. You ready Mrs. McBain?
More than I can say
Held in the gymnasium the Special Branch ceremony had to be low-key, but they tried to make it meaningful. The fifteen remaining candidates had been one of the best groups ever and Natalies presence obviously made it all the more notable. But the big buzz, of course, was the fact that somewhere during this six month journey John and Natalie had fallen in love and gotten married. Natalie had to laugh to herself when she thought how everyone would react if they knew she was pregnant to boot!
Chase and John made some speeches but kept them brief. A few Special Branch operatives officially welcomed the 15 to the fold. Then Chase read out the names of the 15 candidates and everyone whistled and cheered when he said, Natalie Buchanan McBain with a wink.
Mason felt incredibly proud of Natalie and as he heard her new name and saw the looks that passed between her and John, he found it notable that all he felt was happy for them. Not a twinge of jealousy in sight which told him exactly how much Angela had come to mean to him. Maybe you really could teach old dogs new tricks.
Finally, they all adjourned to The Pub the private back room again and had a high-spirited party. Natalie, of course, avoided alcohol but blamed it on her previous dehydration and doctors orders to stay away from it for a while. She and John stayed by each others sides for most of the evening and were happy at all the genuine good wishes they got from everyone.
Chase seemed to be particularly gracious about the whole thing. Natalie, John has been my colleague and a friend for quite a while now. Hes a special guy, but I know that that makes you the right woman for him you have been exceptional a revelation through all this. Whatever you want to do in the Bureau or wherever I would be proud to give my full endorsement.
Thank you so much that means a great deal, sir
You can call me Chase he whispered with a wink and Natalie smiled in return. Mason joined them and gave Natalie a big hug of congratulations, for her achievement and her marriage, and she was so grateful for his friendship and how wonderfully he had handled everything but she also had a feeling as to what made that so easy for him.
So, Mason, hows Angela?
He smiled in a way shed never seen and he said, Really great maybe we can all have that dinner now that youre done with the program and you and John arent under wraps any more.
That would be great. Cant wait
Thankfully, no one had to say good-bye tonight. The candidates were remaining on campus for the next 2 days to meet with Chase, John and others about future assignments, other career options, etc. They were all planning on a casual pub night on the last night. Natalie was talking with her closest friends and they were busting on her a bit about her being truly adept at undercover operations literally and figuratively since shed managed to snare and marry one of their instructors and all anyone thought had been going on was a flirtatious attraction. Hart joined in on that conversation semi-apologizing for throwing them together so often to fight unless of course he inadvertently played cupid.
Chase saw John looking at Natalie and walked up to him laughing and said, Man, you have it bad, dont you?
John actually blushed a little but just said, Yes, but do you blame me?
Not at all McBain. Youd have been crazy not to take this shot.
John could see that Natalie was getting tired he knew from what the doctor had told them that that would be a pretty standard thing for her until she moved into her second trimester. He walked over to her to her friends and Hart and knowing but not caring that hed get some flack (albeit good-natured) he said, Do you guys mind if I steal my wife and after a few ribald comments they let them leave. But not before Nero gave them a small wink that no one else saw.
By the time they got to the apartment Natalie was about dead on her feet. John helped her undress and get into bed, then he gave her an amazing foot rub, followed by an even better back rub.
Mmmm, John, youre setting a dangerous precedent I might need these at least once a day
Whatever, whenever, Natalie. You know, Im so proud of you what you accomplished
She turned over to face him and said, I couldnt have made it through without youyou made a real difference for me
Natalie, I think you would have made it anyway, but Im glad that I was even remotely helpful
He climbed into bed, his hand resting on her tummy, and they were soon asleep.
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Natalie opted to join the BAU and applied to several local schools to pursue an advanced degree in psychology. She was excited about this work, and also that one of her key assignments would be to support the Special Branch as they tried to figure out more about what made their targets tick, how to plan ways to get to them, etc. She would also be called into service to teach a few of the classes for the next group of candidates and she was glad that John had opted to lead that group as well since it would mean hed be rooted to Quantico for at least the next six months. She knew he eventually might be called away on an assignment for his real FBI job, but was glad hed be around for the duration of her pregnancy at least. She had also seen the class roster for the group set to start in six weeks, and noted there were no women apparently none had passed the initial proficiency requirements, though the bureau was now open to the notion of women being a part of things. She teased John good-naturedly about her relief at him not finding another special student.
Natalie was feeling quite well overall, albeit tired. Thankfully she wasnt plagued by too much morning sickness just a few times a week and just in the mornings. John was always so sweet to her when she was sick, holding back her hair, pulling her close as the waves of nausea subsided. Supporting her while she brushed her teeth if she still felt a bit queasy. She knew he had a wonderful heart and great compassion because of how he had been with her during the trying moments with Gentry, Hawkins, etc., but the fundamental tenderness he now treated her with made her feel a special glow. They settled into their home together and it felt as if theyd always been together.
They had even managed to be cordial to Tara when theyd bumped into her she was very contrite about the Hawkins mess, but they told her it wasnt really her fault. She managed to choke out her congratulations when she realized they had married, and wished them well before heading for her house. They had also told their families about the baby and they were all thrilled and couldnt wait to see them soon!
John was back working full-time with the Child Predator Task Force while he waited for the next Special Branch training to begin. It was grim work, but important. It also felt even more personal to him now that he was going to be a father. He was teaming quite closely with Mason since one of their cases was now in trial, and they two men had arranged to go out to dinner with Natalie and Angela this coming weekend. It had been five weeks since the program had ended, and Natalie had just crossed over into her second trimester and John could see the change in her energy level, so he knew she could handle a night out might even relish it after having crawled into bed by 8:30 every night since theyd gotten home. Not that he was complaining, because he loved to join her there and she regularly found the energy to make him glad he had. But he had also noticed that her hormones had kicked into high gear now and her appetite for him had become even more pronounced some parts of this whole pregnancy thing were a real boon for him!
Mason and Angela were going to come over this Saturday for drinks and appetizers, and then they were all going to head to Neros for dinner and dancing. The weather was warming up a bit as they headed into April and it just felt like a happy time in life a time for which John and Natalie were supremely grateful.
Saturday morning found Natalie in her closet trying to figure out exactly what shed wear tonight. It was too warm for some of her favorite things that had a bit of winter-comfort room in them and her belly had expanded just enough to make some of her clothing just a bit too snug. Or revealing she still wasnt sure if she was ready to tell colleagues yet about her pregnancy. She had gained weight no where except the small little bump that added contour to what had been her completely flat stomach. The only other changes in her body were a bit more fullness in her breasts, and her nipples were now a darker pink. John had been appreciating all these changes greatly and Natalie felt her blood heat up a bit at the thought of him. She had thought it impossible to want him more than she had, but she was walking around in a near-constant state of arousal. She smiled wryly when she thought of how game he was to help her with her little problem, no matter where he was when she pounced on him.
She left her closet and found him drying off from his shower, which had taken longer than expected because she had joined him.
John any chance I can talk you into a trip to the mall with me?
He smirked at her and asked, Will you reward me later treat me like your sex slave again?
She giggled and said, I dont think that will be a problem
They headed out and made quick work of it she wasnt anywhere near ready for the maternity section, but bought a few items in larger sizes. For tonight shed selected an empire waist sleeveless blouse blue and black silk pajama pants that would be incredibly comfortable. She also picked up some jeans, work clothes, shirts, etc., but John was impressed (and grateful for) the speed with which she accomplished it all.
They stopped for a light lunch and then within minutes of arriving home they were in bed, where they remained for the next several hours. Some of it was spent sleeping but John and Natalie both felt well-rewarded by the time they had to get up, showered, and ready for the arrival of Mason and Angela.
As they were getting ready thank goodness for dual vanities John glanced over at Natalie and asked quietly, Is it going to be weird for you at all to see Mason with someone else?
Natalies head whipped around in surprise No, not in the least Im glad for himJohn, why would you think that?
Natalie, you guys do have a romantic history, and I just wondered if it would cause you at least a pang
Natalie walked up to John and wrapped her arms around him, and he returned her hug, then she pulled back to look at him. John, what Mason and I had was a basic friendship that briefly turned physical. I I hadnt been with anyone in about a year when I bumped into him at The Watergate. I was feeling like such a fish out of water, and so nervous as I waited to hear if Id gotten into the program, and then there was Mason, whom I knew a little bit through my brother. And one thing led to another, but it was always a casual thing. God, that must make me sound so bad and that was very out of character for me, but well, I genuinely like Mason and he has been a good friend but I am nothing but thrilled that he has found someone.
John pulled her close again and kissed her head. He hoped that was how she would feel, but at the same time there was a bit of a complicated history among the three of them. John couldnt say that he felt much guilt over grabbing Natalie for himself, but it did make things easier with Mason paired off with Angela.
Natalie again pulled back and put her hands on either side of Johns face. John, dont you know what you mean to me? How much I love you? You are in my blood. I felt so deeply drawn to you almost from the beginning I want to have your babies grow old with you I cant even contemplate not having you in my life
That earned her a deep, loving kiss. You hold my heart now, Natalie. You could do me in I love you with everything I am
They kissed softly, sealing what felt almost like vows, and then had to part to finish getting ready.
Natalie put out some appetizers on the tray on the ottoman in the main room while John opened a bottle of chardonnay and a bottle of zinfandel, which he decanted. They also had plenty of beer chilling and a full bar in the den, so they would be all set. Of course, Natalie would be sticking with Pellegrino water. Soon the doorbell rang and Mason and Angela were welcomed warmly into the McBain home. Natalie took immediate note of the protective arm Mason kept around Angela, the look on his face when he watched her, and she realized she was looking at a man who was well and truly smitten it suited him.
Angela was lovely. She was about Natalies age, but from a physical standpoint was very different. She was of Italian descent and was about 59 with a lithe, lean dancers body. She had olive skin, sparkling brown eyes, and sleek dark brown hair that was styled in a bob that fell a bit below her chin. She was dressed in simple black trousers and deep red silk blouse and Natalie thought she was both beautiful and had an elegant grace about her. Natalie greeted her warmly and in short order they were all cozily ensconced in the great room, drinks in hand, and wild stories being shared about training, about some crazy witnesses Mason and Angela were wrangling on a case just a good time.
About an hour later they headed to Neros where they all received a warm welcome. They were escorted once again to the table that John and Natalie had previously shared and Lou and Gina walked a bottle of champagne over to them. When Natalie respectfully declined any she could tell that Mason looked at her a little curiously they had shared a good few adult beverages during their brief time together. Before he could even think to comment Gina said animatedly,
I KNEW it as soon as I saw you! You have that gorgeous glow about you as if you know a secret no one else does when are you due, Natalie?
Natalie could do nothing but laugh at this point since she was well and truly busted, and she didnt see any reason to lie about it. September she responded and Gina winked and said, Of course, a New Years baby! We certainly missed you at our party that night, but you clearly made good use of the time
Natalie felt herself blush a little bit but then accepted he genuine good wishes of Mason and Angela. The two couples had a great time it felt like a real friendship was being solidified and Natalie and Angela particularly hit it off. They also spent a good bit of time on the dance floor, enjoying the soft, romantic music. When they danced near each other somehow they jokingly decided to switch partners, and Natalie found herself in Masons arms, glad that she felt totally comfortable, and he appeared to as well.
Natalie, I really am happy for you and John I hope you know that
I do and I feel the same for you, since it is quite clear to me that you are over the moon about Angela. Who is terrific, by the way um, does she know anything about our history?
Yes, I told her all about it I didnt want any secrets, and it was when she and I first started dating before we became serious but dont worry, shes really fine with it all I mean she knows about you and John and also how I feel about her comp- he broke off with an awkward expression.
Compared to me Natalie stated with a smirk. When Mason looked mortified she laughed and said, Mason, please, I get it, I promise. And that makes total sense. You and I didnt fall that way for each other but you will always matter to me as a dear friend Ill never forget how much you were there for me in some of the worst times of my life
Mason looked relieved and then said, Well, I think its because of you that I was open to Angela the way I needed to be for this to happen.
When Natalie looked at him with a questioning expression he continued, You did knock me back a bit because you were so different from any woman Id spent time with and I have to think that that was probably because I was drawing the wrong sort of woman to me but you made me realize there MIGHT be a whole other world out there and then I met Angela. Let myself be open spend the time and it is the best and most important thing Ive ever done which brings me to a huge favor
What anything
Will you help me pick out an engagement ring?
Natalie beamed at him but then tried to put a damper on her reaction so as not to blow it. I would be so delighted. SO happy to help. Wow, Mason, I am really thrilled for you
Soon Mason and Natalie were back in the arms of the people they loved, and as they caught each others eyes over the shoulders of those respective loved ones, they winked. And then closed their eyes to be fully present with their partners.
That night as John and Natalie got ready for bed, she told him about her special assignment to help Mason, and he was truly happy to hear of his plans.
You know, Natalie, I cant say Im surprised because you can tell by the way he looks at her that he is in love and she is with him. I like them both and I like them a lot togetherNow, come on with me Mrs. McBain I want to show you how much I love you...come to bed
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The next five months raced by, and Natalies pregnancy went incredibly smoothly. John thought she looked adorable what a surprise without losing her sexiness at least to him (again no surprise). She had continued to work out throughout these months, albeit toning down the intensity and reducing the weight. She also tended to be a pretty healthy eater to begin with, so the only place she had gained any weight was her belly, which was quite large and round. Her breasts had also gotten fuller, but every other part of her was as toned as it always had been.
John had been a perfectly engaged father-to-be, carting her to almost every doctors appointment, massaging whatever part of her ached, stocking up on whatever she was craving at the time he even dove into Lamaze training. As he had reasonably said to Natalie, I helped get you through torture how bad can this be? He loved seeing and feeling the changes in Natalie and the first time hed felt the baby move had been one of his best life experiences. He even loved when the baby kicked him awake at night, as Natalie pressed up against him.
They had also spent quite a bit of time with Mason and Angela, who had accepted his proposal they were planning a wedding for the weekend between Christmas and New Years, and Natalie and John were both going to be in the wedding party. In fact, the two women had become fast friends, often taking off to go shopping, to lunch, for a spa treatment whatever.
Life was good, and if asked after the fact neither John nor Natalie would have said they had even the slightest inkling that things were about to take a dramatic turn.
Tara was out for a morning stroll when she noticed Natalie walking out of the house, her belly prominent but not seeming to slow her down a bit. They waved at each other and then Natalie pulled out of her driveway. She had taken the day off her plan was to work up until her due date and was heading to pick up a few more things for their nursery. They knew they were having a little boy he would be John Thomas McBain and had done the nursery with a trains theme, featuring white, navy and red. As Natalie drove off Tara drew even with a car that was parked just a bit down the street, and she noticed a woman sitting there whose eyes seemed to be glued to Natalies disappearing car. Before she could get a decent look at her the woman seemed to shake off her reverie and started her car to drive away.
One week later Natalie again had the day off this time for a doctors appointment, and then she was to have lunch with Angela (also taking the day off) and take care of some wedding plans. She was so focused on her mental list of things to do that she didnt notice the middle-aged woman who was standing in her driveway, right by her car. When she did she was startled and took a small step back. The woman looked normal except for a strange look in her eye a strange smile on her face and Natalie felt her pulse begin to race.
Trying to come across as calmassertive, she said, Can I help you with something?
The woman didnt answer, but instead asked her own question, Youre Natalie, arent you?
Who are you? Do I know you?
No, dear, I dont suppose you do but you did know my ex-husband and my boy Im Agnes Gentry
Natalies heart plummeted but before she could take another step the womans right hand shot out and gripped her wrist tightly and only then did Natalie see the sharp knife clutched in her left hand, perilously close to Natalies stomach. Tears sprung to her eyes as she said, Please dont hurt my baby
Oh, no dear. I wouldnt think of hurting your baby because its going to be mine you took my son, so now Ill have yours
Natalie pulled back but Agnes grip only tightened, and the manic look in her eyes grew more intense. Im a midwife you know Ill do a good job taking the baby and Ill raise him like my ownnow, I need you to come with me, and do what youre told. If you do, then Ill take care of you until you go into labor and I might even let you go after but if you give me an ounce of trouble right now, dearie, I will take you in that fancy house of yours and cut that baby right out of you is that what you want your husband to walk in on? A carved up dead wife and a missing baby?
Why?
WHY?! You DARE to ask me why? You murdered my boy
Im sorry but he he tried to rape me twice. He and your his dad kidnapped me they were going to kill -
My boy was sweet you mustve led him on, I know your type you red-headed jezebel just like the one who took his daddy away from meNow you walk with me right now to my car
Because Agnes had her knife so close to Natalies belly, though now shielded in her cardigan, Natalie didnt feel she had much choice. As they made their way to the car parked at the curb Natalie saw Tara approaching and willed her to continue in their direction quickly.
Tara realized that the woman with Natalie was the same one from the week before and she recognized her car she also noted that Natalie didnt look well at all.
Natalie, are you OK? You dont look too well
Agnes broke in, Shes fine. Im taking her to her doctors appointment just a few Braxton-Hicks contractions, Im sure of it
Natalie said nothing but her eyes implored Tara who wasnt exactly sure what was going on. Natalie, are you sure? Wheres John?
At work he had a meeting
Agnes snapped a little bit, Look, we have to go
Tara asked, Who are you?
Im Johns older sister he asked me to help Natalie in his absencewhat are you, some nosy neighbor or something?
Natalie broke in, No, shes a great neighbor. She took very important action a few months back when there was a problem I would hope shed do exactly the same thing again if she ever was concerned
Tara knew enough to understand that Natalie was referring to when she had called the police and it seemed like she was sending her a message.
Then Agnes said, Lovely. Well, were going now. And she opened the door and whispered, I will hurt you if you dont go along with me
Tara watched the car leave and took note of the license plate Maryland 187-UBI. Then she pulled her cell phone from her pocket and called directory assistance to be put through to Quantico. She was bounced around a few times as her frustration grew, but finally was connected to Johns assistant.
Connie buzzed John who was in a meeting with Chase and Mason since the three had been joined at the hip of late.
Yeah, Connie whats up?
Im sorry to interrupt but the caller says its urgent its your neighbor Tara.
His blood ran cold because he knew Natalie was home today, and the last time Tara had contacted himYeah, Tara whats wrong?
Mason and Chase were watching him closely now
I think I think Natalie might be in troubleum, do you have an older sister?
No! I only have a brother why why do you think Natalies in trouble?
Tara explained what had happened and the fact that she had seen the woman and car previously and John couldnt help the groan that escaped from him. His hand shook as he held the phone tightly and his other hand shook when he picked up a pen to write down the license plate number. Then with a shaky voice he said, OK, Tara thank you please, will you wait at your home the police and, and FBI will want to talk to you
Mason and Chase had seen what John looked like when he feared for Natalies safety but that didnt prepare them for the shattered look on his face. His eyes had a wild look to them, and they could feel the fear coming off him in waves.
What? Mason asked softly.
John explained haltingly while Chase grabbed the phone and began working it. Moments later FBI agents and state and local police were on their way to the McBains while he was holding for information on the license plate number praying it wasnt a dummy plate or stolen off another car praying it would lead them to Natalie When Chase heard the report his own blood ran cold. He turned to John and said, The plate the car its listed to an Agnes Gentry
Ohhh was all John could manage.
Mason whispered with an edge of fear in his voice which he couldnt quite hide Hawkins ex Gentrys mother
Is there an address? John asked.
Chase held up his finger for a second since he was being told exactly that at that moment, but then his face fell and he thanked his contact and hung up. As gently as he could he said, Its a bogus address but John, we know who took her well find her Then he called for a chauffeured Suburban to take them to the McBains none of them felt they could handle driving right now. They were totally silent on the drive over, because none of them felt like they could bear a single platitude right now.
John felt like he was on the verge of hysteria as he bit the insides of his mouth. These past months, living his daily life with Natalie watching his baby growing inside of her he couldnt live without her he knew that now. When they pulled in the driveway, in back of Natalies car, and stepped out he thought his knees might give way especially when he noticed her keys lying on the pavement. Law enforcement professionals were arrayed all over his lawn and front porch and Tara was sitting there waiting to talk to them. He took a moment to thank her, but let Chase and Mason handle the questioning, he didnt have the heart. He opened his front door and left it standing open for whoever wanted to come in, and then he made a beeline for the bar and poured a tumbler of whiskey which he gulped down. He supposed he needed to call her family and he decided to start with her Uncle Bo. He had really bonded with him during the Holidays and on subsequent visits to Llanview, and he knew how much he loved Natalie. As a police commissioner hed also be able to handle notifying her family with the care in needed, in person.
When John heard Bos voice, he had to swallow hard and still his own voice broke as he told Bo. He could hear the emotion in the other mans voice as he promised John hed tell her family immediately. Crawford, the head of BAU, had just arrived and John could hear him and Chase talking about the merits and drawbacks of going public right now
Right now every resource was being devoted for searching for the car and for figuring out where Agnes Gentry might actually live. Mason had reached out to some CIA stalwarts who had their own ways of figuring out Hawkins twisted dealings and whether he might have owned the home that Agnes lived in might have Natalie in wherever that was. They had just learned that she was a midwife and no one was quite sure if that was good or bad news but her employer also had the same bogus address in their files.
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Natalie was trying to keep a grip on herself, trying to think of a plan. If it was just her she had to worry about, she knew she would try to overpower Agnes shed risk death if she had to. But with the baby her poor baby. Would she ever get to see him hold him? She inside herself to stop thinking that way. But then her mind, her heart, went to John. He must know now surely he must. Tara understood something was terribly wrong, didnt she? But he would be so worried for them
After about an hours drive Agnes turned down a rutted dirt road, drove over a rickety bridge that spanned a good-sized river or was it a creek? What was the difference? Then she pulled up in front of a small house. Natalie realized they were almost as hidden as the shack Hawkins and Gentry had held her in. Fucking fantastic.
Agnes held the knife on her and pulled her across the bench seat to get out on her side. Then she dragged Natalie along into the house and directly to a back bedroom whose windows had been boarded up. There was a twin bed, small dresser and a wooden chair, and she pushed Natalie towards the bed and then handcuffed her to it, but with a long-ish chain so she wouldnt be too uncomfortable.
OK, this is home for you for the next while. Ive taken a leave of absence from work, so Ill be here except when I have to run a few errands. Youd better be a good girl, Natalie its a shame things had to be this way we might have become friends if you hadnt rejected my boy if youd become my daughter-in-law.
Natalie sighed in relief when she was left alone, but she was even more concerned because she felt like Agnes was not dealing in reality any more clearly she had to at least entertain the idea that Tara had reported what had happened could she even have gotten a license plate number that would lead John to her, wouldnt it? She was now so exhausted she drifted off to a troubled sleep that held little respite.
Mason had called Angela because she had been expecting to have lunch with Natalie, and as gently as he could he broke the news. She said shed be right over, but her voice was already breaking with the tears building up.
The next 48 hours passed in an excruciating fashion. John and Natalies home had turned into a command post as multiple leads were developed and followed up on. Yet every one came up empty. Pots of coffee were ingested tons of pizza, Chinese, sandwiches Mason and Angela essentially moved into the house to try to keep an eye on John, and Chase spent more time there than at home. John tried to help with the investigation, but he knew there were better minds than his working on it. Mostly he tried to find the bits of glue he could grab onto to stop the cracks in his heart and soul from completely shattering. Bo had come and was helping as well, and he had a similar haunted look. This was reminding him far too much of when Hayes Barber had taken her. All who knew John were growing increasingly worried about him. He looked like an empty shell haunted devastated. Yet he would fight through it and come up with another good idea, and then retreat while others saw if it bore any fruit.
Early on the third day Mason realized he hadnt seen John in a bit and he went to find him, and when he did his own heart about broke. John was in the nursery, sitting on the floor, holding one of the teddy bears that decorated the lovingly prepared room, and he was crying into it to muffle his sobs. Without missing a beat Mason closed the door behind him, got down on the floor and pulled John into his arms in a tight hug and he held one of the toughest guys hed ever known while he wept the way only the truly heartbroken can, in huge, broken, hoarse sobs that shook his body, and Masons as he held him. Mason felt his own tears scald the back of his throat and then they were sliding silently down his own cheeks. Eventually John calmed a bit and he pulled away from Mason. Then they leaned back against the wall in silence for a number of minutes.
Finally John said, Thanks I Im trying to be strong for her for them but I am rattled to my core
I know John. I dont know how youve borne up as well as you have
I am clinging to my last piece of sanity but I owe that to NatalieI will not give up on her
For Natalie, the days dragged by so slowly. If there was any good news it was that Agnes didnt seem to want much to do with her but that also meant that Natalie couldnt try to break through to her she prayed a lot for John to find her but also for him to be all right for him to have a circle of people around him to support him
Later that morning, Tara happened to be shopping in a small town a good bit away from home there was a Christmas store there and Tara thought it never too early to prepare for the Holiday. She was beginning to question the wisdom of it because a fierce storm was brewing due to the next in a long line of hurricanes that had risen during a very active season. Rain was already falling and she knew it would get much worse. She was about to head out the door and towards her car when she looked up and was shocked. She knew without a doubt she had just seen that woman who had taken Natalie. She quickly followed her outside the store and saw her heading for her car. After a seconds hesitation she decided to follow her. She hung back like shed seen on television, but after a good while was rewarded when she saw it turn down a dirt road. She continued past but then grabbed her phone and dialed Johns cell number, which she had long-ago committed to memory.
John needed to get out for a bit, to DO something, so he had decided he was going to drive around and look for well, anything he could that might give them some clue.. Mason had insisted on coming along and they each had their cell phones and back up cell phones and John decided they should start at Agnes place of employment and then start calling on establishments in circles of proximity to see if anyone had seen her. It wasnt the worst idea on the planet sometimes boring police work was what broke a case open.
When his phone rang he opened it and said, McBain wearily, rubbing his face.
John, its Tara I know where Natalie is!
John practically shouted Where?!
Tara explained everything as fast as she could and John agreed to meet her at a crossroads near the turn off shed seen Agnes take. For a moment John allowed himself to have some real hope. But he wished he could just snap his fingers and be there because it would take at least 45 minutes. While John drove Mason called Chase and they began to mobilize the troops. The skies had opened and the rain was coming down in buckets, the winds whipping up, and John was smart enough to drive for the elements even though he was desperate to reach their destination. They turned on the radio and heard the first of the announcements about Natalies abduction, the identity of her abductor they had decided it was time to see if public tips could make the difference. But now, hopefully they already knew what they needed to.
Natalie had held her breath when Agnes returned, but she didnt come see her. She heard the TV start to play, and then a breaking news report about her. A few moments later Agnes came into the room.
Oh, Natalie I guess your loved ones miss you want you backbut now we cant wait for this baby to decide to come I have to get out of here ahead of schedule. She approached Natalie with knife in hand and shackled her more fully to the bed. Then she left and returned with an IV bag.
This is Pitocin it will cause you to go into labor. Sorry my dear, but it will make your contractions a lot more intense and painful but it cant be helped. I wont be able to give you anything for the pain, but youre tough, right?
But, but Im not due for another month
The baby should be fine should be fine Ill be outside until you progress some
Natalie was soon writhing in pain and the storm within her was increasingly matched by that growing outside. She called out for Agnes but was largely ignored Agnes just yelled out that she was timing the contractions by her screams, so she should keep them up Natalie was trying to handle the pain, but the ache in her heart was the worst this was not how shed planned to bring her baby into the world. John was supposed to be here with her helping her holding her
By the time John and Mason reached the rendezvous point and saw Tara a full hour had passed and conditions were getting increasingly treacherous. She led them to the dirt road and then they waved her off. As they moved down it they came to the now-raging river and saw that the bridge was virtually washed out. The Touareg would make it over with no difficulty, but they knew that soon it would be impassable. But as long as they made it They pulled off just a bit further down the road and then got out to close the distance on foot, loaded down with two guns a piece, running through the driving rain.
John peaked in a curtained window and saw Agnes sitting on the couch and he could swear he heard Natalie scream under the howl of the wind. On the count of three they burst through the door and Agnes grabbed a knife and came flying at them and Mason shot her through her black heart.
John ran down the hall to where his wifes screams were coming from and almost cried in relief when he saw her though she was clearly in pain.
John! John! she said on a pain-filled moan.
He was at her side in a tenth of a second and bundled her into his arms as her body writhed in pain. He wanted to hold her close forever, tell her that hed wanted to die without her, how much he loved her, but there were more pressing matters. Natalie, are you in labor, honey?
Yes! She gave me somethingthis IV to start it. Im so scared, John is it too soon? She wanted to take our son to replace hersOWWW.
Mason had joined them and relief was evident on his face as well. He called Chase and told them they had Natalie that Agnes was deadand that they needed an ambulance ASAP for Natalie, who was in labor. But Chase told him that the weather had gotten so bad, that some of the approaching roads were blocked with downed trees and power lines and on that note, the electricity went out in the house.
John take this IV out please Natalie gasped. And then she felt a rush of fluid as her water broke. There was no turning back now.
In a moment of peace between contractions Natalie saw the concerned looks pass between Mason and John and she couldnt help the small smile they looked like typically freaked guys in the face of a woman in labor or having any sort of female trouble. She knew that they were going to have to handle a lot of this maybe all of this themselves, based on the weather and what she gleaned from Masons conversation with Chase. John hadnt let go of her and she didnt want him to she had worried shed never see him again.
John Mason Agnes was a midwife shes probably got some books
Chapter 92
John and Mason had removed their wet jackets and shirts and were down to their tanks and somewhat soggy pants. Mason had gone searching the house and in several trips came back loaded with child-birth books, towels, sheets, a basin of cool water and a several wash cloths, plus twine, a scissors, laundry basket, flashlights and plenty of candles. Night was approaching and the storm was even worse. Natalies contractions were coming more frequently, and she was quaking and moaning as they did, with little rest in between them.
Consulting one of the books and remembering some of his training from well more than a decade ago plus the Lamaze classes John took a sheet and placed it over Natalies lower half, and then removed her pants and underwear, gently spreading her quivering legs so he could see if there was anything notable TO see not that he was sure what to look for. While he did that Mason dampened a washcloth in cool water and placed it on Natalies forehead. Her pain-filled eyes met his as she whispered, thanks, and then she was gripping for his hand as another contraction took her... as John tried to steady her hips so he could more fully examine her he could tell she was dilating, but there was no way to know how long this would take. And already he was having a hard time seeing her in pain again. He remembered what shed said about the torture, when the gentle touch of his hands had made it through to her had comforted her so he tried to keep them on her, stroking her legs and stomach as much as possible.
Through the night, past midnight, Natalie labored in increasing pain. Eventually she felt the urgent need to push and John hoped they might be moving to a final stage that wouldnt take too long for her sake and he hoped the baby was OK because there were no monitors nothing to tell them what was going on except the cries and moans from Natalie and the movement in her body.
Mason had climbed up on the bed behind Natalie so she could lean back against him, between his legs, and so he could help support her as she had to bear down and push. Then after a strong effort, shed collapse back against him, clinging to his forearms or hands. She was practically incoherent from pain and exhaustion, and Mason could feel her body trembling. John could see the babys head and he continued to gently massage Natalies legs, rub her stomach in comfort. Sometimes hed softly kiss the inside of her knee her hand that reached out to him, and shed managed a slight smile for him. She was losing her energy at the worst time, and he could tell she wasnt pushing as hard as she needed to. It finally occurred to him why.
Natalie sweetheart this isnt torture you cant hide from this pain honey Im so sorry you cant you have to come back to itto here and now harness it feel it push through it its the only way, honey you cant tunnel inside yourselfIm so sorry so sorry
Natalie heard Johns words through the fog through the veil she had put up she knew he was right but she was so tired she cried, I cant I cant
You have to John was so torn. He had to make her face itwould he have to hurt her some way to draw her out of it or maybe something to mimic smelling salts
John and Mason both felt the beginnings of another major contraction and knew it was time for her to push again. She needed to, but would she? In that moment Mason made a decision. He would be the bad guy if need be it wasnt fair for John to be. He pushed her forward, supporting her and then began to talk to her with quiet force and intensity. Over the course of the next hour, every time she pushed he had a constant litany of coaching words while he helped support her and was growing bruised and scraped from the intensity of her grip. Meanwhile John coached her more gently, kept up the never-ending soft touches, and kept an eye for how things were progressing.
Mason would shout on a whisper:
Come ON, Natalie. You can do better than that is that all you got?!
Your baby needs you to push hard, Natalie. Come on, youre a goddamn warrior! Wheres your grit?!
Goddamn it is this the best you can do McBain?! Well then give me back Natalie Buchanan because she wasnt some weak girl who ran away from a challenge. dammit she met it head on whered she go? Who the hell are you pretending to be her
Natalie had been trying to push fighting her instincts to retreat and letting out nothing but moans, cries and screams, but that last tirade of Masons finally got to her.. it pissed her off.
FUCK you Mason. You think youre so goddamn tough lets see you try to push a basketball out your goddamn ass and see if youre dying to push, goddamn bastard!
John and Mason locked eyes and fought their smirks as Mason said, THATS our girl!
Natalie fought for every scrap of strength and stamina she had and with Masons and Johns support willed herself to get this baby out of her at all costs. By the end, as the book had demonstrated, Mason was actually pushing down on her belly as he supported her during a push and John had reached in to gently hold his sons head since they were finally getting somewhere and soon hed be able to help pull him out. One final push accompanied by a blood-curdling scream from Natalie did the job and the baby landed in Johns arms as he tried to keep a grip on the slippery child. Thankfully the baby began to scream immediately so they knew it was OK.
Tears were now unabashedly pouring down all three of their faces and John placed the baby in Natalies arms while he tied off and cut the umbilical cord. Mason had gotten off the bed to make way for John to get close to Natalie and his son, while he went to get wash clothes and something to wrap the baby in from the pile of supplies hed grabbed.
John stared in wonder at Natalie and his son, I love you you did so amazing
I love you too thank you for finding me
Mason and John had read ahead in the book so they knew they were going to have to deal with the afterbirth, but had a few minutes to get the baby squared away. John gently said, welcome John Thomas McBain and then washed him off as best he could and wrapped him in a fluffy towel.
Natalie had been recovering her breath a bit when she suddenly felt a new round of sharp contractions that took her breath away again. She cried out and John carefully placed the baby in a laundry basket Mason had found and lined with a pillow and towels. Then he turned towards Natalie. Whats wrong here, maybe we need to finish this the after birth
But Natalie shook her head and said, I dont think so I have to have to push again OWWW, Oh God it feels like Im in labor again
That didnt sound right so John took a look and his heart stopped for a moment because he knew he wasnt imagining things there was another babys head visible.
Mason had come over when hed heard Natalies distress and then saw the look on Johns face as he said, Oh, shit!
What?! Natalie and Mason questioned in unison.
Theres another baby!
After a moment of shock the trio reclaimed their previous battle stations and mercifully this time things went very quickly and in short order they were looking down at another screaming baby boy. They were stunned beyond words for a moment but then had to take action to care for this child, get Natalie through the final stages of the process, and then they just watched both babies snuggle together in the make-shift bassinet. John was lying beside Natalie in bed, holding her, while Mason sat at the foot of it.
They were talking about the shock of this all especially because Natalie had had regular doctors appointments, an ultra sound, and there had never been an indication of a second heartbeat. Yet even though the thought of twins was overwhelming, they were unable to stop smiling at the whole notion. Mason had begun to look through one of the birthing books and found that in very rare instances, identical twins, which share the same sac, can be so close together that it is hard to make out the second baby especially if their heartbeats are in synch. Just the thought of those little babies being so close like that as they grew brought tears to Natalies eyes and she glanced down at them as they slept tightly together as if they were still inside her.
John said, Well, what were our back-up names? Any ideas?
Well, yes, actually.
Natalie and Johns eyes met and he knew what she was thinking and gave her a big smile as an answer.
Natalie said softly, Im thinking Mason Buchanan McBain because we all three brought these babies into the world and those are three strong, good names
Mason was genuinely touched. Wow, are you guys sure?
John spoke this time, Its perfect. Youve been the most amazing friend to all of us
Im honored. And Id better stop talking or youll see a grown man cry and Ive already done that once today
Mason found another room to crash in, leaving the McBain family to spend their first few hours together.
Chapter 93
At about 9 the next morning, the cavalry arrived led by Bo and Chase. They were relieved that everyone was safe including the two newest arrivals. And, of course, the fact that there were two stunned everyone.
When Natalie saw her uncle Bo, and he pulled her in his arms, she couldnt help herself, she broke down and wept, finally letting out all her fear, remnants of pain and an abiding relief and gratitude. John led the rest of the group away from them so they could have a bit of privacy as he held baby John and Mason held his namesake.
With Bos support Natalie walked slowly into the front room just in time to hear Mason and John playfully arguing over which of the boys would be tallest, strongest, smartest, and she rolled her eyes and said, Guys! Theyre IDENTICAL twins... and she said laughingly to John, And theyre both your sons so whatever happens, its on you
Natalie and the babies were taken by ambulance to the hospital with John glued to their sides so they could be checked out and the doctors were suitably impressed with how everything had been handled. To their utter delight and relief they were told that they could actually go home if they wanted and they jumped at the chance, of course.
Mason had gone directly to Angelas who took him in her arms, then pulled him into the shower to wash his weary body, and then to her bed where she made love to him with the combination of passion and gentleness he needed. What she loved so much about him was that his heart matched his massive body, and it had clearly been squeezed more than a little bit as he had supported their friends through this ordeal. He needed to be cared for now, and Angela knew just how to do that.
The house was so peaceful and calm when John and Natalie walked in and he noted that some kind soul had gotten rid of all the refuse and detritus that had built up over the days when they had searched for Natalie and the house had been command central. He realized it was Tara when he saw a small note perched by a bouquet of flowers. Funny, she had turned into the best kind of neighbor you could ask for
Natalie was both tired and sore, but so full of love and peace. John had lit the fire and put the wool blanket and pillows on the floor, and they sat there with their boys, trading them off so each could get plenty of daddy and mommy time. Of course when Natalie held them she nursed them a sight that brought tears to Johns eyes. He had felt close to tears all day as so many emotions stormed though him but mostly a soul-deep gratitude and a love so immense for this woman who had fought so hard through everything, and then had to fight again to bring his sons into the world.
Later, they bathed and put the boys to sleep in their nursery for now they would share a crib because they became upset when they were too far or too long away from each other. Natalie laughed ruefully because she had a suspicion that that would change at some point. The parents watched them sleep for a long while, John supporting Natalies weight as he wrapped his arms around her, and then they headed off to bed themselves.
Natalie clung to John as they lay in bed together, inhaling the scent of him. She needed to feel his strength this bond. He held her as tight as he could without hurting her, kissing the top of her head. Then she looked up at him and their mouths moved together, kissing each other with their own unique blend of passion, love, tenderness, and a deep want. Natalie felt moisture on her cheeks but knew she wasnt crying, so she broke apart from John and saw that he was. She took his face in both her hands and gently kissed his eyelids, and then his mouth again, and said, Its OK its all OK you found us were safe
John clung to Natalie, shaking as he cried, though not in the broken-hearted way he had the day before in the nursery. I was so scared, Natalie and helpless I had let myself believe that everything was perfect, safe and then you were gone and we knew who had you but we couldnt find heryou are my heart and soul not my soulmate, my very soul
Tears were slipping down Natalies cheeks now, too. And youre mine. The intensity of the feelings I have for you its sometimes overwhelming, but to know you share them have them for me and now we have two living, breathing representations of that thank you for my sons, John. I love them mightily
John and Natalie kissed some more and then drifted off to the first decent sleep theyd had in much too long a time. A few hours later, John went with Natalie when she had to feed the little ones, and he held whichever of the babies wasnt nursing at the time. Then the babies were down for the count again, and their sleepy parents soon were as well. They could do this together Of course, tomorrow, two grandmothers, a grandfather, and assorted Aunts, Uncles and others would be descending on them, so they would have plenty of help.
Chapter 94
The next few months settled into a busy but happy routine. Natalie was taking the rest of the year as maternity leave, so she relished the chance to be home with her boys. The Special Branch training class was in its final few weeks, but the other instructors tried to pick up some slack so John could get home early to be with his family.
Interestingly, Natalie and Tara had formed a bit of a friendship. Though they would never be the bosom buddies that she and Angela had become they were too different now that there was no John-related tension between them, they were able to find some common ground. She came over a few afternoons a week she was a teacher and got out of school by 2:30 to help Natalie with the boys, or keep an eye on them if she had to take care of some other things around the house or run a quick errand. They would be forever in Taras debt for taking the risks she did to find Natalie.
Before they knew it, the McBain family was back in Llanview in the Carriage House at Llanfair for Christmas. John and Natalie couldnt believe that it had already been a year since their first Christmas, and their first married Christmas, together and now they had two little sons with them. Johns family was once again staying at Llanfair and the entire Holiday was the sort that they knew theyd remember for the rest of their lives. The two grandmothers were going to watch the babies at Llanfair when Natalie and John returned to DC for Mason and Angelas wedding at which Natalie was to be matron of honor, and John best man.
Natalie quickly looked at herself in the mirror of their hotel room, as John was appreciating the view himself. She was dressed in her bridesmaid gown which was a deep blood-red velvet gown with an empire waist, long sleeves and a deep, wide square neckline that allowed just the right amount of cleavage to show. Her hair was swept up showing off her long neck to its best advantage, and the contrast between her creamy skin and the deep color of the dress was stunning. She was actually even a tad thinner than before her pregnancy, courtesy of breast feeding two hungry boys and resuming her tougher work-outs. John missed his sons, but he would be a liar if he denied how glad he was to have Natalie to himself for a bit and tonight it would be just them in this lovely hotel room
Natalie could feel Johns eyes on her and as much as she was looking forward to this wedding and she really was she couldnt wait for it to be over so she could be alone with John. Preferably naked. He looked absolutely hot in his tuxedo and it took all her control not to jump him. They had resumed their sex life within a few weeks of their sons births, but having twins undeniably put a damper on things. Not their desire, but their time and energy available to devote to each other. That said, the arduous period when they had had to act as if they meant virtually nothing to each other had taught them the hard-won value of a simple hug, a few deep kisses, so they sprinkled those liberally throughout their days to tide them over until they could indulge fully in their love and passion for each other.
John headed to the church to connect with Mason while Natalie went up to the suite that Angela, her mother and the rest of the wedding party were using as their staging area. Angela looked gorgeous. Her wedding gown was quite similar in style to that of her bridesmaids, but it was made of off-white duchess satin that made her skin glow. Of course her happiness had that effect as well. She had a simple veil that was attached to a beaded satin band that rested on top of her head. The whole look was a bit medieval and it was lovely. Angela had no sisters, only brothers, so this was a big day for her family, and she was glad to have her dear friend Natalie by her side as well.
Mason was relatively calm when John caught up with him, and John laughingly told him he had no words of wisdom because he and Natalie wed at a Vegas chapel when they were both sleep-deprived. And he had felt such a compulsion to have her as his wife he didnt even think about it. It occurred to John, then, that he was finally going to get to see Natalie walk down the aisle to him, even if she was already his wife and the mother of his children. That thought always warmed him inside.
So, John, how are Natalie and the boys?
Natalie is great and probably tossing back a mimosa with Angela as we speak. Johnny and Mason are with their loving grandmothers and assorted other family members which means I am going to get a night alone with my wife
Mason smiled and said, As will I and you know, I love the sound of that word now wife when before it used to make my blood run cold
John laughed and said, I know exactly what you mean and I am actually glad it used to, because it meant that I didnt settle that I was available when Natalie came into my life
Soon they had taken their positions by the altar and waited for the music to start. The first few bridesmaids made their way down the aisle, and then there was Natalie. She and John locked eyes as she approached and he thought she looked breathtakingly beautiful. Mason was once again struck by her beauty as well, but she didnt move him the way his Angela did his Angela. And that was really the crux of it all he and Natalie had never belonged to each other. He had never felt that deeply possessive feeling for her, nor she for him. But he had well and truly claimed Angela for his own, and that was the revelation. He smiled at Natalie and she returned it, giving him a small wink. How perfect he got to keep her friendship, and Johns, while finding the woman with whom to share his life along the way.
They all caught their breath when Angela made her way down the aisle she was stunning and beaming as was her groom. The wedding passed in a blur and Natalie and John kept looking at each other, feeling as if they were re-marrying almost. And they smiled when they took note of the small wobble in Masons voice as he said his vows.
The reception was both elegant and casual at the same time everyone had fun, let their hair down and John and Natalie rarely left each others sides. John had become a big fan of dancing because it let him hold Natalie close, which he never got tired of.
It came time for him to deliver his speech and he was a bit nervous, but he soldiered through. Most people who know me or knew me would say that I am not big on words on expressing my feelings. But, since I met the woman who became my wife, that has changed. And it is a change I see in Mark Mason because he has found Angela. There was a place inside of him that no one else could access but she did. She does. They belong together and I am thrilled for them because I know what a gift that is. Mason is a man among men. He has put himself on the line for me, my wife, our children. He defines the word friend. And that is why he will be an exceptional husband. Angela well she is beautiful inside and out. She is strong and soft at the same time. A powerful combination that means everything. I wish them a long, loving, happy life together two best friends facing everything life throws at them in a united front. To Mason and Angela.
Natalie felt tears pool in her eyes at his words, because he looked at her repeatedly through his speech so she would be in no doubt that he was thinking of her. As if she could doubt it.
When John finished his speech he hugged Mason and Angela and then went directly to Natalie, clasping her against him.
That was beautiful, John. Wonderful.
Yeah, well, you bring it out in me, Mrs. McBain how lucky am I to have been able to call you that for more than a year now but I need at least 50 more from you!
Soon Mason and Angela were taking their leave, heading on a late flight to Paris where they would ring in the rapidly-approaching New Year. The McBains and the Masons shared tight hugs for several long minutes, and made plans to get together upon their return. As John and Natalie waved good-bye with the rest of the wedding guests, she whispered in Johns ear, Any chance I could convince you to take me to bed and have your way with me?
John felt the immediate tightness in his groin and whispered hotly against her ear Just try to stop me
When they got back to their hotel room, John took Natalie in his arms and kissed her soundly until her legs felt wobbly and she clutched at him for support. She pulled back with a half-lidded, dreamy look on her face and said, Wow
He kissed her again and as he did so he swept her off her feet so he could walk them over to the bed, then he put her down beside it. He looked at her intently, caressing her face, her throat, the creamy expanse of chest visible above her gown. You are achingly beautiful and I love you more each day
Natalie trembled under his touch and the intensity of his gaze his feelings that were so apparent in the velvet of his fingertips and the fire in his eyes. I love you, John she whispered.
His hands moved into her hair to remove the clips that held it up and he smiled as her gorgeous red tresses swirled around her shoulders. Slowly, since they had all the time in the world now, they undressed each other, using their hungry eyes, hands and mouth to re-learn every contour of each others bodies. Every nerve ending sprung alive under their touch, and their breathing had become shallow in the process. When they came together in a tight embrace, their mouths opening to each other, Johns granite erection pressed into Natalies stomach and she ground against him in a clear invitation, which he was more than ready to accept.
John walked Natalie back towards the bed and finally removed his mouth from hers so he could lift her under her arms and sit her on its edge. She reached out to grab hold of his jutting manhood and he shuddered at her touch, allowing himself a moment of it until he gently removed her hand and said, Not yet
He pushed her upper body back onto the bed and slowly spread her legs so he could see the manifestation of her desire for him. He knelt down, placing her legs over each of his shoulders and whispered, In case theres any lingering tenderness I need to take care of that first And then his mouth closed over her center, his tongue first massaging the moist flesh between her folds, and then moving firmly inside her as she moaned and her thighs pressed against the sides of his head. He could feel her quake around his tongue and she gasped as she said, Please come to me now I need I need you here with me
He was incapable of denying her denying himself. He stood up and gently moved her further up onto the bed and she immediately opened her legs wide for him. He moved himself between them then stretched out on her so that their upper bodies were pressed together. He wound his left arm underneath her back and their breath heated each others mouths, which were but an inch apart. Then he took himself in his right hand, pressed against her opening and entered her as she sighed in response. Even after bearing him two sons she was so tight around him and her intimate embrace made him ache for her even more. He gently claimed her mouth and their tongues wrestled with increasing heat as he moved in and out of her, the friction building with each thrust and retreat.
Natalie wrapped her arms around Johns strong back and her legs around his hips as he made love to her as they kissed deeply and captured each others sounds. She wanted this to go on forever, but she knew she was too far gone she was becoming increasingly undone with every stroke with which John drove into her body. Her mouth had slipped from his because her head was thrown back, her neck arched as incoherent sounds poured from her as her upper body tried to arch and writhe under his delicious weight. Johns mouth moved to her breast and she let out a guttural moan at the charge that shot through her passage her nipples had become even more sensitive since shed given birth. John could swear he could taste the smallest drop of her milk, even though she had recently stopped breast feeding to prepare for her return to work, and he let his hot tongue work over both her nipples until she was trembling. Then, when she felt Johns hands grab tight hold of her ass to help her thrust harder against him everything in her let go as she cried out, John!, her nails digging into his back.
He continued to take her in long sure strokes that drew out her orgasm that made her clamp even tighter around him, and he felt an incredible pressure in his groin, then he felt his scorching release as he poured into the womb which had cradled his sons. He was claiming that place for himself again
They held each other close for a long while as their bodies calmed. Their lovemaking had taken on even more depth since they had made their children and then brought them into the world together. They had such an intimate knowledge of each other and were inextricably linked by the joint flesh and blood of their sons. They were bound for life.
Epilogue
On New Years Eve the McBains once again planned a pajama party. They wore the same pajamas as the previous year - though Natalie did add the silky matching robe while she was downstairs and sat by the fire. But there were two notable additions Johnny and Mason, who were forgoing silk PJs until they were a bit older. When they put the boys down for the night and the blessed souls were excellent sleepers they had a late dinner by the fire, and danced again, just like the previous year.
Finally, when the clock struck 11:30 John said, Natalie, when the New Year arrives, I want to be in bed with you, naked
She smiled at him and said, Lets go
Their movements echoing the previous year, they slowly undressed each other, then got into bed with a glass of champagne. When the clock struck twelve they toasted each other, took the same token sip of champagne, and then moved their naked bodies closer, up against each other, as their lips met in a deep, hot kiss.
Finally Natalie pulled back and said breathlessly, You do remember what happened last New Years?
Uh huh
And with me still being a bit off-kilter, it could happen again
Uh huh he said as he claimed her right nipple.
Natalie started to say something else, but had completely lost her train of thought. And she shivered against the heat of Johns breath when he chuckled against her breast.
Had enough talking, huh? Well good, because those arent the sounds I intend to draw out of you
Then he made good on his promise, thanking their lucky stars the boys were deep sleepers
It was much later when Natalie could finally manage to say, I love you, John. and he gasped in return, I love you Natalie
It was going to be a great year.
