A/N: This is another Jolie AU story I dont own John McBain, Natalie Buchanan or any of the other Llanview denizens that may pop up. I am borrowing them with thanks I do own Mark Mason, Will Chase, Zoe, Noah and Madeleine Caldwell, Mahmed, Scott Ballentine, Greger Laurents, Javier Lezama and assorted others
For those of you that have read my other stories, it will come as no surprise that this will be a long one LOL... longer than Alien Country - maybe even as long as Quantico...
As always, I appreciate your readership and your comments...
Chapter 1
Natalie stood behind the bar at The Brazen Head, a popular bar and grill not too far from The White House in Washington, DC. It was particularly known for great burgers, an extensive array of beers from around the world served icy cold plus a back room full of pool tables. Also in the back room was a small stage and dance floor, and every now and again there would be some great music. It was 6pm and the place was starting to fill up quickly with a decent crowd for a Tuesday night. DC professionals would spend a few post-work hours here, kicking back with friends, and then thered be a changeover and the crowd would be made up of those who lived nearby and wanted a night out. Natalie had worked here for several months basically the Spring Semester, which had but one month left to go. She was studying Political Science at Georgetown. She had just poured a round of beers for a guy whose eyes dwelled just a bit too long on her tight t-shirt well, more particularly the impressive curves it hugged when she spotted John McBain and Mark Mason walk in and grab one of the few remaining tables just across from the bar. She had gotten to know them pretty well since they were regulars, and she knew they were at the top echelon of the Secret Service, protecting the President and his family. She had even seen them on campus a few times since the Presidents youngest daughter Zoe Caldwell went to Georgetown. In fact, Natalie had been assigned to her suite in the dorm and they had grown pretty close. Mason and John werent part of Zoes direct detail they guarded her father but sometimes they pinch hit or came with the President when he visited his daughter. She thought it would be amazing to work with them some day. Natalie found them both interesting meaning hot and she sighed because for some reason she had always found men more interesting than boys and that had caused the odd complication in her life.
John and Mason were definitely men in their later thirties 37, to be exact. They had very different looks, but were equally good-looking in their own way. They were both dressed in suits, and John was about 6 tall with a muscular build though within normal boundaries at that. He probably packed about 190-200 solid pounds on his frame. He had dark hair that he wore a little long, plus very subtle facial hair, which amounted to a well-trimmed mustache and goatee. He tossed a quick glance towards the bar and smiled, and as always she was struck by the electric blue of his eyes which she saw before he turned his attention to the chair he was about to claim. He moved with a confidence that bordered on a strut, but it worked for him because it was unselfconscious and real. Mason was 6 5 and at more like 250 pounds, but he was clearly a hard body. He looked like a professional football player or wrestler who kept his body in tip-top shape. He had a strong square jaw, prominent cheek-bones, a straight and perfectly proportioned nose and blue-gray eyes. He looked a bit like a cross between Howie Long with maybe a bit of David Beckham thrown in The two removed their jackets, loosened their ties, rolled up their sleeves and sank into their seats. She noted their glance toward the bar and she took that as her cue.
Natalie strode over to the men and asked, What can I get you two gentlemen?
They both lifted their eyebrows wryly at the gentleman appellation and then in unison asked for a pint of Harp. OK, Ill go get those and then Ill be back to get the rest of your order.
Mason said, Natalie, darlin, I cant believe you still think were gentleman and do we ever order anything different?
Well, some day you might crawl out of your rut, and to date youve done nothing ungentlemanly to me, so for now it fits.
John, rolled his eyes at his friend and colleague as he intently watched Natalies retreating form most particularly her ass. Which was quite something, he conceded to himself compact, given her small stature, but taut and beautifully curved in her jeans. It was actually a perfect complement to her eye-catching breasts which were full and sitting exactly where they were supposed to be in her Brazen Head t-shirt. Of course, hed expect no less from a young college co-ed. A very young college co-ed he had previously learned that she was all of 19. Which made her 18 years younger than them their days with college girls were over. Probably not over as long ago as they should have been, but they were reforming dating real women now.
Mason you think youve bored a hole in that girls backside yet with your laser stare?
No more than you did to her breasts, McBain. You gravitate towards that part of her anatomy, Im more of an ass man myself but its so rare when you find both so wonderfully contained in one woman and so magnificently joined by a narrow, tight torso and tiny waist
Shes a girl, Mason, not a woman.
Well, shes certainly got a womans body
John sighed and laughed. But he didnt disagree.
Natalie returned with their beers and asked, OK, the usual?
You make us sound so predictable, Natalie
Well, Mason have you ever ordered anything else?
No
I could leave while you consult the menu in case you want to make a switch
Anything else youd suggest, Natalie? This time it was John who spoke and, as always, she had to concentrate on not reacting to the sound of his voice. It was it was amazing. There was something about its tone and register almost like a purr. There was an edge to him a hint of danger that she found compelling and it knocked her off balance. Mason was clearly no one to trifle with either, but he seemed a bit more open and overtly friendly. John seemed intense, and held a lot back. She looked at him and cleared her throat.
Well, there are all the other basic sandwiches, and then the Irish specialties shepherds pie fish and chips bangers and mash
Do you think were the banger type? he asked quietly.
She could have sworn he was messing with her now so, putting a smirk on her face she said, I would imagine thats really none of my business Ill just bring you your usuala burger and fries no cheese, nothing to get between you and your meat except the perfect set of buns
With that she walked away knowing their eyes were on her own set of buns.
As soon as she was out of earshot Mason said, What the fuck was that, McBain that was an innuendo-laden question if ever Ive heard one and I know because Ive said enough of them myself! What happened to your lecture about her just being a girl
Well, shes a girl but shes 19 not 12. AND she was more than able to handle it, dont you think. A little bit of fun repartee isnt going to hurt anyone
John and Mason stayed for quite a while they had the next day off and every now and again theyd signal for another draft. Natalie was delivering their fresh beers when the table next to them was claimed by a group of guys from Georgetown whom she recognized very unfortunately in one case. Rocco Pagano was a big burly guy with a loud mouth who had taken an immediate liking to Natalie when shed walked into their Defense Policy class. He had been a regular bane of her existence ever since. He fancied himself a big man on campus senior that he was to her lowly sophomore status and he had repeatedly asked her to go out, seeing every no as a suggestion to try again soon. Worse, whenever hed had a few beers which was often he became incredibly grabby, putting his paws on any part of her body he could, even if they were in a public place. More than once shed had the misfortune of bumping into him in a more isolated place at a party a back hall, the kitchen, whatever and hed pinned her up against the wall. Once she had been washing her hands in the sink only to find his hands on either side of her and his hardness pressing into her backside. He was revolting to her, but she figured shed just keep fending him off because he had never tried to impede her hasty retreats after a well-placed elbow or heel to his foot. The Brazen Head had become his regular hang-out once hed learned she worked there.
She sighed as she turned to ask Rocco and his buddies for their order since it was her table they were at of course. A couple of the guys werent so bad, but he alone was more than enough. What can I get you?
How about you in a thong and a smile, sweet cheeks and I dont mean the ones on your face
Let me re-phrase what would you like to drink, and what would you like to eat. And I swear to God if you say anything to do with me youll be wearing your beer
You are such a fiery redhead, arent you when are you going to show me the proof that youre a real redhead you know, if the carpet matches the drapes
You have ten seconds to place an appropriate order or Ill have Bruce show you out Bruce being the massive bouncer who loved his job.
Fine. Bud. Burger rare pink like you Fries.
Mason and John had heard all this with disgust and as she turned Mason called her over.
You OK, Natalie do you need us to say anything to that jerk?
No, its fine. Hes just a constant pain in my ass from class to parties to here. Im used to him.
John spoke up, Well, you shouldnt have to get used to him, Natalie. Thats just bull shit.
The semesters almost over. Hes a senior and hell be gone. No worries but I appreciate the concern.
As the night wore on Rocco was in rare form to the point where Natalie asked Bruce to serve his table, which pissed Rocco off. Until Bruce threatened to completely cut him off, and then he piped down.
John and Mason settled their check and bid her good-bye, giving Bruce dirty looks as they walked out.
Natalie put their bill portfolio in her apron and headed to the back storage room to get a fresh scratch pad what she wrote her orders on before keying them into the computer. She had no sooner gotten in the door when she felt large beefy arms encircle her from behind, trapping her arms against her body. She knew exactly who it was.
Rocco! Let me go you damn bastard!
No dice, you little bitch. What, you too good for me giving me the cold shoulder all semester. Youre nothing but a cock-teasing sophomore He started kissing her neck and she kicked him in the shins as hard as she could with her heel. He grunted in pain and she was able to get away, but unfortunately he was between her and the door so she could only retreat further into the room.
He looked at her menacingly and took a step towards her.
Look, Rocco, youve had a lot to drink lets just forget about all this. Ive got to go back out there. Theyre going to come looking for me
Well then Ill make it quick
He moved fast for such a big guy and though she almost managed to skirt around him as he lunged for her he caught her, hauling her up and against his body while his mouth crashed onto hers in a bruising kiss. She felt bile rise up in her throat at his stale breath and she was furious. She kneed him sharply in the groin and he dropped her, mercifully surrendering her mouth, but then pulled his hand back and slapped her hard across her left cheek screaming You bloody bitch Im going to fuck you til you bleed!! She had landed on the floor with the force of his blow and he leaned down to grab her arm.
He didnt get the chance to do anything else because he was being yanked back and away from her with barely controlled violence. She looked up to see Mason holding Rocco in a stranglehold and John leaning towards her to help her up.
Mason said, Im going to take this piece of trash out back to hold a little tutorial about the right way to treat a lady
She couldnt help it she was shaking. Badly. A lot of it was pure anger, but it was also the delayed reaction of fear. John held her upper arms as he looked closely at her.
Are you OK, Natalie? He could see she was rattled understandably so and obviously fighting back tears that threatened to fall. He pulled her into better lighting and sucked in a breath when he saw her bruised, swollen lip and matching cheek. He had a strong urge to join Mason out back in beating the shit out of that bastard, but figured hed be better served tending to Natalie.
Stay here, Im going to get some ice
Natalie did as she was told and in less than a minute hed returned with a small bucket of ice and a clean towel. He put some ice in the towel and said softly, Put this on your cheek and then before she even realized what he was doing hed lifted her to sit her on a table and then stepped in closely to hold a cube of ice on her lip. Her eyes met his and she shivered in response, but thankfully it was hidden by the fact that she was still shaky overall. She felt the heat of his gaze and his breath on her and was surprised the ice wasnt boiling from it. She admonished herself not to even think such things, but there was something about him. It struck her on a primal level that she didnt understand because no one had ever activated it before. She had made fun of herself in the past for her reaction to him she felt like a kid with a crush on the high school quarterback who lived next door. It had been hard enough when she simply had to stand close enough to take his food and drink order and banter for a minute. But now, they were in this back room he was standing so close to her practically between the V of her legs as she sat on the table. And he was holding an ice cube to her lips while looking her in the eyes.
She was glad the lighting was so poor in the room so he was unlikely to see just how flushed she was.
The painful coldness of the ice cube finally registered and she winced a bit, moving her hand to his in an instinctive gesture to get him to remove it. She was proud of herself for suppressing the quiver that threatened when her hand touched his and she screamed to herself that she needed to get a grip. This was ridiculous.
Too cold? he asked quietly.
Yeah. She said softly. But the truth was it was too damn hot.
He backed away but not very far and again asked, You sure youre OK?
Yes, Im well, Im just really glad that you guys came in when you did thats the worst hes ever beenIm not sure I could have stopped him this time her voice cracked as that reality dawned on her. Embarrassed by that and trying to keep her emotions in check she quickly asked, Why did you guys come back?
I realized I forgot to take my credit card out of the check holder Bruce told us youd come back here. Good thing.
Yeah, good thing. She put the ice-packed towel down and reached into her apron and pulled out the vinyl holder and extracted his credit card. Here you go, sorry about that.
It was my fault. I guess I was distracted He looked really closely at her as he said this and she almost would have sworn he was implying she was his distraction, but then put that down to wishful thinking.
Natalie if you need us to give a statement when you tell the Dean or whomever
That wont be necessary
You are going to report this, arent you?
I, I dont think so
What?! Why not?
Look, school is almost out. I know how these things work there will be so much red tape and administrative hearings and crap that it would extend beyond the school year, and then theyd likely have no jurisdiction anyway unless they held back his degree. But they probably wouldnt ban him from campus pending final results and then hed just be even madder at me
Well then we can go to the DC police.
I dont
Natalie! Do you not get what he was doing we might have missed the beginning but from what I saw and heard when we walked in, he was pretty intent on raping you. Thats usually what someone means when they threaten to fuck a woman until she bleeds!
Natalie pulled back as if from a blow, surprised, angry and upset. Yeah I GOT what he was doing. It was MY throat he was sticking his fucking tongue down I dont need you to tell me what was happening!
She was trembling again and John felt his anger immediately dissipate. He took a step towards her and gently took her hands in his. She blanched at the initial contact but then relaxed. Again they looked at each other. Im sorry. Im sorry. But Natalie, why dont you want to pursue this?
Its hard to explain, but I have my reasons. And I really dont think hell bother me again it seems like Mason is having quite the lengthy conversation with him.
John smirked at that. He so enjoys these sorts of tutorials
At that moment Mason walked in.
Speak of the devil John said.
Mason walked up to Natalie and asked You OK, sweetheart?
She smiled, Yeah, Im fine.
Well, sorry to leave you with this guys bedside manner, but I cant pass up the chance to educate a fellow like that beast. I dont think youre going to have to worry about him he has seen the error of his ways
Thanks. Both of you.
She slid off the table and walked out of the back room with them following. When Bruce took a look at her he insisted she punch out for the night and John and Mason insisted they give her a ride back to campus. She thanked them and headed inside, trying not to contemplate the notion of Johns bedside manner. She was such a twit. Grow up, Natalie she thought.
Chapter 2
Natalie woke up the next morning, groaning as she thought about the night before. She lived on campus in a three bedroom suite with first-daughter Zoe Caldwell. The third bedroom was reserved for the Secret Service detail there were always 2 in the suite usually both were on duty but overnight one was awake while the other grabbed some sleep. They were somewhat younger agents and wore causal clothes, but it was no secret far from it who they were. She and Zoe had really bonded Zoe had a very bubbly personality that was an interesting contrast to her patrician, blonde, blue-eyed good looks. Zoe was about three inches taller than Natalie, thin and small breasted. She had long, straight blonde hair and cornflower blue eyes, plus a ready smile. She could have been a stuck up bitch for so many reasons but she wasnt she was down-to-earth and normal. Like Natalie, she was a sophomore and a Political Science major. She was the Presidents youngest child the third of three girls and was six years younger than the next-youngest daughter.
Natalie dragged herself out of bed and inspected her face, grimacing a bit as she saw the swelling and bruising. It wasnt awful she could especially hide her cheek but her lip was puffy and had a decently noticeable bruise. As she looked at her lip she thought of John McBain holding an ice cube on it, and then rolled her eyes at herself. For some reason she had always been drawn to older guys, though shed never been involved with one. Any of the older guys who had an obvious interest in her were total creeps. Anyone she was interested in well, she was too chicken to show she had any interest and ended up feeling like an awkward schoolgirl much like she sometimes felt with John. So, shed stuck with a few guys her own age including engaging in the clich of losing her virginity on her prom night, and dating another guy for a while during college. The problem was, she just didnt find the guys her own age interesting, yet felt she had no game when it came to the older guys. She could banter with them like a younger sister or something, but that was the extent of it. She was stuck in a catch-22, so pretty much just kept her head down and worked. Maybe as she got older, things would even out For now she really had to focus on her studies and a term paper she had due.
Natalie quickly showered, but almost immediately was feeling hot and sticky again. For mid-April it was unseasonably hot over 90 degrees and the air conditioning in their wing was broken. She and Zoe were just going to hang out in the suite and work on their papers so she decided to wear the skimpiest clothing she could get away with she knew the two agents on duty were women, so that wouldnt be a problem. Foregoing any underwear layers trapped heat she donned a thin white cotton mens tank-style undershirt and equally thin white cotton boxers. She pulled her mass of red hair high onto her head in a messy pony tail and called it a day. She padded out to find Zoe similarly dressed except she had on a black tank and matching boxers tres chic and standing with her head inside the freezer.
Natalie laughed and said, Zoe your dads the President of the United States, cant you get him to fix our AC sign some executive order or something!
Zoe popped out of the freezer, closing it, and laughing. Youd think, huh?
It is hotter than the pits of hell
The agents Murphy and Stinson interrupted them for a second to say they were going into the hall for a second that theyd be right outside the door apparently they had to caucus about some such thing.
Natalie started towards the galley kitchen figuring shed get a drink. By that point Zoe had gone over to the sink and she said over her shoulder, Hey, I think I know how to get cool
Yeah, how?
Like this! And with that she turned with the sinks water hose in hand and squirted Natalie liberally with freezing cold water. She was so stunned by the cold that she couldnt make a sound for a second, but she tried to grab the hose away and turn it on Zoe, whod kept her fingers locked on the trigger. Soon they were in a mortal combat struggle and had begun to shriek, mostly with laughter as they battled and felt the cold sting of water. In moments they were both drenched.
They were so intent on this clash that they didnt even see that Mason and John had burst into the suite with guns drawn, followed by the two other agents.
Finally Murphy barked, LADIES!! And Natalie and Zoe faced the four peeved agents facing them. Murphy continued, You might remember who you are, Zoe, and who we are, and that its a bad idea to scream bloody murder unless you mean it!
The girls were standing side by side as if frozen, though theyd let go of the hose and it had snapped back into place in the sink.
Mason said softly but audibly, This kinda makes co-ed pillow fights seem totally lame
John and Mason were trying not to stare really they were and Zoe wasnt the problem. She had on dark clothing plus she wasnt exactly curvy. But Natalies thin white garments had turned virtually transparent, leaving exactly nothing to the imagination, highlighting her lush breasts and cold-water-hardened nipples. About that moment both guys could have used some cold water in some strategic areas themselves.
Zoe glanced at Natalie and gasped a bit, and Natalie realized the problem herself as she finally came out of her shock. She blushed scarlet and then bolted from the room in mortification.
John shook his head a bit to gather his wits and said, Zoe, your father is on his way up hell be here in about 10 minutes
Ill go get changed
You might want to alert Natalie as well
Right. Will do.
Zoe knocked on Natalies door and went into her room to find Natalie sitting on her bed, her face buried in her hands.
Aw, dont worry Natalie. At least you have something worth seeing and, not that Im going to rat them out or anything cause theyre only human, but Mason and McBain were definitely checking you out and those are some fine, hot men if I wasnt afraid my dad would have them executed, Id be tempted to try to land one of them myselfbut you dont have to hold back which one you like the best? Masons bigger, but somehow McBain is sexier but neither is exactly a slouch
Zoe Natalie said in a warning tone.
OK, OK by the way my dads coming up. Thats why the hotties are here
Good to know I guess Id die from the heat if I put on a turtleneck you didnt happen to bring a burqa back from your last trip to the Middle East?
Zoe just laughed and went to get ready.
Though Natalie really just wanted to hide, she knew she couldnt or really didnt want to seem like a fraidy cat. She put on black cotton yoga pants and a mens white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up. Decently cool and high-coverage. She put a little make up on making sure to cover her wounds.
She walked outside to find Murphy, Stinson, John and Mason sitting on the couch and chairs of the seating area. Trying to seem nonchalant she said in the general direction of the two men, I thought you guys were off today.
Mason answered, So did we, but Renfrews wife went into labor
Oh
John then asked, How are your face and mouth, Natalie?
Damn he had that voice! Fine almost good as new.
Good to hear.
Sudden hubbub announced the arrival of the President. Natalie felt her stomach quiver a bit. She had met him a few times and he was very nice to her but he was the President it was daunting. President Noah Caldwell smiled at Natalie warmly and at that moment Zoe came out and ran to her dad for a big hug.
I had to give a speech nearby so I just popped in to say hello, and to float an idea I hadNatalie, you may know that Zoe is going to spend much of the summer traveling the world with me and her mother all sorts of fun and interesting places, plus a couple of hot spots I will admit. Well, it occurred to me that it might make it more fun for her if she brought a friend along for all of it interspersed with a few trips back to DC and some to Camp David. You two, I know, have become firm friends, so not to put you on the spot, but would you like to spend the summer with Zoe with us?
Natalies eyes widened and Zoe turned to her, Oh, you have to that is a fantastic idea!!! Itll be so much fun please say yes, Natalie. Please. Come on please?!
Are you sure, sir?
Wed love it.
Come on, Natalie. What more do you need to know?
Well, I do have my job
Natalie
OK. It is obviously the experience of a life time Id be honored, and so grateful.
She felt Johns eyes on her and looked up at him, but she couldnt read his expression. Only then did it really hit home that shed also be spending her summer traveling the world with him, Mason and the rest of the President Protective Detail.
Chapter 3
John and Mason spent the rest of the day with the President and were finally getting ready to knock off at 5:30. They had been casually dating two women who actually worked together they had met them at a fund-raising event theyd been strong-armed to attend. John was seeing Penny Mathis and Mason was seeing Stella Duncan both women were attorneys at a major DC law firm and specialized in tax law. Everything was casual at this point theyd just been out on 6 or 7 dates, but they had passed the womens three-date rule and finally consummated the relationships. It was all fine, but if John and Mason were honest and over a few beers they had been it was all a bit dull. But they had challenged themselves and each other to give dating women, meaning over 30, a real try. And they knew it would be wrong to abandon that promise if the first attempt didnt work because surely there were still a few women who werent taken who might also be exciting because some of their friends wives were fantastic. But then again, they had been pulled off the market a long time ago when John and Mason were still too into their freedom. Oh well.
John had found himself having to fight off thoughts of Natalie all day. But, heck, he was a guy, she was gorgeous, and shed looked like she was the winner of a wet t-shirt contest. She wasnt just young she was still a kid. A well put together one, but a kid indeed. And he wondered what it was going to be like having her and Zoe in tow as they traveled the world. That could be a handful in the making. Yet, from all hed seen albeit most of it at The Brazen Head Natalie seemed to have a level head on her shoulders. Except for her crazy decision not to press charges against that animal that grabbed her last night. He felt his blood boil then if he hadnt forgotten his card, it is very likely she would have been raped. And brutally so based on what had already happened and what they walked in on.
Mason broke into his thoughts. So I heard from Stella and she and Penny want to go to The Brazen Head tonight.
What? That isnt their kind of place
Well, apparently they feel like a different sort of excursion maybe like going to observe wild animals trapped in a zoo. What could I say?
Nothing.
We are to pick them up at Stellas at 7:00, have a drink there and then go together.
OK. Sure.
Dont sound so excited McBain
Hey, theyre very nice and it isnt like I dont enjoy their company
I agree
Does it seem a little strange that with only 2 exceptions weve gone out as a group as opposed to one-on-one?
Do you want to change that? Mason asked.
Honestly, not really. I know Ill possibly get my man card revoked for this, but I actually feel a bit badly sleeping with Penny not that its happened all that often but I feel like I should be more into her...not that I dislike her or anything
I know
Natalie was almost late for work because shed gotten so engrossed in her term paper. She also realized that she had neglected her laundry pile so she had no clean jeans or other appropriate pants. She sighed realizing she was stuck with her black denim skirt thank goodness her skirt came mid-thigh and wasnt one of those micro-minis that were coming back in. She tossed the skirt on with her work t-shirt and then pulled out a pair of black loafer-style shoes that had a 2 inch heel theyd be decently comfortable. She wasnt all that excited about working in a bar in a skirt, but there wasnt any other option.
She was clocking in by 6pm and had no time to think about anything as the after- work crowd poured in. It thinned out by 8pm, and she was just taking her first breather of the night when she looked up to see John and Mason walk in with two women. That was new, she thought and then tried to banish the proprietary feel she felt about both men. They were barely her friends, let alone anything else. And things would change and perhaps get strange once she was traveling with them all she purged that thought from her mind for now. Of course they sat at one of her tables so she was stuck no big deal She looked, as best she could without being obvious, at the two women who looked a bit alike, actually. They were both a few inches taller than her maybe 5 6 and were slender, not very curvy. They had medium brown hair styled in bobs that almost hit their shoulders Johns date had bangs, Masons did not. Johns date was wearing all black pants and twinset, accented with pearls while Masons was in all beige pants and buttoned-up safari style jacket. The guys were still in their work clothes.
She sighed and decided it was time to walk over and take their drink order. And she tried to completely forget the embarrassing events at the dorm. John and Mason both watched her approach, immediately taking in the fact that she was in a skirt and had fantastic legs. Their dates watched them watch her and werent impressed by that. With the result, byt the time Natalie reached the table Penny and Stella were decidedly cool.
Hey guys Natalie greeted.
Hi, Natalie Mason and John said in unison, and then Mason said, This is Stella, and this is Penny ladies, this is Natalie.
Hello. Natalie said.
Then Penny piped up with a forced laugh, Oh, is this like Cheers, the bar where everybody knows your name Im not as friendly with the servers at my usual haunts
Natalie knew an insult when she heard it and she responded sweetly, Oh, only the special customers get the really good treatment and she emphasized the word special.
Both John and Mason had to fight to keep the smirks off their faces.
Oh, and John and Mason are special customers? Stella now asked.
Very. Natalie was not going to expound upon that let them keep guessing or be forced to ask if they want to know. Anyway what can I get you to drink do you guys want your usual? And how about for the women?
Usual for me John said.
Me too Harp it is Mason said.
Great. And how about Penny and Stella?
Well Penny began, I would imagine you dont have a very extensive wine list
Au contraire Natalie said. We have a very experienced sommelier who makes sure we always have a good selection of basics and then some special labels and vintages. The wine list is right with the menus there do you need a few minutes to look at it?
Penny asked, Well, do you know off-hand if you have Cakebread Chardonnay? She said this with a challenge in her tone as if sure a place such as The Brazen Head couldnt have such a relatively rare selection.
Yes we do but not by the glass, of course.
Stella jumped in, Penny and I will split a bottle.
Great idea. Well, Ill have it brought right over while I get the guys pints, and then can take your dinner order.
John had watched this a bit surprised at the clear note of bitchiness coming from Penny and Stella they appeared to be jealous of Natalie. For some reason he found that amusing, but tried to hide that. When he caught Masons eye, he could tell he was thinking the same things.
Mason being Mason decided he had to have a little fun, so when Natalie returned he asked, Well, thanks for the drafts, Natalie. So let me ask you, darlin, do you have a hot date or something later? Is that why the skirt? Not that Im complaining or anything, but I dont think Ive ever seen you in anything but jeans or pants in all the many, many times weve been in here. Have you John?
Nope. And he looked down at her legs pointedly before saying, But its a nice change
Natalie couldnt help blush a little but elected to dive right in and say, What can I get you for dinner?
Mason said patiently, Natalie, werent you just admonishing us yesterday that we were in a rut because we always ordered the same thing burgers. With fries of course. But no cheese because as you so aptly put it we dont like anything to get between our meat and perfect buns?
Natalie said nothing, but noted the less-than-pleased looks on the increasingly pinched faces of Penny and Stella.
So John jumped in, Yeah, and then you said that we werent banger types of guys so we needed to stick with the burgerswith no cheese
OK, then. Burgers and fries it is for you ladies, too?
The ladies looked horrified. Stella responded for them. Oh, no not red meat too much fat. Dont tell me you eat red meat, dear. It may be fine right now at your very young age, but itll catch up to you you cant assume youll keep your figure you dont eat a lot of fatty things, do you?
Natalie looked at her at first like she had a screw loose, but then answered sweetly. No, not really but I do like meat, but I prefer it lean muscle not fat and cream in my coffeebut then I do things to burn it off but back to you what do you like to eat?
Penny snapped, Well both have the chicken Caesar salads, but with the cheese and dressing on the side. And hold the croutons.
Of course.
John and Mason studied the table for a few minutes while Penny and Stella swilled their wine.
The evening continued in much the same vein. Natalie was being even more friendly and attentive than usual, and John and Mason were doing their bantering part. Needless to say it was a bit of a chilly drive back to Stellas and neither John nor Mason had to face the guilt-inducing prospect of sleeping with Penny and Stella those avenues were closed for the evening.
The next morning John and Mason walked into Will Chases office for a critical meeting regarding the extensive summer travel of the First Family. Chase was head of the Presidential Protective Detail. The entire team was full of nothing but the best agents, but John and Mason were standouts among this group. They got the toughest assignments, standing on point at the most dangerous events and leading the advance work on the stickiest locations. Technically John was a bit more senior to Mason in that he ran their specific team, but Mason was his virtual equivalent and back-up. It was for this reason that they had been brought in on some information that had been bubbling up over the past several months which was increasingly causing concern. As word had gotten out about the First Family traveling extensively around the world this summer in a major diplomatic push to re-build some troubled relationships, the chatter about someone doing something to them had correspondingly increased. What was of grave concern was that the analysts felt the information that had the most credibility was that which suggested that Zoe would be the target. What better way to bring a President to his knees than to take his youngest daughter? Right now, beyond the small team of analysts assigned to this, the only people who knew how the threat was evolving were the three men in the room and the President himself.
Chase was tall and very trim, with closely cropped brown hair. Everyone always said but had learned not to tell him that he looked just like the actor Scott Glenn when hed played Clarice Starlings (Jodie Fosters) boss, Crawford, in The Silence of the Lambs.
OK, please sit, gentlemen. Listen, the newest round of information and analysis is disconcerting. There is growing concern that Zoe is a target. We dont know exactly when or where this is supposed to go down candidly we dont think those planning it know for sure yet. And perhaps the threat really isnt that great it could essentially be spit-balling. Proverbial big talking by wannabe terrorists. The President wants this taken seriously, but doesnt want to overreact. Clearly his familys safety comes first. At the same time, there would be political fall out from canceling the trip, so that is the most unlikely scenario. Trying to explain why Zoe isnt along after making a big deal of it well that could create some hard feelings, but obviously the President would put his daughters safety above hard feelings. But the real reason would probably leak out, and then the main concern would be the perception that the US is bowing to possible terrorist threats and that we are incapable of keeping the President and his family safe. That could start down a slippery slope the President needs to be visible, not hide. And sometimes that might include his family being by his side. So, that means the next step is to put together an ironclad protection plan with Zoe the particular emphasis. And we have to decide whether that is with her fully aware of what is going on, or shielded from that. The upshot of that decision will impact the specifics of the plan.
John spoke up, Well, we have kept numerous Presidents safe in incredibly dangerous situations. We clearly need to take this threat very seriously, but I think we can keep Zoe and the entire family, including, of course, the President safe. And, as you say, it may end up being nothing.
Precisely. Which is why the President is leaning towards not telling Zoe or Mrs. Caldwell for that matter.
Well, we can just up her security detail. Close the perimeter around her and she wont be surprised to see increased security when we are outside the US.
Perhaps not in the real hotspots, but early chatter suggests that if this is happening they might do it in a less likely place where our guard would be down.
But we dont let our guard down, Mason jumped in.
But Zoe does you guys know that she has slipped away one or two times. Oh, not for long and sometimes just to the far end of a club. But that distance in a crowded club is all someone would need to grab her. That small window of opportunity. She almost makes a game out of giving her detail the slip however briefly. Feeling high-spirited on a summer vacation
John picked up that thread, And that might only become more the case since shes going to have her friend Natalie along she might feel emboldened that theres safety in numbers, but not for two young women if it really is a terrorist group after Zoe. So maybe we need to strongly suggest that the President needs to tell her?
He really is resistant. He doesnt want to ruin her trip, but in my opinion I think he knows his daughter is somewhat the type to want to thumb her nose in the face of danger prove she isnt scared. Possibly leading her to do something ill-advised. So that brings us back to that somewhat different idea we discussed several months back, when we found the initial information to suggest Zoe is a target
John shook his head, My recollection is that we shut that down pretty quickly as unworkable
Well, John, I remember it a bit differently Chase said. YOU totally ruled it out but I have never closed the door to itif we could get an agent embedded in Zoes world as a possible friend someone who seemed her age her peer then even if she did flout her official detail, this person would be there, with her, as a friend but also as her last line of defense in the event the worst happened. And even before it got that far this agent could be the voice of reason and keep things from spiraling out of control
Boss Chase said. I agreed with Johns concerns at the time there is no way an agent is going to be credible undercover as the friend of a college sophomore. How can any of our people even those with the smallest amount of experience pass as a 19 or 20 year old? Theres just a difference those years bring a maturity that is recognizable. And what makes us think Zoe is just going to be open to someone? And out of the blue invite them along? So then does that mean we have to find an array of people one for each stop along the way? And if one is hard to find, how do we find that many?
So you two genuinely believe it is totally impossible to find an agent who could pose as a peer to Zoe? Chase asked.
Yes, sir. John said. I find it virtually impossible to believe it. But lets face it if you could find one who looks young enough he or she wouldnt have the experience to be effective as that last line of defense. So you get the looks right, you lose the effectiveness which is the entire point. You get the experience, you lose the ability to have the agent blend in as a non-agent. Catch-22. So, better that we just watch her like a hawk the standard way, but add more resources. Surely they can keep up with her not lose her...
Well, I happen to think youre wrong. I have someone that I think would be perfect. Someone who was one of the analysts who uncovered the original potential threat someone whose research you have both extensively used, and praised
Mason jumped in, Good research and analysis is different that being a field asset and an undercover one at that
This agent has passed all physical training and requirements including hand-to-hand fighting at or near the top of her class and in all re-certifications.
It just wont work, Chase John said.
Well, I am going to ask that you gentleman meet the person I have in mind and keep an open mind yourselves you just might be surprised.
Chase Mason said.
Look, you are going to meet her, that is not something Im going to flex on. And the President and I are pretty committed to this idea so it is really going to take something compelling to change our minds but lets defer the rest of this conversation until after you meet her.
Chase walked to his desk and buzzed his assistant. Please send her in
The door opened and Mason and John were more deeply shocked than they could remember being Natalie had just walked in the door, Secret Service credentials pinned to the lapel of her conservative pantsuit.
Chapter 4
John and Mason just looked at Natalie for a very long moment, surprise and other emotions evident on their faces. Chase thought to himself that he was watching the very definition of a pregnant silence play out. He knew he was going to have to give the conversation that had to take place some latitude to play out as it would also knowing that anger would be a part of it. But hed only let it get so far.
Natalie was trying not to show how shot her nerves were at that moment. She had successfully played these guys for more than two months, and she also knew how against Chases idea they were. Both mens surprise was laced with anger, she knew, but John seemed to be the angrier of the two.
John was truly shocked and pissed. Much of his anger was because he hated being surprised, and his ego was tweaked by the fact that shed managed to con them for as long as she did. He never questioned who she was shed seemed like nothing except a 19 year old college coed. Then he wondered if there was any chance she could possibly be that young though he didnt see how.
Mason was also surprised and a somewhat angry a natural reaction when someones been lying to you, and he was a bit embarrassed by falling for it. But he also felt a grudging admiration and a prick of amusement they had well and truly been had.
Chase decided to get the ball rolling. This is Agent Natalie Buchanan
John cut him off, How old are you?
Natalie fought the urge to swallow nervously at the glare in his eyes. Twenty four.
Twenty four?
She nodded.
So, what. You have two years of experience? he asked in a condescending tone.
No, four. I graduated from college early
Oh, FOUR then well, by all means youre totally qualified for the Presidential Protective Detail what was I thinking questioning that?!
Chase cut in, seeing how nervous Natalie was, standing there being grilled.
Natalie, please have a seat
She had no choice but to sit across from the two men, next to where Chase was sitting, and she did her best to hide her shaking hands.
Natalie has been working on my special, elite research team almost since day one. She has proven to have great insight into her work, most especially determining what strands of information have true relevance which to follow up on That insight has carried over into mapping out potential motivations behind the threats to the point where I had her take the special training class on terrorist profiling with the FBIs Behavioral Analysis Unit. It was Natalie who first saw the emphasis on Zoe in the chatter. As soon as we the President and I thought of the idea of adding a special, secret last line of defense, I immediately thought of Natalie. She has poise beyond her years and knows the nature of the possible threat, and markers clues to look for. In addition, she is virtually unknown to other Secret Service agents given the previous nature of her work. The President and I decided to embed her in Zoes environment so she would be ready if we needed to pull the trigger. She started the semester at Georgetown as Natalie Maxwell, working at the Brazen Head, and rooming with Zoe
John cut in, You put her at the Brazen Head for our benefit, right? For me and Mason?
Yes. I did. I knew nothing I could say would ever convince you that it was even remotely possible to find the right asset for this. I figured the only chance was to let you see it, experience it first hand how credible she could be. And let me remind you both Buchanan was just following orders, just as you two do. Her orders were to try to develop a friendly relationship with the two of you so youd have a chance to see her in action over a meaningful period of time.
Mason said, Well, she was very effective in that, but and I dont mean to be disrespectful maybe that just proves the point John made earlier. She plays young because she IS, and she doesnt have the gravitas for the actual role. This isnt just about passing for a 19 year co-ed and befriending Zoe. Its about PROTECTING Zoe and how do we know she can, especially with four years of experience, all of which was in research?
Chase said, Well, I believe she can but lets face it, isnt it better to have her in place and benefit from whatever she can do rather than have no other back-up? Even if all she can do is manage to delay something from happening, or warn us that could make all the difference in terms of the main team intervening. Look, gentlemen, here it is as plain as I can say we are doing this. The President has already invited her along. We can spend a bit more time outlining and discussing concerns and issues it might help us come up with ways to address them, and it will also clear the air. But make no mistake when we walk out of this room you will be on board with this and support it to the utmost of your ability.
John said, You know, this isnt fair to her she is too young and inexperienced to put this on
Natalie had had about enough of being talked about as if she wasnt there and she snapped, And how old were you before you did your first undercover assignment?
I was 25, but there was a very important difference I was working on a counterfeiting case, I wasnt protecting the First Daughter!
And if I was being asked to protect her all by myself then I would be the first to say Im not the right resource. But there will be a whole team an expanded team in place.
But youll still have to do the job if it comes to that!
And thatll only happen if all you more experienced agents fail isnt that right?
Mason decided to jump in because he could see Johns growing frustration. Chase, to keep her cover Natalie will have to be unarmed, right? So how exactly do you expect her to protect and defend Zoe and herself for that matter?
Good question. There are some very small weapons we may try out, and some other things like needles and such. I have some people working on it. But, as you well know, all agents are trained for the possibility of their weapons being taken and having to fight with their bare hands and improvise using other things in their environment
John broke in, Well then you wouldnt mind if Mason and I put her through her paces on that stuff see what shes got?
Chase looked closely at John. That could be a risk, but he knew that underneath it all he was a very fair man he wouldnt deliberately try to hurt her badly just to prove a point. Thats reasonable.
Mason had had another thought and took a deep breath for a moment and then asked, What about torture training?
Natalies eyes widened.
John sat back in his chair hed forgotten about that Thats a great question has she had that?
Chase said quietly, No, but
But what? John asked.
Mason jumped in, Hes right, Chase. There are no buts. Every member of our team all of us had to go through that. And this isnt about us being hard-asses or trying to put up road blocks. It would be for Natalies own good.
Natalie felt the need to dive in again, Can you all please stop talking about me like Im not here? And can you fill me in?
Chase sighed. Natalie, what I am about to tell you is incredibly sensitive and highly confidential. There are certain groups of operatives throughout the various relevant branches Secret Service, FBI, CIA, even some of the military branches who go through a highly specialized training course, to, well sensitize them and prepare them for the worst case scenario: being captured and tortured. It, well, it is a simulation of course and there are safety words an operative can say if they cant take any more and want it to end but that usually means they are no longer in the program or duty station that had required them to go through it in the first place. It pushes the envelope. It does a lot of what would be done in the event you fell into enemy hands. The CIA handles this process. We would have you meet with one of the shrinks whod walk you through the psychological aspects, and ways you might try to insulate yourself mind over matter stuff. Wed also show you some footage of other sessions so you at least would know what to expect. But, well, you would be tortured for 48 hours.
Mason and John were watching her closely through Chases explanation, and she had grown pale and deathly quiet.
Chase continued, I suppose its only fair to give you the option of backing out, because when you accepted this mission you didnt know of this requirement
Natalie swallowed hard. But I did sign up with the understanding that I could end up in the hands of real terrorists. If this would help in that eventuality
Mason said quietly, Natalie, its pretty damn close to real your body is really experiencing it, its not a virtual deal
You all went through it?
Yes. But we were a good bit older
And if I ever wanted to be part of the PPD in a more normal career progression, Id have to go through it?
Again Mason answered, Yes.
Then I guess its time for me now
Chase nodded and said, Fair enough. OK, lets think through the scheduling of all this because you still have to keep your studies up, take your finals, write your papers, not to mention work at The Brazen Head. Lets see its Thursday. This weekend you can spend time with John and Mason as they evaluate your fighting skills and give you any pointers Ill check your schedules, guys, and then book some time at a private, off-site gym or something none of the other agents are to know Natalies true identity, period. ZERO exceptions. Then, well, I guess I can schedule the torture sessions for next Friday and Saturday. You can claim a family emergency, and then youll have at least a little recovery time on Sunday. Youll have to tell people you were in a car accident or something to explain your injuries
Natalie blanched visibly at that.
Chase continued, That should give you enough time to feel back to normal and tackle the final demands of the semester gentlemen, does that sound about right?
They nodded.
Chase went on, The first trip abroad isnt until about 2 weeks after the semester ends we can use that time to outline other plans, operating procedures, etc. Clearly you will have to work together, share information, etc., but in a way that wont raise flags. Ill give some thought to that. I will also be along for much of the travel, so I think well be able to pull this offOn that note, youre all dismissed and make sure you figure out how to play nice. Were all on the same team, and all just following ordersDismissed.
A/N: Let me assure you - we will not SEE Natalie being tortured. Promise. Enough of that in Quantico. We'll just pick up with the aftermath... No worries...
Chapter 5
Natalie headed out the door first, followed closely by John and Mason. She turned to look at them, feeling it would be unprofessional to just dash away like she was dying to and it was critical, in her estimation, that she act in as professional a manner as possible. She almost turned back around and bolted when she saw the look in Johns eyes, and then she looked to Mason who wasnt quite as formidable looking ironic given is extra-large size but who nonetheless was hardly the welcoming guy shed gotten to know at The Brazen Head.
Look, Im sorry
Buchanan right? Although I suppose we need to still refer to you as Natalie Maxwell cant blow your cover anyway, youre in the middle of this whether we like it or not, so we all just need to be professional about it. John cut in curtly.
Thats fine by me, but can we even do that if you are supremely pissed at me?
And you wouldnt be annoyed in our shoes?
Of course I would but Id try to direct my anger towards the situation, not you personally I was following orders
Sure once you accepted the assignment. But that was your first mistake and now its one we all have to live with.
Natalie was now seething but trying to remain calm. Would you have turned it down? Honestly? And clearly you are stubbornly clinging to your opinion about this whole thing, but maybe youre wrong. Maybe Chase might actually have the top job for a reason, and he knows what hes doing by including me as a final fallback measure. Let me repeat that a final fallback measure. Not the lead, not even third string. And simply because of my relationship with Zoe and how I can be present in her life THAT may be what makes all the difference. If shes trying to do something crazy I can hold her back I can be a stick in the mud I can make sure you guys knowAs you said, like it or not I am now part of the game plan, and maybe, just maybe the best thing the most professional thing you can do is to think how best I can be leveraged rather than acting like you have been personally wronged beyond endurance because I proved you at least partially wrong and managed to convince you I was a 19 year old college student!
She was on a tear now and Mason could see the fire in her eyes and the corresponding glow in Johns and he wanted to turn the flame down a bit. OK OK clearly, Natalie, we are dealing with the surprise of who you really are, and the fact is we had major misgivings about this whole idea long before you got involved. So, on that level it isnt personal against you. But it is personally galling to realize that you no matter the reason played us for more than two months. And I know its your job, but we just need a little time to absorb two big things that Chase has overridden any of our concerns and has gone ahead with the plan, and that our favorite waitress from our favorite hang-out is actually someone very different than we thoughtyouve known who we are all along were just playing catch up right now. And believe me when I say that much of our reluctant attitude comes from concern for you you also become our responsibility during this operation
Natalie turned all her attention to Mason, because at least he was trying to be balanced unlike John. She had been so right when shed thought he had more of an edge to him and what an idiot shed been to have thought that was intriguing or attractive certainly not when it was directed at her I understand, Mason. I do. And it isnt like I enjoyed feeling like I was lying to you especially after I got to know you guys
John snorted and she turned to him angrily, Whats that about?!
Are you honestly saying you got no ego boost no thrill out of pulling the wool over our eyes? One-upping two of the most senior agents on the Presidential Protective Detail especially since you obviously knew what our opinions were on Chases whole plan?
Natalie compressed her lips before answering and then said, At first, youre right. I did. But not once I got to know you guys. But I didnt have a choice. And I just bet there have been more than a few times in your LENGTHY career because I know Im just a green child in the face of your extraordinary experience when you have had to do the same sort of thing!
John ran his hand over his face and Mason took that opportunity to again step in. Guys, lets just take a break now. Lets go to neutral corners Im sure you have a class or something to get to, and John and I are due at the White House shortly. We may see you at The Brazen Head later and well all have to act like normal since that is now part of your cover. And, John and I will absolutely make sure you are supported as the colleague that you are then well see each other again this weekend when Chase sets up the sparring time. Just a heads up, Natalie but Im sure you wouldnt want it any other way we are not going to go easy on you, but were not going to be unfair and stack the deck against you either. But it is our job to make sure you are fully prepared and have maximized your skills
Fine. Ill see you later. Then she left without a backward glance.
Mason turned to John. McBain I understand why youre pissed. I do. I am too. But it isnt exactly her fault. And lets be honest right now were mostly upset because our egos have gotten a bit bruised. We made a big deal about an agent in her mid-twenties not being able to pass for 19, and then Chase set us up to show us exactly how wrong we were
I know. I know that. And, yeah, it bugs the shit out of me that I we were taken in. And she was really good at playing that part. But as you pointed out thats only part of the job. The other piece well, that is an entirely different proposition.
Indeed. And I guess that gives us all the more motivation to come up with an airtight security plan that will obviate the need for us to ever find out whether she has what it takes or not Id rather not know, one way or another. We are her colleagues now. Shes on our team and lets not forget what shes going to be going through next weekend to truly earn her way in.
That thought lessened Johns ire considerably. She was facing a trip to hell, and, yes, he felt badly for her because he had grown to like her. And that was probably what was most bothersome had he liked a real person or a total fabrication?
Natalie was completely drained by the entire experience, which in a way was good because it acted as a damper on her fear, which could take root if she wasnt careful. The past two months of set up had been pretty easy, once she got past the initial angst of whether John and Mason would immediately see through her. But now, she was IN. Zoes fate could end up in her hands and she prayed for the perfect performance of all the other agents whod protect her so that it wouldnt come to that. A more pressing fear was getting through the sparring sessions and she could truly become terrified by the prospect of torture training if she let herself think about it.
After a boring class Natalie dragged herself to The Brazen Head and within an hour Mason and John had walked in. Of course they sat at one of her tables. She decided to pour their Harps before heading over there and John looked at her with a raised eybrow. Is this a peace offering, Natalie?
The purr was back in his voice but she wasnt about to fully trust it either. If you accept it as such. Otherwise you might just end up wearing it over your head.
John couldnt help the smile that pulled at his lips, though he didnt let it fully show. Mason grinned broadly and said, Not up for a beer rinse, so peace it is darlin She set their beers down and then asked, Burgers & fries?
Bring em on John responded.
With that they had taken a small step towards the balance of what new normal might look like. None were nave enough to believe that it would only be smooth sailing from here on out.
Chapter 6
On Saturday evening Natalie was scheduled to meet John and Mason at a gym near campus that Chase had rented out for that evening. Zoe was spending the weekend with her parents at Camp David, so at least she didnt have to try to come up with some excuse to go missing for a while. Her main problem was managing her nerves all day as she tried to study for her exams and finish her term paper. Finally, at 6 oclock she changed into a sports bra, baggy tank top and yoga pants, donning a matching hoodie jacket, and then she headed to meet the guys. The gym was only a mile and a half away and she decided to walk in order to calm her nerves. She did so at a brisk pace and had no trouble getting there by the appointed 6:30 start time.
John and Mason were waiting outside for her, greeted her in a decently friendly manner and then escorted her into a work out room with a wall of mirrors and padding on the entirety of the floor. Her nerves were jumping so much for the calming effects of the walk, since they deserted her the moment she had seen them standing there. Both of them were dressed in sweat pants and hooded sweatshirts which they took off as soon as they got into the room, revealing tank tops. Natalie tried not to gawk at Masons massive biceps, which had to be over 22 inches in diameter, or at Johns amazing tattoos on smaller but still-impressive biceps. She removed her own jacket and could tell they were checking her out, but she felt it was from a professional standpoint, seeing if her muscle definition suggested she was in shape and had the strength to do what she needed to do. She was glad she had taken her physical conditioning so seriously since she was in excellent shape, muscular without being bulky. She didnt have the time to quite get into the amazing shape of Linda Hamilton in Terminator 2, but she wasnt ridiculously far off either.
John was clearly in charge and he led them to the center of the room. OK, lets start with the standard succession of forms and stretches we all learned as we went through training. The Secret Service instructors had developed a defense/fighting style that was a practical and highly effective mix of several martial arts, krav maga, wrestling and basic street fighting. For warm up exercises they had developed a routine that incorporated elements of all of them, and by the end the agents would be warmed up and ready for more significant action. Standing three in a row, Natalie in the middle, they began, and ten minutes later they were well-stretched, decently relaxed, and a light sheen of perspiration coated their exposed limbs, chests, necks and faces. Their breathing, however, was completely controlled.
John had kept an eye on Natalie and was impressed by her control and flexibility but doing this routine was a far cry from defending herself or someone else. He spoke up, OK, that was good. Now, today we are obviously only going to focus on hand-to-hand fighting there are no weapons or things that could be used as such here, obviously. Some time before we go on the road, we can have a quick session on ways to disarm your opponent, depending on the type of weapons where you are that sort of thing. Natalie, what I would like you to do when you can is to go to the on-line study center and review the training modules on knife fighting, as well as leveraging things in different environments as weapons letter openers, high heels, pens, bottles, lamps, pipes, pieces of wood whatever a particular setting might make available to you. Please study all that very carefully because it needs to be ingrained in your head it is likely that if anything does happen that requires your intervention, you will not be armed with a conventional weapon
Natalie nodded.
OK, Mason and I will each take turns, well, fighting with you he at least had a sense of humor, Natalie thought, because he smirked when he said it. We will all pull our punches and not go full bore since we cant afford to maim each other, but we cant go too easy either. But first, so we can get a little more insight into your strength since we cant fully do so if you are pulling punches I will put on some boxing mitts that you can punch against and well put some small gloves on you
John quickly helped Natalie tape her hands and put the small gloves on and then donned the mitts. She realized she was going to look forward to this, and began to punch out in a combination of sharp jabs and more significant punches. She had taken a number of boxing classes, so her technique was really quite good. Her teacher had showed her how to use the power of her shoulders and arms, and hips, plus the benefit of follow-through, to maximize her strength and impact. Again, John was overall pleased with her performance clearly there was only so strong she was ever going to be, but she had some force behind her punches, and if she combined that with other skills and kept her wits about her she might have a fighting chance.
OK, not bad not bad. Have you done some boxing training?
A little
Well, thats good, it shows.
Over the course of the next hour she fought both of them, and all three were growing a bit fatigued. They would often overpower her there was no way around it but she had proven adept at avoiding that for respectable stretches as well as at escaping their holds. A few times she had gone on the offensive from the opening salvo, taking them down first before they could react, and then faux-strangling them. That approach could enable her to take out her attacker and get away. By the halfway point they were all slick with sweat and their breathing was anything but steady. Privately each of them was fighting the same battle that they found mortifying and so self-focused were they that they didnt detect the same problem in their cohorts. In a nutshell, they were aroused. Grappling with each other, bodies in quite intimate contact, exertion, sweat causing their bodies to slide against each other it was having an impact. John and Mason did whatever they could to contort their bodies to keep their pelvises from making too much direct contact with Natalie, since their arousal was obviously more noticeable. Natalie felt like shed lost her mind. She was glad of the tight fit of her bra which kept her nipples in check, but it was painful. She also knew that her panties were wet and not simply from sweat. What the hell had gotten into her, she wondered in embarrassment.
John looked at his watch and said, OK, weve been at this over an hour now we should probably hang it up soon. But I think we need to see how you handle fighting the two of us at once, Natalie. Realistically that could happen. Well grade you on the curve on this because I know we are all a bit worn out at this point.
Natalie just nodded, and then moments later felt both John and Mason encroaching on her. She wasnt even conscious of exactly what she was doing as she fought, she relied on instinct, trying to fight one then the other, sometimes only able to kick out at Mason while John had tight hold on her upper body and vice versa. After about 10 minutes of evading, escaping, and getting re-captured, she was truly running out of gas and could tell they were, too. No one was exactly sure how it happened, but the three fell together in a tangle of limbs and Natalie felt crushed between and under their muscular weight. They landed with a thud and all froze for a moment. Then Natalie realized that she was essentially reclining along Mason, who was flat on his back, while her backside was lodged in the V between his legs. Even better, or worse depending on ones perspective, John had landed between her legs, face down on her. She felt Masons gasping breath on the back of her neck, and Johns on the space between her neck and chest and she was both mortified and incredibly aroused because it was crystal clear the reaction each man was having as one piece of evidence was pressing into her backside and the other between her legs. Until that moment she had never been able to fathom how anyone could even contemplate engaging in a threesome, but now she had a new insight into that whole thing. Toss some alcohol into the mix and she might have gone for it, and her face was aflame with that realization.
Mason was in agony at the feel of Natalies taut tush pressing against him, and equal parts of him wanted to push her off and pull her harder against him and he felt like hed morphed into some crazed combination of horny teen or dirty old man. Perhaps he could just write if off to exhaustion. John, well, John was embarrassed but found himself frozen to the spot part of him enjoying it, but mostly afraid to move to worsen the situation because his mind hadnt quite figured out how to move without inadvertently grinding himself into her. Finally Masons eyes locked on his communicating will you fucking move! and John had an a-ha moment and realized he could just roll sideways and he did.
John stood up and looked down at Natalie and their eyes locked for a moment, but then she looked away in obvious embarrassment, and he felt badly she must think he is the biggest perverted creep of the century, he thought. He reached a hand down to her and she took it, and he helped her up, and then she quickly moved a few feet away. Mason was already rolling onto his side and getting up and he and John looked at each other, and then spied the telltale tenting in each others sweats and felt even more embarrassed for each other and the whole situation. Lord they had just essentially had the poor girl pinned between their completely inappropriate reactions and maybe she wasnt the 19 year old they thought, but she was still so young. They must seem like dirty old men they had to.
John cleared his throat and said, OK, thats good enough for now Natalie, I said Id be fair and I will keep my word. You have solid skills. There are a few areas that I think you should brush up on, but Mason and I will compare notes and give you more specific feedback. He realized that, while part of him just wanted to end this night immediately, if they left things on this note they might all feel too incredibly awkward the next time they got together. Better to try to move past the awkward stage tonight.
Mason and I brought a change of clothes I see you didnt bring a bag with you, but how about this? Mason and I will grab a quick shower and change here, then well drive you back to the dorm so you can, and then why dont we all grab a bite of dinner?
Natalie nodded and Mason chimed in Great idea then he and John headed to the showers.
Jesus Christ, McBain!
Me?! What about you?
Im really addressing both of us, dont worry. Crap, what the hell was that about? How did it all turn so fast
So fast, are you kidding me, I was fighting the whole way - I was a fucking contortionist trying not to let my lower body anywhere near her I must be the worst
Not just you, pal, me too its just in the end when we landed in that heap, it couldnt be helped
God, Mason, what the fuck is wrong with us?!
Well, probably nothing. I think we had a pretty normal, healthy adult male response to writhing around with a hot young thing with a killer bod who was slick with sweat and fighting us tooth and nail in fact Im sure theres been a porn movie made with that exact plot
John couldnt help but laugh at that, but then he groaned, But were supposed to be her bosses, her superiors in control of ourselves I guess theres no chance she didnt notice
Mason snorted at that, Uh, look, not that Ive made a habit of checking you out or anyhing, but neither of us are exactly small men in any way shape or form. With her backside planted against my crotch, and you in turn planted in hers not a chance McBain so, lets just get ready and maybe if we have a normal, colleagues-who-are-friends night with her we can all just forget it
Natalie was trying to steady her pulse and breathing. What a crazy situation, but she decided to put it all down to biological responses that had nothing to do with anything her brother Rex used to joke that for some guys a stiff breeze could do it for them and they had been writhing around togehter and all she was just infinitely glad that they had no way of knowing the uproar her own body had been in was still in.
She was calm and nonchalant basically by the time they emerged, freshly showered. They waited in the car for her while she quickly showered and donned Jeans and a cotton sweater they were in jeans, too, which she realized shed never seen either of them in. Then she tried not to think of how great they looked out of their suits. They went to a nearby steak house and after a few beers all were at ease. They kept the discussion on neutral topics such as sports, movies and favorite vacation places, and by the time Natalie was dropped back at the dorm, the awkwardness was in the past. Hopefully. At least for now.
Chapter 7
On Tuesday evening John was working late, catching up on advance reports pouring in regarding planned stops on this summers Presidential Tour. It would all, of course, have to be constantly refreshed but they could begin to make plans based on building schematics, the lay-out of external areas and plazas, etc. Mason was out with Stella at an event hed committed to a month previously otherwise its doubtful he would have gone out with her. Since they had viewed the petty way she and Penny had treated Natalie they had virtually lost all interest in the women. In the end, that was probably for the best given how much theyd be out of town this summer. He rubbed his hands over his face when he thought of Natalie. He hadnt seen her since the other night when theyd dropped her off at the dorm since the night of her training evaluation and the rather abrupt ending it had come to after their hard landing pun intended he thought wryly. Shit.
As John looked at a report her realized a drawing was missing and decided to stretch his legs and walk to the other wing of the building where the research team was domiciled. It was rare that field agents journeyed over there since the information and reports they needed were delivered to them that was how he had never seen Natalie before, even though shed been part of the Secret Service for four years.
Natalie was actually in the building, in the research wing as John was heading over there. She was sitting in a still-darkened room shaken to her very core. She had spent the afternoon with Dr. Crawford of the FBIs BAU as he talked to her about torture techniques, the rationale for them as in their hoped for outcome and why they might work, and ways to fight against and/or survive them. That was difficult enough, but nothing prepared her for seeing actual footage of torture sessions, because the term simulated was a complete misnomer. The subjects were really stripped naked, and beaten, whipped, cut, deprived of sleep, degraded. She was shocked, because if that was holding back Theyd shown her two sessions one with a male subject and the other with a female. Both were brutal but her blood ran cold as she saw the various ways in which the torturer had seemed on the verge of raping the woman. Of course, it had never happened, but the woman had clearly been terrified because it seemed to come perilously close or suggest it was imminent.
Dr. Crawford entered the room and flipped the lights on, causing Natalie to blanch and semi-shield her eyes for a moment. He handed Natalie a bottle of water and said, Pretty sobering experience, isnt it Agent Buchanan?
She accepted the water and nodded, managing to squeak out Yes.
Let me just assure you that everything youre thinking and feeling right now is normal because there really is no right or wrong way to deal with seeing something like that and contemplating it happening to you. There is not a single person whos been through this including the toughest, biggest men who didnt watch this footage and question whether they should simply tender their resignations. Well, I should qualify that every now and again we get someone who appears energized by it and as if theyre looking forward to it, and we bounce them based on their psych profile. Are there any questions I can answer for you right now?
No, thank you.
OK, well, you have my card. As the shock wears off and you begin to process what youve seen and heard, and think about how youll get through it, well, you may have some questions or even want to practice some of the techniques we talked about to pull back from the reality of whats happening to you. Please, call me whatever we talk about will be completely confidential.
Natalie nodded and then he stood and said, Ill leave you in peace to gather yourself
She sat, shaking still, and drank some of her water. All of a sudden she felt an almost desperate need for air and she bolted from the room, careening into someone who was innocently walking by. She felt strong hands steady her, grasping her upper arms, and then she looked up into the surprised face of John McBain. John saw surprise on Natalies face, but also what appeared to be a much deeper level of angst much more than would be caused by simply bumping into someone, even him. He realized she was also trembling badly.
Natalie whats wrong? Are you OK?
Damn! she thought to herself. Of all the people to run into when she was so fundamentally rattled! She needed to prove to him she could hack it that she wouldnt be the weak link and here she was a total basket case, barely hanging on.
Fine she croaked.
Obviously, he said with irony dripping in his voice. In a way he did her a favor because she felt a bolt of anger at his tone and that helped stiffen her spine.
Im fine she said with a little more resolve, but she couldnt quite stop herself from shaking yet.
Natalie theres one thing that needs to be a bedrock part of how we all interact going forward, and its non-negotiable and thats honesty. You are so clearly not fine so tell me whats going on.
She knew she had no choice so she clenched her jaw a moment and said, I just watched two torture sessions. She didnt think any other explanation was necessary, nor did she think she could manage it if it was. If she started talking about it she might truly lose it or at best start yammering on in nervous tension that threatened to become hysteria.
John cringed a bit and said, Oh. Not for the faint of heart. After I saw those tapes I went home and actually took out pen and paper to start my resignation letter.
She looked at him in surprise and said, Really?!
Yes, really. Natalie, do you think anyone could watch that and not be affected?
She just shook her head and then they both seemed to become simultaneously aware that he was still holding her upper arms. He removed his hands and took a step back, saying, You need a drink. I happen to have something in my office for medicinal purposes of course. Why dont you go back inside, try to relax, and Ill go get it then we can talk about this
She didnt know if it would help, but figured it couldnt hurt. Plus she was grateful that he didnt seem to hate her very existence right now, so she said, OK and turned to go back into the room from which shed bolted.
Natalies nerves had calmed meaningfully by the time John returned bearing a bottle of whiskey and two Styrofoam cups. He looked closely at her when he stepped in the room and sat across the small table from her, and noted her improved demeanor. He poured out two decent measures of the amber liquid and handed her one with a small smirk, Sorry I dont have better glasses.
She smiled in return, saying, Thats OK its whats in them that counts, right?
True enough.
Isnt this against regulations?
In theory, yes. In practice, not necessarily. There are moments when nerves must be steadied and this is one of them, and this isnt a bad way to go about it. Natalie, I know that I was pretty vocal about not wanting you to be involved in protecting Zoe, but the fact is, now you are and youre one of us youre my responsibility and Ill do whatever I can to help you be successful. I know Ive put you in a position of feeling you have to prove yourself to me and thats because you do
She laughed in surprise at that statement and he smiled.
But not about this not about this. Im not going to sugarcoat it so, here, take some more whiskey He poured two more cups full. You are going to go through 48 hours of hell. Theres no other way I can put it. You dont need to even try to pretend youre fine with what you saw and what youre facing and anything you can do to get yourself through it do it. Scream, cry, pass out and if you really cant take it any more, if you think you may do irreparable harm to such a huge part of who you are that you can never recover and regain yourself after pull the plug. Natalie, you will be changed by this experience. A part of you will break. The thing to make sure of is you dont let it happen to too big a piece of you. But you will be changed by this, no matter what. Experiencing first-hand what the hands of another human can do to you the purposeful pain they can visit upon you it is a revelation. I was changed by it, but not to the point where I feel the acute pain and impact of it every day. Its more of an awareness and an extra layer of human understanding. But sometimes I remember the worst parts of it like it was happening again. Some were not so lucky its become who they are, almost. It warped everything. Fundamentally changed their perspective on everything and their relationship to the world and their former lives If you feel the essential core of who you are is being destroyed get out.
Natalie listened to his words and found herself experiencing a curious mix of fear and gratitude and she was touched by his revealing so much. It was almost as if he really did care if she broke beyond repair. I understand and thank you for telling me
Look, lets consider this all off the record. Are there any questions you want to ask me?
She took another sip of whiskey and asked quietly, What was it like for you?
It was bad, Natalie. Its hard to deal with the fear and pain, but you do actually get used to the pain. It was almost a relief when they were torturing me because waiting to see what theyd do next and when was worse if you can find a way to detach to crawl inside yourself and go somewhere else mentally it can mean your survival. Some people sang to themselves, one guy built a car in his mind, one thought of sitting on the beach, looking at the ocean
What did you do? she asked softly.
He was quiet for a long moment hed never shared this with anyone, but somehow it felt appropriate. I visited with my father. He died was killed in the line of duty when I was a kid. We had some great talks about life and stuff I dont remember a lot of detail just the feeling but it saved me, Natalie. My dad saved me.
Wow she said softly, and he saw tears shimmer in her eyes though they didnt fall.
Natalie could tell that had been a deeply private revelation and was surprised and moved that hed shared it with her. Thank you for telling me that it must have been something
He smiled a bit and said, If you can think of a favorite person so not me
She laughed.
Seriously a special person or place that has brought you peace or happiness be there be with them. It will help. Now, is there anything about the actual torture techniques you want to know?
She thought about what had troubled her most and hesitated briefly, but in the face of what hed shared with her, felt she could talk to him about it.
During the womans torture sessions it was, well, it seemed like a heavily repeated theme or suggestion was that she was about to be be raped. Things went went pretty far down that path yet there was almost none of that done with the man
He could see the fear course through her as she remembered what shed seen and clearly she was thinking ahead to what would be done to her. John felt his own throat constrict a bit as hed thought of it because he really hadnt given that any thought. As a man that just wasnt a regular fear nor had it been part of his session except in a very cursory, brief fashion. He could partially understand why that might be of far greater concern for her than more physically painful actions. Her hands were on the table, clasped so tightly together her knuckles were white, and he reached out and put his two hands over hers.
Natalie, I think its because theres a belief right or wrong that that is more likely to be part of how a woman captive is tortured as opposed to a man. Im not sure if it will help, but for me, during some of the absolute worst of it when I thought I couldnt take any more I kept saying to myself over and over, this isnt real.. this isnt real and it also helped to remind myself that at the end of the day, ultimate control rested with me. I could end it any time I wanted to and Id just challenge myself to delay pulling the plug just a little longer. But no job no assignment is worth completely losing yourself over. And no one is worth trying to prove yourself to in that regard either even yourself. So you do what you must to survive even if that means ending it exerting your control over your situation. And notice I didnt use the word quit that has no place in something like this. Its about surviving whatever that means for each individual.
Thanks, John this helped
He took his hands off hers and asked, The whiskey or the talk? then smiled.
Mostly the talk, but the whiskey didnt hurt
So its Friday and Saturday?
Yes. 12am Friday until 12am Sunday
Ill Ill be thinking of you and wishing you luck and peace or whatever can help you
Thanks, John and thanks for the drink.
Youre welcome.
She left first and then John headed back to his office to stow the whiskey and gather his things. His stomach was in knots and he knew it was on behalf of Natalie, because he was remembering his own torture God help her, he thought, knowing it was a silent prayer on her behalf.
Chapter 8
At 10pm Saturday night John and Mason met at The Brazen Head for a late dinner. They talked about the usual things they did, but there was an undercurrent of tension and they didnt have to talk about it to know what it was their minds were on Natalie. She was in the home stretch. They knew they would have heard almost immediately if shed pulled the plug herself or been deemed too wounded or out of it to be allowed to continue, and they had heard nothing. Damned if she hadnt made it. The final two hours were mostly straightforward interrogation but with bright lights and noise, not physical contact and then rest back on the mattress in your prison cell. At midnight they smiled and raised their glasses of Harp, saying To Natalie.
Fair play to her, McBain. A lot of the toughest guys I knew didnt make it through that I cried like a baby during part of it
I know what you mean I wonder how shell be
Well, there is some recovery time physical and emotional. Well have to watch her closely, but at least there are several weeks until school is out and the first trips are to relatively low-consequence places. We will support her, right appropriately, of course.
Of course shes one of us but at the same time we need to give her the room to find her own strength we cant do it for her, Mason
I know. And shes a lot tougher than that tiny frame of hers would suggest
At 12:15 am, they were in high spirits, truly relieved, when both of their PDAs indicated they had an urgent incoming message. It was from Chase and it read, Meet me at CIAs special infirmary ASAP URGENT!.
FUCK! they both said, and they tossed some bills on the table and ran to Johns car. They made it there is record time and rushed to the patient intake area, hearing Chase before they even saw him because almost completely out of character he was yelling. How the FUCK did this happen?! How did you guys let him NEAR her for a moment let alone ASSIGN him as one of her two torturers?! His name was not on the information I was provided. And how did he get that abomination in the chambers for that matter?!
As Mason and John rounded the corner they saw Chase up in the face of what appeared to be a senior CIA official. Chase saw them and headed in their direction, tossing a parting shot over his shoulder, This isnt settled not by a long shot!
The subject of his ire responded, Hes dead shot through the head
I dont care if he was decapitated and his head put on a spike for all to see! This should NEVER have happened this isnt over!
By this point Masons and Johns hearts were both pounding in their chests, their faces marked with fear and questions. Chase said, Lets go in here so we can talk And he escorted them into an empty exam room. They clustered around the exam table and Chase looked at them.
Some genius made a last-minute substitution when one of the two assigned torturers got stuck in Bali and they replaced him with Bruce Hawkins!
Mason and John were dumbstruck but then said in unison. WHAT?!
Mason then said with barely contained rage in his voice, That piece of shit, cock-sucking scumbag was suspended from the roster indefinitely which was supposed to mean forever because he was such a twisted sadistic fuck!
I know! said Chase.
John found himself unable to speak for a moment. He couldnt help remembering how frightened Natalie had been and what had concerned her the most and then he remembered all the reasons Hawkins had essentially been banned. He was her living nightmare. John was now even more amazed shed lasted through the 48 hours for he was certain shed been through far worse than he or Mason had been. What happened something beyond his normal depravity did I hear correctly hes dead?
Chase sighed and the tension was working in his jaw as he tried to figure out how to even explain it That bastard managed to bring a cattle prod into the chamber
John and Mason rocked back on their heels. Chase continued. It was the final 10 minutes. She had been through the worst and we know at his hands what that meant Id gotten early reports that were amazingly complimentary it was supposed to be over for her and that animal fucking monster! he walked back in with a fucking cattle prod. She was asleep ten minutes left to go and he first blasted her in her stomach. Then
Chase had to stop for a moment to collect himself. Then he tried to penetrate her with it and shock her internally
MOTHERFUCKER! John said with a vehemence that made the veins in his neck and forehead bulge. Did he?!
Almost close, but it remained essentially external because his co-torturer rushed in and grabbed his arm, but the bastard was determined and in the end after warning him well the other guy, Franklin, had to shoot him in the head, dead, to get him to stop. That guy they need to study his brain or something because he was one of the most diseased pricks
Mason asked, Where is she. Is she OK?
The docs are checking her out shes in a lot of extra pain that she should not have experienced, obviously. She passed out from it and they quickly gave her some pretty powerful pain meds that also are sedatives. Shell be out of it until at least late morning or early afternoon.
Fucking prick bastard! Mason added to the list of epithets theyd levied against the now-dead Hawkins but nothing came close to being adequate.
John was trying to calm down, Whats going to be done about this?
I have a few key meetings set up tomorrow morning Im not just going to let this slide Chase said.
At that moment Dr. Crawford walked in. Gentlemen I was in the observation room when it happened I always try to be there at the end in the event an immediate psychiatric intervention is necessary I raced in when I heard her scream. I will say that before she passed out from the pain she did recognize me thats actually a positive. Her mind was still well, there Ill be back around later when shed awake to see how I can help
As Dr. Crawford was exiting the lead doctor treating Natalie entered. Gentlemen Ms. Buchanan is stable and heavily sedated. She has injuries consistent with what shes been through, but nothing life threatening shes a very strong young woman. Thankfully the well that final atrocious attempt on her was not successful in its ultimate goal her injuries, painful as they will be for a bit, are external and should have no lasting consequences I will say, though, that her overall injuries are among the worst Ive seen come out of these sessions it is a good thing someone put the man who did this down, or it would just have been a matter of time until he killed someone
Can we see her? John asked.
Yes go ahead she wont even notice anyway, but be calm, quiet she deserves that at this point, thats for sure.
Chase led the way and the three men stood around Natalies bed in deadly quiet and not just because of the doctors orders. Not even mostly because of the doctors orders. But because of the shock of seeing her, so beaten, small and fragile looking when the last time they had seen her shed been the epitome of lively, energetic college co-ed. Her face was bruised and swollen, her lip split but thankfully it had no wounds that would leave a permanent scar. They couldnt see the rest of her because she was tucked under a blanket, but their own bodies bore scars from their sessions the torturers were good about not leaving a lasting memento on the face, but the rest of the body did not emerge completely unscathed Each of them felt a searing guilt tighten their throats and seize their guts. They had ordered this be done and intellectually they knew it was the required decision, but seeing the consequences, and knowing how much more Natalie had suffered than she should have, when the standard repertoire was so bad it hit them hard.
Finally John said, Ill stay Ill sit with her until she comes to she she shouldnt be alone its my responsibility
Chase nodded, while Mason initially thought hed assert a desire to stay as well, but then he feared it might overwhelm Natalie. He knew his friend well enough to know that while his bark towards Natalie had been stronger than his own, so too was the level of guilt he was now assigning himself. So, Mason nodded and then asked quietly, Call us with any newsChase, can I grab a lift from you?
John pulled a chair up close to Natalies bed and sank into it wearily, watching her closely before drifting off to sleep. Several hours later he was awakened by the sounds of Natalie whimpering while in a semi-conscious state, crying over and over, No no no.. please.
John jumped up but was careful to approach her calmly, gently. He put his hands lightly on her face and said, softly, Natalie, youre OK its over its over no ones going to hurt you
She calmed at the touch of his hands, the sound of his voice, and then she slipped back into a deep sleep.
Several hours later Natalie awoke, and opened her eyes to find Johns intense blue gaze on her. She was still quite muddled and felt very heavy-limbed, but she realized her torture was all over and she felt a bone-deep sense of relief. She knew she was heavily medicated and was glad of it because she still felt some pain breaking through and couldnt imagine dealing with it right now without the aide of painkillers. It also insulated her to an important extent from some of her memories of what happened and the feelings associated with them. She was cognizant enough to know it would eventually all hit her but for now, she was just glad for everything to be over and for the drugs that were giving her some physical and emotional distance from her experience.
For some reason, it didnt surprise her to see him sitting there and he stood and moved close to her bed when he saw that she was awake. Hey Natalie
Hey John she said in a sleepy voice. She tried to move a bit and winced and he placed a gentle hand on her shoulder.
Dont try to move, Natalie Im Im so sorry about what happened to you, Natalie. That wasnt supposed to happen he crossed every line, but hell never ever hurt you again but you did so great amazing what you came through
Its all so fuzzy right now thank God for drugs better than whiskey
John smiled at her and said, Keep taking them for a while then Natalie, when reality sets in if you need to talk
She just nodded and drifted away on the cloud of numbness.
Mason came in shortly after and John told him shed awoken briefly, but had slipped away again. The doctor came in and told them he wanted to keep her over night to observe her and manage her pain intravenously for another 24 hours so shed sleep most of the day, evening and next morning away. John went home to get some sleep while Mason stayed by her bedside having a similar interaction with her as John before she again succumbed to her sedation.
Chapter 9
On Monday afternoon Natalie was released from hospital with her cover story about being in a car accident intact. She had taken a taxi back to campus since it would raise too many flags to accept a ride from Chase, John or Mason. Zoe wanted to pull her into a hug, but was afraid to hurt her. Natalie gave her a smile and then said she was exhausted and needed to go lie down. Reality was most definitely setting in. She was in significant pain and her mind was replaying snippets of what happened to her and then her nerve endings were clamoring in corresponding places. It had shocked her deeply when shed taken an inventory of her body her face was a mess, though shed been assured it would all disappear without a trace. She had so many bruises, welts, and some cuts over the rest of her she thought shed even found a burn or two and her breasts were particularly bad. She shut her mind down when it tried to recreate the events that had led to their condition. A plastic surgeon had visited her prior to her departure from the hospital, and she didnt believe Natalie would be scarred on her breasts either at least not more than a hairline mark on the side of her right breast almost undetectable. Almost. She would have a scar, most likely, on her shoulder, and one on her right thigh but, again, small tokens, nothing that would truly mar her. Her worst marks were welts on her back from being whipped but, again the plastic surgeon said they would fade. Apparently the bastard whod led her torture knew which tools to use to maximize pain but minimize lasting damage. She knew the biggest injuries were not physical and shed just have to wait and see how those were going to heal. She didnt have much time for that process to take place
Her most painful injuries were from the cattle prod her stomach and between her legs. It made it hard to move without wincing standing, sitting, coughing, almost every motion hurt. She was sure laughing would be excruciating, but thought there was precious little danger of her doing that. Hopefully it wouldnt be too long before that pain faded. She took two pills and curled in a ball in her bed and let them take her away again. Tomorrow shed have to try to get by without them because she had to resume her studies, and Wednesday night she would be back to work at The Brazen Head, but for now, she was surrendering herself over to them she had a final thought of the old Pink Floyd song where they sang about being comfortably numb boy were they ever geniuses...
Natalie got a decent amount of studying done the next day, subsisting on Advil for her pain management needs. She felt better Wednesday each day she physically made a recovery leap forward but she felt a lingering sadness, almost a state of ennui, punctuated by stabs of angst, uneasiness, apprehension, dread, and anger various levels of emotional intensity depending on the moment, but they all added up to the fact that she was struggling. She wasnt incapacitated, but it was an ongoing battle not to crumble. Shed become accustomed to the pain and it was manageable what threatened to take her down were the regular flashes of memory, and remembering the feeling of her torturers hands on her particularly that bastard Hawkins. She was honestly glad hed been blown away, and that made her wonder if her humanity had taken a blow.
She felt her spirits lift a bit when she walked into The Brazen Head. She had enjoyed working there and the energy of the place communicated itself to her and buoyed her. Her co-workers were all very solicitous of her after her accident and she was assigned fewer tables than normal. She was almost able to walk at normal speed, with a normal gait almost. Every now and again shed wince if she moved too quickly. Of course it was in one of those relatively seldom moments that John and Mason walked in and saw her. She looked at them and could see their guilt and regret on their faces, and she was surprised because while a kernel of her was touched, she felt a healthy dose of anger, too. What the hell had they expected? Plus, it had been her damn job she wasnt some child that needed to be treated with kid gloves. She was one of them or trying to be
They sat at one of her tables, as always, and she walked over to them, trying with everything in her to clamp down on her pain and walk smoothly.
Hey, guys. You want your usual Harps? Her tone was as it always was, and she forced a smile on her face though not one that was overdone, she thought.
They looked closely at her and could see that she was fronting. That wasnt surprising, but it didnt reduce how badly they felt about what shed been through. It was as if she had pulled a shutter down over her eyes and they were getting a robotic version of who shed been not the vibrant young woman whod been so open. Still, it was no small thing that she was doing as well as she was so soon after at least physically
They hadnt answered her and she was growing irritated with their scrutiny so she said with an edge, Well?
Mason said, Sure Natalie, two Harps.
She forgot herself for a moment and whirled around for a quick departure and immediately stopped dead with a gasp of pain. John was on his feet and in front of her, grasping her arms, a pained expression on his face, as he asked, Are you OK?
She gave a small, mirthless laugh and said, Outstanding! Why wouldnt I be? and then pushed past him to get their beers.
John sat back down and said, Shit, Mason just, fucking shit. Thats all Ive got
Very eloquent and apt. Shes struggling not just physically
I know and that is normal the issue is how badly and whether she can work through it or if it will take her down and theres almost no way to know until well, we know until we see what happens but she seems very brittle like she can snap at any time. You can feel her pulsing with it or am I imagining it?
No, youre right. Should we force the issue make her confront it? Bottling it up is what takes so much energy and makes it all harder in the end
John sighed, I dont know we might have to, but maybe its too soon I mean, it hasnt been that long maybe we need to be a bit more patient and give her a break I think I think we might be itching to push her through it for our own benefit more than hers its hard to see her like this
Its a killer. But some of that is because of how effective she was establishing her cover. We still see her as college co-ed Natalie John, shes a professional agent would we be this way about anyone else?
Anyone else her age? Anyone who went through the extra added horror of Bruce Hawkins ? Id like to think so but, maybe we wouldnt feel quite so badly wed have more distance from it
Natalie returned with their drinks and took their standard food order, then went to sit behind the bar for a bit. She couldnt bring herself to banter with them theyd just have to deal with that. She could feel their eyes on her periodically, but didnt make eye contact. When she saw their glasses were almost empty she walked over with refills, and before she could walk away John asked, Natalie, have you talked with Dr. Crawford at all or made an appointment?
No, I, I havent felt like I need to
Well, you might be surprised
Look, unless youre ordering me to go, then Ill exercise my right not to. So, is it an order? She stared at him defiantly.
John said softly, No, it isnt at least not yet, but if I feel
Gotcha. If you, in your infinite wisdom, feel you know better what I need than I do, then youll let me know. Fine. She turned carefully and walked away.
John glanced at Mason and the latter said, Well, anger can be a good thing can start the ball rolling. She has plenty to be mad about.
Yeah, and I seem to be a convenient focal point, thats for sure
Goes with the job, boss
John just rubbed his face. Before they could say another word they heard Natalies raised voice from across the room, Keep you damn hands to yourself you stupid bastard! She was addressing a drunken lout whod obviously tried to paw her and for his troubles she then up-ended a beer over his head. Her boss stepped in and said quietly, Natalie, why dont you go in the back and cool off for bit and she didnt argue, just stalked in a fashion to the back room
Lets go, John said, and he and Mason followed her.
When Natalie saw them walking in the back room she rolled her eyes, Look, the guy was just an ass and I shut him down no big deal I dont need the cavalry to ride to the rescue
Natalie, John began quietly, I think you know that how youre feeling right now isnt really about that drunken idiot
Oh, again because you know me so well is this where you try to handle me, John? Talk softly and make no sudden moves while you try to get me to do what you want?
I think its clear you need to talk about
And why would I want to talk about it? That means Id have to remember it and that is the last thing I want to do
Mason stood back to let John lead this discussion, but would be ready to break in if needed.
I get that, Natalie, I do but, in fact, the thing you may MOST need to do is remember and talk about it to try to get past it
Well, I disagree its over its done, lets move on
You may think you can do that, but itll be there under the surface like leaving a bullet inside you really cant you need to extract it talk about
Jesus, AGAIN with the talking about it trust me, I dont see any benefit to it. It was horrifying and degrading enough to go through it let alone chatting about it with you two!
Natalie
Damn it you are relentless!
John was getting angry now, Because its important! You might not see that but I do this is something I DO know from personal experience
She took a step towards him and he was surprised by the flash of fury that visited her face, Personal experience?! Oh, really. Fine then. FINE! Lets talk about our shared experience shall we? Lets start with how you felt when YOUR torturer finger fucked you! How did THAT make YOU feel?! Didnt work too well for me in fact Im pretty sure I vomited on him which he didnt like too much actually, I think thats when he split my lip open!
She had been left to spew on for a moment because John and Mason were so fundamentally stunned by what shed revealed. Finally John recovered enough to speak but the shock was evident in his voice, Natalie that wasnt supposed
So are you saying you dont believe me? That I made it up or imagined it in some state of delirium?!
No! Not at all, its just that wasnt he wasnt
Yeah, well, he wasnt supposed to use a cattle prod either. Apparently that sick fuck missed a few memos or disregarded them. How lucky for me that they got him to fill in, huh?
Natalie Im sor-
If you say youre sorry right now Im going to hit you. I dont want your pity and I dont need you feeling all guilty, because I am not some college girl, Im an agent who went through routine training that morphed into something else but unless that was you in the room doing that to me, itisnt on you. I dont need your pity or your guilt I really just need you to leave me alone to deal with this my way
Her words were gritty but her body was clearly shaking right now. John wanted to challenge her words but knew it would be better for him to back off right now. He and Mason locked eyes and their years of experience together enabled them to communicate with a meaningful look and a small nod.
John said quietly, I uh, I have to go check in Ill see you in a few minutes
John retreated from the room, closing the door behind him. He was still floored by her revelation and angry about it, but also about how this situation had just played out. And that really bothered him. He and Mason had a long-established practice in which, when necessary, John would be the bad cop and Mason the good cop. He had always relished his role since it suited him better he knew he had more of an overt edge than Mason. He also knew that for all Masons more open and friendly demeanor, he was in some ways much more dangerous to cross than John. Mason regularly traded on that misconception to his advantage, and in their work it benefited John as well. But for the first time he was bothered by being the bad cop. He decided not to even think about all the reasons why that might be better that than getting down to the crux of the matter
John pulled out his phone and dialed Chase who thankfully answered after two rings. Chase, its McBain weve got to get a look at Natalies tape. He did things other things he shouldnt have shes really struggling and we need to know exactly how bad it got and what we might be up against as she tries to get past it.. and then we might need to make sure that more heads roll because someone should have stopped him much sooner
Chase said nothing for a moment and then just sighed and said hed get right on it. John went to the bar for another beer.
As soon as the door had closed Natalie had turned to Mason with a small smirk on her face and said, So, let me guess youre the good cop you just stood quietly in the background and now youre going to try to finesse me
Mason smiled broadly at her because she was as sharp as they came. She had him dead to rights. What can I say, Buchanan, Im busted. But and I think deep down you know this we really are trying to help, and honestly I am so sor
What did I just say?!
Natalie, it isnt about pity! Cant we just feel badly yes, SORRY that something horrible happened to you?
Mason the whole torture thing is horrible. Everyone goes through horrible. So a few bonus features were tossed in for me probably just a marginal difference in the end
Not necessarily an extra whipping is a bit different than what you described
Natalie was cursing herself because she was losing her anger a bit and she so desperately needed it as her armor. She bit the inside of her still-sore lip to rekindle it a bit and said sharply, I am not talking about this, Mason. Im just not. Not to John who tried to bully it out of me or you whos trying to coax it out Talking isnt what I want or need
So what do you need? What do you want?
To be left alone!
Really left alone with all the rage you have right now? Because you do, right? You are so furious right now you are actually pulsating with it. It is alive in you. Isnt that right, darlin?
Yes Im angry! Should that surprise anyone? That what I really want she cut herself off.
What what do you want? Mason had gotten very close to her and when she didnt answer goaded her again, Tell me what you want, Natalie? What? WHAT?!
To fucking HIT someone to beat the ever-living SHIT out of someone, OK? THATS what I want. Im sorry that rat-bastard is dead because if he wasnt Id find him and beat him to death!
Mason stepped back a bit but was only partially surprised at her vehement response it was actually what hed hoped for. Then he said very softly, Then hit me
She looked at him like hed lost his mind, What?!
Hit me go ahead pretend Im him!
She turned to walk away from him, Youre insane. Im not hitting you
Mason stepped around in front of her and said, Do it damn it hit me you know you want to hit someone, why not me
NO!
Damn it Buchanan fucking hit me thats an order!
NO!
What are you afraid? Too weak a little girl after all?
She snapped and began to pummel him and he let her for a moment before trying to fight her off a bit, but he didnt want to hurt her. She upped the ante and was fighting in earnest and he finally grabbed her upper arms and pushed her up against the wall, his body pressed along hers. Then in a move that shocked them both, Natalie reached up and put her hands around the back of his head and forced his mouth down over hers. Mason was stunned into inaction for a moment, but she was insistent and they had worked up so much emotion and intensity that in a second hed wound his arms around her and deepened the kiss so that their tongues were battling for supremacy. Natalie was not thinking at all she was grasping for anything that would blunt her anger and divert her attention from all she didnt want to remember. The hard imprint of Masons body along hers, and the heat of his mouth were serving nicely in that capacity.
John walked into the room and stood rooted to the spot, stunned speechless. This was certainly the day for surprises. Then in a voice laden with barely controlled anger he said, What the fuck do you think youre doing?!
Mason and Natalie broke apart and they were both mortified and shocked at their own behavior. Mason took a step forward and said, John, I
You what?! THIS is how you handle this shes four days out of torture and you try to help her by sticking your tongue down her throat?!
Natalie felt horrible guilt wash over her, she felt ashamed at her behavior, It was me it was my fault
He looked at her and saw those emotions playing across her face. He was trying with everything in himself to maintain his cool and to be reasonable to remember the often crazy reactions people had to the experience shed just been through anger was a huge part and that often went hand in glove with a sexual intensity too but walking in and seeing them like that. and Mason he was a 37 year old experienced agent John looked again at Natalie and realized that her lip was bleeding, her wound there broken open again by the kiss. He turned to Mason and said curtly, Go get a towel and some ice.
Mason knew John well enough to know it was best he say nothing and just go with it right now. John was a good friend and they would talk about this but he was also his boss and Mason knew hed have to answer for his behavior, or at least try to explain it
John said nothing to Natalie in the tense and awkward minute that it took Mason to return. He barely even looked at her. Then in almost a repeat of the night theyd saved her in this very room from Rocco, he stepped over to her and held an ice cube on her lip, shaking his head at her a little bit, but his expression had a tinge of humor now.
He said softly, You may be the death of me, Buchanan Im not going to push you any more for now I know it hasnt been that long since your sessions ended. But I may yet require you to go to Dr. Crawford, and the only way you can refuse is if you step down from this case.
Their eyes had been locked on each other and she knew better than to argue at this point, so she merely nodded. Then she moved her hand up to take the ice cube from him, feeling a surge of energy when their hands touched. I have to get back outside she said quietly.
She left and John and Mason stood facing each other for a moment. Before Mason could speak John said, I get it, OK. I do. Lets just lets just forget it but you need to be prepared next time, if there is a next time, and not let it happen. It is wrong on every level especially given whats prompting it
Mason nodded and they headed back into the bar, settled their bill and left.
Chapter 10
The next several days went uneventfully, which to Natalie was a godsend. She had worked Friday and Saturday nights at The Brazen Head, but John and Mason were both on duty so she didnt have to worry about seeing them. She was dreading their next meeting since she was still so mortified at her own behavior. She now had yet more to purge from her mind like she hadnt had enough already. First was how it felt to kiss Mason and have his body pressed up against hers she had felt his arousal become quite evident before they were interrupted and she blushed at that memory since that second encounter with his erect manhood had simply reinforced what shed learned the first time, namely that he was definitely in proportion to the rest of his body. But the thing that kept flashing up more frequently was the look on Johns face and her feeling that she had somehow cheated on him and that errant thought had caught her flat-footed. Yes, that was a thought that needed to be purged as well. She decided to chalk it all up to torture-induced lunacy.
She was physically feeling much better and was pleasantly surprised at how quickly her visible wounds were fading. She had grown tired of talking about her car accident to fellow students and her professors, but soon it would all be behind her. Mentally and emotionally she was still having some bad moments mixed plentifully among her good ones. John had been right it was a shocking revelation to experience how much pain another human could willfully inflict on you, and it had been clear throughout how much Hawkins had enjoyed it. She felt a deep sadness because she knew she was changed it was like a veil of innocence had been ripped from her eyes. She had intellectually known that evil existed in this world and that people hurt and killed others, but it was entirely different when it was done to you and became an intimate part of your own history. The hardest part, however, was exactly what shed feared the sexually-charged actions that hinted at rape, especially because Hawkins had so egregiously crossed that line sometimes flashes of those moments would play in her mind like some hideous infinite loop and it transformed her whole experience from something horrible to something sordid. It made her feel dirty, marked by his depravity rather than simply beaten.
Natalie almost laughed at how ridiculous it was to think that shed be perfectly fine if shed only been beaten to within an inch of her life. She shook her head as if to clear it and continued getting dressed it was Monday morning and Chase had summoned her to a meeting with himself, John and Mason. She was going to have to dress as a college student today because she had a tight class schedule, so she pulled on jeans, boots and a blue sweater and called it a day.
The three men were already in the room when she got there, and she slid into a seat beside Chase again after tossing out a generic Hello and not spending too much time on eye contact.
John was glad to see how much her wounds at least the physical ones had healed.
Chase got started. OK, we are only two weeks away until the end of school, and then 10 days after that the first leg of the tour begins a week long journey across Canada. As you all know, the President is trying to shore up some bruised relations with our neighbors to the north who perhaps rightfully so feel we dont appreciate them and give them as much attention as we should. That should be decently easy sailing for us - but of course we cant assume anything. Lets not forget that a terrorist was on his way from Canada to bomb LAX at the turn of the millennium. One thing I have given a lot of thought to is how to ensure that there is ample communication with Natalie without raising a red flag. And then I got to thinking that it was more about not raising the wrong type of red flag Our research has also found that chatter has increased on the topic of Secret Service practices we are being watched for actions and responses. We have to assume that that means our team especially. So that gave me an idea I put two and two together and came up with a way to use their scrutiny to throw them off the track about Natalie while also opening an effective communication channel
How? John asked.
Our young co-ed Natalie is going to develop a crush on one of you two fine gentlemen, and she will begin to flirt. That will be over the next couple of weeks while were still in town. Then she will up her approach in Canada and by the end of that trip a highly inappropriate, clandestine relationship will have burgeoned between the First Daughters friend and one of the lead agents protecting the First Family.
John, Mason and Natalie all looked surprised and more than a little uncomfortable. Mason said, Chase
Now hear me out we all know that the most secure mode of communication is in person, one-on-one, assuming there are no listening devices, which we constantly sweep for. You two carry devices for just that purpose. It also makes sense to have the most direct line of communication possible between the top echelon of the PPD and our undercover asset Natalie. She will need updates, and will also have observations to share with us, but we are being watched. It will raise all sorts of flags and questions if Natalie is regularly seen alone in the company of the Secret Service when, lets face it, shell be one of the least important members of the entourage. But if we give them another reason to explain the regular contact and its clandestine nature well then we are hiding in plain sight and further solidifying Natalies cover. So, by the time you return from Canada a torrid affair will have commenced and will require regular meetings in hotel rooms and the hotel will switch all the time, even here in DC. So, which one of you is our co-ed going to fall for?
Natalie was studying the table at this point, mortified. John and Mason looked at each other and said nothing for a moment, but John flashed on what hed walked in on the other night and felt a spurt of anger work its way through him. He said in as even a tone as he could manage, Since Im team lead, it might as well be me then he couldnt quite help himself when he added, And therell be no danger of ME forgetting myself and that this is for show only.
John saw the spark of anger in Masons eyes at that barb, but Mason said nothing. What John didnt realize was that it also came out in a way that could be perceived as an insult towards Natalie and she certainly took it as one. She pointedly let her gaze fall as if she was looking at his lower half under the table with a smirk on her face and he and Mason knew she was thinking of their fight session. She said, Oh, you wont forget yourself? Youre totally immune to me, huh? Well, good, because theres no danger of ME forgetting myself either but my question is, will anyone believe it. I mean, arent you a little old for me?
Masons mouth twitched in response to this while now the spark of anger moved into Johns eyes as he said, I am the same age as Mason.
To which Natalie snidely responded, Age is more than a number, John
Chase had watched all this unfold with a mix of amusement and curiosity because clearly he had missed something but frankly he didnt want know. He just wanted everyone on the same page. All right, enough. It makes sense for it to be John and by the way, Natalie, plenty of women of all ages have found him irresistible when he isnt acting like a humorless bureaucrat. Its settled and you two better play your parts believably or we will ALL be in trouble. Start flirting over the next few weeks most of that will be on you, Natalie, in the beginning. So, whenever John and Mason are on-duty in your presence, or at The Brazen Head, start the groundwork. John, you should look like youre flattered and find her cute in a cute kid kind of way, but that you are determined to play by the rules. Of course, it will get tougher and tougher and towards the end of your stay in Canada, you succumb and youll do your first hotel rendezvous during which you can do a full Canadian de-brief. Then when you return to DC, we have a week before the next leg and youll meet in a hotel for a planning meeting. It is OK for you two to be seen engaging in inappropriate behavior the odd kiss or something and Im sure youll be professional enough to get past any awkwardness. Just try not to let any of the other agents see you because Id rather not have to try to deal with their complaints without really dealing with themany questions?
John and Natalie just shook their heads as their angry eyes locked.
Good. Now, on to something that I wanted to update you on regarding what happened during Natalies torture sessions Chase said with a serious note in his voice.
Natalie felt her stomach spasm but tried to keep her features impassive.
Chase continued, At least three others have been given lengthy suspensions on further examination of this situation the co-torturer and the two people in the monitoring booth. As soon as Hawkins began to deviate from what was carefully spelled out in the guidelines he should have been shut down and those other three had a responsibility to do that. When we reviewed the footage, Natalie, it was clear he crossed that line so early and then so often and I am so, so sor
Natalies blood had run cold and she broke in, Who watched the footage?
Chase could see she had gone deathly pale and he cursed himself because he realized he may have made a huge blunder letting her know that they had all seen what had happened to her. But he felt he owed her the truth now so he answered softly, The three of us, Natalie we needed to make sure that people were punished, and know what youd been through, so we could be prepared if you needed help or our understanding
She said nothing, she just looked stricken. She said quietly, almost to herself, Oh God I cant believe you saw that then she swallowed hard and said, I need I need a minute... and bolted from the room.
Natalies skin had grown clammy but she felt hot, feverish. She raced into the ladies room and leaned over the sink with her head in her hands. She wanted to be sick but hadnt yet eaten today, so it wasnt much of an option. She wet a paper towel and dabbed her face with its soothing dampness. She felt like hiding for the rest of her life rather than face them knowing they had seen her degradation. It had been such a deeply personal experience that she felt violated all over again to think of them witnessing it being done. She almost laughed when she realized she would have preferred it if theyd walked in on her having sex with someone or seen a tape of that than the endless hours of what that animal had done to her body. She hated that they now knew everything that had been done to her, blow by blow, and how she had reacted. Yet she knew it shouldnt come as such a shock that they might have seen it she hadnt given it much thought but it should have dawned one her that her sessions would be taped like the others had.
After Natalie fled the three men were quiet. They knew what she was feeling because they had been through torture and it was a personal experience that revealed so much about a person in their reactions, in what they brought out in their torturers. Plus there was the fact that through much of it the subjects were stripped naked so they were physically, emotionally and mentally on display for all to see. And they knew that Natalies situation was worse because of the different ways the women were tortured than the men and the fact that Hawkins had gone so much further than appropriate. Finally John said quietly, Ill go find her
Natalie was exiting the restroom as John walked by and they stood looking at each other wordlessly for what seemed like an infinitely long sixty seconds. John thought she looked vulnerable and haunted, and she had instinctively wound her arms around her body in a protective move. She saw a softness in his eyes shed never seen before, and it defused her anger, but that also made her feel like she could much more easily lose it and she was almost desperate not to especially in front of him.
John said softly, Come take a walk with me and she nodded and began to follow him. They left the building and walked side by side towards a plaza, neither saying a word. The fresh air and the act of walking were helping Natalie, and she had a sneaking suspicion John had known they would. When they reached a bench John sat down and Natalie followed suit, and they looked straight ahead at a fountain, apparently both finding it incredibly interesting.
Eventually John spoke. The footage of my torture sessions was shown to ten key Senators and the heads of the FBI, CIA and Secret Service. I almost quit over it and that was after Id talked myself out of gutting Chase like a fish. And I consider him a friend.
Natalie turned to look at John and he shifted so he could meet her gaze, which clearly held emotion and questions, and he continued. We dont sign releases, right? Its understood that the footage is highly confidential yet it is used for training and explaining what goes on to the select group of people in the know. I was one of the earliest to go through this expanded form of torture preparation, so it made sense that my footage was used. Intellectually I got that, but frankly Natalie it felt like a complete violation of, well, me. Who I am. Im not even sure where I read it, but someone said that the relationship between a torturer and his subject is perhaps the most intimate one there is I thought that sounded idiotic until I went through it myself. And thats what made it so hard. But what was done TO me isnt who I AM and it isnt you. And it is so much worse in your case because you ended up with Hawkins and he crossed the line but let me just assure you, that we understand we watched the footage with nothing but empathy for you because we had all been through our own sessions Of course we also were enraged and, Natalie, it is right that action be taken against those who were involved. The standard sessions are bad enough and I know youll want to hit me but I AM more sorry than I can tell you that this happened to you, and that I had a hand in it
Her eyes had remained locked on his face the entire time, and he could see they had brightened as tears had gathered, but they did not fall. When he was done she said quietly, I dont want to hit you. And I appreciate your sharing what happened to you I need to keep reminding myself that you all do understand. Its just well I came out of it wanting to crawl inside myself and pull the covers uphide
Go into a cave and lick your wounds he replied with a soft smile.
She nodded.
Natalie, it makes perfect sense that your gut reaction is to pull back and think you have to do this on your own but you dont. If you want to talk about it, any of the three of us would be happy to listen. If you dont want to talk hey, I get that. Ive talked more about my own experience to you these past several days than I have in the 10 years since I went through my own torture. But the one thing you dont need to do is put on some brave face and pretend it didnt impact you. It had to have deeply. And you arent alone in that.
A single tear rolled down her cheek and without conscious thought Johns hand reached up and he wiped it away with his finger. She gave him a tremulous smile and took a deep breath.
John nodded and asked, You ready to head back?
Yeah and thanks, John. It helped.
They walked in companionable silence back to the conference room. Chase and Mason looked at the with neutral expressions and they discussed a few more tour destinations before Natalie had to leave for class. She left in better spirits than shed arrived and was grateful for that.
Chapter 11
On Wednesday night John and Mason walked into The Brazen Head and claimed their usual table. Natalie saw them enter and steeled her nerves because it was time to start the flirtation as Chase had instructed and shed decided she was going to do her best to rattle John for real. As much as they had ended on a good note the other day, his assertion that he was in no danger of forgetting himself with her still rankled especially because his body had most definitely been asserting something else quite forcefully between her legs when hed landed there. She felt herself flush at the memory he certainly gave Mason a run for his money in that department and instead focused on how fun it would be to try to prove him wrong. Not that shed actually go there nor would he but that didnt mean she couldnt get him to WANT to go there if things were different. Shed even tried to dress the part a black and white plaid pleated mini-skirt with her tight black work t-shirt, white knee socks and black penny loafers. She looked like a Catholic school girl gone astray. Her outfit made her more nervous than anything because it was not the way she usually dressed at all. Shed made sure that between her socks and the mid-thigh length of her skirt there was only so far she was willing to go that her fading bruises and cuts were hidden.
She sauntered up to their table and had to hide a smirk at their expressions yes, they were definitely taking in her outfit. She walked up to them and then moved closer to John, standing to the side of him while she placed her hand on his shoulder and asked softly, What can I get you boys She felt John start a bit when her hand met his shoulder and Mason noticed it because he grinned broadly and winked at her. He had been more than a little pissed at John for his comment about not forgetting himself, and also for taking this part of the assignment because Mason was sure hed have enjoyed it. But he realized it might actually be more fun watching Natalie fuck with John because he wasnt immune that was for sure.
Before John or Mason could answer, Natalie looked up to see Rocco walking in with a bunch of his buddies and she took an instinctive step closer to John. He had seen Rocco as well and locked his eyes on him as had Mason whod turned around in his seat. Rocco tried to stare them down but it was clear he was more than a little afraid of them. His eyes traveled up and down Natalies body and also noted how closely she was standing to John who moved his arm around her, resting his hand on her hip in a possessive gesture as he said, his voice a low thrum, You know what I like, Natalie
At the heat of his hand on her and the sound of his voice, Natalies attention was immediately diverted from Rocco and she was now looking at John. She swallowed and said, Yeah coming right up and headed quickly to the bar to get two Harps. She realized a potentially fatal flaw in her plan shed forgotten how much he could rattle her. She was just going to have to stay on the offensive to keep the upper hand. If he turned the tables on her shed be in big trouble but she didnt see that as likely
She brought them their Harps but this time stayed centered on their table rather than closer to John. Burgers and fries?
As always, darlin Mason said.
Natalie could feel Roccos eyes boring into her but she ignored him thankfully his table was not in her section. She went to place their order and then waited on a few other tables. When their order was up she brought it over and then asked if they needed a refill yet on their beers.
Not yet, Natalie but keep an eye on us, will you? John asked.
Count on it. Then she leaned over and wiped her thumb across his upper lip as his eyes widened. She stepped back and purred, You had some foam on your lip And with that she turned and walked away.
Mason snickered and John shot him a death stare.
Over the next ten days Natalie kept up this subtle pressure and sometimes John would play a long, but just a bit. Anyone watching them would see she had an interest in him even when he came to campus one afternoon she had flirted with him, straightening his tie, dusting imaginary lint off his shoulder. Of course she did this when she was in a tank and shorts for good measure.
Mason informed John that his theme song should be The Polices Dont Stand So Close to Me and again hed received the death stare.
Soon, the end of the school year was upon them. Zoe was moving back to the White House, and she had pushed and prodded Natalie until shed accepted the invitation to summer there as well. As she had persuasively noted it made sense since they were seldom going to be in DC anyway why take an apartment. The President and First Lady had been thrilled shed have a friend there too. Natalie had harbored an irrational hope that shed be able to return to her own apartment, which she dearly loved, but it would completely work against her cover, so she put it out of her head.
The final Friday of the final week of school after exams were over the fraternity Lambda Chi Alpha was having their annual blow out Spring Fling, and Natalie and Zoe were attending. It was going to be a total headache for the Secret Service and John and Mason were going to be there and personally oversee the team which would number 8 agents in total, not counting Natalie, of course. She knew it would also be a good opportunity to unabashedly flirt with John she could pretend to be buzzed, though shed be drinking club soda or water only, and let loose a little bit. Her plan informed her wardrobe choice as did Zoes own selections and Natalie donned a tight black t-shirt and black cotton twill mini skirt that highlighted the taut curve of her bottom. She wore wedge sandals, pulled her hair up in a messy pony tail, made her make-up heavier and then put on big gold hoop earrings to finish her look. She almost wished she could have worn her black halter top, but the markings from the whip had not faded enough for that.
There was a crush of people at the party and to talk to anyone you had to stand incredibly close to them. Zoe had promised shed cooperate with her security detail and she did remain with them as long as Natalie promised not to go too far. She had spotted John and Mason working the perimeter and excused herself for a moment, claiming she had to use the restroom. She was halfway to them when Rocco stepped in front of her.
Hey dollface, you look hot how about we pick up where we left off He had clearly been drinking heavily.
Oh, you mean with you hitting me and threatening to rape me no thanks. Just get out of my way or I may just call on my friends for some help. Rocco followed her gaze and turned to see John and Mason staring daggers at him, then Mason smiled wickedly and gave him a little wave. Not surprisingly Rocco let Natalie pass, though he kept his eyes glued to her. She walked slowly up to the two men, swaying her hips, and said, Hey guys dont you look good in your civilian clothes doesnt it feel good to break loose a little bit get out of the stuffy, boring suits and live a little maybe remember your own college days were you bad boys? She said all this while shed gotten quite close to John, reaching up to straighten the collar on his white oxford button down that hed paired with faded jeans, the neck open and sleeves rolled up to reveal quite a bit of his tanned, muscular forearms. As shed stood on tip-toe to reach his collar her breasts had pressed against his chest and theyd both inhaled a bit more air than usual at that contact. Mason put on his best stone face, but was enjoying it all immensely. Natalie ran her fingertip down Johns throat and he narrowed his eyes at her, but then thought hed have a little fun of his own. He moved both his hands to the places where her waist curved into her hips and he said close to her ear, his warm breath raising the hairs on her neck, Im not sure we had girls like you when I was in school, Natalie you could almost make a man forget himself.almost Then he used his hands to gently but firmly push her away. She playfully pouted at him and then said, See ya! and headed back to Zoe.
The next two hours passed uneventfully. Natalie tried to throw herself into the fun and danced a good bit with Zoe. She made a point of chatting with John and Mason a few times, but didnt want to overdo it either. The only fly in the ointment was Rocco, since he seemed to spend his entire evening staring at her and it made her very uncomfortable. She was parched and headed towards the bar to get a club soda. A girl she knew peripherally from one of her classes was manning the bar along with a couple of the fraternity brothers. Natalie thought she was actually friends with Rocco which was a head-scratcher, but different strokes
What can I get you? she asked Natalie with a sour look on her face.
Do you have water or club soda?
No club soda, princess, just water
With a raised eyebrow Natalie said, That would be fine, thanks.
At that moment Natalie heard Zoe yell from across the room WooHoo, Natalie! Come on back and dance, girl! and she turned to look at her, laughing. When she faced the bar again her water was waiting along with the bitchy girl (Natalie thought her name might be Marty) who asked, Anything else?
No, thanks.
Marty sneered at Natalie and turned away.
Fifteen minutes later Natalie knew she had a major problem. She was simultaneously experiencing hot and cold flashes, which was an incredibly odd experience. She was nauseated and her movements were becoming sluggish - her motor skills were definitely way off. She felt disoriented, almost like she was drunk, but at the same time part of her brain remained active and aware. John she thought. She had to get to him But the drowsiness that was overtaking her was making it hard to keep her eyes focused to find him. Finally she spotted him, cursing fate for how far away he seemed. She set towards him with as much purpose as she could muster.
John spotted her when she was about five feet away and knew immediately something was very wrong. He had just seen her 15 minutes before and shed been perfectly fine and lucid. He rushed towards her and she collapsed against him saying with slurred words, I.. some one thingmy drink water He pulled her back from him, holding her face in both his hands, You think someone slipped something in your drink? By this point Mason had reached them and heard what shed said. He and John exchanged concerned looks because it looked like that was exactly what had happened.
Im going to get her out of here take her back to the dorm and sit with herwatch her and see if I need to take her to the ER
OK, Ill cover it here tell Zoe and the others she took ill
Chapter 12
By the time John got Natalie back to the dorm he had to carry her from the car she seemed like she was severely intoxicated. Her face was buried in his neck, her arms hanging loosely and every now and again shed moan. He brought her into her room and put her down, wanting to see if she could stand at all. Keeping her up and active was likely the better way to go than letting her fall asleep. Technically she stood but her legs werent particularly solid underneath her and she leaned against John to hold herself up. He pulled away and held her upper arms tight and shook her a little to see if he could rouse her. Her head lolled back some and she did open her eyes and whispered, John
Natalie Im sure youve been drugged. What are you feeling?
Hot but cold she bobbled a bit and he tightened his arms. So tired so tired queasy
Do you think you need to be sick?
She shook her head with far more force than was necessary and her whole upper body moved with it. Then she fell against him and tried to put her arms around him and he put his around her to hold her up. So tired and she buried her head in his chest. He moved her towards her bed and gently sat her down.
Natalie sit here a second, Im going to get a cool cloth or somethingand some water for you to drink
Kay she said sleepily.
Natalie was struck by an urgent need to be cooler and to get into bed to sleep. In her drugged state her mind wasnt exactly processing the most appropriate way to go about it with John around, so she went on automatic pilot. First things first though her ponytail felt too tight and was giving her a headache so she pulled the rubber band out of it, wincing from the pain of her less than gentle action. Then she yanked her t-shirt over her head, weaving side to side while sitting on the bed, and flung it behind her. She sighed at the coolness of the air conditioning on her skin shed felt so hot but now was shivering. Next, she tried to reach around and unhook her bra, but when that required too much coordination she pulled the straps down her arms and stood shakily to push it down her hips but it got stuck on her skirt. Since that had to go too, she opened the button and zipper of her skirt and began to push that down over her hips and thighs, her bra going along for the ride. When it fell down around her ankles she tried to lean down to push it off her feet, but they were firmly planted on the floor. So, she then tried to pick her feet up out of it, and kick it off her them which proved far too much for her drug-addled coordination and she fell in a heap onto the floor.
She started to crawl to the armchair across the room to hoist herself up shed forgotten the bed behind her and that is how John found her when he came rushing back in response to the sound of her falling: crawling in an ungainly fashion across the room with only her panties on. He stood in shock for a moment and then just had to laugh. This was just too much. But it was also funny as hell on some level. Better to focus on the humor and not her naked body itself.
He walked over to her and his feet must have come into view because she looked up at him and then sat back on the floor, trying to steady herself on her hands that she planted on the floor behind her. He shook his head and then leaned down to help her up, steeling his nerves and trying to avert his eyes as he grabbed her all-but-naked form.
What are you doing, Natalie?
She leaned against him again, her head in his chest, and said, Too hot tired sleep
OK, right. Well, where are your pajamas?
She just shook her head against his chest.
What do you wear to bed, Natalie?
She giggled and said, Noth nothing Prompting him to release a deep sigh which in turn pulled another giggle from Natalie.
Well, what about a t-shirt or something just for tonight?
Too hot
He could feel that her skin was quite warm, though she also seemed to be shivering from cold. He wondered if she might have been given Rohypnol since one of the symptoms was simultaneous hot and cold flashes. That thought sobered him up as he realized that whoever was responsible likely had some plans for her thank goodness shed remained cognizant enough to find him before someone else had gotten to her in this state. He also became aware that as he held her to him, with his hands on her back, he could feel the fading welts and scars on it. Now he was angry at Hawkins and whoever had tried to render her incapacitated for whatever horror theyd planned to visit upon her. Without giving it conscious thought, he began to softly rub his fingertips over her back in a gesture of comfort, and she snuggled closer to him, this time managing to link her arms behind his back.
John figured the least he could do was get her into bed and covered with a sheet or something and he could prop her up almost to a sitting position and try to keep her talking. It was getting harder not to react to her virtually naked body pressed against his, and he already had enough guilt without becoming aroused while she was in this defenseless state. Mind over matter, he told himself. He moved his hands back to her arms and pulled her away from him so he could look at her face-to-face and explain his plan, but the words died in his mouth when he got a good look at her breasts. Even after two weeks of healing it was obvious what had been done to her how badly shed been abused. Again he felt the rage and also sadness that she had been so harmed.
He said her name on a whisper, Natalie needing to say something but finding that words defeated him. She had a moment of clarity in which she realized what he was looking at, and her hands instinctively went to cover herself, moving over her breasts. When he looked at her face he saw that tears were coursing down her cheeks. Then she said in a small, devastated voice, He hurt me made me so ugly
John felt his heart twist at her words and the forlorn sound of them. He pulled her back against him in a tight hug and whispered against the side of her head, near her ear, I know he hurt you I know it. Im so sorry. But you are so far from ugly, Natalie. Youre beautiful. I promise he didnt change that She began to weep at his words and he picked her up and carried her towards the armchair, sitting down with her in his arms, across his lap, and held her close while she let it all out. He rocked her a bit, rubbed her back and hair, and whispered over and over that she was safe now on one could hurt her. Yet even as he said that he wondered about whod tried to do exactly that tonight.
Eventually Natalie calmed and John stood and carried her over to her bed. He placed her in its inviting softness and propped her against several pillows, pulling the covers up over her chest. She tried to smile at him but it was clear she was exhausted and still significantly affected by whatever shed been given. He gently rubbed he face and said, Relax Ill stay with you...
A few minutes later John heard the sounds of others returning. He opened the door and motioned for Mason, drawing curious glances from the other agents. He figured in the end his presence in Natalies room his obvious solicitousness of her might help their cause in bolstering their supposed brewing affair.
How is she? Mason whispered.
She seems like shes stabilizing she was definitely given something. Im thinking Rohypnol
Shit! But we really cant do anything right now, can we?
Maybe not until this is all over, but I wont forget it
You going to stay with her?
Yeah just to make sure
Good idea. Im heading out, but Ill catch up with you tomorrow.
When John returned to Natalie she was asleep, and he knew it would be a losing battle trying to keep her awake. Hed just have to watch over her and make sure her breathing remained strong and if she got sick he could help her. He pulled the chair over near the bed and settled in for the duration. Eventually he drifted off himself.
Natalie eased back into consciousness feeling a heaviness in her limbs and a throbbing headache. She opened her eyes and saw John asleep in the chair and she vaguely remembered what had happened at least the fact that shed felt like shed been drugged and went to find him. Clearly shed been successful in that, and she hoped with everything in her that it had been before anyone else could harm her. She sat up straighter in her bed and croaked, John. her throat was so dry.
John awoke immediately at the sound of her voice and their eyes locked for a moment, both sets still drowsy looking. Then, unable to help it, his drifted down and took in her now-exposed breasts the sheet had fallen to her waist when shed sat up. He quickly averted his gaze but Natalie had caught the movement of his eyes and looked down, gasping in surprise and grabbing the sheet back up to cover herself. She looked at John with a panicked question on her face and he said quickly, You did it yourself when I went out of the room to get you some water you wanted to get into bed and I asked about your pajamas, but you said you didnt use any
She shook her head a bit, mortified, and said quietly, Im sorry if I was embarrassing I hope I didnt do anything else crazy
No, not at all. That was as wild as it got, promise
She looked at him and then asked in a voice that wavered with concern, Did you get to me first
He knew what she was asking, Yes, Natalie. No one hurt you well, they drugged you but didnt manage anything else. Do you have any idea who did this how?
Natalie thought back to the last things she remembered. I went to the bar to get a drink of water there was this bitchy girl, Marty, there and she gave it to me but while she was pouring it, I was distracted because Zo called out for me Marty is a friend of Roccos but I cant believe shed do that
People do crazy things Natalie. We really need to do something about him
This is ridiculous Im needing more Secret Service protection that Zo is! But for obvious reasons, we really cant do much right now
John sighed. Maybe not now, but Im not going to forget this we cant forget this
Natalie noted that he first said that HE wasnt going to forget, and she felt a flutter in her stomach at that. She also remembered that she was chatting with him while all but naked, and she asked, Do you mind grabbing my robe its hanging in the closet
Oh, sure John jumped up to get it and made sure he was turned away when she put it on. She was sliding off the bed when he turned back around, but clearly was experiencing some residual effects because he had to catch her when her legs refused to support her. She looked up at him in embarrassment and said, Sorry just thought Id use the restroom, but I guess Im not completely recovered
Let me help you He walked her over to her bathroom, which thankfully was en suite, and waited outside the door for her. When she got out he escorted her back to her bed saying, You should probably get some more rest how are you feeling?
Still tired, but at least relatively with it John, thank you so much for everything. For helping me and staying with me it cant have been too comfortable on that chair. Im really sorry I know you didnt really want me mixed up in all this and Ive pretty much been a problem child ever since you found out
John shook his head and said, Natalie, what has happened has not been your fault you havent done anything wrong yet he injected that for a bit of humor and she smiled a little bit. But on that note, I really do need to leave. I have duty starting mid-afternoon, so Ive got to get ready. Now I get to do the walk of shame from your room I have a feeling our own Secret Service brethren will be buzzing before anyone else
Oh boy but wont Chase be pissed? He doesnt want our own folks to think anything is going on, right?
Not exactly. He doesnt want them to see us doing anything definitive like kissing or something that would make it clear something is going on, but it is in our interest that they are wondering about us too, since they dont know who you really are either.
Ah, that makes sense.
Ill tell them that it looks like someone slipped something in your drink and that I wanted to make sure you were OK and let them read into why that was, or not
Thanks again, John.
No worries, Natalie, I just hope for your sake I dont have to do it again youve had enough of this crap.
I wont argue with you there.
John reached out and tucked a strand of fiery hair behind Natalies ear and said, Later
Then he was gone. Natalie fell back asleep almost immediately, her last thought that gentle gesture.
Chapter 13
The Sunday after the Spring Fling Natalie and Zo moved into the White House, and Natalie was surprised how homey and relaxed it felt in the First Familys private quarters. She was given a beautiful room right across from Zos and found Mrs. Caldwell to be a down-to-earth motherly type who seemed truly glad she was there. The President was welcoming as well, and Natalie continued to be impressed by him since he gave zero indication that he knew her to be anything but his daughters friend.
Interestingly, she saw even more of John and Mason since they spent so much time at the White House and even shared an office there. Chase was a regular presence, too, and one or two times he even surreptitiously prompted Natalie to pay some attention to John.
Zo noted Natalies apparent interest in John shed first commented on it after the Spring Fling and on the eve of their departure for Canada she was teasing Natalie about it.
You know, Natalie McBain is hot you should really try to land him as your summer fling. I mean what better chance since were all traveling to so many exotic locations together. I think hes unattached, and he is all man, girl. I am sure he could teach you a few things she winked at this.
Natalie didnt have to feign embarrassment her face and neck flushed and she said, OK, he is good looking and seems nice but it would be really bad of me to do that he could get in trouble, couldnt he?
Well only if he gets caught! Zo laughed. Seriously though, Im not sure. If hes off duty, I would imagine he can do what he likes. Youre above the age of consent, so even though hes a lot older well, frankly thats what makes him so hot and different in my humble opinion. Mason too but theres something about McBain an edge of danger you just have to go for him. I need to live vicariously through you since it WOULD be a HUGE deal if it was me. I may have a wild streak but even Im not that nuts it would be a huge scandal But you and I think he kinda likes you he might try to do the right thing at first, but I think you could land him and Ill help!
Help?!
Yeah, I can cover for you. If you need to leave rendezvous or something how hot would that be to sneak around with someone as yummy as John McBain? He is sex on a stick! He practically oozes it, dont you think?
Zo! Natalie said blushing even more.
Her friend smiled broadly and said, You know you like him and youre crazy if you dont go for it.
Natalie had found the entire conversation embarrassing, but inside she was also relieved because she wouldnt have to hide things from Zo and figure out how to break away from her Zo would be cheering her the whole way.
The next day the President and First Lady, Zoe, Natalie, Chase, John, Mason and assorted other agents and staffers - plus a phalanx of press and media types boarded Air Force One for a 10-day trip to Canada. They would start in Toronto, then head to Montreal, Calgary and Vancouver.
The first few days went by in a whirlwind. Zo and Natalie went along with the President and First Lady to a number of official events, and Natalie found she enjoyed getting to trot out some of the new dresses and suits shed bought for the trip. She was on her best behavior as in not flirting at all during these events, but sometimes turned to find Johns eyes on her. A black-tie event was scheduled for their last night in Montreal before they flew to Calgary in the morning it was held at The Montreal Museum of Fine Arts, and Chase, John and Mason had been working closely with Canadian and museum officials to ensure tight security.
Natalie felt her stomach flutter with anticipation as she got ready that night because she did intend to flirt with John, and had chosen a dress she thought might work in her favor. It was long, of course, and was a gorgeous midnight blue color that she knew brought out her eyes. It was silk overlaid with chiffon, and simple in design, though beautiful. It was a halter style that had a deep V neck, but not so much as to be inappropriate given the setting. The back did not plunge either shed needed to cover the lower part of her back, and her hair would take care of the upper part, since she still bore faint traces of her torture session. But it did accent her breasts, delicate shoulders and finely sculpted arms. It closed at the nape of her neck in a jeweled button. The bodice was tight to the hips, and then flared out in a full chiffon skirt that swirled around her ankles. She wore silver sandals, a diamond infinity necklace and small hoops covered with pave diamonds.
Zoe was excited as well, and was dressed in a gorgeous black duchess satin strapless gown that was form-fitting to her mid-thigh and then puffed out. She wore diamond accessories and silver sandals as well, but she wore her blonde hair in a chignon, which emphasized her swan neck.
Mason and John rode with the First Family and Natalie, and she was amazed by how great they looked in their tuxedos. Shed always thought they were handsome men, but something about them in a tux was even more notable. She saw them look appreciatively at her and Zo but not in a leering way and Mason said, Well dont you two look lovely the other women are all going to wish theyd just stayed home.
The evening was actually a good bit of fun and about two hours into it Natalie and Zoe ended up standing with John and Mason, and Zo said impishly to John, Doesnt Natalie just look so beautiful tonight Agent McBain?
Natalie blushed at that and John gave her a thorough once-over before saying, Indeed she does but then so do you, Zo:
Why thank you, kind sir she said fake coquettishly, But I think it really is Natalie whos shining tonight..
Zo, Natalie said in a warning tone.
What? You do look lovely and it would be only natural for the men here to appreciate you
Why dont we just go get a drink?
OK well see you boys later
Later came when Natalie was standing alone at the edge of the dance floor, watching Zo dance with her father. She smiled at their obviously close relationship. She sensed someone approaching her from behind and just knew it was John, and next she felt his warm breath on her shoulder as he whispered, You really do look pretty tonight, Natalie. She closed her eyes for a moment to steady herself and turned to face him. Thank you, John. You look very handsome in your tux
So, Natalie arent you supposed to be flirting with me? he had a smirk on his face and a twinkle in his eye. Her stomach fluttered.
She took a step closer and said softly, Well yes I am but I am trying to be on my best behavior at official events and we sure have had plenty of those
John reached down and took one of her hands in his and turned it over, then ran his thumb over her wrist and she was afraid he might feel her pulse jumping there. Oh, so youre trying to be a good girl, are you?
Yes she said a bit breathlessly.
It can be so hard to be good, cant it Natalie? So many things and people that will try to lead you astray make you do things His voice was so low that she had to listen carefully to what he was saying, and their eyes were locked the whole time. She felt like he had turned all his deadly charm on her to seduce her and was thrown by it because the shoe was supposed to be on the other foot. Then, as if a switch had been flipped, he dropped her hand and straightened up, putting some distance between them. Ive got to go check the perimeter. Take care, and he left her standing there without a backwards glance.
The next day the Presidential entourage headed to Calgary. They took over all the suites at the Fairmont Palliser, including the luxurious Royal Suite, and Zo and Natalie were finally going to have a free day. With John and Mason in tow, they walked around the city and did some shopping, then headed back to the hotel for a late lunch and spa treatments. They were so relaxed afterwards nothing like a massage and then decided a swim in the lovely indoor pool would be a nice cap to the day. John and Mason were still on-duty guarding them, and only a few other hotel patrons were using the pool. Natalie decided it was a perfect time to flirt shamelessly with John and try to move things along Chase had quietly reminded her last evening that by the time they got to Vancouver it needed to be credible that they were sneaking off to a hotel room together.
While Zo got into the pool to do laps, with Mason and John stationed at opposite sides of it, Natalie took her robe off revealing a very tiny black bikini two small triangles attempted to cover her breasts, and the bottoms were low-slung, tied at her hips, and though not a thong, left a good bit of her tight, curvy bottom on view. It also showcased her impressive abdominal muscles and tiny waist. John felt his pulse began to race when he saw her walking towards him because it appeared she was on a mission and he knew what it was. And even knowing it was all for show he had to take a deep breath to fight his bodys reaction to her.
Natalie stopped within two feet of John and said softly, Hi Agent McBainarent you hot in that suit of yours?
Im used to it, Miss Maxwell
Hmmm I prefer fewer clothes myself She ran her hand down his lapel as she said this and let out a sigh.
John chuckled a bit and said, Was that a sigh of boredom? Am I boring you?
You?! Boring me not at all no that wasnt a sigh of boredom, it was of contentment. I just had the most amazing massage a very talented man with strong hands just worked every ounce of tension out of mehe worked every aching muscle She looked at him with wide faux-innocent eyes as she said this and all of a sudden his collar felt a bit too tight. I was totally relaxed, but then he surprised me because he started working on my glutes and I wasnt accustomed to that but I found I really liked it a lot
Really? John managed to get out.
Really John. she purred his name. Then he rubbed some lotion on all my scars it had shea butter in it and now I am so, so relaxed and I feel really, really, really badly for you because you seem so tense. I wish there was something I could do to help you relax, John. Is there anything I can do?
At that moment John could think of a lot of things, all of which were wildly inappropriate. Instead he said as firmly as he could, No, Im fine.
Natalie stepped so close to John that her barely-clad breasts made contact with the front of his suit and shirt. She moved her hands to his shoulders and squeezed them, saying, I dont know you seem pretty tight to me He couldnt help his sharp intake of breath and she winked at him, knowing she was well and truly getting to him. He decided it might just be time to turn the tables he wouldnt survive if he gave her the upper hand for too long, that much he knew.
Surprising her he reached out and grabbed her upper arms, spun her around and pushed her gently up against a pillar that had been behind him. He stepped as close as he could to her, leaning his right arm along the pillar above her head. He leaned in so he could whisper to her, and she felt his breath on her mouth. Are you flirting with me, Natalie? I could almost be tempted is this the part where Im supposed to cave? To let you catch me? I could. I could succumb to your obvious charms right here right now but you know what, I wont. Im not ready yet because I have to say, Im enjoying the chase. You may be a victim of your own success, sweetheart so good at trying to snare me that I dont yet want to give in.
He could see that she was breathing harder now and her skin had flushed the skin over her entire body, most of which he could see, and he felt his groin tighten a bit. He slowly and deliberately let his eyes move over every part of her, and her flush deepened. Then John said seductively, Youre awfully flushed, sweetheart are you hot perhaps you should take a dip in the pool to cool off With that he winked and pushed back off the pillar and left her so he could man his post again. Natalie remained leaning up against the pillar for support, feeling a bit weak in the knees. Damn it if he hadnt turned the tables again and so quickly.
Mason had watched all this from his post and it took everything in him not to shake with laughter. They were really getting to each other, and it was too close to call as to whod keep the upper hand. He had a feeling it would continue to flip flop.
Chapter 14
John and Mason had that night off and planned to go to a nearby pub where they could kick back in their jeans, have a few beers and enjoy a burger. There was always an undercurrent of tension when you were on-duty and they had also been the ones to lead the planning of all the security. Things had gone well overall and in a few days theyd be back on their home turf until the next leg.
Zo and Natalie were going to enjoy a quiet night in while the President and First Lady had a private dinner with some wealthy cattle ranchers. But Zo had other ideas for Natalie.
You should go track down John McBain! He has the night off and this is a small town. It wouldnt be unusual if you were to bump into them
So, what am I supposed to go cruising bars by myself until find them?
No. I happen to know exactly where they are going to be I wrote it down when I heard them telling Murphy lets see Ceilis Irish Pub and Restaurant on 8th Avenue you need to go there.
Zo Natalie said.
Natalie you look me in the eye and tell me you arent interested in John McBain. I saw you flirting with him today and he was flirting right back! Come on hes off duty tonight give it a real shot. If nothing happens tonight, well, then re-think it but, I think even if its only a minor step forward youll find out that it has possibilities
Why is this so important to you?
Because I cant currently have life adventures and I must live through you! Plus you are so great, but too serious sometimes you need to loosen up, and I think that man could shake a few things loose
Natalie rolled her eyes and said You are so bad but, OK, Ill admit it I like himhes hot, and the thought of a fling well it scares the crap out of me Natalie spoke complete truth then.
Well, give it a try. Go put on the hottest outfit you have with you and track him down. See what happens.
But what if Im totally shot down and mortified?
Not going to happen, Maxwell Ive seen the way he looks at you. He wants it you you just have to pull him over the hump hes trying to be good but SO wants to be bad with you
I must be crazy to do this but what the heck. But if I go down in flames you owe me big time.
Natalies nerves were jumping when she walked into Ceilis. She had bumped into Chase on the way out and he had eyed her get-up and smirked and asked quietly, You arent, by any chance, on your way to Ceilis? Shed just raised her eyebrow at him and hed smiled and said, Have fun but not too much go easy on the poor guy, he has about 13 years on you
John spotted Natalie first and his eyes widened, and Mason spun around and had the same response. She was wearing a very short sapphire blue and black pleated skirt and a tight black tank top. It was a variation on her errant school girl look from The Brazen Head, but shed made some blood-stirring changes. Besides the skirt being shorter, she was wearing stiletto-heeled patent leather boots that came to her mid-thigh. Her hair moved around her like a fiery cloud and every man in the place was now looking at her which pissed John off. She headed right for them and asked, Is that seat taken?, pointing to the empty seat at their table. Mason was grinning ear-to-ear and said, No, darlin, its just waiting for you you breaking out of prison for the evening?
Something like that, Natalie said as she took the seat that was to the side of both men. She looked at John and saw a smirk playing around his mouth since it was obvious she was on an official mission. He asked her, Would you like something to drink?
Sure a hard cider.
Ill go get it at the bar the waitress is backed up
Thanks John.
No problem after all, we want you relaxed for your mission He had leaned over closely when he said that so no one but her and Mason could hear. When he left she let out a frustrated sigh.
Whats up, darlin? Mason asked.
Look, I know this is all pretend, but it is getting a bit embarrassing to have to throw myself at him and be rebuffed. I mean, hell play along for a little bit and then back away like Im the pizza delivery guy or something
Mason laughed at that and said, Well, he is supposed to make it look like he tried to fight you off, you relentless little vixen. And it is every guys dream to be pursued by someone like you who wouldnt want to delay the process. But think about it a ton of the time hes been on duty. If hes going to fall and of course hes going to as we all know it really cant be while hes on duty. But tonight well this could just be the perfect time now, couldnt it. And I must say I DO love to watch you ply your flirtatious trade
You make me sound like a call girl, Mason but she laughed.
John returned with her drink and placed it in front of her saying, Drink up! She noticed that hed gotten her the large pint-size and she looked at him and said, Are you trying to get me drunk
Not drunk but loose wouldnt be bad, would it Natalie?
Mason snickered and took a sip of his beer. You guys are killing me. Like watching some crazy will they-wont they sitcom
Well, we live to entertain you, Mason Natalie said sweetly.
There was a band playing in the back and they were doing a decent job playing some slow, ballad types of songs. Natalie took a long pull of her cider and then stood and held her hand out to John. Come on McBain dance with me. Maybe I can get you to paw me on the dance floor or something
John smiled a genuine, wide smile at her and he took her hand and let her pull him out of his chair.
Have fun, kids Mason said.
They got to the dance floor and Natalie wasted no time in putting her arms up around Johns neck and pressing herself along his whole length. She tilted her head up to look at him in a semi-defiant look and he smirked at her and banded his arms around her back. There, this isnt so bad, is it? she asked.
Ive had worse assignments
She glared at him and he laughed.
You know, John, times a wasting do I have to get Chase after you?
I like you being after me a whole lot better
Well, did you ever think you could like being caught by me even more? She pressed herself tighter against him as she said that.
The thought had occurred to me and you know that has to happen soonso why rush it? Dont you like the chase? The dance? A small breakthrough moment and then pulling back? Wondering when it can all change? Isnt one of the best moments in life just before that first kiss youve been dying for theres only one first kiss and the anticipation as your mouth is drawn to anothers without being able to help it As he said all this he was lowering his face and mouth closer to hers, and he noticed her eyes were getting heavy-lidded as he spoke to her. Why go for that too soon
She was mesmerized by his words and the slow swaying of their bodies back and forth. She knew exactly what he meant, and suddenly she both craved that first kiss and wanted to delay it. He took the decision away from her when he dropped his arms and said, Ive got to use the restroom Ill see you back at the table
She groaned in frustration and he laughed at her he laughed at her! And she walked quickly back to the table with a scowl on her face.
Mason saw her coming and when she got close said, Uh ohit looked like you guys were doing well whered he go?
Restroom can you believe it. Hes driving me crazy! I mean, if you were him would you be acting like this now?
Mason smiled at her and waggled his eyebrows for a moment. If it was me, and you were standing there looking like that dressed like that well I would just have to grab you and haul you onto my lap and see where we went from there And to her great surprise he did just that. In a quick second she was sitting across his legs with a major swath of her thighs showing between her skirt, which was riding up perilously, and her boots. His arms went around her and she had to put her hands on his broad shoulders to steady herself and then they both started laughing.
You are crazy, Mason! You need to let me down
I kinda like you better hereplus maybe a certain sometimes-irritating Irishman needs to feel the encroachment of some competition get his blood boiling a little bit
They were so focused on their conversation that they didnt notice said Irishman standing there looking at them with anything but a happy countenance.
John had been shocked when he walked towards the table and saw them, and then became angry. But refused to name another feeling stabbing at him the one that had green eyes. He cleared his throat and Mason and Natalie turned to face him, a sheepish look on his, and pure guilt on hers. She slid off Masons lap and took her own seat and the three of them sat in silence sipping their beers.
Finally John said snappishly to Mason, Geez, would you jump in my grave that quickly?
Tersely, but with an undercurrent of humor Mason replied, Well, the thing is John, it doesnt seem to BE your grave kind of wide open for the taking
Natalie snapped, Hel-LO! Im sitting right here! And I resent both being compared to a grave and being characterized as wide open!
Both guys looked at her and their lips twitched as they fought their smiles.
John responded, Well, with that skirt on youd better watch yourself
Yes, dad.
Mason laughed briefly at that. John just scowled some more. Natalie flagged down the passing waitress and ordered another round.
John leaned across the table and said quietly, You know, Mason you need to be careful about doing things that could send mixed messages if we are being watched it doesnt exactly help if you are pulling Natalie down on your lap
Well, if you did then maybe I wouldnt need to but it does appear to have gotten to you a bit maybe youll finally get your head out of your assYouve done a real good job of showing any observers that you are totally stoic and fighting off Natalie, even if you have been seen to wobble a bit. Itll just seem like I figured if you werent going to go for it
Natalie should not be sitting on your lap
The waitress arrived and Natalie gulped down half of her second pint, drawing the looks of Mason and John. Then she got up and walked over to John and deposited herself in his lap, facing forward and basically using him like he was a chair. She pulled her glass in front of her and drank some more.
Then she said, OK, now Im on YOUR lap what are you going to do about it?
John had tensed when Natalie first sat down, and tried to relax. But her backside pressing into his groin was having an effect. Her squirming around didnt help, and he said through gritted teeth, Stop moving around sit still and he glared at Mason when he snickered.
Im just trying to get comfortable, John. And she purposely moved around even more. She felt the result of her motion press into her ass and said with saucy humor, You know, its pretty silly of you to continue to play hard to get when youre just plain ha
John cut her off with an Enough, Natalie.dont say it! And Mason was now hysterical, but trying not to show it so instead he buried his nose in his pint glass.
John had had enough. It was time to grab the upper hand and move things along. He removed his hands from the top of the table and put them on Natalies thighs, which were both resting somewhat painfully between his legs. He exerted gentle pressure and spread her legs so that they were draped over each side of his, and he could feel her stiffen at his action.
Mason noted his disappearing hands and her reaction and said softly, with laugher in his voice, Hmmm, the plot thickens. McBains hands are now under the table where might they be?
John locked eyes with Mason and then moved Natalies hair to the side and placed a hot, open-mouthed kiss on her neck and smiled a bit as he felt the shudder run through her whole body, but then had to bite back a groan as it traveled into his lap.
Natalie was once again amazed at how quickly he could upend things and turn on the heat. The feeling of his hands on her thighs, moving them as he did, caught her breath in her throat, but then to feel his mouth on the sensitive skin of her neck And this was all for show!
Mason saw the change in them immediately. There was no more humor or anger he saw Natalies eyes shut and when she opened them they were a different color and had a slightly drowsy look a look he recognized. And Johns face was intense with his own desire. He suddenly felt like a voyeuristic interloper and stood, saying My beer and I are going to see if we can coax some lovely Canadian lass to dance
As soon as Mason was gone John moved his right hand to the left side of Natalies face and jaw and tilted it up to so they could look at each other. His arousal increased significantly at the desire in her eyes. He moved his mouth to within an inch of hers and whispered, Consider me caught and then he closed the distance, claiming her mouth in a way that insisted hers open wide to accommodate his tongue which began to explore her depths. With a slight moan she surrendered, opening her mouth even more and bringing her tongue to meet his. They kissed passionately for a full minute and then John drew back, smiling at Natalie as she peered at him through half-closed eyes.
Better? he asked.
Mmmm hmmm was all she could manage, she felt like she had totally melted. As he smiled at her again and went in for another kiss, he noticed that a couple of guys across the room were watching them intently. He did not even hesitate for a moment as he began to kiss Natalie again. Her arms had wrapped around his neck by this point and his hand had moved to the back of her head to deepen their kiss even more. Each was more than taking note that the other knew how to kiss exceedingly well. They parted again and John whispered, Dance with me?
She slid off his lap and stood on shaky legs and he took her hand and led her to the other room. Mason was talking to two women who seemed to appreciate him very much, but he noted their arrival with a nod of his head and a wry smile. John and Natalie made their way over and Mason introduced them to Crystal and Bambi. John managed to quietly tell Mason about them possibly being watched and then he took Natalie to the dance floor and pulled her into his arms.
Whats wrong, John?
I think a couple of guys may be watching us of course, it could simply be because youre hot and were sitting on my lap while we were making out in a public bar
You think Im hot?
He smiled and said, Focus, Natalie focus. About the fact that were being observed.
OK well, have they followed us in here?
Not yet, but they might so we can just dance for a bit and see if they do
JUST dance
In response he pulled her into another kiss, realizing he was enjoying this part of his job very much. He could feel Natalie tremble a bit and that made him redouble his efforts, wanting to see if he could get her knees to buckle. When he moved his hands down her back to rest just above her ass and pressed her closer to his hardness he felt them give way just for a second before she stiffened them again, and he smiled.
Sure enough, when he pulled back he saw that the two guys were now observing them while trying to pretend not to. He knew Mason had caught his glance and saw them. He said to Natalie, Come with me and led her over to Mason. Natalie and I are going to explore the roof terrace for a while OK with you
Im in good hands here But Masons intense look told John that hed keep an eye on those two guys, especially if they opted to head to the roof terrace.
They followed us to the dance floor, didnt they? she whispered, and he nodded.
They got onto the roof terrace and saw that it only had a few people on it.
Want to go hang out in a dark corner with me Natalie? He asked in a low voice that felt like a caress along her spinal cord. She couldnt wait, and said, Lead the way in an equally low voice.
He walked over to a seating area in the corner, heading for a wrought iron couch with deep cushions. He sat down thinking that Natalie would sit beside him but instead she shocked and hed have to admit excited him when she straddled him instead.
Bold move he whispered.
Uh huh then she wound her arms around his neck and their mouths found each other again.
As their kiss grew heated they no longer were thinking about the job or how far they needed to go to be credible they just felt what they did and went with it. There were certain boundaries they wouldnt cross, but it suddenly seemed fine to abut them. Johns hands found their way under Natalies skirt to grab her ass and grind her harder onto the painful erection that was straining against his faded jeans. He flashed for a moment on a line from a Meatloaf song, And cant you see my faded Levis bursting apart and he wondered if his would bear up under the strain. Mostly he wasnt thinking at all. As he ground Natalie onto him he felt and heard her moan in his mouth and he pulled back for a moment.
Rasping, John said, Natalie sorry I cant exactly hide what youre doing to me
She was panting when she said, Its OK I dont mind
No?
No I see it as a compliment. She wasnt about to tell him how fantastic it felt and what it was doing to her insides to feel him pressing into her through the very thin fabric of her panties.
Good point and its your fault anyway he said this as he pulled her mouth onto his again. She returned his kiss for a moment and then detached herself to ask, My fault?
Your idea to straddle me and trap me between your legs
She smiled and he said softly, So are you having a similar reaction, Natalie? Youre making me hard? Am I making you wet?
He saw her eyes drift closed for a moment and he felt a slight tremor move through her and she said in a husky voice, Thats a very personal question, John
He laughed softly and said even more softly, Natalie sweetheart do we need to recap our current position? Not to mention the fact that weve been making out heavily for well more than half an hour now
She shook her head and then said, Good point but Im not saying cant tell all my secrets
He squeezed her ass again drawing a gasp from her and he said, I could find out myself
She exhaled a shaky breath at that and he said, But that would be over the line, right?
She said nothing, just looked at him and he smirked and said, Right Natalie?
Uhhh, right right
He smiled and chuckled a bit and then kissed her senseless. The problem was, he was getting to a dangerous point now and as much as he didnt want to he was going to have to free at least parts of himself from Natalie.
He removed his mouth from hers and said, Natalie Natalie we need to take a break or you at least have to move off me I havent lost it in my pants since high school and Id rather not break my 20-plus year record
She giggled at that but slid off him, turning around and sitting next to him on the couch. Sorry
Dont be sorry Im not but you have to know when to take a break if youre not going to go for broke
Even in the relative darkness he would see that she blushed and he smiled at that. He said, We should probably go find Mason you know he was my original date tonight
Yes, but you had to follow orders
Yeah, THATS all I was doing Natalie
As they walked into slightly brighter lights, she happened to glance at his crotch and stopped short. She wasnt exactly sure what to say but finally said, Um, John, Im not sure we stopped soon enough
He followed her glance and saw a damp spot albeit small along his zipper placket. He looked at her and grinned broadly saying, Well, now I have an answer to my question
She looked at him with a puzzled expression and he said, Natalie, honey, I hate to break it to you but this, well, this isnt from me
He saw comprehension dawn and she looked horrified and deeply mortified simultaneously. Oh my God OH my GOD Im so sorry this is so embarrassing She turned away from him and he grabbed her arms and turned her back to face him
Natalie really its OK what was it you said before about it being a compliment. It is a huge relief to know I wasnt putting myself out there, so to speak, and not having any impact at all
She put her face in her hands and shook her head back and forth, This is just mortifying.
No, its a biological reality apparently for both of us Look at me Natalie look at mewe can talk about this stuff we need to. Its the only way well stay sane through it
When she didnt he removed her hands from her face and he said softly, Natalie, we like each other our bodies like each other so what. I I know I enjoyed myself he saw a smile tug at her lips and he thought she was completely adorable. She was a constant surprise tough agent one moment, seductress the next, and then an adorably embarrassed young woman with a touching air of innocence. He pulled her to him and kissed her thoroughly and after a moment she responded eagerly. When they finally parted he said, OK? And she nodded.
He put his arm around her and walked her downstairs to find Mason, keeping her close because he wanted her there, and it helped shield his groin until it had a chance to fully dry.
Mason was sitting at a table with yet another young woman who looked a bit more normal. He smiled when he saw them and she excused herself. He took in Natalies disheveled experience and swollen lips, not to mention Johns well-handled hair, and said, Did you kids have fun? I went up to the roof for a moment but you didnt notice me just checking things out he said it in a tone that held meaning they HAD been followed to the roof. Quickly got bored with that, though not as much fun to watch as Id thought
Natalie tried to meet his gaze head-on, not showing her embarrassment at his having seen them in action, her astride John in a dark corner. She walked back to the hotel with the two men, while John held her hand until they got within a block of the hotel. They escorted her back to her suite with a nonchalant Fun night and then she slipped into her room thanking her lucky stars that Zo was fast asleep.
Chapter 15
Natalie woke up the next morning and the memories of the night before came flooding back. She really couldnt blame the alcohol because shed only had enough to loosen up a bit, not cause her to lose her mind. She had been doing her job, but a case could certainly be made that she had gone above and beyond the call of duty. A kiss or two at the table and on the dance floor was one thing. Even a relatively chaste rendezvous on the roof for good measure but deciding to straddle John and essentially dry hump him yeah, that wasnt entirely necessary. And then she wanted to die when she remembered it hadnt stayed all that dry either she had deposited an embarrassing wet stain on her boss. If that wasnt a completely sobering and bone-chilling thought, well it was hard to thing of what was. Then again, he was quite the active participant himself. Once hed let himself be caught and God help her but a shiver ran through her body as she remembered how that had played out he was as much an initiator as she was. He could kiss in a way shed never experienced it was actually bone melting. What a crazy world when making out with him like they were teenagers was her job
She sighed when she heard a knock on her door and Zos voice, and she told her to come in.
Zo approached Natalies bed, where the latter had propped herself up on her pillows so she could sit, with a big smile on her face.
Sooo, someone got in quite late last night did you catch up with McBain?
Yes, as a matter of fact I did
And???
Natalie couldnt help the blush that stained her face and neck, OK, Zo, this has to stay between us, well, and Mason knows, too, but, well, John kissed me OK?
Kissed how?
What do you mean kissed how?
Well, a friendly kiss on a cheek or even a peck on the lips, or real, passionate kissing?
Lets just say we ended up in a quiet dark corner together for a little bit
EEEEE, Oh My GOD! I KNEW it I knew he liked you.. so what next?
Im not sure there is a what next
Oh, come on of course there is
Well, since Im the one who made the move last night, I am leaving any movement towards anything else up to him.
That probably makes sense unless hes feeling too much guilt and trying to force himself to be professional again then you might just have to topple him again
Whatever, Zo Im just dreading the first time I see him though the harsh light of day after a somewhat beer-fueled encounter in a dark corner the night before awkward
Yeah, I guess it can be this afternoon we head on to Vancouver it looks gorgeous from everything Ive seen and romantic
Zo, lets just play it all by ear
So, how does he kiss is it as amazing as I think it must be?
Natalie blushed again and realized that almost everything shed been telling Zo was the total truth when it came to her feelings, concerns and embarrassments. I cant even describe it, Zo, but it probably is the absolute difference between boys and a man
Then imagine how hed be at everything else because they say that if someone is a great kisser it usually means theyre equally good at everything else
Natalie had had similar thoughts already but then had purged them from her mind because there was no way she was ever going to find out. They may set it up so people would think shed know, but she wouldnt. Ever. John was ultimately a professional and so was she. She wasnt going to embarrass herself by forgetting this was all for show. They might get to enjoy making out a bit but that was ultimately harmless like high school
John and Mason were two floors below in a room Chase had booked to serve as their office/command center. They were waiting for him to arrive and sipping on coffee.
So, John any interesting dreams last night after you retired for the evening?
Knock it off, Mason.
What do you mean?
Look, you are a shit stirrer you and I both know that. But lets leave this topic alone, shall we? Its hard enough as it is
Well, apparently it was
Mason John said in a warning tone.
What happened to your sense of humor there are many humorous elements to this whole thing and Im sorry buddy, but you were totally enjoying yourself last night. Once you stopped playing hard to get well you seemed to get utterly into it
John sighed and had to laugh a bit at his friend, because he could be like a dog with a bone sometimes. OK, it wasnt exactly a horrible assignment to spend some time kissing Natalie. But at the end of the day, its all still a little awkward with the potential to become even more so so Id rather not spend a lot of time dwelling on it all Its about the job, and I need to stay focused on that
Hmmm, does that mean that youre finding it a challenge to remember its all in a days work?
Mason John didnt get to finish because Chase walked in.
Gentlemen. So, I understand Natalie caught up with you last night?
News travels fast John said with a bit of discomfort.
Well, actually I ran into her in the lobby when she was on the way out quite an outfit it seemed like she was on a mission Chase couldnt help the small smile that broke out. And I know that her mission was accomplished
John asked, Did she report that to you?
No you guys were watched
We thought that might have been the case, but how did you?
Chase opened his briefcase and removed an envelope and handed it to John. He opened it up and cringed a bit it contained photos of him and Natalie at the table, on the dance floor and on the roof terrace and in every single one of them they looked like they were devouring one another. Mason looked over Johns shoulder and felt a twinge of guilt for teasing John because about now hed be dying a bit if these were of him.
Where did you get these?
Interesting story they were dropped off for me at the Consulate and they sent them by messenger. The note simply said that they were sent as an FYI in case this could emerge as a security risk and I might need to take some action against one of my lead guys. So heres the thing I think the reason why they were sent to me was genuinely what the note said. Theres a bit of a gentlemens agreement among the protective services of a lot of countries, and we try to alert each other of possible problems in our own ranks before they become major and I think that one such colleague came upon these and decided to do me a favor. But I dont think thats why these were taken I think it is likely that this is part of the closer scrutiny of Secret Service personnel and practices, and a friend just happened to see these and pass them along
John nodded and said, Fine but is there anything we should do about this right now?
No. Just keep your eyes open and frankly it reaffirms the need for you and Natalie to develop this cover so that you can hide and operate underneath it very convincing job you two did, by the way. The things I make you do in the line of duty Chase smirked as he said that and John just bit his tongue. He didnt like to be teased as a rule at least not about anything to do with the female persuasion. He shot Mason a warning glance to suggest he might not want to join in and Mason also held his tongue.
OK, we have two days and nights in Vancouver tonight is a big affair, with the upcoming 2010 Olympics as a centerpiece of the celebrations and good wishes. Well spend the days touring the facilities that are already in place and that are being built for the games, and then some other touring around key sights so tomorrow night, John, is when you and Natalie should sneak off to a hotel.
So are you saying we spend the night there, or just a quick rendezvous like we would if it was in the afternoon
Well, youre off duty by 7pm and back on 10am so, what about 9 pm 1am and then you can sneak back to the main hotel.
What if Natalie has a hard time ditching Zo?
Im sure shell think of somethingNow, onto some things youll need to do to make your secret meetings seem real enough that theyll pass muster since we know youre being watched. I have called some of our techies and for future use they are compiling an audio tape of, well, of a couple having sex so that the right sounds will be coming from your room. In Vancouver youre going to have to wing it
What?!
Relax, John, I meant you should rent an in-room adult movie and let it play also each time you should kiss in the elevator, order room service, and you should answer the door in your robe, and it wouldnt hurt if Natalie was in bed, under the covers and looked, well, naked
For some reason John found this almost cold-blooded outline of how they should fake an affair incredibly embarrassing, and he wasnt entirely sure why. Chase isnt there a chance that that sort of thing could raise red flags? Im supposed to be a skilled agent, right? Would I be so indiscreet?
Good question, but I think the answer is yes because we all have seen how often people who should know better just assume theyd know if they were being watched. Plus, the stakes of you and Natalie getting caught arent egregious. Neither of you are married, she isnt jail bait even at her fake age and she isnt the First Daughter, just her friend.
All right
McBain is there any reason why you think you wont be able to handle this?
No sir.
Its just a little playacting enjoy it to the appropriate extent, dont cross any lines, and everything should be fine. OK, on that note, lets get things prepped for our departure and trip to the airport
Chase headed out and when he was gone Mason said, Easier said than done, huh?
Mason, whether a 19 year old college girl or a 24 year old agent, Natalie is the type who could get you to forget a lot of things its easy when the mind is still engaged, but its a hell of a lot more difficult to tell your body to stand down once the brain shuts off
You know, I have to admit I was a bit, well at least disappointed if not downright peeved when you grabbed this part of the assignment, but now Im glad. I tease you, but I can appreciate the challenge. Im not sure Id be up to it especially if I wasnt being kept firmly in my place by Miss Natalie and she didnt seem to be drawing many lines either
Shit
Well said, buddy. If you can get through four hours in a hotel room with a porn movie playing and her half naked in bed without losing it entirely, than you are the master
Natalie and John saw each other for the first time as they were getting into the SUVs for the drive to Air Force One. After an awkward first glance their senses of humor saved them and they smirked at each other and then just got on with it. Once they were airborne Natalie headed to the restroom and John was waiting for her when she came out. He glanced around to make sure no one was around and said softly, How about I book us a hotel room for tomorrow evening and we continue what we started last night?
Natalie had to hold her breath for a second to steady her nerves and remind herself it wasnt real because if it was shed probably just have died of cardiac arrest. He could read her the Manhattan phone book and shed find his voice sexy, but asking her to sneak away to a hotel room She replied, just tell me when and where and with a small smile she left him standing there and made a bee-line to her seat before her legs gave out.
Chapter 16
John and Natalie were in each others company extensively over the next day and a half, but kept things on a completely appropriate level, though every now and again theyd lock eyes as if they were remembering what it felt like to have their mouths on each other. Each time Natalie had to fight the blush that threatened to erupt. Late afternoon on day two John slipped her a note and she opened it to find very simple words Opus Hotel. Meet me in the Lobby. 9pm. And there it was. Their ruse would move to the next level.
The President, First Lady and Zo were having dinner at the home of the head of the Vancouver Olympics Committee. Natalie had begged off claiming a headache and when shed explained the real reason to Zo she thought the First Daughter might need oxygen which was suspiciously similar to how Natalie felt, until she reminded herself it wasnt going to be real. The problem was, however, that some of it was real maybe not the motivations behind their actions, but they were really kissing. They were wrapping their arms around each other. It was plenty enough to stir the blood, and then they had to just stop and go back to being colleagues. Maybe if she thought of herself as a soap opera actress or something actors and actresses did this sort of thing all the time
Natalies biggest challenge was trying to figure out what to wear. The nervous part of her wanted to dress like a schoolmarm, but at the same time, she knew she had to look the part. She decided on a simple black dress that was made of heavy-weight silk charmeuse but was styled like a polo shirt. It fell an inch above her knee and skimmed her curves without clinging to them in too obvious a fashion. She wore black wedge sandals, diamond stud earrings and left her hair down. Hopefully this struck the right note, she thought. She took a taxi to the Opus and when she walked into the lobby John was waiting for her, still in his suit.
She walked up to him trying to steady her nerves, and she wasnt sure if the sweet smile of appreciation he was giving her was helping or hurting. But she liked seeing it nonetheless.
Hey he said low.
Hey back they smirked at each other.
How about we go into the bar for a few drinks it would probably be terribly ungentlemanly if I just tried to steer you to a room right away
Of course it would by all means, ply me with alcohol first
He took her elbow and led her into the crowded, trendy bar. He had previously tipped one of the staffers handsomely and an intimate corner table was waiting for them and they sat close together on the banquette. When a server came over John ordered a beer but Natalie decided to get something more exotic for a change and she ordered a cosmopolitan. At Johns raised eyebrow she said, I thought that might be a more appropriate drink for someone thats about to launch a clandestine affair nice first rendezvous point by the way much more conducive to this than a Holiday Inn or something
He shook his head and smiled, You are something, Natalie
What were supposed to play the part, right? Clothes, drinks, setting
And actions he said as he scooted even closer to her and put his arm around her. She looked at him with wide eyes and then he lowered his mouth to hers. They shared a soft kiss but it was enough to leave a tingling sensation on their mouths and down their spines. When they would have deepened it they were interrupted by the return of the server with their drinks, and they pulled back. The kiss had had a paradoxical effect it had reduced the tension that came from wondering when they would share their first kiss of the evening, but then it upped the sexual tension because it made them yearn for more.
John moved even closer so he could talk to Natalie with no one hearing them and the ambient noise and music of the bar would help in that regard. Natalie, Chase received pictures of us this morning
What? Pictures?
From the other night at Ceilis at the table, on the dance floor, and upstairs on the roof.
Oh God
Natalie, its OK, we were following Chases orders and we looked very, very convincing he smiled at the flush that crept of her throat.
I know, but somehow having him SEE us
Mason saw us
And thats difficult enough but more importantly where did they come from?
John explained and she sat back in surprise. So we really are being watched?
Apparently which is why Chase also wanted to make sure we come across as believable as possible, and he had an embarrassingly long list of things we should do
She took a gulp of her drink and asked, Like what?
Get caught having full-blown sex outdoors John said with dead seriousness
Natalie started to choke on her drink and then slapped his arm when she saw him start to laugh.
Real funny, John. Way to give me a heart attack!
Well, I figured if I started with something like that what we actually have to do wont seem so bad
What does he want us to do?
Well, continue what we did the other night meaning kissing in public, especially in the elevator on the way up to the room. Then we are supposed to order room service and Im supposed to answer the door in my bathrobe while youre in bed looking, well, naked
And how do I pull that off without being naked? I guess if Im under the covers I dont have to be totally stripped
Exactly. Plus you can plan accordingly for future meetings.
OK, anything else?
Yes. He wanted to make sure appropriate sounds and noises would come from our room
Her face flushed red at that and she asked with a slight tremor in her voice. Are we supposed to fake those noises?
No. He had an alternate suggestion we should order an in-room adult movie and let that take care of it. By the time we get back to DC hes going to have a special audio-only CD made for us that we can play in the background
I need another drink
Natalie, its going to be OK
I know, but I still want another drink
Ive got a better idea he said as he moved his hand to the back of her head and pulled her into the type of kiss they were about to share before they were previously interrupted. She wound her arms around his neck and his other arm went around her back to bring her even closer to him, her breasts now pressed firmly against his muscular chest.
Their mouths finally parted because they needed air, and Natalie said on a gasping breath, That was better but now I really need a drink
He chuckled and flagged down the server whod been trying to figure out how to be attentive but not intrusive.
They sipped on their drinks for a while, sharing occasional glances, the tension again increasing.
Are you OK, Natalie?
Yes, its just
What?
Well, I know we arent. I know its not real, so its totally ridiculous but Im nervous as if going upstairsIm not making any sense
John took Natalies hand in his and said, Youre making sense its an odd situation, Natalie, but weve been doing OK weve gotten past the initial bumps when I first found out who you are and we do know now that we like to kiss each other
She smiled at that and then they shared a kiss to prove that point. They finished their drinks and then John whispered with a devilish grin on his face, So, Natalie are you ready to come upstairs with me to my room get semi-naked in my bed order room service and watch a porn movie with me?
I thought youd never ask
They walked through the lobby with their arms around each other and were the only ones who got into the elevator. As soon as the doors closed John had Natalie pinned up against the wall in a searing kiss which she deepened by winding her arms around his neck, her hands in his hair. They didnt even realize the doors had opened on their floor until two people waiting to get into the elevator cleared their throats. John held Natalies hand while they walked quickly to the room and when they got inside they resumed kissing with John backing Natalie up until the back of her legs hit the bed and they toppled onto it, their mouths never pausing as their lips and tongues worked against each other. Their legs were entwined, arms crushing their bodies against each other, and then John rolled so that Natalie was lying along the length of his body while he was on his back. He finally removed his mouth from hers only so he could kiss her neck and she trembled, unable to help the moan that escaped from deep within her throat.
Finally they looked at each other, their eyes ablaze, their breath coming in gasps. John could see reality set in on Natalies face, battling with the passion still evident there.
John
I know, Natalie were in private now and were only supposed to do this in public They both couldnt help laugh at how upside down that was, but that was their situation, like it or not. She slid off him and onto the bed, and he got up from to put some distance between them. He was shaking a little bit from the effort to calm himself and keep his instincts contained.
He finally turned to look at her and said quietly, This is more of a challenge than Id thoughtI m going to have to eat my words, because I keep finding myself on the verge of forgetting myself with you when I kiss you I respond to you, and Im not thinking that its a job but it is and we cant completely forget that because our job is very important
Natalie was relieved by his admission because she thought she was the only one struggling. She had felt like a foolish inexperienced agent, but to know that he was having similar issues helped and of course it was simply because of biology, biological attraction... nothing else.
Its hard to keep the lines drawn and your secret is safe with me Ive got your backI wont rat you out to Mason, or do the told you so dance
He smiled at her and said, Thanks now, get undressed and get in bed Her nerves jumped at that command, but she took a deep breath and they evened out.
He tossed her a robe and took the other one, heading into the bath room. When he came back out in the robe and boxers, Natalie was under the covers, her dress tossed on the chair. He didnt see bra straps on her shoulders, but she could just have pushed them off her arms he wasnt going to ask. There was a moment of awkward silence and then he asked, What do you want from room service?
They settled on dessert and coffee, and John suggested a bottle of champagne for good measure. When it arrived John made sure to open the door wide enough that Natalie could be seen lying in the bed, and the waiter definitely took note of her.
John brought the tray in and put it on the end of the bed, and he sat next to it. You want some champagne?
Sure, why not. When in Rome
Well, we will be in Rome later in the summer, where should we pretend to tryst there?
Ill get out my guide book. Im sure theyve got a list of trysting hotels.
They toasted that with champagne and then John asked with a wry note in his voice, Ready for the porn?
Do we have to watch?
Well, Im not sure how we can help it I suppose we could face the headboard and, well read the travel magazines or something I didnt think to bring a deck of cards or anything
We could take a nap
Itll probably be too loud for that
Natalie sighed and John asked, Have you ever seen a porn movie before, Natalie?
Sort of
What does that mean?
My brother had one on once when I walked his apartment but I only saw a moment or two but beyond that, Ive never had the opportunityare you a frequent watcher?
Frequent? No. I dont have any personal stash or anything, but you live to my advanced age, hung with enough guys and gone to enough bachelor parties yeah, Ive seen them. Pretty boring after a while not nearly as fun as the real thing
Natalie simply took an extra gulp of champagne at that. She really wanted to get dressed again, but that process would be awkward with John standing right there, so she thought it better to just stay as is. Well, lets get this over with put it on
John ordered the movie and soon cheesy music was heard, but no footage yet.
The bed was king-size and Natalie moved to the far left side and said, You might as well make yourself comfortable and he sat down, leaning back against the headboard as well, but he stayed on top of the covers. A few minutes later the room was filled with over the top shouts and moans as two bodies slammed into and against each other in increasingly acrobatic poses Natalie tried to act nonchalant, but she was truly embarrassed watching this with John sitting right beside her laughing at her.
So glad I can be such a source of amusement for you McBain
Aw, dont be upset, its cute that youre turning so redPlus this stuff is unintentionally funny you have to just see the comedy in it
Not if Im not watching I AM taking a nap She rolled over onto her side, and to Johns surprise she did manage to fall asleep. He looked at his watch and saw that it was 11pm, and realized he was dead tired too. Speaking quietly so as not to wake her, John requested a 1am wake-up call, and then he stretched out beside Natalie, initially flat on his back, but then he rolled onto his side and moved in behind, putting his arm around her and drawing her closer against him. She let out a sigh but remained asleep, and soon he was too.
Chapter 17
The 1am wake-up call was a rude awakening and John reached over Natalie to grab the phone, not bothering to listen to the recording before he hung it back up. Natalie was startled awake and realized that she had been sleeping in Johns arms, her face tucked in the curve of his neck. She didnt move and refused to even think about, let alone question that decision.
Wow, what time is it?
One am.
Really?
Yeah, you fell asleep and it seemed like a good idea, so I thought Id join you
Hmmm, well now I know another secret about you
What?
You, John McBain, are a closet cuddler!
He looked at her in mock outrage and said, Yeah, well YOU snore!
She turned onto her stomach to get a better look at him and said, I do NOT!
How do you know?
I just do!
Without warning he pulled her to him and kissed her soundly, and she responded after only a moments hesitation. Things were starting to get heated when they broke apart and after letting out a shaky breath Natalie said, What? Did someone sneak cameras in here while we were sleeping so were not in private anymore?
No I just thought we needed to practice warm up a bit for our public performance make sure were convincing
Dont you think our 1am walk of shame is convincing enough?
He grinned at that and said, Especially if you dont brush your hair
John slid off the bed and said, Ill go get dressed
As John was dressing he replayed Natalies teasing him about being a cuddler and it was true that he had been caught in the act, and it frankly surprised him. He realized that virtually every time hed held a woman over the past 7 or 8 years, it had been mostly about sex and its aftermath, not for the sheer enjoyment that came from simply holding someone close. Yet his natural inclination had been to hold Natalie. He reasoned with himself that it must have been due to their crazy situation and how much younger she was that he felt protective towards her. Actually, he felt an interesting combination of things when it came to her. He was very obviously physically attracted to her, and that was not surprising. But this more tender range of feelings the instinct to hold her and enjoying it that was disconcerting. He also got a huge kick out of her the way she had handled this situation was downright funny at times and he knew hed grown to genuinely like her. And thats how it would all stay. They would be colleagues who genuinely liked each other, having bonded over a crazy assignment.
Natalie had quickly slid out from under the covers and stood, putting her bra straps back over her arms and shoulders and pulling her dress over her head. She thought back on their evening and had to laugh at the notion of them falling asleep together with a porn movie running in the background. What a very exciting evening. She had enjoyed their banter back and forth in the bar, and it was good that they could find the humor in all this and kid each other. And it was better that she focus on that as opposed to the way they had gotten lost in their kisses several of which had had nothing to do with performing for a potential audience.
John emerged fully dressed from the bathroom, in time to see Natalie perched on the end of the bed putting her sandals on.
Ready?
Ready.
They walked to the elevator and once inside John pulled Natalie into his arms and kissed her, but this time there was a gentleness to it the classic kiss of temporarily sated lovers as opposed to their previous intensity when theyd been on the way to the room to do something about their urgent desires. Both had been highly believable. Natalie felt a bit weak-kneed by the time their mouths had parted and she looked up at John, and whatever he saw on her face prompted him to caress it and tuck an errant fiery tress back behind her ear.
They left the Opus and took a taxi back to the Four Seasons where they were staying. It was 1:30 am by the time they got there and as they were walking into the lobby they bumped into Mason who was only just getting in himself.
He smiled broadly and approached them saying softly when he was in range, No need to ask what you two have been up to nice hair, Natalie
She couldnt help blushing a bit but playfully swatted his arm, Well whats your story you dirty stay-out?
Why dont we head to the bar for last call so we can have a nightcap and Ill fill you in.
Natalie looked at John and he said, Why not? We dont start until 10 this morning, so well be OK
The three took a quiet table in the corner ringed by comfortable chairs, and Natalie sat in a middle seat with the men on either side of her. Mason ordered them a round of cognacs and they settled in to their seats.
So, Mason, Natalie asked. What or who has kept you out until this hour?
Well, since you two have ditched me and left me to fend for myself I had to find the inner resources to move on, broken-hearted as I was Natalie and John both rolled their eyes at him. Thankfully I had already espied someone whod struck my fancy, and I decided to act on that and I spent a wonderful evening dining and dancing with a beauteous State Department staffer whos on the trip with us but was billeted at a hotel down the street.
Do we get to know her name? Natalie pressed.
Angela. Angela Mauro.
Oh, I think I know who that isshes very pretty
Indeed. And charming and intelligent too. Shes almost as young as you are but not quite shes 28.
Wow, Mason John said Thats practically ancient for you
Mason smiled devilishly at John and said, Said in all hypocritical sincerity by the man sneaking around with a 19 year-old college co-ed.
John chuckled and said, But shes not really 19, is she?
No, youre right shes a whopping 24.
Natalie broke in, Plus, we arent actually involved, but you
Whoa Nelly! Who said anything about involved. This is the trouble with you women, a single date and then you think involvement. But, well, now that I say that, I could be wrong at least in your case. Because you look like you just spent the night in bed, sweetheart, and youre claiming non-involvement
Natalies shade of red deepened and she didnt quite know what to say. She had in fact spent the night in bed and with John. But virtually nothing had happened.
John was amused by her discomfort but decided to step in, She fell asleep on me.
Masons face broke into a huge smile, You dont say?
Not on him, exactly, on the porn
What? He said with laughter in his voice now.
She explained, You know why we had to have one playing, right?
Mason nodded.
Well, I didnt particularly want to watch it and there was nothing else to do next time I have to bring a book or something so I decided to take a nap.
Mason turned to John, OK, so what did you do sit and watch it by yourself?
No I decided I might as well take a nap too, so I called for a wake up call and did just that
Question. Mason said. Did you guys have any cocktails before you headed to the room?
Natalie looked at him puzzled but answered, Yes, we thought it would look beastly if John just steered me towards a room so we went to the bar first.
Ah, yes, all the better for him to ply you with alcohol.
Exactly! Which is what I told him
And did you two act on your cover story in the bar?
Natalie nodded and said, And the elevator Chases orders of course.
Oh, of course. So let me see if I have this straight. You two had some drinks, made out in the bar and elevator heading to your room, got into various states of Chase-instructed undress, got on the bed and put on a porn movie -- and took a nap.
Natalie nodded and Mason shook his head in faux disgust. John, you may need to have your man-card revoked!
Uh, Mason, Natalie and I arent really involved. Were not supposed to do anything more, remember?
I know, Im just teasing and I do admire your restraint not sure Id be able to flip the switch the second I was away from prying eyes.
Mason caught the brief look that passed between John and Natalie, and he found it very revealing. Apparently they hadnt been quite as rigid about the lines as theyd outlined. Interesting. But he said nothing. Some things were better just to leave be.
They finished their cognacs and the men escorted Natalie to her door. At that moment John wished they were alone because he was suddenly seized by a strong desire to kiss her good night. She looked at him with eyes that suggested he wouldnt have been rebuffed. But in the end he was glad that Mason was there, because his impulse was definitely concerning.
Chapter 18
The rest of the Canada trip passed uneventfully and the group settled back in DC. In a week theyd head to Mexico for a quick trip, followed by a week back in DC, and then a three-week excursion to Europe. Natalie had to give up her regular schedule at The Brazen Head but she was covering shifts and her second night back in DC found her in her normal surroundings. She knew some time this week she was going to have to meet with John at some random DC hotel and she found her pulse jump a bit at that thought. She was definitely going to come prepared with something to pass the time while she was there and shed come dressed in something that would translate well under the covers but not leave her in her bra and panties.
At 8 oclock John and Mason walked in and she took a deep breath to steady her nerves, scolding herself for being silly. She pulled two pints of Harp and brought them over to their table as they were settling themselves.
Well theres a sight for sore eyes long time no see Miss Natalie Said Mason with his normal good cheer.
Yeah, right, Mason. Its been soooo long Natalie retorted. It wasnt being kept secret at all that Natalie was accompanying the First Family this summer it would be hard given all the pictures being taken. That said, she was very careful to keep out of camera line as much as she could and had grown adept at shielding her face as much as possible. Her excuse was actually a good one the main people of interest were the President, First Lady and their daughter, not her friend. Natalie was concerned that someone might recognize her as a Buchanan, though after the initial uproar when her true identity had been discovered she had kept a pretty low profile.
Hello, Natalie John said quietly.
Hey, John. She felt a little awkward and wasnt sure if how she was supposed to act around him in this setting were they supposed to be somewhat overt here or more discreet? She figured shed just follow his lead.
You guys want the usual?
At their head nods she departed and placed their order and kept her distance until it was ready. She brought it over to them and had just finished putting it down on the table when Rocco of all people walked in. Shed hoped hed headed back to wherever he was from at the end of the semester, but no such luck. He gave her a thorough once-over but had an ugly sneer on his face. John noticed him walk in, too, and he had to take a long cleansing breath to stop himself from going over and pummeling him into the next century. He was convinced that prick had had something to do with drugging Natalie. What he did do was reach out and move a hand around Natalies back, resting it intimately on the spot where her lower back began to curve into her bottom, and he brought her a little closer to where he sat. He locked eyes with Rocco as he did so and saw the anger flash before he turned away pretending neither to notice nor care.
Thanks, Natalie John said softly as his hand lightly caressed her back. She had to concentrate on swallowing at the heat of his hand resting there and she felt certain parts of her body tighten and moisten at the contact, and couldnt help feeling a bit appalled that this innocuous touch could have such an impact. She had to get a grip.
Youre welcome. Anything else you guys need?
John said in a low voice but one he knew Rocco could hear, since the bastard was paying rapt attention even though he was trying not to show it. Not right now, but later definitely later all the while his hand caressing her lower back.
OK later then
Natalie stepped away and then headed towards the bar, wishing she could pour herself a drink to steady her nerves. A while later she noticed John and Mason were low on their drinks so she poured two more pints and walked them over. They thanked her and then in a surprise move John stood and took her hand.
Can you take a break?
Yeah, I guess
Good, then come with me
Rocco was missing none of this.
John took Natalies hand and led her to the back room. Leaving the door ajar he pressed her up against the wall and anyone peering in would see them perfectly in the space between the door and door jamb. Before Natalie could even react his mouth had descended on hers and then they were sharing a hot open-mouthed kiss, their arms winding around each other. That is how they were when Rocco found them ostensibly on his way to the mens room, his angry exhale of breath announcing his presence. John and Natalie briefly broke apart and John glared into Roccos eyes then reached a hand out to slam the door shut in his face.
He looked down into Natalies face and said on a seductive whisper, You need to make some noise, Natalie Then he claimed her mouth again for a moment before simultaneously pulling her right leg up over his hip and grinding against her and moving his mouth to her neck, and she was helpless against the loud moan that escaped. Thats it thats my girl he purred, and then attacked her mouth again. Natalie moved her hands into his hair to pull him closer while he had one hand still holding her right leg up as his other had made its way directly onto her ass to hold her even closer. She no longer had any idea where the line between reality and pretend was and didnt much care any more shed leave it to him to figure out, because right now was right now, and she was savoring the feeling of his mouth and tongue and the hardness pressing between her legs.
Their mouths broke apart again and when Natalie placed her hot tongue in the hollow at the base of Johns throat it was his turn to moan. It pushed his arousal to an entirely new level and he knew he needed to stop. Instead, to torture himself just a little more he kissed her deeply again, a raw urgency creeping in, and then he finally stepped back from her, his breathing erratic but entirely in synch with hers. They looked at each other for a long moment, and then Natalie said with a shaky voice, I better get back out
She left the back room and Rocco was waiting in the hall. I always knew you were a whore nice move fucking with an older fed in the back room of a bar what, are you his piece on the side probably all youre really worth
John had stepped out and heard that and said with a deadly quiet in his voice, You must be the stupidest son of a bitch Ive ever met. I would have thought your conversation with Mason the other night would have been enough, but apparently not. So let me spell it out for you you steer clear of Natalie. No more dogging her and no more having one of your pals slipping something in her drink! You fuck with her, you fuck with me and I promise you, you dont want to fuck with me
Rocco sneered at John but made a hasty retreat.
You OK, Natalie?
Yeah. Thankfully this is really the only place I have to see him and its not like he can bother me at the White House
Natalie went back behind the bar and John re-joined Mason, who said, Is that son of a bitch still giving her a hard time?
Yes. I just set him straight again, but Im not sure it registered any more than your own tutorial Im just glad that Natalie is living in such a secure environment, and that were going to be out of town so much. I might have a word with her boss to make sure she doesnt walk out of here late at night by herself
Good idea.
As it turned out, they drove her back to the White House and as she was getting out John said How about 2 oclock the day after tomorrow at the Renaissance on 9th?
Mason laughed and said, Wow, what smooth technique
That broke any awkwardness and they all laughed and Natalie said, Its a date
John was on the way to the Renaissance when it struck him that he was very much looking forward to seeing Natalie to being with her and that caught him up short. It wasnt that he was looking forward to kissing her although that wasnt exactly a hardship but it he wanted to be in her company for its own sake and that unnerved him. A physical attraction and reaction was to be expected. Getting over her anger and appreciating her as a colleague was fine. But having an unusual feeling in his chest happiness well that was not good. Under the circumstances it could only lead to complications for everyone. He was going to have to clamp down on himself and be as strictly business as he could be.
Natalie could tell immediately that he was different she wondered if hed had a bad morning or something had happened. Something wrong?
No, not at all. Lets go He took her arm and started leading her towards the elevator but it was a very matter-of-fact touch and again she wondered what was going on, but figured it would blow over.
When they got in the elevator he grabbed her to him almost roughly and kissed her hard as if there was an undercurrent of anger. When the doors opened on their floor he released her so quickly she had to steady herself for a second. She was getting pissed but held her tongue so as not to do anything to break cover. As soon as they got into the room he pulled two robes out of the closet and tossed her one saying get ready you can take the bathroom.
Letting out an irritated breath she did exactly that, mostly so she didnt start yelling at him. She opened her tote bag and pulled out boxers and a tube top not exactly a burqa but better than just bra and panties and changed, pulling the robe on over them. By the time she came out of the bathroom John was also in a robe, his clothes tossed on the dresser. It was a very small room, dominated by a king-sized bed, with end tables wedged between it and the wall on both sides and a dresser just 2 feet from the end of the bed. A small desk and chair were squeezed beside it, and that was the extent of the furnishings besides a flat screen TV that hung over the dresser in lieu of a mirror.
John turned to her and asked Do you want to see the room service menu?
No, order whatever. Im not really hungry
He said nothing but turned away to pick up the phone and she could be silent no longer. OK, whats going on? Did I do something Im not aware of?
No. Nothing. Everything is fine.
Then how do you explain the arctic chill coming off of your towards me?
John sighed and said, Im sorry if you think Im being chilly Im just trying to focus on the job, all right? Because thats what this is, and well thats what this is
You think I dont know that?
No I know you do. I just think it will be easier, especially during these meetings, if we just keep things as professional and straightforward as possible
She was beyond mad at his tone because she couldnt help feeling like he was somehow saying that SHE was the one or the only one blurring the line and that had not been the case. Not at all. In an angry tone she said, OK Mr. lets kiss in the room to practice!
He moved closer to her then and said with equal anger, Youre right. Thats on me. Im not saying it wasnt. its just going forward
Fine. Got it. Out of spite, irritation and a desire to give him a bit of a shove off his professional high horse, she doffed her robe and stood looking at him for a second before walking over to the side of the bed to yank the covers back and climb into bed. That was all the time necessary for John to get a very good view of her the flimsy white tube top perilously clinging to her breasts and serving as a sexy juxtaposition to the white cotton boxers. He knew exactly what she was doing and it pissed him off because she did get a reaction out of him, he couldnt help the tightening in his groin.
He turned away and placed and order for two club sandwiches, two sodas and a bottle of cabernet. When he turned back around Natalie had already pulled out her book Outlander by Diane Gabaldon and she was studiously ignoring him. Probably better that way.
The room service came and they ate in silence, Natalie only managing to eat a quarter of her sandwich. John poured them each a glass of wine and that she accepted gratefully, even giving him a small smile before remembering she was supposed to be mad at him, and then she went back to her book.
John sighed and then pulled out the audiotape Chase had given him and soon the unmistakable sounds of hot sex were permeating the room. Natalie glanced at him for a moment and he could see the heightened color in her cheeks, but then she went back to her book. He had his briefcase so he sat on the small chair by the small desk and pulled out a few files.
Natalie was trying to tune out the sounds but it was hard. Cursing her luck shed also gotten to the part of the book where Jamie and Claire had had a huge fight and were now engaged in a totally hot lovemaking session that was at least as much of a battle as sex. She couldnt bring herself to put it down, no she might as well torture herself, reading scorching smut, while sitting half-naked in bed, sipping wine while John sat in a robe across the room acting like a standoffish son-of-a-bitch.
Finally the tape was over and they waited another half hour and then John said, We can probably go now
Not saying a word and not bothering to put her robe back on Natalie got out of bed and headed to the bathroom to get changed. They left the room and headed to the elevator and they turned to each other to kiss, this time both their mouths were angry as they punished each other, but anyone looking at them would have seen a rough, raw passion between them. When the bell dinged announcing theyd reached the lobby John practically shoved her away and left the confines of the elevator, and now Natalie as flat out furious. It was one thing to be professional but he was being practically hostile and she wanted to lash out. And she knew just how to do it. She was going to take him down a peg.
Natalie caught up to John and stood in front of him so he had to stop walking. Then she reached up and grabbed his tie and yanked on it so that his head had to come down and she took aggressive possession of his mouth, wrapping her arms around his neck while she shoved her entire body along the length of his. He had no choice but to move his arms around her body to steady them both and he gave up and kissed her back with equal ardor, knowing his erection was now pressing assertively into her stomach.
When Natalie broke the kiss she stepped away from him and they stood looking at each other for a long moment. He could see the defiance on her face, but he also detected something else and he knew hed hurt her feelings with his cold behavior, and he felt like a prick. She hadnt done anything wrong and he had over-corrected in a major way. Before he could say anything she had turned away and was walking quickly from the hotel.
Natalie was fighting back tears as she left the hotel and felt like a fool. A complete and utter fool. But it bothered her that he was so cold and aloof not to mention angry. She had done nothing to deserve it when had she morphed back into the enemy? The street was largely deserted when she exited it was the quiet period between lunch and the end of the work day, but in about 30 minutes that would all change. Shed made it to the corner when she heard Johns voice saying, Natalie, wait! She hesitated, not sure if she wanted to talk to him but equally unsure that she didnt. John caught up to her and was turning her around to face him when out of the corner of his eye he saw two large forms heading their way, sweatshirt hoods pulled over their heads. Though things were happening fast, Johns training allowed him to slow everything down as he assessed the threat and took action. He noted they were holding buckets that appeared to be full and he realized their intent was to douse them with the contents. He pulled Natalie against him, burying her head in his chest, and then he turned their bodies so their backs would bear the brunt of the soaking there was no time to completely evade them. He felt a stinging sensation on his hands where some of the liquid hit and he realized it was some sort of acid and they were soaked with it over much of their clothing. That would protect them for a little while but he could already feel the acid burning through his thin cotton shirt where it had hit. There was no time to even try to see whod accosted them much less pursue them. He could hear Natalie gasping a bit in pain where some of it must have splashed on her skin and her clothing was lighter and more summery than his, though hed born the brunt of the dousing.
He grabbed her hand and urgently said, Come on! and dragged her back into the hotel, into the elevator and back towards their room. She was already pulling off her jacket, as was he. What is this, John?!
Some sort of acid weve got to get out of this stuff into the shower
Natalie just concentrated on breathing
Chapter 19
John dragged Natalie back to their room and both were feeling the stinging effects of the acid, their breathing coming in gasps. Much of it had hit their clothes, but the growing heat indicated it was compromising them and in some cases was beginning to reach their skin. John pulled Natalie into the bathroom, turned on the two shower jets in the large tiled stall shower cold water only and dragged her in with him, shoving her under the spray.
Oh my God thats cold she said shivering.
I know now weve got to get these off
Natalie needed no encouragement. It was beginning to feel like a race against time and with no order or thought they began ripping whatever article of clothing on each other they could reach and open, yank on, rip their hands were urgent, their breathing raspy as they dealt with the stress of the situation and the chill of the water. John hesitated for a second before reaching for Natalies bra, but holes were already visible and the caustic solution would soon reach her skin if it hadnt already. She helped him yank down his pants, his boxers going with them and then they were naked under the frigid spray.
Let me look at you see where youre burnedhe did a quick scan and saw that she had some red patches on her hands, the back of her neck, and a bit on her upper chest area just under her neck, plus a few splotches on her arms, but thankfully her clothes had spared them much greater injury as had the fact that John had turned them away, otherwise their faces might have been hit. Natalie was checking John as well and his injuries thankfully seemed similarly minor.
By this point they were both shaking badly from a combination of reaction setting in and temperature of the water.
So cold
I know, but we need to stay under it for a little longer to make sure its all rinsed off, especially in our hair and scalp
O..O.. O..Kay her teeth were chattering now as she wrapped her arms around herself and a moment later she felt Johns arms enfold her as they stood under the spray contributed from both shower heads. She clung to him, trying to quell her rising emotions that were intensifying the tremors through her body. She could tell John was shaking too.
Reality was setting in for John. He had been in agent-protective mode just doing what needed to be done, but it was sinking in that someone two someones had tried to hurt them badly by throwing acid on them. If he hadnt followed Natalie seen them comingturned them around He held Natalie even closer to him trying to warm her, calm her, even though it was a losing battle under the spray. He felt his legs turning to rubber and he backed up so that he could lean against the wall. It also moved them largely away from the spray, though they still got some.
Natalie looked up at him with deep concern on her face and asked in a trembling voice, Are you you all all... right?
John nodded, Yes
Thank thank you you sav saved m-me.
In response John followed his instincts and his head dipped so he could move his mouth over hers and they began to kiss, gently at first but the heat of their mouths and tongues was such a stark contrast to the rest of them that it ignited a spark that set their bodies aflame everywhere they touched. Soon their mouths were fused with an urgency fueled by the fear and emotion that had buffeted them colliding with relief that theyd survived. But the biggest driver now was pure, unadulterated, unchecked desire.
Johns legs were once again turning to rubber but for a different reason. The feeling of Natalies naked body pressing up against his own, her hard nipples crushed against his chest, his massive erection pressing into her stomach, their thigh muscles braced against each other, and their mouths attacking each other it was all overwhelming. He again leaned back more firmly against the wall, but this time he bent his knees and began to slide down it, taking Natalie with him. When they landed she was half-astride him and their mouths broke apart as they stared at each other, panting, their eyes drunk with desire, their hearts hammering in their chests. He could feel a shudder run through her and he rasped her name,Natalie, and it was both passionate affirmation and question.
In response she leaned forward to reclaim his mouth and shifted her hips so she was directly over his jutting manhood. He positioned himself at her opening and felt another tremor transit through her body. He meant to take it slowly but when he pushed his engorged tip inside her and felt her tight, wet walls grab onto him it was over. He grabbed her hips and forced her down onto him in one decisive move as he bucked his hips up slightly and she ripped her mouth from his, her head falling backwards as her back and neck arched and she cried out his name, John! Her fingers were digging into his shoulders as he helped her move on him, sliding her almost entirely off him until he plunged her back down, a moan pouring from both of them with each friction-laden journey. Her head had been moving back and forth in time with her writhing upper body, but now she buried her face in his neck, her arms wound around his shoulders as she continued to ride him.
Natalie was almost completely overwhelmed his body, this act, was a shocking challenge to everything shed ever known about her own body. She was being stretched and plumbed more deeply than ever before and sensations shed never experienced were taking her to the edge of reason. She felt a searing heat his searing, tearing presence. In the one corner of her brain still capable of functioning she thought this must be what butter felt like when a hot knife sliced into it through itthe butter melting around it conforming to it forever changed by its presence. She knew the very contours of her body had changed for him and it was causing every nerve ending in her body to catch fire. She felt moments of pain but they almost immediately transformed into aching pleasure. She didnt even recognize the sounds coming from her as her own as they reported back to her from the tile walls.
If Natalies body was a revelation to her, it was as much if not more so to John. He had wanted her from the first time hed kissed her even before but could never have imagined it like this. She was so hot, tight and wet around him a molten embrace as she moved up and down his length, the friction building to devastating proportions. He moved his hands from her hips to take her face into his hands. They looked at each other through barely open lids, all energy concentrated where their bodies were melded. God, Natalie. John whispered and then he pulled her to him so he could kiss her deeply, fervidly as he banded his arms tightly around her back.
John could feel her begin to contract around him and her moans were growing more urgent as they tumbled down his throat. He was dying to find his own release in her so he brought his hands to her hips and forced her back down on him hard so he was as deeply embedded as he could be and she tore her mouth from his and it opened in a silent scream, her vocal cords seizing as her orgasm raced through her body with cataclysmic speed and intensity. He felt its impact throughout his own body, but that barely registered because her walls had clenched him so violently that his own climax went through him like rolling thunder and he held onto Natalie for dear life, rocking them both back and forth as they shook against each other. The aftershocks went on for several long minutes because they were caught in a deliciously vicious circle of chicken and egg proportions did she contract because he shuddered within her, or did he shudder because she contracted around him? In the end, it was endless pleasure as they clung to each other, John still seated on the shower floor, Natalie still straddling him, their bodies still connected intimately.
Their breathing was returning to normal, their bodies more or less quiet, but still they remained in a tight embrace, their faces resting in each others necks. The impact of what had just happened was starting to be felt. This was a seminal event literally and figuratively one that would forever bifurcate their lives into the before and after a defining moment after which nothing would ever be the same. They had blown their before out of the water. They didnt know how to deal with after because theyd been wholly unprepared for this happening. But what often gets lost in the emphasis on before and after is that theres also the during phase the event or situation that changes everything. So, not ready to deal with after, they clung to during by clinging to each other.
Finally, John shifted a little so he could move his hands to Natalies face again and gently take it in his hands. She opened her eyes to him and he asked softly, Are you OK?
She gave him a shaky smile and said, Yes though in truth she was suddenly feeling incredibly awkward, still sitting essentially impaled on him, but unsure how to move off him without making things even more awkward. He pulled her into a tender kiss that warmed her, and as they were sharing it she gently moved off him, kneeling up a bit. He hugged her closer as their kiss continued and then he released her and helped her gain her footing to stand, then followed suit.
John moved a shaky hand to her hair, smoothing it for a moment. Maybe we should go outside talk about, well, everything thats happened
Natalie shook her head but said softly, I need a few minutes in hereum, to finish in the shower She felt totally self-conscious as she said this, especially at Johns Oh, right and her inner snark silently said, Yes, John, thats right, I need to wash you from between my legs Good Lord how had this happened? It had been one of the most amazing experiences of her life certainly THE most from a sexual standpoint, but there was so much that it could now complicate.
John gave her a soft kiss on the cheek and left her to her shower. He briefly returned with a robe for her, and then she turned on the hot water and stood under its stream to try to gain some semblance of balance.
John donned his own robe and sat on the edge of the bed for a moment. He could still feel her on him and his body would never regret the experience. His mind was starting to work overtime, however, but couldnt seem to pull a cogent thought together about what to actually do how they could work through this past itHe sighed deeply and put his head in his hands.
Chapter 20
Natalie tried to calm herself as she showered, glad of the hot water which simply matched the heat John had created within her and along every inch of her skin. Shed thought the acid hot and burning until shed felt his intimate touch. He had become her lover, but he was also her boss. When she walked out of the bathroom he would still be her boss but what of the other? It was ostensibly precluded by their professional relationship plus wasnt that the only real relationship they had? So really theyd just had sex but how did they get over that and back to a normal professional relationship when that was actually far from normal when it was requiring them to act as if they were having an affair and they would still have to kiss passionately to gild that cover story? And especially because it hadnt felt like just sex a tiny voice inside her said. She had so many questions and not a single answer.
How had this happened? Then she shook her head and had to stifle a giggle when she thought of the old jokes about people trying to explain away affairs as accidents as in So, you just happened to FALL on her/him and whoops there you were inside her/on him? because isnt that exactly what had happened? She had landed on him. Literally. And then shed made the ultimate decision to cross that line, because it really had been her decision not that it had been even remotely possible that she could have denied them at that moment. And now she had to face him. The burning intensity of that gaze that she now knew was more than matched by his touch, by his very maleness as it had asserted itself within the very core of her body.
While Natalie showered John had picked up the phone to explain the situation to Chase. He wanted them to stay put so he could do some preliminary investigation as to whether there was an ongoing threat hed be dispatching some agents to check the perimeter, lobby, surrounding areas, etc. He was going to have security tapes from the hotel and other businesses sent to him to they could look at the footage of the attack and see if they could make out the perpetrators. Then he and Mason would come to the hotel to meet with them in the room and bring them clothes, of course. He estimated it would take 2-3 hours for them to accomplish all this and get there and hed call when he was a few minutes out so theyd know to expect him and not try to shoot him as an unfriendly.
John thanked him and then once again sighed deeply. After what had happened, they were going to have to sit in a hotel room together, naked except for robes, and try to rebuild normal whatever that was. And Johns biggest problem was that he wasnt sure what he wanted. Oh, he knew what he SHOULD want to do draw another line in the sand, explain this all away as heat of the moment, and cling to their professional relationship. Period. But somehow that ironclad stance couldnt quite root itself within him. He wasnt sure he could forget or act as if he had what it had felt like to be with her. He tried to challenge himself on that because he had had plenty of sex in his life plenty and some of it truly great. And hed more than moved past those partners. What was it about her? But then, did any of that matter, because he knew his duty. It was his calling and his first priority. Plus, he had to be realistic this might not even be his choice to make. Really it was at least as much Natalies. She might not want another thing to do with him. She had seemed rattled by the whole experience as had he. But she might deeply regret it and he had a responsibility to her not to have her live in fear that shed be constantly under siege by him for a repeat or that any consequences would attach to her for rebuffing him. Damn! He was her boss and she had to feel some pressure from that fact and how he could possibly use that against her if she didnt handle this appropriately. He was reeling and largely because he knew what he should do but wasnt sure he would or could, and that stunned him. Hed always been able to until now.
Natalie knew she couldnt hide out in the bathroom any longer so, tightening the thankfully-massive white terry robe around her, she walked into the room to face a similarly-clad John. The intimate nature of their attire did not help at all it was hard to slip back into professional mode dressed like this unless of course your profession was the oldest one in the book. She was already blushing but it couldnt be helped. John was over by the window looking out when she entered the room so she decided to sit on the only real piece of furniture available the large king-sized bed. She figured if she perched on the end of it she could pretend it was just a couch or something yeah, that would work. She needed to sit, though, because her legs still felt shaky from a lingering reaction to what they had done along with a terrible case of nerves combined with mortification. She was also a bit sore, so she winced as she sat which was unfortunately the precise moment John turned around.
John had heard her come into the room and was stealing himself to start the conversation they needed to have. He turned to do so but all thought of that fled when he saw her grimace in obvious pain as she sat down.
Oh my God, I hurt you
She flushed even more and said, No, Im fine really
Natalie
I swear... I am really
John looked closely at her and could tell she was completely uncomfortable and he wasnt sure whether it was the situation or if he had really hurt her since he hadnt exactly been gentle. FAR from it he had basically attacked her, though she seemed as into it as he had at the time. He was far from comfortable himself. He was still stunned by how quickly everything had upended, but the sexual tension had been building between them for quite some time the fact that they had been pretending to have an inappropriate relationshipthe heated kisses they had shared and then they were tossed naked together in a shower after a major dramatic eventeven a eunuch might have had trouble controlling himself. Even now he could feel how tight she had been, hed never felt anything
A horrible thought took hold as he remembered, and before he could stop himself he blurted out, Oh my God were you a virgin?!
Natalie looked at him speechless, What?! No! Why?! then her own horror took hold when she asked, Oh my God, was I THAT BAD?!
Today was the day for shocking each other and now Johns face wore that expression, and he said in surprised honesty NO! Shit, no far from it thats not what I why I asked! Its only because I hurt you and, well he stopped dead when he realized hed been about to comment on how tight she had felt yeah, great boss/subordinate conversation. Never mind
Natalie jumped up, again wincing, and walked closer to him, angry now, No, you dont just get to say never mind after starting to say something like that what?
Natalie
No, I mean, if I did something wrong. I can take it just
You didnt do anything wrong, Natalie look, just forget it
NO! I want you to tell me what you were going to say!
His face felt hot as he finally said, OK, OK you were TIGHT, OK? Very. Happy?
Natalies cheeks flamed and now she couldnt help the words tumbling out of her mouth, Well, well did you ever think that was YOUR fault
Fault? My? Natalie, its not about fault because its not like, well, well shit its not like thats a BAD thing but how is it my fault anyway?
Natalie thought that through and realized there as no way she was going to verbalize her reasoning for that accusation not unless the earth would open up and swallow her immediately after. Um, never mind lets just not talk about this any more
Oh no no no no... YOU dont get to say something like that and just let it drop. I couldnt, you cant why would that be my fault?
At this point they were standing within a foot of each other and John could actually feel heat coming off Natalies embarrassment-red skin.
Natalie
She knew he wasnt going to let this go so she took a big breath and not quite looking at him said, Because youre not exactly small, OK? Surely you must know that!
Oh.
Yeah, oh.
Both of them were actually thinking the same thing, though neither would have verbalized it on pain of death: shes tight, hes big good combination. Hence their noisy destruction of each other in the shower.
Natalie shook her head and said, Youre the boss and Im not sure what regulations apply in this situation any chance we could raid the mini-bar because I could use a drink
He groaned inwardly at her reminder he was her boss, Grab me the whiskey all of it.
Deal.
She tossed him three bottles of whiskey and handed him a glass, and then she poured two bottles of vodka in her glass, and took the other one out as back-up.
They each took a bracing gulp and then sat on the bed careful to keep their distance, which was not hard given its king-sized proportions. They could get through this. They could. It was a momentary blip. Pretty quick, all things considered. Certainly intense. Bone melting. Scorching hot. Incredible. More gulps of fiery liquids to purge the thoughts and steady the nerves.
John finally broke the silence. So, I talked to Chase filled him in. He wants us to sit tight while they get whatever camera footage they can to see if they can figure out who did this he said itll be about 2-3 hours and then he and Mason will be here theyll bring us clothes, too.
Clothes would be good
Yeah
While waiting for Chase and Mason, John and Natalie tossed back their drinks from the mini-bar, liberating a few other tiny bottles along the way. Natalie was truly buzzed though cognizant while John was certainly relaxed, and they no longer felt quite as ill at ease. In fact their bodies were highly attuned to one another not surprising since theyd long been attracted to each other and now they knew each other intimately, even if it had been a fast, frenzied getting to know you session. Theyd still kept their distance, but things were certainly much less tense.
John looked at her and quietly said, Im really sorry if I hurt you, Natalie I was too roughintent on one, well, goal I guess
She smiled a little bit and said, John, I wasnt exactly crying out in pain you know.
He smirked. Me neither. It was such a heat of the moment thing normally, uh, normally Im a bit better about making sure, well, that my partner is ready I take my time a bit more, but
Well you were a bit like a heat seeking missile She giggled at her buzz-induced joke. John, dont worry about it, Im used to it.
Huh? he asked in puzzled surprise.
She was blushing at this point but emboldened by the alcohol and Johns own discomfort she said, I I havent been with many others, and, um, well theyve all been guys my age, who, well
Dont necessarily take their time either yeah, I was one of those guys back in the day a century or so ago they laughed at him making fun of his age. Apparently I can still forget myself if todays any indication if I had it to do over I would have done it differently especially for a first time together Even as he said the words warning bells were going off in his head this wasnt the best conversation to be starting.
His voice had gotten husky and hers matched his when she asked, Really? What would you have done? His pulse jumped at her question and the tone of her voice. It felt like more than just a question on her part his tightening groin read it as a possible invitation He knew he was treading on dangerous ground that he should steer them safely away from where they were clearly going, but he didnt have it in him. What hed had of her before made him want everything now.
Natalie saw the change come over him the stiffening and then loosening of his body the flame in his eyes. She knew shed asked a loaded question that practically begged for a certain answer but she couldnt help herself. For a moment a shard of sanity tried to assert itself and Natalie questioned the wisdom of her own questions, but she was unable to fight the need to know... she could no longer fight herself. She wanted to know what he could show her she wanted to know him fully.
Lots of things to learn more about you and your body what it responds to what it needs He had moved a little closer to her as he said this, unable to maintain his distance drawn in by her big blue eyes. He could see her swallow as she said softly, Like what? Every part of her flat out wanted this man. Shed thought such an aching desire was just the stuff of movies and romance novels, but her insides had tightened with her need, inhibitions sloughed away by just the right amount of adult libations, the memory of how it had felt when hed taken over her body, and the burning intensity spiking between them.
Apparently John was similarly inspired and driven. He leaned closer so that his mouth was hovering over hers and he whispered, Do you want me to tell you or show you?
Her heart literally stopped for a moment, but then she realized it had relocated because she could have sworn she felt it throbbing between her legs at the sound of his voice and the heat of his breath on her mouth. The anticipation alone would kill her.
Show me teach me she said so softly he almost didnt hear her, but he felt her words on his mouth and then his claimed hers in a gentle kiss that turned passionate when she opened up to him and mated her tongue with his. By the end of the kiss Natalie was lying flat on the bed and John was half-lying on her. He drew back and looked at her, noting the heightened color on her face and neck. She was beautiful and he was incredibly aroused by her womanly curves, juxtaposed with the streak of innocence obvious in her eyes as they looked at him. He wanted to use his touch his experience to teach her about herself to bring her pleasure at a depth and level he now knew shed never quite experienced.
John reached down and untied the belt on her robe, separating the sides of it so the entire front of her body was exposed the creamy curve of her neck, her gorgeous breasts and their already-hard rosy nipples, the taut stomach that led down to the V between her legs where the proof she was a real redhead had been waxed almost to non-existence and her perfectly shaped legs that seemed long even though she was so tiny. She was such a study in contrasts fiery hair and the palest skin a tiny frame graced with lush curves a body seemingly built for sex that didnt fully know it yet The throbbing in his groin told him it would be a challenge to contain himself and make good on his promise. He gently lifted her for a second to remove the robe entirely and he tossed it on the other side of the bed.
Natalie was initially shy under his intense inspection, but then found her body responding to it since it was clear he liked what he saw.
John said softly, When youre a young hormone-crazed guy, you have a very narrow focus on one area in particular and you dont understand the interplay that happens in the body how touch one place can be felt another can bring pleasure even more than a direct approach for example, the skin is the largest single organ, and you can touch one place and it can impact everywhere. He gently moved his fingertips from her jaw line, down her neck, through the valley between her breasts and down her stomach before allowing his mouth to softly follow that trail. Her whole body shivered in response, goose-bumps cropping up in its wake.
Then, there are your breasts he said that so softly and Natalie couldnt help sucking in her breath in anticipation.
He moved his head down, near her right breast, and she could feel the warmth of his breath on her skin as he said, Theres often such sensitivity almost a direct connection so that you experience the touch not just on your breasts, but deeper inside intimately He lowered his head and sucked her nipple into his mouth, lavishing it with his tongue. Natalie felt the muscles of her core contract sharply and her neck arched while her hips rose slightly off the bed, causing her legs to part a bit. He removed his mouth and looked at her, saying, You felt that connection my mouth not just on your breast I can tell by the way you moved your hips, and your legs have opened to ask for more
He could see she was a bit embarrassed as her mind caught up to her bodys instinctual response, but when she would have straightened her legs he put a hand on her left thigh to stop her and said gently, Natalie, dont be embarrassed by the natural response of your body but just because youre aroused doesnt mean you have to give into it so Ill ask you, do you want me to stop?
She simply shook her head, not wanting to trust her voice, and still a bit too shy to verbally admit it which made her feel a bit ridiculous. He smiled at her and said, Well, the great thing about your beautiful breasts is that there are two of them and they both deserve attention can both trigger pleasure elsewhere Even as he was speaking his head was descending and just after Natalies eyes drifted shut she felt his mouth close over her left nipple, more forcefully than before. She didnt even realize she was about to moan let alone try to hold it back. This time it felt like an electric charge through her center and she felt an immediate release of fluid as her legs opened even wider. Her right hand moved to the back of Johns head to hold him in place and he complied, pulling back just a little to make sure her right breast received some additional attention.
He could feel Natalie gently writhing in response, and was sure she could feel his hardness pressing into her leg. He had to pull back and take a few deep breaths to steady himself. Her eyes opened at the loss of contact and he bit back a groan as he saw the desire that hazed them. His voice was raspy when he asked, Would you be ready for me now? Are you wet for me, Natalie? Again she could only nod, and he took note of the more rapid rise and fall of her chest. Natalie tried to steady her breath and she realized that in some ways his voice his words had more impact on her body than his actual touch.
Well, now I could take you in the most unique way a man can possess a woman but it can be oh so worth a few detours along the way trying out some other options for example the fingers. He noted the tremor that went through Natalies body at this suggestion and her legs were now bent and they had fallen wide open for him.
There are ten of them and they can be gentle soft he moved all ten of his fingers down her arms in an almost imperceptible caress. They can be more powerful he moved his hands to her breasts and kneaded them. They can give you flexibility that can maximize pleasure he moved his right hand to the moist flesh between her legs and she groaned as her hips bucked in response. I can use one finger or more As he said this he gently pushed two fingers inside her and they both gasped at the contact he was so turned on by her wet heat how tightly she gripped him. I can drive them deep inside you or move them around to better-caress your insides he did both, just as hed outlined, and she thought shed lose it right then and there as her hips shot off the bed, deepening his hold on her and she moaned his name. See, your body knows, sweetheart it knows how to fuck my fingers She continued to writhe on his hand and he swallowed hard at the sight. And then I can take my thumb and press its base into the most sensitive part of you He did and he felt her contract sharply around his fingers while she moaned, but after two seconds of contact he said softly, But were not ready for this to be over yet, are we?
He didnt wait for her response, but removed his fingers. While the fingers have their benefits, the mouth and tongue have an awful lot to recommend them as an option they can lick suck nibble... and I can taste you She felt these words pour out on the skin of her stomach and pelvis, then she sensed him exactly where she was dying to feel him. John could see the evidence of her desire her arousal and he moved his mouth to it, licking the length of her between her legs while holding her hips tightly in place. He pressed his tongue on her swollen clit and she whimpered, unable to express herself in any other way. That was until his tongue plunged inside her and then she screamed at the sensation. Her pelvis instinctively tried to move but he had moved his hands under her ass to hold her exactly as he wanted, braced between them and his mouth the energy had to go somewhere so her back and neck arched instead as she felt an early wave of pleasure work its way down her spine.
John was enjoying his work her taste the way she tightened along the length of his tongue but he didnt want her to climax fully that way he was near his own end and wanted to bring her the rest of the way with the incredibly hard, pronounced manifestation of his maleness and she was more than ready this time. He kneeled and removed his own robe and then closer, his knees between her legs as he braced himself up over her with his arms. She looked up at him, drowsy with desire and her nascent climax, her hands grabbing at his forearms. Are you ready for me, Natalie?
Yes she cried in a whispery moan.
Taste how sweet you are He moved his mouth down onto hers in a plundering kiss while he positioned himself and claimed her body inch by inch, savoring the moist friction as his steel pushed back against her tightening walls. When he was fully buried within they both moaned at the feeling of him so completely filling her. He didnt move for a moment, giving her a chance to adjust, though he continued to kiss her deeply. He felt her sigh of relief and satisfaction vibrate down his throat. Finally he surrendered her mouth and looked at her until she opened her eyes. He softly caressed her cheek and asked, All right? and she released a soft Mmmmm in response.
John could no longer be still since the gentle contractions of her walls, signaling the beginnings of her orgasm, were bidding him to move. He began to cede and reclaim her body with increasingly powerful strokes while his chest pressed tightly against hers, his arms banded underneath her back as hers wound around his shoulders and neck. Their mouths once again opened against each other, tongues matching the thrust and parry of their lower halves and collecting the increasingly urgent noises drawn from them by these devastating movements.
Natalie was utterly aware of Johns possession of her an all out invasion that teased every nerve ending, making her body clamor for more. His weight his size his power it was a combination she had never experienced, and even though she was ready for him craving him she felt the impact of the blows he was delivering to the deepest parts of her. It was exquisite when he was so fully embedded that his length, not just his width, were challenging her to accommodate him and as she edged closer to her undoing she knew at a cellular level that that is where and how she needed him. She moved her hands down his back to his ass and grabbed hold of him hard so he could not escape her.
John had been achingly aware of the intensifying reactions of Natalies body, of her approaching release, and he was feeling his own early quivering as he drove her to it. He almost lost it completely when he felt her hands on his backside, driving him deeper while her own hips ground against his to up the ante. He knew she was acting on pure carnal instinct now and that knowledge heated his blood. He pulled his mouth away and rasped to her, Is this what you want, Natalie? as he ground forcefully into her and she could only moan in response, clinging to him.
John moved his hands under her ass to increase the impact of their collision but suddenly needed even more he wanted to shatter her at this point so shed drag him with her. He moved his hands further up her back and then pulled up so that he was kneeling and taking her with him, and he then sat back on his heels so she was straddling him. Her head fell back as she shouted his name, since she could now feel him in her belly, so profound a presence he was. They were almost fiercely gyrating against each other and when John looked down he couldnt see a bit of himself where he disappeared into her there was no beginning or end between them, just molten, fused flesh.
When John leaned forward and clamped his mouth over Natalies left breast, his teeth pinching her nipple, it was like touching a flamethrower to a powder keg her orgasms concussion jarred her entire body while causing her to seize around John in a vice like grip. He barely had time to register any of this as his body surrendered to this almost vicious hold, yielding what hers demanded, which was all of him. He fell forward, pinning her into the mattress with his whole body while they remained joined. For long minutes the only sounds were gasps and residual moans as they dealt with the aftershocks.
Finally John rolled so they were on their sides and he could hold her without crushing her. They looked at each other, sharing the same bemused expression and John managed to get out a soft laugh while he said, Good thing you let me show you, because Im not sure I could have explained that She laughed, too, and managed to flush even more, which he thought was adorable. Natalie was still trying to process everything she had never ever let herself go like that. She was almost dismayed at the sounds and actions he had brought out in her which she was incapable of fighting back. Not to mention the sensations and feelings she now knew the difference between pleasure and ecstasy, mere release and sheer delirium. John gently kissed her mouth and then her forehead, and drew her tighter against him. And now well now a woman like you deserves to be held, Natalie. They stayed together for some time, their breathing relaxed and their bodies satisfied.
They would have remained so even longer if not for a knock on the door.
Its Mason I came ahead
For those of you that have read my other stories, it will come as no surprise that this will be a long one LOL... longer than Alien Country - maybe even as long as Quantico...
As always, I appreciate your readership and your comments...
Chapter 1
Natalie stood behind the bar at The Brazen Head, a popular bar and grill not too far from The White House in Washington, DC. It was particularly known for great burgers, an extensive array of beers from around the world served icy cold plus a back room full of pool tables. Also in the back room was a small stage and dance floor, and every now and again there would be some great music. It was 6pm and the place was starting to fill up quickly with a decent crowd for a Tuesday night. DC professionals would spend a few post-work hours here, kicking back with friends, and then thered be a changeover and the crowd would be made up of those who lived nearby and wanted a night out. Natalie had worked here for several months basically the Spring Semester, which had but one month left to go. She was studying Political Science at Georgetown. She had just poured a round of beers for a guy whose eyes dwelled just a bit too long on her tight t-shirt well, more particularly the impressive curves it hugged when she spotted John McBain and Mark Mason walk in and grab one of the few remaining tables just across from the bar. She had gotten to know them pretty well since they were regulars, and she knew they were at the top echelon of the Secret Service, protecting the President and his family. She had even seen them on campus a few times since the Presidents youngest daughter Zoe Caldwell went to Georgetown. In fact, Natalie had been assigned to her suite in the dorm and they had grown pretty close. Mason and John werent part of Zoes direct detail they guarded her father but sometimes they pinch hit or came with the President when he visited his daughter. She thought it would be amazing to work with them some day. Natalie found them both interesting meaning hot and she sighed because for some reason she had always found men more interesting than boys and that had caused the odd complication in her life.
John and Mason were definitely men in their later thirties 37, to be exact. They had very different looks, but were equally good-looking in their own way. They were both dressed in suits, and John was about 6 tall with a muscular build though within normal boundaries at that. He probably packed about 190-200 solid pounds on his frame. He had dark hair that he wore a little long, plus very subtle facial hair, which amounted to a well-trimmed mustache and goatee. He tossed a quick glance towards the bar and smiled, and as always she was struck by the electric blue of his eyes which she saw before he turned his attention to the chair he was about to claim. He moved with a confidence that bordered on a strut, but it worked for him because it was unselfconscious and real. Mason was 6 5 and at more like 250 pounds, but he was clearly a hard body. He looked like a professional football player or wrestler who kept his body in tip-top shape. He had a strong square jaw, prominent cheek-bones, a straight and perfectly proportioned nose and blue-gray eyes. He looked a bit like a cross between Howie Long with maybe a bit of David Beckham thrown in The two removed their jackets, loosened their ties, rolled up their sleeves and sank into their seats. She noted their glance toward the bar and she took that as her cue.
Natalie strode over to the men and asked, What can I get you two gentlemen?
They both lifted their eyebrows wryly at the gentleman appellation and then in unison asked for a pint of Harp. OK, Ill go get those and then Ill be back to get the rest of your order.
Mason said, Natalie, darlin, I cant believe you still think were gentleman and do we ever order anything different?
Well, some day you might crawl out of your rut, and to date youve done nothing ungentlemanly to me, so for now it fits.
John, rolled his eyes at his friend and colleague as he intently watched Natalies retreating form most particularly her ass. Which was quite something, he conceded to himself compact, given her small stature, but taut and beautifully curved in her jeans. It was actually a perfect complement to her eye-catching breasts which were full and sitting exactly where they were supposed to be in her Brazen Head t-shirt. Of course, hed expect no less from a young college co-ed. A very young college co-ed he had previously learned that she was all of 19. Which made her 18 years younger than them their days with college girls were over. Probably not over as long ago as they should have been, but they were reforming dating real women now.
Mason you think youve bored a hole in that girls backside yet with your laser stare?
No more than you did to her breasts, McBain. You gravitate towards that part of her anatomy, Im more of an ass man myself but its so rare when you find both so wonderfully contained in one woman and so magnificently joined by a narrow, tight torso and tiny waist
Shes a girl, Mason, not a woman.
Well, shes certainly got a womans body
John sighed and laughed. But he didnt disagree.
Natalie returned with their beers and asked, OK, the usual?
You make us sound so predictable, Natalie
Well, Mason have you ever ordered anything else?
No
I could leave while you consult the menu in case you want to make a switch
Anything else youd suggest, Natalie? This time it was John who spoke and, as always, she had to concentrate on not reacting to the sound of his voice. It was it was amazing. There was something about its tone and register almost like a purr. There was an edge to him a hint of danger that she found compelling and it knocked her off balance. Mason was clearly no one to trifle with either, but he seemed a bit more open and overtly friendly. John seemed intense, and held a lot back. She looked at him and cleared her throat.
Well, there are all the other basic sandwiches, and then the Irish specialties shepherds pie fish and chips bangers and mash
Do you think were the banger type? he asked quietly.
She could have sworn he was messing with her now so, putting a smirk on her face she said, I would imagine thats really none of my business Ill just bring you your usuala burger and fries no cheese, nothing to get between you and your meat except the perfect set of buns
With that she walked away knowing their eyes were on her own set of buns.
As soon as she was out of earshot Mason said, What the fuck was that, McBain that was an innuendo-laden question if ever Ive heard one and I know because Ive said enough of them myself! What happened to your lecture about her just being a girl
Well, shes a girl but shes 19 not 12. AND she was more than able to handle it, dont you think. A little bit of fun repartee isnt going to hurt anyone
John and Mason stayed for quite a while they had the next day off and every now and again theyd signal for another draft. Natalie was delivering their fresh beers when the table next to them was claimed by a group of guys from Georgetown whom she recognized very unfortunately in one case. Rocco Pagano was a big burly guy with a loud mouth who had taken an immediate liking to Natalie when shed walked into their Defense Policy class. He had been a regular bane of her existence ever since. He fancied himself a big man on campus senior that he was to her lowly sophomore status and he had repeatedly asked her to go out, seeing every no as a suggestion to try again soon. Worse, whenever hed had a few beers which was often he became incredibly grabby, putting his paws on any part of her body he could, even if they were in a public place. More than once shed had the misfortune of bumping into him in a more isolated place at a party a back hall, the kitchen, whatever and hed pinned her up against the wall. Once she had been washing her hands in the sink only to find his hands on either side of her and his hardness pressing into her backside. He was revolting to her, but she figured shed just keep fending him off because he had never tried to impede her hasty retreats after a well-placed elbow or heel to his foot. The Brazen Head had become his regular hang-out once hed learned she worked there.
She sighed as she turned to ask Rocco and his buddies for their order since it was her table they were at of course. A couple of the guys werent so bad, but he alone was more than enough. What can I get you?
How about you in a thong and a smile, sweet cheeks and I dont mean the ones on your face
Let me re-phrase what would you like to drink, and what would you like to eat. And I swear to God if you say anything to do with me youll be wearing your beer
You are such a fiery redhead, arent you when are you going to show me the proof that youre a real redhead you know, if the carpet matches the drapes
You have ten seconds to place an appropriate order or Ill have Bruce show you out Bruce being the massive bouncer who loved his job.
Fine. Bud. Burger rare pink like you Fries.
Mason and John had heard all this with disgust and as she turned Mason called her over.
You OK, Natalie do you need us to say anything to that jerk?
No, its fine. Hes just a constant pain in my ass from class to parties to here. Im used to him.
John spoke up, Well, you shouldnt have to get used to him, Natalie. Thats just bull shit.
The semesters almost over. Hes a senior and hell be gone. No worries but I appreciate the concern.
As the night wore on Rocco was in rare form to the point where Natalie asked Bruce to serve his table, which pissed Rocco off. Until Bruce threatened to completely cut him off, and then he piped down.
John and Mason settled their check and bid her good-bye, giving Bruce dirty looks as they walked out.
Natalie put their bill portfolio in her apron and headed to the back storage room to get a fresh scratch pad what she wrote her orders on before keying them into the computer. She had no sooner gotten in the door when she felt large beefy arms encircle her from behind, trapping her arms against her body. She knew exactly who it was.
Rocco! Let me go you damn bastard!
No dice, you little bitch. What, you too good for me giving me the cold shoulder all semester. Youre nothing but a cock-teasing sophomore He started kissing her neck and she kicked him in the shins as hard as she could with her heel. He grunted in pain and she was able to get away, but unfortunately he was between her and the door so she could only retreat further into the room.
He looked at her menacingly and took a step towards her.
Look, Rocco, youve had a lot to drink lets just forget about all this. Ive got to go back out there. Theyre going to come looking for me
Well then Ill make it quick
He moved fast for such a big guy and though she almost managed to skirt around him as he lunged for her he caught her, hauling her up and against his body while his mouth crashed onto hers in a bruising kiss. She felt bile rise up in her throat at his stale breath and she was furious. She kneed him sharply in the groin and he dropped her, mercifully surrendering her mouth, but then pulled his hand back and slapped her hard across her left cheek screaming You bloody bitch Im going to fuck you til you bleed!! She had landed on the floor with the force of his blow and he leaned down to grab her arm.
He didnt get the chance to do anything else because he was being yanked back and away from her with barely controlled violence. She looked up to see Mason holding Rocco in a stranglehold and John leaning towards her to help her up.
Mason said, Im going to take this piece of trash out back to hold a little tutorial about the right way to treat a lady
She couldnt help it she was shaking. Badly. A lot of it was pure anger, but it was also the delayed reaction of fear. John held her upper arms as he looked closely at her.
Are you OK, Natalie? He could see she was rattled understandably so and obviously fighting back tears that threatened to fall. He pulled her into better lighting and sucked in a breath when he saw her bruised, swollen lip and matching cheek. He had a strong urge to join Mason out back in beating the shit out of that bastard, but figured hed be better served tending to Natalie.
Stay here, Im going to get some ice
Natalie did as she was told and in less than a minute hed returned with a small bucket of ice and a clean towel. He put some ice in the towel and said softly, Put this on your cheek and then before she even realized what he was doing hed lifted her to sit her on a table and then stepped in closely to hold a cube of ice on her lip. Her eyes met his and she shivered in response, but thankfully it was hidden by the fact that she was still shaky overall. She felt the heat of his gaze and his breath on her and was surprised the ice wasnt boiling from it. She admonished herself not to even think such things, but there was something about him. It struck her on a primal level that she didnt understand because no one had ever activated it before. She had made fun of herself in the past for her reaction to him she felt like a kid with a crush on the high school quarterback who lived next door. It had been hard enough when she simply had to stand close enough to take his food and drink order and banter for a minute. But now, they were in this back room he was standing so close to her practically between the V of her legs as she sat on the table. And he was holding an ice cube to her lips while looking her in the eyes.
She was glad the lighting was so poor in the room so he was unlikely to see just how flushed she was.
The painful coldness of the ice cube finally registered and she winced a bit, moving her hand to his in an instinctive gesture to get him to remove it. She was proud of herself for suppressing the quiver that threatened when her hand touched his and she screamed to herself that she needed to get a grip. This was ridiculous.
Too cold? he asked quietly.
Yeah. She said softly. But the truth was it was too damn hot.
He backed away but not very far and again asked, You sure youre OK?
Yes, Im well, Im just really glad that you guys came in when you did thats the worst hes ever beenIm not sure I could have stopped him this time her voice cracked as that reality dawned on her. Embarrassed by that and trying to keep her emotions in check she quickly asked, Why did you guys come back?
I realized I forgot to take my credit card out of the check holder Bruce told us youd come back here. Good thing.
Yeah, good thing. She put the ice-packed towel down and reached into her apron and pulled out the vinyl holder and extracted his credit card. Here you go, sorry about that.
It was my fault. I guess I was distracted He looked really closely at her as he said this and she almost would have sworn he was implying she was his distraction, but then put that down to wishful thinking.
Natalie if you need us to give a statement when you tell the Dean or whomever
That wont be necessary
You are going to report this, arent you?
I, I dont think so
What?! Why not?
Look, school is almost out. I know how these things work there will be so much red tape and administrative hearings and crap that it would extend beyond the school year, and then theyd likely have no jurisdiction anyway unless they held back his degree. But they probably wouldnt ban him from campus pending final results and then hed just be even madder at me
Well then we can go to the DC police.
I dont
Natalie! Do you not get what he was doing we might have missed the beginning but from what I saw and heard when we walked in, he was pretty intent on raping you. Thats usually what someone means when they threaten to fuck a woman until she bleeds!
Natalie pulled back as if from a blow, surprised, angry and upset. Yeah I GOT what he was doing. It was MY throat he was sticking his fucking tongue down I dont need you to tell me what was happening!
She was trembling again and John felt his anger immediately dissipate. He took a step towards her and gently took her hands in his. She blanched at the initial contact but then relaxed. Again they looked at each other. Im sorry. Im sorry. But Natalie, why dont you want to pursue this?
Its hard to explain, but I have my reasons. And I really dont think hell bother me again it seems like Mason is having quite the lengthy conversation with him.
John smirked at that. He so enjoys these sorts of tutorials
At that moment Mason walked in.
Speak of the devil John said.
Mason walked up to Natalie and asked You OK, sweetheart?
She smiled, Yeah, Im fine.
Well, sorry to leave you with this guys bedside manner, but I cant pass up the chance to educate a fellow like that beast. I dont think youre going to have to worry about him he has seen the error of his ways
Thanks. Both of you.
She slid off the table and walked out of the back room with them following. When Bruce took a look at her he insisted she punch out for the night and John and Mason insisted they give her a ride back to campus. She thanked them and headed inside, trying not to contemplate the notion of Johns bedside manner. She was such a twit. Grow up, Natalie she thought.
Chapter 2
Natalie woke up the next morning, groaning as she thought about the night before. She lived on campus in a three bedroom suite with first-daughter Zoe Caldwell. The third bedroom was reserved for the Secret Service detail there were always 2 in the suite usually both were on duty but overnight one was awake while the other grabbed some sleep. They were somewhat younger agents and wore causal clothes, but it was no secret far from it who they were. She and Zoe had really bonded Zoe had a very bubbly personality that was an interesting contrast to her patrician, blonde, blue-eyed good looks. Zoe was about three inches taller than Natalie, thin and small breasted. She had long, straight blonde hair and cornflower blue eyes, plus a ready smile. She could have been a stuck up bitch for so many reasons but she wasnt she was down-to-earth and normal. Like Natalie, she was a sophomore and a Political Science major. She was the Presidents youngest child the third of three girls and was six years younger than the next-youngest daughter.
Natalie dragged herself out of bed and inspected her face, grimacing a bit as she saw the swelling and bruising. It wasnt awful she could especially hide her cheek but her lip was puffy and had a decently noticeable bruise. As she looked at her lip she thought of John McBain holding an ice cube on it, and then rolled her eyes at herself. For some reason she had always been drawn to older guys, though shed never been involved with one. Any of the older guys who had an obvious interest in her were total creeps. Anyone she was interested in well, she was too chicken to show she had any interest and ended up feeling like an awkward schoolgirl much like she sometimes felt with John. So, shed stuck with a few guys her own age including engaging in the clich of losing her virginity on her prom night, and dating another guy for a while during college. The problem was, she just didnt find the guys her own age interesting, yet felt she had no game when it came to the older guys. She could banter with them like a younger sister or something, but that was the extent of it. She was stuck in a catch-22, so pretty much just kept her head down and worked. Maybe as she got older, things would even out For now she really had to focus on her studies and a term paper she had due.
Natalie quickly showered, but almost immediately was feeling hot and sticky again. For mid-April it was unseasonably hot over 90 degrees and the air conditioning in their wing was broken. She and Zoe were just going to hang out in the suite and work on their papers so she decided to wear the skimpiest clothing she could get away with she knew the two agents on duty were women, so that wouldnt be a problem. Foregoing any underwear layers trapped heat she donned a thin white cotton mens tank-style undershirt and equally thin white cotton boxers. She pulled her mass of red hair high onto her head in a messy pony tail and called it a day. She padded out to find Zoe similarly dressed except she had on a black tank and matching boxers tres chic and standing with her head inside the freezer.
Natalie laughed and said, Zoe your dads the President of the United States, cant you get him to fix our AC sign some executive order or something!
Zoe popped out of the freezer, closing it, and laughing. Youd think, huh?
It is hotter than the pits of hell
The agents Murphy and Stinson interrupted them for a second to say they were going into the hall for a second that theyd be right outside the door apparently they had to caucus about some such thing.
Natalie started towards the galley kitchen figuring shed get a drink. By that point Zoe had gone over to the sink and she said over her shoulder, Hey, I think I know how to get cool
Yeah, how?
Like this! And with that she turned with the sinks water hose in hand and squirted Natalie liberally with freezing cold water. She was so stunned by the cold that she couldnt make a sound for a second, but she tried to grab the hose away and turn it on Zoe, whod kept her fingers locked on the trigger. Soon they were in a mortal combat struggle and had begun to shriek, mostly with laughter as they battled and felt the cold sting of water. In moments they were both drenched.
They were so intent on this clash that they didnt even see that Mason and John had burst into the suite with guns drawn, followed by the two other agents.
Finally Murphy barked, LADIES!! And Natalie and Zoe faced the four peeved agents facing them. Murphy continued, You might remember who you are, Zoe, and who we are, and that its a bad idea to scream bloody murder unless you mean it!
The girls were standing side by side as if frozen, though theyd let go of the hose and it had snapped back into place in the sink.
Mason said softly but audibly, This kinda makes co-ed pillow fights seem totally lame
John and Mason were trying not to stare really they were and Zoe wasnt the problem. She had on dark clothing plus she wasnt exactly curvy. But Natalies thin white garments had turned virtually transparent, leaving exactly nothing to the imagination, highlighting her lush breasts and cold-water-hardened nipples. About that moment both guys could have used some cold water in some strategic areas themselves.
Zoe glanced at Natalie and gasped a bit, and Natalie realized the problem herself as she finally came out of her shock. She blushed scarlet and then bolted from the room in mortification.
John shook his head a bit to gather his wits and said, Zoe, your father is on his way up hell be here in about 10 minutes
Ill go get changed
You might want to alert Natalie as well
Right. Will do.
Zoe knocked on Natalies door and went into her room to find Natalie sitting on her bed, her face buried in her hands.
Aw, dont worry Natalie. At least you have something worth seeing and, not that Im going to rat them out or anything cause theyre only human, but Mason and McBain were definitely checking you out and those are some fine, hot men if I wasnt afraid my dad would have them executed, Id be tempted to try to land one of them myselfbut you dont have to hold back which one you like the best? Masons bigger, but somehow McBain is sexier but neither is exactly a slouch
Zoe Natalie said in a warning tone.
OK, OK by the way my dads coming up. Thats why the hotties are here
Good to know I guess Id die from the heat if I put on a turtleneck you didnt happen to bring a burqa back from your last trip to the Middle East?
Zoe just laughed and went to get ready.
Though Natalie really just wanted to hide, she knew she couldnt or really didnt want to seem like a fraidy cat. She put on black cotton yoga pants and a mens white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up. Decently cool and high-coverage. She put a little make up on making sure to cover her wounds.
She walked outside to find Murphy, Stinson, John and Mason sitting on the couch and chairs of the seating area. Trying to seem nonchalant she said in the general direction of the two men, I thought you guys were off today.
Mason answered, So did we, but Renfrews wife went into labor
Oh
John then asked, How are your face and mouth, Natalie?
Damn he had that voice! Fine almost good as new.
Good to hear.
Sudden hubbub announced the arrival of the President. Natalie felt her stomach quiver a bit. She had met him a few times and he was very nice to her but he was the President it was daunting. President Noah Caldwell smiled at Natalie warmly and at that moment Zoe came out and ran to her dad for a big hug.
I had to give a speech nearby so I just popped in to say hello, and to float an idea I hadNatalie, you may know that Zoe is going to spend much of the summer traveling the world with me and her mother all sorts of fun and interesting places, plus a couple of hot spots I will admit. Well, it occurred to me that it might make it more fun for her if she brought a friend along for all of it interspersed with a few trips back to DC and some to Camp David. You two, I know, have become firm friends, so not to put you on the spot, but would you like to spend the summer with Zoe with us?
Natalies eyes widened and Zoe turned to her, Oh, you have to that is a fantastic idea!!! Itll be so much fun please say yes, Natalie. Please. Come on please?!
Are you sure, sir?
Wed love it.
Come on, Natalie. What more do you need to know?
Well, I do have my job
Natalie
OK. It is obviously the experience of a life time Id be honored, and so grateful.
She felt Johns eyes on her and looked up at him, but she couldnt read his expression. Only then did it really hit home that shed also be spending her summer traveling the world with him, Mason and the rest of the President Protective Detail.
Chapter 3
John and Mason spent the rest of the day with the President and were finally getting ready to knock off at 5:30. They had been casually dating two women who actually worked together they had met them at a fund-raising event theyd been strong-armed to attend. John was seeing Penny Mathis and Mason was seeing Stella Duncan both women were attorneys at a major DC law firm and specialized in tax law. Everything was casual at this point theyd just been out on 6 or 7 dates, but they had passed the womens three-date rule and finally consummated the relationships. It was all fine, but if John and Mason were honest and over a few beers they had been it was all a bit dull. But they had challenged themselves and each other to give dating women, meaning over 30, a real try. And they knew it would be wrong to abandon that promise if the first attempt didnt work because surely there were still a few women who werent taken who might also be exciting because some of their friends wives were fantastic. But then again, they had been pulled off the market a long time ago when John and Mason were still too into their freedom. Oh well.
John had found himself having to fight off thoughts of Natalie all day. But, heck, he was a guy, she was gorgeous, and shed looked like she was the winner of a wet t-shirt contest. She wasnt just young she was still a kid. A well put together one, but a kid indeed. And he wondered what it was going to be like having her and Zoe in tow as they traveled the world. That could be a handful in the making. Yet, from all hed seen albeit most of it at The Brazen Head Natalie seemed to have a level head on her shoulders. Except for her crazy decision not to press charges against that animal that grabbed her last night. He felt his blood boil then if he hadnt forgotten his card, it is very likely she would have been raped. And brutally so based on what had already happened and what they walked in on.
Mason broke into his thoughts. So I heard from Stella and she and Penny want to go to The Brazen Head tonight.
What? That isnt their kind of place
Well, apparently they feel like a different sort of excursion maybe like going to observe wild animals trapped in a zoo. What could I say?
Nothing.
We are to pick them up at Stellas at 7:00, have a drink there and then go together.
OK. Sure.
Dont sound so excited McBain
Hey, theyre very nice and it isnt like I dont enjoy their company
I agree
Does it seem a little strange that with only 2 exceptions weve gone out as a group as opposed to one-on-one?
Do you want to change that? Mason asked.
Honestly, not really. I know Ill possibly get my man card revoked for this, but I actually feel a bit badly sleeping with Penny not that its happened all that often but I feel like I should be more into her...not that I dislike her or anything
I know
Natalie was almost late for work because shed gotten so engrossed in her term paper. She also realized that she had neglected her laundry pile so she had no clean jeans or other appropriate pants. She sighed realizing she was stuck with her black denim skirt thank goodness her skirt came mid-thigh and wasnt one of those micro-minis that were coming back in. She tossed the skirt on with her work t-shirt and then pulled out a pair of black loafer-style shoes that had a 2 inch heel theyd be decently comfortable. She wasnt all that excited about working in a bar in a skirt, but there wasnt any other option.
She was clocking in by 6pm and had no time to think about anything as the after- work crowd poured in. It thinned out by 8pm, and she was just taking her first breather of the night when she looked up to see John and Mason walk in with two women. That was new, she thought and then tried to banish the proprietary feel she felt about both men. They were barely her friends, let alone anything else. And things would change and perhaps get strange once she was traveling with them all she purged that thought from her mind for now. Of course they sat at one of her tables so she was stuck no big deal She looked, as best she could without being obvious, at the two women who looked a bit alike, actually. They were both a few inches taller than her maybe 5 6 and were slender, not very curvy. They had medium brown hair styled in bobs that almost hit their shoulders Johns date had bangs, Masons did not. Johns date was wearing all black pants and twinset, accented with pearls while Masons was in all beige pants and buttoned-up safari style jacket. The guys were still in their work clothes.
She sighed and decided it was time to walk over and take their drink order. And she tried to completely forget the embarrassing events at the dorm. John and Mason both watched her approach, immediately taking in the fact that she was in a skirt and had fantastic legs. Their dates watched them watch her and werent impressed by that. With the result, byt the time Natalie reached the table Penny and Stella were decidedly cool.
Hey guys Natalie greeted.
Hi, Natalie Mason and John said in unison, and then Mason said, This is Stella, and this is Penny ladies, this is Natalie.
Hello. Natalie said.
Then Penny piped up with a forced laugh, Oh, is this like Cheers, the bar where everybody knows your name Im not as friendly with the servers at my usual haunts
Natalie knew an insult when she heard it and she responded sweetly, Oh, only the special customers get the really good treatment and she emphasized the word special.
Both John and Mason had to fight to keep the smirks off their faces.
Oh, and John and Mason are special customers? Stella now asked.
Very. Natalie was not going to expound upon that let them keep guessing or be forced to ask if they want to know. Anyway what can I get you to drink do you guys want your usual? And how about for the women?
Usual for me John said.
Me too Harp it is Mason said.
Great. And how about Penny and Stella?
Well Penny began, I would imagine you dont have a very extensive wine list
Au contraire Natalie said. We have a very experienced sommelier who makes sure we always have a good selection of basics and then some special labels and vintages. The wine list is right with the menus there do you need a few minutes to look at it?
Penny asked, Well, do you know off-hand if you have Cakebread Chardonnay? She said this with a challenge in her tone as if sure a place such as The Brazen Head couldnt have such a relatively rare selection.
Yes we do but not by the glass, of course.
Stella jumped in, Penny and I will split a bottle.
Great idea. Well, Ill have it brought right over while I get the guys pints, and then can take your dinner order.
John had watched this a bit surprised at the clear note of bitchiness coming from Penny and Stella they appeared to be jealous of Natalie. For some reason he found that amusing, but tried to hide that. When he caught Masons eye, he could tell he was thinking the same things.
Mason being Mason decided he had to have a little fun, so when Natalie returned he asked, Well, thanks for the drafts, Natalie. So let me ask you, darlin, do you have a hot date or something later? Is that why the skirt? Not that Im complaining or anything, but I dont think Ive ever seen you in anything but jeans or pants in all the many, many times weve been in here. Have you John?
Nope. And he looked down at her legs pointedly before saying, But its a nice change
Natalie couldnt help blush a little but elected to dive right in and say, What can I get you for dinner?
Mason said patiently, Natalie, werent you just admonishing us yesterday that we were in a rut because we always ordered the same thing burgers. With fries of course. But no cheese because as you so aptly put it we dont like anything to get between our meat and perfect buns?
Natalie said nothing, but noted the less-than-pleased looks on the increasingly pinched faces of Penny and Stella.
So John jumped in, Yeah, and then you said that we werent banger types of guys so we needed to stick with the burgerswith no cheese
OK, then. Burgers and fries it is for you ladies, too?
The ladies looked horrified. Stella responded for them. Oh, no not red meat too much fat. Dont tell me you eat red meat, dear. It may be fine right now at your very young age, but itll catch up to you you cant assume youll keep your figure you dont eat a lot of fatty things, do you?
Natalie looked at her at first like she had a screw loose, but then answered sweetly. No, not really but I do like meat, but I prefer it lean muscle not fat and cream in my coffeebut then I do things to burn it off but back to you what do you like to eat?
Penny snapped, Well both have the chicken Caesar salads, but with the cheese and dressing on the side. And hold the croutons.
Of course.
John and Mason studied the table for a few minutes while Penny and Stella swilled their wine.
The evening continued in much the same vein. Natalie was being even more friendly and attentive than usual, and John and Mason were doing their bantering part. Needless to say it was a bit of a chilly drive back to Stellas and neither John nor Mason had to face the guilt-inducing prospect of sleeping with Penny and Stella those avenues were closed for the evening.
The next morning John and Mason walked into Will Chases office for a critical meeting regarding the extensive summer travel of the First Family. Chase was head of the Presidential Protective Detail. The entire team was full of nothing but the best agents, but John and Mason were standouts among this group. They got the toughest assignments, standing on point at the most dangerous events and leading the advance work on the stickiest locations. Technically John was a bit more senior to Mason in that he ran their specific team, but Mason was his virtual equivalent and back-up. It was for this reason that they had been brought in on some information that had been bubbling up over the past several months which was increasingly causing concern. As word had gotten out about the First Family traveling extensively around the world this summer in a major diplomatic push to re-build some troubled relationships, the chatter about someone doing something to them had correspondingly increased. What was of grave concern was that the analysts felt the information that had the most credibility was that which suggested that Zoe would be the target. What better way to bring a President to his knees than to take his youngest daughter? Right now, beyond the small team of analysts assigned to this, the only people who knew how the threat was evolving were the three men in the room and the President himself.
Chase was tall and very trim, with closely cropped brown hair. Everyone always said but had learned not to tell him that he looked just like the actor Scott Glenn when hed played Clarice Starlings (Jodie Fosters) boss, Crawford, in The Silence of the Lambs.
OK, please sit, gentlemen. Listen, the newest round of information and analysis is disconcerting. There is growing concern that Zoe is a target. We dont know exactly when or where this is supposed to go down candidly we dont think those planning it know for sure yet. And perhaps the threat really isnt that great it could essentially be spit-balling. Proverbial big talking by wannabe terrorists. The President wants this taken seriously, but doesnt want to overreact. Clearly his familys safety comes first. At the same time, there would be political fall out from canceling the trip, so that is the most unlikely scenario. Trying to explain why Zoe isnt along after making a big deal of it well that could create some hard feelings, but obviously the President would put his daughters safety above hard feelings. But the real reason would probably leak out, and then the main concern would be the perception that the US is bowing to possible terrorist threats and that we are incapable of keeping the President and his family safe. That could start down a slippery slope the President needs to be visible, not hide. And sometimes that might include his family being by his side. So, that means the next step is to put together an ironclad protection plan with Zoe the particular emphasis. And we have to decide whether that is with her fully aware of what is going on, or shielded from that. The upshot of that decision will impact the specifics of the plan.
John spoke up, Well, we have kept numerous Presidents safe in incredibly dangerous situations. We clearly need to take this threat very seriously, but I think we can keep Zoe and the entire family, including, of course, the President safe. And, as you say, it may end up being nothing.
Precisely. Which is why the President is leaning towards not telling Zoe or Mrs. Caldwell for that matter.
Well, we can just up her security detail. Close the perimeter around her and she wont be surprised to see increased security when we are outside the US.
Perhaps not in the real hotspots, but early chatter suggests that if this is happening they might do it in a less likely place where our guard would be down.
But we dont let our guard down, Mason jumped in.
But Zoe does you guys know that she has slipped away one or two times. Oh, not for long and sometimes just to the far end of a club. But that distance in a crowded club is all someone would need to grab her. That small window of opportunity. She almost makes a game out of giving her detail the slip however briefly. Feeling high-spirited on a summer vacation
John picked up that thread, And that might only become more the case since shes going to have her friend Natalie along she might feel emboldened that theres safety in numbers, but not for two young women if it really is a terrorist group after Zoe. So maybe we need to strongly suggest that the President needs to tell her?
He really is resistant. He doesnt want to ruin her trip, but in my opinion I think he knows his daughter is somewhat the type to want to thumb her nose in the face of danger prove she isnt scared. Possibly leading her to do something ill-advised. So that brings us back to that somewhat different idea we discussed several months back, when we found the initial information to suggest Zoe is a target
John shook his head, My recollection is that we shut that down pretty quickly as unworkable
Well, John, I remember it a bit differently Chase said. YOU totally ruled it out but I have never closed the door to itif we could get an agent embedded in Zoes world as a possible friend someone who seemed her age her peer then even if she did flout her official detail, this person would be there, with her, as a friend but also as her last line of defense in the event the worst happened. And even before it got that far this agent could be the voice of reason and keep things from spiraling out of control
Boss Chase said. I agreed with Johns concerns at the time there is no way an agent is going to be credible undercover as the friend of a college sophomore. How can any of our people even those with the smallest amount of experience pass as a 19 or 20 year old? Theres just a difference those years bring a maturity that is recognizable. And what makes us think Zoe is just going to be open to someone? And out of the blue invite them along? So then does that mean we have to find an array of people one for each stop along the way? And if one is hard to find, how do we find that many?
So you two genuinely believe it is totally impossible to find an agent who could pose as a peer to Zoe? Chase asked.
Yes, sir. John said. I find it virtually impossible to believe it. But lets face it if you could find one who looks young enough he or she wouldnt have the experience to be effective as that last line of defense. So you get the looks right, you lose the effectiveness which is the entire point. You get the experience, you lose the ability to have the agent blend in as a non-agent. Catch-22. So, better that we just watch her like a hawk the standard way, but add more resources. Surely they can keep up with her not lose her...
Well, I happen to think youre wrong. I have someone that I think would be perfect. Someone who was one of the analysts who uncovered the original potential threat someone whose research you have both extensively used, and praised
Mason jumped in, Good research and analysis is different that being a field asset and an undercover one at that
This agent has passed all physical training and requirements including hand-to-hand fighting at or near the top of her class and in all re-certifications.
It just wont work, Chase John said.
Well, I am going to ask that you gentleman meet the person I have in mind and keep an open mind yourselves you just might be surprised.
Chase Mason said.
Look, you are going to meet her, that is not something Im going to flex on. And the President and I are pretty committed to this idea so it is really going to take something compelling to change our minds but lets defer the rest of this conversation until after you meet her.
Chase walked to his desk and buzzed his assistant. Please send her in
The door opened and Mason and John were more deeply shocked than they could remember being Natalie had just walked in the door, Secret Service credentials pinned to the lapel of her conservative pantsuit.
Chapter 4
John and Mason just looked at Natalie for a very long moment, surprise and other emotions evident on their faces. Chase thought to himself that he was watching the very definition of a pregnant silence play out. He knew he was going to have to give the conversation that had to take place some latitude to play out as it would also knowing that anger would be a part of it. But hed only let it get so far.
Natalie was trying not to show how shot her nerves were at that moment. She had successfully played these guys for more than two months, and she also knew how against Chases idea they were. Both mens surprise was laced with anger, she knew, but John seemed to be the angrier of the two.
John was truly shocked and pissed. Much of his anger was because he hated being surprised, and his ego was tweaked by the fact that shed managed to con them for as long as she did. He never questioned who she was shed seemed like nothing except a 19 year old college coed. Then he wondered if there was any chance she could possibly be that young though he didnt see how.
Mason was also surprised and a somewhat angry a natural reaction when someones been lying to you, and he was a bit embarrassed by falling for it. But he also felt a grudging admiration and a prick of amusement they had well and truly been had.
Chase decided to get the ball rolling. This is Agent Natalie Buchanan
John cut him off, How old are you?
Natalie fought the urge to swallow nervously at the glare in his eyes. Twenty four.
Twenty four?
She nodded.
So, what. You have two years of experience? he asked in a condescending tone.
No, four. I graduated from college early
Oh, FOUR then well, by all means youre totally qualified for the Presidential Protective Detail what was I thinking questioning that?!
Chase cut in, seeing how nervous Natalie was, standing there being grilled.
Natalie, please have a seat
She had no choice but to sit across from the two men, next to where Chase was sitting, and she did her best to hide her shaking hands.
Natalie has been working on my special, elite research team almost since day one. She has proven to have great insight into her work, most especially determining what strands of information have true relevance which to follow up on That insight has carried over into mapping out potential motivations behind the threats to the point where I had her take the special training class on terrorist profiling with the FBIs Behavioral Analysis Unit. It was Natalie who first saw the emphasis on Zoe in the chatter. As soon as we the President and I thought of the idea of adding a special, secret last line of defense, I immediately thought of Natalie. She has poise beyond her years and knows the nature of the possible threat, and markers clues to look for. In addition, she is virtually unknown to other Secret Service agents given the previous nature of her work. The President and I decided to embed her in Zoes environment so she would be ready if we needed to pull the trigger. She started the semester at Georgetown as Natalie Maxwell, working at the Brazen Head, and rooming with Zoe
John cut in, You put her at the Brazen Head for our benefit, right? For me and Mason?
Yes. I did. I knew nothing I could say would ever convince you that it was even remotely possible to find the right asset for this. I figured the only chance was to let you see it, experience it first hand how credible she could be. And let me remind you both Buchanan was just following orders, just as you two do. Her orders were to try to develop a friendly relationship with the two of you so youd have a chance to see her in action over a meaningful period of time.
Mason said, Well, she was very effective in that, but and I dont mean to be disrespectful maybe that just proves the point John made earlier. She plays young because she IS, and she doesnt have the gravitas for the actual role. This isnt just about passing for a 19 year co-ed and befriending Zoe. Its about PROTECTING Zoe and how do we know she can, especially with four years of experience, all of which was in research?
Chase said, Well, I believe she can but lets face it, isnt it better to have her in place and benefit from whatever she can do rather than have no other back-up? Even if all she can do is manage to delay something from happening, or warn us that could make all the difference in terms of the main team intervening. Look, gentlemen, here it is as plain as I can say we are doing this. The President has already invited her along. We can spend a bit more time outlining and discussing concerns and issues it might help us come up with ways to address them, and it will also clear the air. But make no mistake when we walk out of this room you will be on board with this and support it to the utmost of your ability.
John said, You know, this isnt fair to her she is too young and inexperienced to put this on
Natalie had had about enough of being talked about as if she wasnt there and she snapped, And how old were you before you did your first undercover assignment?
I was 25, but there was a very important difference I was working on a counterfeiting case, I wasnt protecting the First Daughter!
And if I was being asked to protect her all by myself then I would be the first to say Im not the right resource. But there will be a whole team an expanded team in place.
But youll still have to do the job if it comes to that!
And thatll only happen if all you more experienced agents fail isnt that right?
Mason decided to jump in because he could see Johns growing frustration. Chase, to keep her cover Natalie will have to be unarmed, right? So how exactly do you expect her to protect and defend Zoe and herself for that matter?
Good question. There are some very small weapons we may try out, and some other things like needles and such. I have some people working on it. But, as you well know, all agents are trained for the possibility of their weapons being taken and having to fight with their bare hands and improvise using other things in their environment
John broke in, Well then you wouldnt mind if Mason and I put her through her paces on that stuff see what shes got?
Chase looked closely at John. That could be a risk, but he knew that underneath it all he was a very fair man he wouldnt deliberately try to hurt her badly just to prove a point. Thats reasonable.
Mason had had another thought and took a deep breath for a moment and then asked, What about torture training?
Natalies eyes widened.
John sat back in his chair hed forgotten about that Thats a great question has she had that?
Chase said quietly, No, but
But what? John asked.
Mason jumped in, Hes right, Chase. There are no buts. Every member of our team all of us had to go through that. And this isnt about us being hard-asses or trying to put up road blocks. It would be for Natalies own good.
Natalie felt the need to dive in again, Can you all please stop talking about me like Im not here? And can you fill me in?
Chase sighed. Natalie, what I am about to tell you is incredibly sensitive and highly confidential. There are certain groups of operatives throughout the various relevant branches Secret Service, FBI, CIA, even some of the military branches who go through a highly specialized training course, to, well sensitize them and prepare them for the worst case scenario: being captured and tortured. It, well, it is a simulation of course and there are safety words an operative can say if they cant take any more and want it to end but that usually means they are no longer in the program or duty station that had required them to go through it in the first place. It pushes the envelope. It does a lot of what would be done in the event you fell into enemy hands. The CIA handles this process. We would have you meet with one of the shrinks whod walk you through the psychological aspects, and ways you might try to insulate yourself mind over matter stuff. Wed also show you some footage of other sessions so you at least would know what to expect. But, well, you would be tortured for 48 hours.
Mason and John were watching her closely through Chases explanation, and she had grown pale and deathly quiet.
Chase continued, I suppose its only fair to give you the option of backing out, because when you accepted this mission you didnt know of this requirement
Natalie swallowed hard. But I did sign up with the understanding that I could end up in the hands of real terrorists. If this would help in that eventuality
Mason said quietly, Natalie, its pretty damn close to real your body is really experiencing it, its not a virtual deal
You all went through it?
Yes. But we were a good bit older
And if I ever wanted to be part of the PPD in a more normal career progression, Id have to go through it?
Again Mason answered, Yes.
Then I guess its time for me now
Chase nodded and said, Fair enough. OK, lets think through the scheduling of all this because you still have to keep your studies up, take your finals, write your papers, not to mention work at The Brazen Head. Lets see its Thursday. This weekend you can spend time with John and Mason as they evaluate your fighting skills and give you any pointers Ill check your schedules, guys, and then book some time at a private, off-site gym or something none of the other agents are to know Natalies true identity, period. ZERO exceptions. Then, well, I guess I can schedule the torture sessions for next Friday and Saturday. You can claim a family emergency, and then youll have at least a little recovery time on Sunday. Youll have to tell people you were in a car accident or something to explain your injuries
Natalie blanched visibly at that.
Chase continued, That should give you enough time to feel back to normal and tackle the final demands of the semester gentlemen, does that sound about right?
They nodded.
Chase went on, The first trip abroad isnt until about 2 weeks after the semester ends we can use that time to outline other plans, operating procedures, etc. Clearly you will have to work together, share information, etc., but in a way that wont raise flags. Ill give some thought to that. I will also be along for much of the travel, so I think well be able to pull this offOn that note, youre all dismissed and make sure you figure out how to play nice. Were all on the same team, and all just following ordersDismissed.
A/N: Let me assure you - we will not SEE Natalie being tortured. Promise. Enough of that in Quantico. We'll just pick up with the aftermath... No worries...
Chapter 5
Natalie headed out the door first, followed closely by John and Mason. She turned to look at them, feeling it would be unprofessional to just dash away like she was dying to and it was critical, in her estimation, that she act in as professional a manner as possible. She almost turned back around and bolted when she saw the look in Johns eyes, and then she looked to Mason who wasnt quite as formidable looking ironic given is extra-large size but who nonetheless was hardly the welcoming guy shed gotten to know at The Brazen Head.
Look, Im sorry
Buchanan right? Although I suppose we need to still refer to you as Natalie Maxwell cant blow your cover anyway, youre in the middle of this whether we like it or not, so we all just need to be professional about it. John cut in curtly.
Thats fine by me, but can we even do that if you are supremely pissed at me?
And you wouldnt be annoyed in our shoes?
Of course I would but Id try to direct my anger towards the situation, not you personally I was following orders
Sure once you accepted the assignment. But that was your first mistake and now its one we all have to live with.
Natalie was now seething but trying to remain calm. Would you have turned it down? Honestly? And clearly you are stubbornly clinging to your opinion about this whole thing, but maybe youre wrong. Maybe Chase might actually have the top job for a reason, and he knows what hes doing by including me as a final fallback measure. Let me repeat that a final fallback measure. Not the lead, not even third string. And simply because of my relationship with Zoe and how I can be present in her life THAT may be what makes all the difference. If shes trying to do something crazy I can hold her back I can be a stick in the mud I can make sure you guys knowAs you said, like it or not I am now part of the game plan, and maybe, just maybe the best thing the most professional thing you can do is to think how best I can be leveraged rather than acting like you have been personally wronged beyond endurance because I proved you at least partially wrong and managed to convince you I was a 19 year old college student!
She was on a tear now and Mason could see the fire in her eyes and the corresponding glow in Johns and he wanted to turn the flame down a bit. OK OK clearly, Natalie, we are dealing with the surprise of who you really are, and the fact is we had major misgivings about this whole idea long before you got involved. So, on that level it isnt personal against you. But it is personally galling to realize that you no matter the reason played us for more than two months. And I know its your job, but we just need a little time to absorb two big things that Chase has overridden any of our concerns and has gone ahead with the plan, and that our favorite waitress from our favorite hang-out is actually someone very different than we thoughtyouve known who we are all along were just playing catch up right now. And believe me when I say that much of our reluctant attitude comes from concern for you you also become our responsibility during this operation
Natalie turned all her attention to Mason, because at least he was trying to be balanced unlike John. She had been so right when shed thought he had more of an edge to him and what an idiot shed been to have thought that was intriguing or attractive certainly not when it was directed at her I understand, Mason. I do. And it isnt like I enjoyed feeling like I was lying to you especially after I got to know you guys
John snorted and she turned to him angrily, Whats that about?!
Are you honestly saying you got no ego boost no thrill out of pulling the wool over our eyes? One-upping two of the most senior agents on the Presidential Protective Detail especially since you obviously knew what our opinions were on Chases whole plan?
Natalie compressed her lips before answering and then said, At first, youre right. I did. But not once I got to know you guys. But I didnt have a choice. And I just bet there have been more than a few times in your LENGTHY career because I know Im just a green child in the face of your extraordinary experience when you have had to do the same sort of thing!
John ran his hand over his face and Mason took that opportunity to again step in. Guys, lets just take a break now. Lets go to neutral corners Im sure you have a class or something to get to, and John and I are due at the White House shortly. We may see you at The Brazen Head later and well all have to act like normal since that is now part of your cover. And, John and I will absolutely make sure you are supported as the colleague that you are then well see each other again this weekend when Chase sets up the sparring time. Just a heads up, Natalie but Im sure you wouldnt want it any other way we are not going to go easy on you, but were not going to be unfair and stack the deck against you either. But it is our job to make sure you are fully prepared and have maximized your skills
Fine. Ill see you later. Then she left without a backward glance.
Mason turned to John. McBain I understand why youre pissed. I do. I am too. But it isnt exactly her fault. And lets be honest right now were mostly upset because our egos have gotten a bit bruised. We made a big deal about an agent in her mid-twenties not being able to pass for 19, and then Chase set us up to show us exactly how wrong we were
I know. I know that. And, yeah, it bugs the shit out of me that I we were taken in. And she was really good at playing that part. But as you pointed out thats only part of the job. The other piece well, that is an entirely different proposition.
Indeed. And I guess that gives us all the more motivation to come up with an airtight security plan that will obviate the need for us to ever find out whether she has what it takes or not Id rather not know, one way or another. We are her colleagues now. Shes on our team and lets not forget what shes going to be going through next weekend to truly earn her way in.
That thought lessened Johns ire considerably. She was facing a trip to hell, and, yes, he felt badly for her because he had grown to like her. And that was probably what was most bothersome had he liked a real person or a total fabrication?
Natalie was completely drained by the entire experience, which in a way was good because it acted as a damper on her fear, which could take root if she wasnt careful. The past two months of set up had been pretty easy, once she got past the initial angst of whether John and Mason would immediately see through her. But now, she was IN. Zoes fate could end up in her hands and she prayed for the perfect performance of all the other agents whod protect her so that it wouldnt come to that. A more pressing fear was getting through the sparring sessions and she could truly become terrified by the prospect of torture training if she let herself think about it.
After a boring class Natalie dragged herself to The Brazen Head and within an hour Mason and John had walked in. Of course they sat at one of her tables. She decided to pour their Harps before heading over there and John looked at her with a raised eybrow. Is this a peace offering, Natalie?
The purr was back in his voice but she wasnt about to fully trust it either. If you accept it as such. Otherwise you might just end up wearing it over your head.
John couldnt help the smile that pulled at his lips, though he didnt let it fully show. Mason grinned broadly and said, Not up for a beer rinse, so peace it is darlin She set their beers down and then asked, Burgers & fries?
Bring em on John responded.
With that they had taken a small step towards the balance of what new normal might look like. None were nave enough to believe that it would only be smooth sailing from here on out.
Chapter 6
On Saturday evening Natalie was scheduled to meet John and Mason at a gym near campus that Chase had rented out for that evening. Zoe was spending the weekend with her parents at Camp David, so at least she didnt have to try to come up with some excuse to go missing for a while. Her main problem was managing her nerves all day as she tried to study for her exams and finish her term paper. Finally, at 6 oclock she changed into a sports bra, baggy tank top and yoga pants, donning a matching hoodie jacket, and then she headed to meet the guys. The gym was only a mile and a half away and she decided to walk in order to calm her nerves. She did so at a brisk pace and had no trouble getting there by the appointed 6:30 start time.
John and Mason were waiting outside for her, greeted her in a decently friendly manner and then escorted her into a work out room with a wall of mirrors and padding on the entirety of the floor. Her nerves were jumping so much for the calming effects of the walk, since they deserted her the moment she had seen them standing there. Both of them were dressed in sweat pants and hooded sweatshirts which they took off as soon as they got into the room, revealing tank tops. Natalie tried not to gawk at Masons massive biceps, which had to be over 22 inches in diameter, or at Johns amazing tattoos on smaller but still-impressive biceps. She removed her own jacket and could tell they were checking her out, but she felt it was from a professional standpoint, seeing if her muscle definition suggested she was in shape and had the strength to do what she needed to do. She was glad she had taken her physical conditioning so seriously since she was in excellent shape, muscular without being bulky. She didnt have the time to quite get into the amazing shape of Linda Hamilton in Terminator 2, but she wasnt ridiculously far off either.
John was clearly in charge and he led them to the center of the room. OK, lets start with the standard succession of forms and stretches we all learned as we went through training. The Secret Service instructors had developed a defense/fighting style that was a practical and highly effective mix of several martial arts, krav maga, wrestling and basic street fighting. For warm up exercises they had developed a routine that incorporated elements of all of them, and by the end the agents would be warmed up and ready for more significant action. Standing three in a row, Natalie in the middle, they began, and ten minutes later they were well-stretched, decently relaxed, and a light sheen of perspiration coated their exposed limbs, chests, necks and faces. Their breathing, however, was completely controlled.
John had kept an eye on Natalie and was impressed by her control and flexibility but doing this routine was a far cry from defending herself or someone else. He spoke up, OK, that was good. Now, today we are obviously only going to focus on hand-to-hand fighting there are no weapons or things that could be used as such here, obviously. Some time before we go on the road, we can have a quick session on ways to disarm your opponent, depending on the type of weapons where you are that sort of thing. Natalie, what I would like you to do when you can is to go to the on-line study center and review the training modules on knife fighting, as well as leveraging things in different environments as weapons letter openers, high heels, pens, bottles, lamps, pipes, pieces of wood whatever a particular setting might make available to you. Please study all that very carefully because it needs to be ingrained in your head it is likely that if anything does happen that requires your intervention, you will not be armed with a conventional weapon
Natalie nodded.
OK, Mason and I will each take turns, well, fighting with you he at least had a sense of humor, Natalie thought, because he smirked when he said it. We will all pull our punches and not go full bore since we cant afford to maim each other, but we cant go too easy either. But first, so we can get a little more insight into your strength since we cant fully do so if you are pulling punches I will put on some boxing mitts that you can punch against and well put some small gloves on you
John quickly helped Natalie tape her hands and put the small gloves on and then donned the mitts. She realized she was going to look forward to this, and began to punch out in a combination of sharp jabs and more significant punches. She had taken a number of boxing classes, so her technique was really quite good. Her teacher had showed her how to use the power of her shoulders and arms, and hips, plus the benefit of follow-through, to maximize her strength and impact. Again, John was overall pleased with her performance clearly there was only so strong she was ever going to be, but she had some force behind her punches, and if she combined that with other skills and kept her wits about her she might have a fighting chance.
OK, not bad not bad. Have you done some boxing training?
A little
Well, thats good, it shows.
Over the course of the next hour she fought both of them, and all three were growing a bit fatigued. They would often overpower her there was no way around it but she had proven adept at avoiding that for respectable stretches as well as at escaping their holds. A few times she had gone on the offensive from the opening salvo, taking them down first before they could react, and then faux-strangling them. That approach could enable her to take out her attacker and get away. By the halfway point they were all slick with sweat and their breathing was anything but steady. Privately each of them was fighting the same battle that they found mortifying and so self-focused were they that they didnt detect the same problem in their cohorts. In a nutshell, they were aroused. Grappling with each other, bodies in quite intimate contact, exertion, sweat causing their bodies to slide against each other it was having an impact. John and Mason did whatever they could to contort their bodies to keep their pelvises from making too much direct contact with Natalie, since their arousal was obviously more noticeable. Natalie felt like shed lost her mind. She was glad of the tight fit of her bra which kept her nipples in check, but it was painful. She also knew that her panties were wet and not simply from sweat. What the hell had gotten into her, she wondered in embarrassment.
John looked at his watch and said, OK, weve been at this over an hour now we should probably hang it up soon. But I think we need to see how you handle fighting the two of us at once, Natalie. Realistically that could happen. Well grade you on the curve on this because I know we are all a bit worn out at this point.
Natalie just nodded, and then moments later felt both John and Mason encroaching on her. She wasnt even conscious of exactly what she was doing as she fought, she relied on instinct, trying to fight one then the other, sometimes only able to kick out at Mason while John had tight hold on her upper body and vice versa. After about 10 minutes of evading, escaping, and getting re-captured, she was truly running out of gas and could tell they were, too. No one was exactly sure how it happened, but the three fell together in a tangle of limbs and Natalie felt crushed between and under their muscular weight. They landed with a thud and all froze for a moment. Then Natalie realized that she was essentially reclining along Mason, who was flat on his back, while her backside was lodged in the V between his legs. Even better, or worse depending on ones perspective, John had landed between her legs, face down on her. She felt Masons gasping breath on the back of her neck, and Johns on the space between her neck and chest and she was both mortified and incredibly aroused because it was crystal clear the reaction each man was having as one piece of evidence was pressing into her backside and the other between her legs. Until that moment she had never been able to fathom how anyone could even contemplate engaging in a threesome, but now she had a new insight into that whole thing. Toss some alcohol into the mix and she might have gone for it, and her face was aflame with that realization.
Mason was in agony at the feel of Natalies taut tush pressing against him, and equal parts of him wanted to push her off and pull her harder against him and he felt like hed morphed into some crazed combination of horny teen or dirty old man. Perhaps he could just write if off to exhaustion. John, well, John was embarrassed but found himself frozen to the spot part of him enjoying it, but mostly afraid to move to worsen the situation because his mind hadnt quite figured out how to move without inadvertently grinding himself into her. Finally Masons eyes locked on his communicating will you fucking move! and John had an a-ha moment and realized he could just roll sideways and he did.
John stood up and looked down at Natalie and their eyes locked for a moment, but then she looked away in obvious embarrassment, and he felt badly she must think he is the biggest perverted creep of the century, he thought. He reached a hand down to her and she took it, and he helped her up, and then she quickly moved a few feet away. Mason was already rolling onto his side and getting up and he and John looked at each other, and then spied the telltale tenting in each others sweats and felt even more embarrassed for each other and the whole situation. Lord they had just essentially had the poor girl pinned between their completely inappropriate reactions and maybe she wasnt the 19 year old they thought, but she was still so young. They must seem like dirty old men they had to.
John cleared his throat and said, OK, thats good enough for now Natalie, I said Id be fair and I will keep my word. You have solid skills. There are a few areas that I think you should brush up on, but Mason and I will compare notes and give you more specific feedback. He realized that, while part of him just wanted to end this night immediately, if they left things on this note they might all feel too incredibly awkward the next time they got together. Better to try to move past the awkward stage tonight.
Mason and I brought a change of clothes I see you didnt bring a bag with you, but how about this? Mason and I will grab a quick shower and change here, then well drive you back to the dorm so you can, and then why dont we all grab a bite of dinner?
Natalie nodded and Mason chimed in Great idea then he and John headed to the showers.
Jesus Christ, McBain!
Me?! What about you?
Im really addressing both of us, dont worry. Crap, what the hell was that about? How did it all turn so fast
So fast, are you kidding me, I was fighting the whole way - I was a fucking contortionist trying not to let my lower body anywhere near her I must be the worst
Not just you, pal, me too its just in the end when we landed in that heap, it couldnt be helped
God, Mason, what the fuck is wrong with us?!
Well, probably nothing. I think we had a pretty normal, healthy adult male response to writhing around with a hot young thing with a killer bod who was slick with sweat and fighting us tooth and nail in fact Im sure theres been a porn movie made with that exact plot
John couldnt help but laugh at that, but then he groaned, But were supposed to be her bosses, her superiors in control of ourselves I guess theres no chance she didnt notice
Mason snorted at that, Uh, look, not that Ive made a habit of checking you out or anyhing, but neither of us are exactly small men in any way shape or form. With her backside planted against my crotch, and you in turn planted in hers not a chance McBain so, lets just get ready and maybe if we have a normal, colleagues-who-are-friends night with her we can all just forget it
Natalie was trying to steady her pulse and breathing. What a crazy situation, but she decided to put it all down to biological responses that had nothing to do with anything her brother Rex used to joke that for some guys a stiff breeze could do it for them and they had been writhing around togehter and all she was just infinitely glad that they had no way of knowing the uproar her own body had been in was still in.
She was calm and nonchalant basically by the time they emerged, freshly showered. They waited in the car for her while she quickly showered and donned Jeans and a cotton sweater they were in jeans, too, which she realized shed never seen either of them in. Then she tried not to think of how great they looked out of their suits. They went to a nearby steak house and after a few beers all were at ease. They kept the discussion on neutral topics such as sports, movies and favorite vacation places, and by the time Natalie was dropped back at the dorm, the awkwardness was in the past. Hopefully. At least for now.
Chapter 7
On Tuesday evening John was working late, catching up on advance reports pouring in regarding planned stops on this summers Presidential Tour. It would all, of course, have to be constantly refreshed but they could begin to make plans based on building schematics, the lay-out of external areas and plazas, etc. Mason was out with Stella at an event hed committed to a month previously otherwise its doubtful he would have gone out with her. Since they had viewed the petty way she and Penny had treated Natalie they had virtually lost all interest in the women. In the end, that was probably for the best given how much theyd be out of town this summer. He rubbed his hands over his face when he thought of Natalie. He hadnt seen her since the other night when theyd dropped her off at the dorm since the night of her training evaluation and the rather abrupt ending it had come to after their hard landing pun intended he thought wryly. Shit.
As John looked at a report her realized a drawing was missing and decided to stretch his legs and walk to the other wing of the building where the research team was domiciled. It was rare that field agents journeyed over there since the information and reports they needed were delivered to them that was how he had never seen Natalie before, even though shed been part of the Secret Service for four years.
Natalie was actually in the building, in the research wing as John was heading over there. She was sitting in a still-darkened room shaken to her very core. She had spent the afternoon with Dr. Crawford of the FBIs BAU as he talked to her about torture techniques, the rationale for them as in their hoped for outcome and why they might work, and ways to fight against and/or survive them. That was difficult enough, but nothing prepared her for seeing actual footage of torture sessions, because the term simulated was a complete misnomer. The subjects were really stripped naked, and beaten, whipped, cut, deprived of sleep, degraded. She was shocked, because if that was holding back Theyd shown her two sessions one with a male subject and the other with a female. Both were brutal but her blood ran cold as she saw the various ways in which the torturer had seemed on the verge of raping the woman. Of course, it had never happened, but the woman had clearly been terrified because it seemed to come perilously close or suggest it was imminent.
Dr. Crawford entered the room and flipped the lights on, causing Natalie to blanch and semi-shield her eyes for a moment. He handed Natalie a bottle of water and said, Pretty sobering experience, isnt it Agent Buchanan?
She accepted the water and nodded, managing to squeak out Yes.
Let me just assure you that everything youre thinking and feeling right now is normal because there really is no right or wrong way to deal with seeing something like that and contemplating it happening to you. There is not a single person whos been through this including the toughest, biggest men who didnt watch this footage and question whether they should simply tender their resignations. Well, I should qualify that every now and again we get someone who appears energized by it and as if theyre looking forward to it, and we bounce them based on their psych profile. Are there any questions I can answer for you right now?
No, thank you.
OK, well, you have my card. As the shock wears off and you begin to process what youve seen and heard, and think about how youll get through it, well, you may have some questions or even want to practice some of the techniques we talked about to pull back from the reality of whats happening to you. Please, call me whatever we talk about will be completely confidential.
Natalie nodded and then he stood and said, Ill leave you in peace to gather yourself
She sat, shaking still, and drank some of her water. All of a sudden she felt an almost desperate need for air and she bolted from the room, careening into someone who was innocently walking by. She felt strong hands steady her, grasping her upper arms, and then she looked up into the surprised face of John McBain. John saw surprise on Natalies face, but also what appeared to be a much deeper level of angst much more than would be caused by simply bumping into someone, even him. He realized she was also trembling badly.
Natalie whats wrong? Are you OK?
Damn! she thought to herself. Of all the people to run into when she was so fundamentally rattled! She needed to prove to him she could hack it that she wouldnt be the weak link and here she was a total basket case, barely hanging on.
Fine she croaked.
Obviously, he said with irony dripping in his voice. In a way he did her a favor because she felt a bolt of anger at his tone and that helped stiffen her spine.
Im fine she said with a little more resolve, but she couldnt quite stop herself from shaking yet.
Natalie theres one thing that needs to be a bedrock part of how we all interact going forward, and its non-negotiable and thats honesty. You are so clearly not fine so tell me whats going on.
She knew she had no choice so she clenched her jaw a moment and said, I just watched two torture sessions. She didnt think any other explanation was necessary, nor did she think she could manage it if it was. If she started talking about it she might truly lose it or at best start yammering on in nervous tension that threatened to become hysteria.
John cringed a bit and said, Oh. Not for the faint of heart. After I saw those tapes I went home and actually took out pen and paper to start my resignation letter.
She looked at him in surprise and said, Really?!
Yes, really. Natalie, do you think anyone could watch that and not be affected?
She just shook her head and then they both seemed to become simultaneously aware that he was still holding her upper arms. He removed his hands and took a step back, saying, You need a drink. I happen to have something in my office for medicinal purposes of course. Why dont you go back inside, try to relax, and Ill go get it then we can talk about this
She didnt know if it would help, but figured it couldnt hurt. Plus she was grateful that he didnt seem to hate her very existence right now, so she said, OK and turned to go back into the room from which shed bolted.
Natalies nerves had calmed meaningfully by the time John returned bearing a bottle of whiskey and two Styrofoam cups. He looked closely at her when he stepped in the room and sat across the small table from her, and noted her improved demeanor. He poured out two decent measures of the amber liquid and handed her one with a small smirk, Sorry I dont have better glasses.
She smiled in return, saying, Thats OK its whats in them that counts, right?
True enough.
Isnt this against regulations?
In theory, yes. In practice, not necessarily. There are moments when nerves must be steadied and this is one of them, and this isnt a bad way to go about it. Natalie, I know that I was pretty vocal about not wanting you to be involved in protecting Zoe, but the fact is, now you are and youre one of us youre my responsibility and Ill do whatever I can to help you be successful. I know Ive put you in a position of feeling you have to prove yourself to me and thats because you do
She laughed in surprise at that statement and he smiled.
But not about this not about this. Im not going to sugarcoat it so, here, take some more whiskey He poured two more cups full. You are going to go through 48 hours of hell. Theres no other way I can put it. You dont need to even try to pretend youre fine with what you saw and what youre facing and anything you can do to get yourself through it do it. Scream, cry, pass out and if you really cant take it any more, if you think you may do irreparable harm to such a huge part of who you are that you can never recover and regain yourself after pull the plug. Natalie, you will be changed by this experience. A part of you will break. The thing to make sure of is you dont let it happen to too big a piece of you. But you will be changed by this, no matter what. Experiencing first-hand what the hands of another human can do to you the purposeful pain they can visit upon you it is a revelation. I was changed by it, but not to the point where I feel the acute pain and impact of it every day. Its more of an awareness and an extra layer of human understanding. But sometimes I remember the worst parts of it like it was happening again. Some were not so lucky its become who they are, almost. It warped everything. Fundamentally changed their perspective on everything and their relationship to the world and their former lives If you feel the essential core of who you are is being destroyed get out.
Natalie listened to his words and found herself experiencing a curious mix of fear and gratitude and she was touched by his revealing so much. It was almost as if he really did care if she broke beyond repair. I understand and thank you for telling me
Look, lets consider this all off the record. Are there any questions you want to ask me?
She took another sip of whiskey and asked quietly, What was it like for you?
It was bad, Natalie. Its hard to deal with the fear and pain, but you do actually get used to the pain. It was almost a relief when they were torturing me because waiting to see what theyd do next and when was worse if you can find a way to detach to crawl inside yourself and go somewhere else mentally it can mean your survival. Some people sang to themselves, one guy built a car in his mind, one thought of sitting on the beach, looking at the ocean
What did you do? she asked softly.
He was quiet for a long moment hed never shared this with anyone, but somehow it felt appropriate. I visited with my father. He died was killed in the line of duty when I was a kid. We had some great talks about life and stuff I dont remember a lot of detail just the feeling but it saved me, Natalie. My dad saved me.
Wow she said softly, and he saw tears shimmer in her eyes though they didnt fall.
Natalie could tell that had been a deeply private revelation and was surprised and moved that hed shared it with her. Thank you for telling me that it must have been something
He smiled a bit and said, If you can think of a favorite person so not me
She laughed.
Seriously a special person or place that has brought you peace or happiness be there be with them. It will help. Now, is there anything about the actual torture techniques you want to know?
She thought about what had troubled her most and hesitated briefly, but in the face of what hed shared with her, felt she could talk to him about it.
During the womans torture sessions it was, well, it seemed like a heavily repeated theme or suggestion was that she was about to be be raped. Things went went pretty far down that path yet there was almost none of that done with the man
He could see the fear course through her as she remembered what shed seen and clearly she was thinking ahead to what would be done to her. John felt his own throat constrict a bit as hed thought of it because he really hadnt given that any thought. As a man that just wasnt a regular fear nor had it been part of his session except in a very cursory, brief fashion. He could partially understand why that might be of far greater concern for her than more physically painful actions. Her hands were on the table, clasped so tightly together her knuckles were white, and he reached out and put his two hands over hers.
Natalie, I think its because theres a belief right or wrong that that is more likely to be part of how a woman captive is tortured as opposed to a man. Im not sure if it will help, but for me, during some of the absolute worst of it when I thought I couldnt take any more I kept saying to myself over and over, this isnt real.. this isnt real and it also helped to remind myself that at the end of the day, ultimate control rested with me. I could end it any time I wanted to and Id just challenge myself to delay pulling the plug just a little longer. But no job no assignment is worth completely losing yourself over. And no one is worth trying to prove yourself to in that regard either even yourself. So you do what you must to survive even if that means ending it exerting your control over your situation. And notice I didnt use the word quit that has no place in something like this. Its about surviving whatever that means for each individual.
Thanks, John this helped
He took his hands off hers and asked, The whiskey or the talk? then smiled.
Mostly the talk, but the whiskey didnt hurt
So its Friday and Saturday?
Yes. 12am Friday until 12am Sunday
Ill Ill be thinking of you and wishing you luck and peace or whatever can help you
Thanks, John and thanks for the drink.
Youre welcome.
She left first and then John headed back to his office to stow the whiskey and gather his things. His stomach was in knots and he knew it was on behalf of Natalie, because he was remembering his own torture God help her, he thought, knowing it was a silent prayer on her behalf.
Chapter 8
At 10pm Saturday night John and Mason met at The Brazen Head for a late dinner. They talked about the usual things they did, but there was an undercurrent of tension and they didnt have to talk about it to know what it was their minds were on Natalie. She was in the home stretch. They knew they would have heard almost immediately if shed pulled the plug herself or been deemed too wounded or out of it to be allowed to continue, and they had heard nothing. Damned if she hadnt made it. The final two hours were mostly straightforward interrogation but with bright lights and noise, not physical contact and then rest back on the mattress in your prison cell. At midnight they smiled and raised their glasses of Harp, saying To Natalie.
Fair play to her, McBain. A lot of the toughest guys I knew didnt make it through that I cried like a baby during part of it
I know what you mean I wonder how shell be
Well, there is some recovery time physical and emotional. Well have to watch her closely, but at least there are several weeks until school is out and the first trips are to relatively low-consequence places. We will support her, right appropriately, of course.
Of course shes one of us but at the same time we need to give her the room to find her own strength we cant do it for her, Mason
I know. And shes a lot tougher than that tiny frame of hers would suggest
At 12:15 am, they were in high spirits, truly relieved, when both of their PDAs indicated they had an urgent incoming message. It was from Chase and it read, Meet me at CIAs special infirmary ASAP URGENT!.
FUCK! they both said, and they tossed some bills on the table and ran to Johns car. They made it there is record time and rushed to the patient intake area, hearing Chase before they even saw him because almost completely out of character he was yelling. How the FUCK did this happen?! How did you guys let him NEAR her for a moment let alone ASSIGN him as one of her two torturers?! His name was not on the information I was provided. And how did he get that abomination in the chambers for that matter?!
As Mason and John rounded the corner they saw Chase up in the face of what appeared to be a senior CIA official. Chase saw them and headed in their direction, tossing a parting shot over his shoulder, This isnt settled not by a long shot!
The subject of his ire responded, Hes dead shot through the head
I dont care if he was decapitated and his head put on a spike for all to see! This should NEVER have happened this isnt over!
By this point Masons and Johns hearts were both pounding in their chests, their faces marked with fear and questions. Chase said, Lets go in here so we can talk And he escorted them into an empty exam room. They clustered around the exam table and Chase looked at them.
Some genius made a last-minute substitution when one of the two assigned torturers got stuck in Bali and they replaced him with Bruce Hawkins!
Mason and John were dumbstruck but then said in unison. WHAT?!
Mason then said with barely contained rage in his voice, That piece of shit, cock-sucking scumbag was suspended from the roster indefinitely which was supposed to mean forever because he was such a twisted sadistic fuck!
I know! said Chase.
John found himself unable to speak for a moment. He couldnt help remembering how frightened Natalie had been and what had concerned her the most and then he remembered all the reasons Hawkins had essentially been banned. He was her living nightmare. John was now even more amazed shed lasted through the 48 hours for he was certain shed been through far worse than he or Mason had been. What happened something beyond his normal depravity did I hear correctly hes dead?
Chase sighed and the tension was working in his jaw as he tried to figure out how to even explain it That bastard managed to bring a cattle prod into the chamber
John and Mason rocked back on their heels. Chase continued. It was the final 10 minutes. She had been through the worst and we know at his hands what that meant Id gotten early reports that were amazingly complimentary it was supposed to be over for her and that animal fucking monster! he walked back in with a fucking cattle prod. She was asleep ten minutes left to go and he first blasted her in her stomach. Then
Chase had to stop for a moment to collect himself. Then he tried to penetrate her with it and shock her internally
MOTHERFUCKER! John said with a vehemence that made the veins in his neck and forehead bulge. Did he?!
Almost close, but it remained essentially external because his co-torturer rushed in and grabbed his arm, but the bastard was determined and in the end after warning him well the other guy, Franklin, had to shoot him in the head, dead, to get him to stop. That guy they need to study his brain or something because he was one of the most diseased pricks
Mason asked, Where is she. Is she OK?
The docs are checking her out shes in a lot of extra pain that she should not have experienced, obviously. She passed out from it and they quickly gave her some pretty powerful pain meds that also are sedatives. Shell be out of it until at least late morning or early afternoon.
Fucking prick bastard! Mason added to the list of epithets theyd levied against the now-dead Hawkins but nothing came close to being adequate.
John was trying to calm down, Whats going to be done about this?
I have a few key meetings set up tomorrow morning Im not just going to let this slide Chase said.
At that moment Dr. Crawford walked in. Gentlemen I was in the observation room when it happened I always try to be there at the end in the event an immediate psychiatric intervention is necessary I raced in when I heard her scream. I will say that before she passed out from the pain she did recognize me thats actually a positive. Her mind was still well, there Ill be back around later when shed awake to see how I can help
As Dr. Crawford was exiting the lead doctor treating Natalie entered. Gentlemen Ms. Buchanan is stable and heavily sedated. She has injuries consistent with what shes been through, but nothing life threatening shes a very strong young woman. Thankfully the well that final atrocious attempt on her was not successful in its ultimate goal her injuries, painful as they will be for a bit, are external and should have no lasting consequences I will say, though, that her overall injuries are among the worst Ive seen come out of these sessions it is a good thing someone put the man who did this down, or it would just have been a matter of time until he killed someone
Can we see her? John asked.
Yes go ahead she wont even notice anyway, but be calm, quiet she deserves that at this point, thats for sure.
Chase led the way and the three men stood around Natalies bed in deadly quiet and not just because of the doctors orders. Not even mostly because of the doctors orders. But because of the shock of seeing her, so beaten, small and fragile looking when the last time they had seen her shed been the epitome of lively, energetic college co-ed. Her face was bruised and swollen, her lip split but thankfully it had no wounds that would leave a permanent scar. They couldnt see the rest of her because she was tucked under a blanket, but their own bodies bore scars from their sessions the torturers were good about not leaving a lasting memento on the face, but the rest of the body did not emerge completely unscathed Each of them felt a searing guilt tighten their throats and seize their guts. They had ordered this be done and intellectually they knew it was the required decision, but seeing the consequences, and knowing how much more Natalie had suffered than she should have, when the standard repertoire was so bad it hit them hard.
Finally John said, Ill stay Ill sit with her until she comes to she she shouldnt be alone its my responsibility
Chase nodded, while Mason initially thought hed assert a desire to stay as well, but then he feared it might overwhelm Natalie. He knew his friend well enough to know that while his bark towards Natalie had been stronger than his own, so too was the level of guilt he was now assigning himself. So, Mason nodded and then asked quietly, Call us with any newsChase, can I grab a lift from you?
John pulled a chair up close to Natalies bed and sank into it wearily, watching her closely before drifting off to sleep. Several hours later he was awakened by the sounds of Natalie whimpering while in a semi-conscious state, crying over and over, No no no.. please.
John jumped up but was careful to approach her calmly, gently. He put his hands lightly on her face and said, softly, Natalie, youre OK its over its over no ones going to hurt you
She calmed at the touch of his hands, the sound of his voice, and then she slipped back into a deep sleep.
Several hours later Natalie awoke, and opened her eyes to find Johns intense blue gaze on her. She was still quite muddled and felt very heavy-limbed, but she realized her torture was all over and she felt a bone-deep sense of relief. She knew she was heavily medicated and was glad of it because she still felt some pain breaking through and couldnt imagine dealing with it right now without the aide of painkillers. It also insulated her to an important extent from some of her memories of what happened and the feelings associated with them. She was cognizant enough to know it would eventually all hit her but for now, she was just glad for everything to be over and for the drugs that were giving her some physical and emotional distance from her experience.
For some reason, it didnt surprise her to see him sitting there and he stood and moved close to her bed when he saw that she was awake. Hey Natalie
Hey John she said in a sleepy voice. She tried to move a bit and winced and he placed a gentle hand on her shoulder.
Dont try to move, Natalie Im Im so sorry about what happened to you, Natalie. That wasnt supposed to happen he crossed every line, but hell never ever hurt you again but you did so great amazing what you came through
Its all so fuzzy right now thank God for drugs better than whiskey
John smiled at her and said, Keep taking them for a while then Natalie, when reality sets in if you need to talk
She just nodded and drifted away on the cloud of numbness.
Mason came in shortly after and John told him shed awoken briefly, but had slipped away again. The doctor came in and told them he wanted to keep her over night to observe her and manage her pain intravenously for another 24 hours so shed sleep most of the day, evening and next morning away. John went home to get some sleep while Mason stayed by her bedside having a similar interaction with her as John before she again succumbed to her sedation.
Chapter 9
On Monday afternoon Natalie was released from hospital with her cover story about being in a car accident intact. She had taken a taxi back to campus since it would raise too many flags to accept a ride from Chase, John or Mason. Zoe wanted to pull her into a hug, but was afraid to hurt her. Natalie gave her a smile and then said she was exhausted and needed to go lie down. Reality was most definitely setting in. She was in significant pain and her mind was replaying snippets of what happened to her and then her nerve endings were clamoring in corresponding places. It had shocked her deeply when shed taken an inventory of her body her face was a mess, though shed been assured it would all disappear without a trace. She had so many bruises, welts, and some cuts over the rest of her she thought shed even found a burn or two and her breasts were particularly bad. She shut her mind down when it tried to recreate the events that had led to their condition. A plastic surgeon had visited her prior to her departure from the hospital, and she didnt believe Natalie would be scarred on her breasts either at least not more than a hairline mark on the side of her right breast almost undetectable. Almost. She would have a scar, most likely, on her shoulder, and one on her right thigh but, again, small tokens, nothing that would truly mar her. Her worst marks were welts on her back from being whipped but, again the plastic surgeon said they would fade. Apparently the bastard whod led her torture knew which tools to use to maximize pain but minimize lasting damage. She knew the biggest injuries were not physical and shed just have to wait and see how those were going to heal. She didnt have much time for that process to take place
Her most painful injuries were from the cattle prod her stomach and between her legs. It made it hard to move without wincing standing, sitting, coughing, almost every motion hurt. She was sure laughing would be excruciating, but thought there was precious little danger of her doing that. Hopefully it wouldnt be too long before that pain faded. She took two pills and curled in a ball in her bed and let them take her away again. Tomorrow shed have to try to get by without them because she had to resume her studies, and Wednesday night she would be back to work at The Brazen Head, but for now, she was surrendering herself over to them she had a final thought of the old Pink Floyd song where they sang about being comfortably numb boy were they ever geniuses...
Natalie got a decent amount of studying done the next day, subsisting on Advil for her pain management needs. She felt better Wednesday each day she physically made a recovery leap forward but she felt a lingering sadness, almost a state of ennui, punctuated by stabs of angst, uneasiness, apprehension, dread, and anger various levels of emotional intensity depending on the moment, but they all added up to the fact that she was struggling. She wasnt incapacitated, but it was an ongoing battle not to crumble. Shed become accustomed to the pain and it was manageable what threatened to take her down were the regular flashes of memory, and remembering the feeling of her torturers hands on her particularly that bastard Hawkins. She was honestly glad hed been blown away, and that made her wonder if her humanity had taken a blow.
She felt her spirits lift a bit when she walked into The Brazen Head. She had enjoyed working there and the energy of the place communicated itself to her and buoyed her. Her co-workers were all very solicitous of her after her accident and she was assigned fewer tables than normal. She was almost able to walk at normal speed, with a normal gait almost. Every now and again shed wince if she moved too quickly. Of course it was in one of those relatively seldom moments that John and Mason walked in and saw her. She looked at them and could see their guilt and regret on their faces, and she was surprised because while a kernel of her was touched, she felt a healthy dose of anger, too. What the hell had they expected? Plus, it had been her damn job she wasnt some child that needed to be treated with kid gloves. She was one of them or trying to be
They sat at one of her tables, as always, and she walked over to them, trying with everything in her to clamp down on her pain and walk smoothly.
Hey, guys. You want your usual Harps? Her tone was as it always was, and she forced a smile on her face though not one that was overdone, she thought.
They looked closely at her and could see that she was fronting. That wasnt surprising, but it didnt reduce how badly they felt about what shed been through. It was as if she had pulled a shutter down over her eyes and they were getting a robotic version of who shed been not the vibrant young woman whod been so open. Still, it was no small thing that she was doing as well as she was so soon after at least physically
They hadnt answered her and she was growing irritated with their scrutiny so she said with an edge, Well?
Mason said, Sure Natalie, two Harps.
She forgot herself for a moment and whirled around for a quick departure and immediately stopped dead with a gasp of pain. John was on his feet and in front of her, grasping her arms, a pained expression on his face, as he asked, Are you OK?
She gave a small, mirthless laugh and said, Outstanding! Why wouldnt I be? and then pushed past him to get their beers.
John sat back down and said, Shit, Mason just, fucking shit. Thats all Ive got
Very eloquent and apt. Shes struggling not just physically
I know and that is normal the issue is how badly and whether she can work through it or if it will take her down and theres almost no way to know until well, we know until we see what happens but she seems very brittle like she can snap at any time. You can feel her pulsing with it or am I imagining it?
No, youre right. Should we force the issue make her confront it? Bottling it up is what takes so much energy and makes it all harder in the end
John sighed, I dont know we might have to, but maybe its too soon I mean, it hasnt been that long maybe we need to be a bit more patient and give her a break I think I think we might be itching to push her through it for our own benefit more than hers its hard to see her like this
Its a killer. But some of that is because of how effective she was establishing her cover. We still see her as college co-ed Natalie John, shes a professional agent would we be this way about anyone else?
Anyone else her age? Anyone who went through the extra added horror of Bruce Hawkins ? Id like to think so but, maybe we wouldnt feel quite so badly wed have more distance from it
Natalie returned with their drinks and took their standard food order, then went to sit behind the bar for a bit. She couldnt bring herself to banter with them theyd just have to deal with that. She could feel their eyes on her periodically, but didnt make eye contact. When she saw their glasses were almost empty she walked over with refills, and before she could walk away John asked, Natalie, have you talked with Dr. Crawford at all or made an appointment?
No, I, I havent felt like I need to
Well, you might be surprised
Look, unless youre ordering me to go, then Ill exercise my right not to. So, is it an order? She stared at him defiantly.
John said softly, No, it isnt at least not yet, but if I feel
Gotcha. If you, in your infinite wisdom, feel you know better what I need than I do, then youll let me know. Fine. She turned carefully and walked away.
John glanced at Mason and the latter said, Well, anger can be a good thing can start the ball rolling. She has plenty to be mad about.
Yeah, and I seem to be a convenient focal point, thats for sure
Goes with the job, boss
John just rubbed his face. Before they could say another word they heard Natalies raised voice from across the room, Keep you damn hands to yourself you stupid bastard! She was addressing a drunken lout whod obviously tried to paw her and for his troubles she then up-ended a beer over his head. Her boss stepped in and said quietly, Natalie, why dont you go in the back and cool off for bit and she didnt argue, just stalked in a fashion to the back room
Lets go, John said, and he and Mason followed her.
When Natalie saw them walking in the back room she rolled her eyes, Look, the guy was just an ass and I shut him down no big deal I dont need the cavalry to ride to the rescue
Natalie, John began quietly, I think you know that how youre feeling right now isnt really about that drunken idiot
Oh, again because you know me so well is this where you try to handle me, John? Talk softly and make no sudden moves while you try to get me to do what you want?
I think its clear you need to talk about
And why would I want to talk about it? That means Id have to remember it and that is the last thing I want to do
Mason stood back to let John lead this discussion, but would be ready to break in if needed.
I get that, Natalie, I do but, in fact, the thing you may MOST need to do is remember and talk about it to try to get past it
Well, I disagree its over its done, lets move on
You may think you can do that, but itll be there under the surface like leaving a bullet inside you really cant you need to extract it talk about
Jesus, AGAIN with the talking about it trust me, I dont see any benefit to it. It was horrifying and degrading enough to go through it let alone chatting about it with you two!
Natalie
Damn it you are relentless!
John was getting angry now, Because its important! You might not see that but I do this is something I DO know from personal experience
She took a step towards him and he was surprised by the flash of fury that visited her face, Personal experience?! Oh, really. Fine then. FINE! Lets talk about our shared experience shall we? Lets start with how you felt when YOUR torturer finger fucked you! How did THAT make YOU feel?! Didnt work too well for me in fact Im pretty sure I vomited on him which he didnt like too much actually, I think thats when he split my lip open!
She had been left to spew on for a moment because John and Mason were so fundamentally stunned by what shed revealed. Finally John recovered enough to speak but the shock was evident in his voice, Natalie that wasnt supposed
So are you saying you dont believe me? That I made it up or imagined it in some state of delirium?!
No! Not at all, its just that wasnt he wasnt
Yeah, well, he wasnt supposed to use a cattle prod either. Apparently that sick fuck missed a few memos or disregarded them. How lucky for me that they got him to fill in, huh?
Natalie Im sor-
If you say youre sorry right now Im going to hit you. I dont want your pity and I dont need you feeling all guilty, because I am not some college girl, Im an agent who went through routine training that morphed into something else but unless that was you in the room doing that to me, itisnt on you. I dont need your pity or your guilt I really just need you to leave me alone to deal with this my way
Her words were gritty but her body was clearly shaking right now. John wanted to challenge her words but knew it would be better for him to back off right now. He and Mason locked eyes and their years of experience together enabled them to communicate with a meaningful look and a small nod.
John said quietly, I uh, I have to go check in Ill see you in a few minutes
John retreated from the room, closing the door behind him. He was still floored by her revelation and angry about it, but also about how this situation had just played out. And that really bothered him. He and Mason had a long-established practice in which, when necessary, John would be the bad cop and Mason the good cop. He had always relished his role since it suited him better he knew he had more of an overt edge than Mason. He also knew that for all Masons more open and friendly demeanor, he was in some ways much more dangerous to cross than John. Mason regularly traded on that misconception to his advantage, and in their work it benefited John as well. But for the first time he was bothered by being the bad cop. He decided not to even think about all the reasons why that might be better that than getting down to the crux of the matter
John pulled out his phone and dialed Chase who thankfully answered after two rings. Chase, its McBain weve got to get a look at Natalies tape. He did things other things he shouldnt have shes really struggling and we need to know exactly how bad it got and what we might be up against as she tries to get past it.. and then we might need to make sure that more heads roll because someone should have stopped him much sooner
Chase said nothing for a moment and then just sighed and said hed get right on it. John went to the bar for another beer.
As soon as the door had closed Natalie had turned to Mason with a small smirk on her face and said, So, let me guess youre the good cop you just stood quietly in the background and now youre going to try to finesse me
Mason smiled broadly at her because she was as sharp as they came. She had him dead to rights. What can I say, Buchanan, Im busted. But and I think deep down you know this we really are trying to help, and honestly I am so sor
What did I just say?!
Natalie, it isnt about pity! Cant we just feel badly yes, SORRY that something horrible happened to you?
Mason the whole torture thing is horrible. Everyone goes through horrible. So a few bonus features were tossed in for me probably just a marginal difference in the end
Not necessarily an extra whipping is a bit different than what you described
Natalie was cursing herself because she was losing her anger a bit and she so desperately needed it as her armor. She bit the inside of her still-sore lip to rekindle it a bit and said sharply, I am not talking about this, Mason. Im just not. Not to John who tried to bully it out of me or you whos trying to coax it out Talking isnt what I want or need
So what do you need? What do you want?
To be left alone!
Really left alone with all the rage you have right now? Because you do, right? You are so furious right now you are actually pulsating with it. It is alive in you. Isnt that right, darlin?
Yes Im angry! Should that surprise anyone? That what I really want she cut herself off.
What what do you want? Mason had gotten very close to her and when she didnt answer goaded her again, Tell me what you want, Natalie? What? WHAT?!
To fucking HIT someone to beat the ever-living SHIT out of someone, OK? THATS what I want. Im sorry that rat-bastard is dead because if he wasnt Id find him and beat him to death!
Mason stepped back a bit but was only partially surprised at her vehement response it was actually what hed hoped for. Then he said very softly, Then hit me
She looked at him like hed lost his mind, What?!
Hit me go ahead pretend Im him!
She turned to walk away from him, Youre insane. Im not hitting you
Mason stepped around in front of her and said, Do it damn it hit me you know you want to hit someone, why not me
NO!
Damn it Buchanan fucking hit me thats an order!
NO!
What are you afraid? Too weak a little girl after all?
She snapped and began to pummel him and he let her for a moment before trying to fight her off a bit, but he didnt want to hurt her. She upped the ante and was fighting in earnest and he finally grabbed her upper arms and pushed her up against the wall, his body pressed along hers. Then in a move that shocked them both, Natalie reached up and put her hands around the back of his head and forced his mouth down over hers. Mason was stunned into inaction for a moment, but she was insistent and they had worked up so much emotion and intensity that in a second hed wound his arms around her and deepened the kiss so that their tongues were battling for supremacy. Natalie was not thinking at all she was grasping for anything that would blunt her anger and divert her attention from all she didnt want to remember. The hard imprint of Masons body along hers, and the heat of his mouth were serving nicely in that capacity.
John walked into the room and stood rooted to the spot, stunned speechless. This was certainly the day for surprises. Then in a voice laden with barely controlled anger he said, What the fuck do you think youre doing?!
Mason and Natalie broke apart and they were both mortified and shocked at their own behavior. Mason took a step forward and said, John, I
You what?! THIS is how you handle this shes four days out of torture and you try to help her by sticking your tongue down her throat?!
Natalie felt horrible guilt wash over her, she felt ashamed at her behavior, It was me it was my fault
He looked at her and saw those emotions playing across her face. He was trying with everything in himself to maintain his cool and to be reasonable to remember the often crazy reactions people had to the experience shed just been through anger was a huge part and that often went hand in glove with a sexual intensity too but walking in and seeing them like that. and Mason he was a 37 year old experienced agent John looked again at Natalie and realized that her lip was bleeding, her wound there broken open again by the kiss. He turned to Mason and said curtly, Go get a towel and some ice.
Mason knew John well enough to know it was best he say nothing and just go with it right now. John was a good friend and they would talk about this but he was also his boss and Mason knew hed have to answer for his behavior, or at least try to explain it
John said nothing to Natalie in the tense and awkward minute that it took Mason to return. He barely even looked at her. Then in almost a repeat of the night theyd saved her in this very room from Rocco, he stepped over to her and held an ice cube on her lip, shaking his head at her a little bit, but his expression had a tinge of humor now.
He said softly, You may be the death of me, Buchanan Im not going to push you any more for now I know it hasnt been that long since your sessions ended. But I may yet require you to go to Dr. Crawford, and the only way you can refuse is if you step down from this case.
Their eyes had been locked on each other and she knew better than to argue at this point, so she merely nodded. Then she moved her hand up to take the ice cube from him, feeling a surge of energy when their hands touched. I have to get back outside she said quietly.
She left and John and Mason stood facing each other for a moment. Before Mason could speak John said, I get it, OK. I do. Lets just lets just forget it but you need to be prepared next time, if there is a next time, and not let it happen. It is wrong on every level especially given whats prompting it
Mason nodded and they headed back into the bar, settled their bill and left.
Chapter 10
The next several days went uneventfully, which to Natalie was a godsend. She had worked Friday and Saturday nights at The Brazen Head, but John and Mason were both on duty so she didnt have to worry about seeing them. She was dreading their next meeting since she was still so mortified at her own behavior. She now had yet more to purge from her mind like she hadnt had enough already. First was how it felt to kiss Mason and have his body pressed up against hers she had felt his arousal become quite evident before they were interrupted and she blushed at that memory since that second encounter with his erect manhood had simply reinforced what shed learned the first time, namely that he was definitely in proportion to the rest of his body. But the thing that kept flashing up more frequently was the look on Johns face and her feeling that she had somehow cheated on him and that errant thought had caught her flat-footed. Yes, that was a thought that needed to be purged as well. She decided to chalk it all up to torture-induced lunacy.
She was physically feeling much better and was pleasantly surprised at how quickly her visible wounds were fading. She had grown tired of talking about her car accident to fellow students and her professors, but soon it would all be behind her. Mentally and emotionally she was still having some bad moments mixed plentifully among her good ones. John had been right it was a shocking revelation to experience how much pain another human could willfully inflict on you, and it had been clear throughout how much Hawkins had enjoyed it. She felt a deep sadness because she knew she was changed it was like a veil of innocence had been ripped from her eyes. She had intellectually known that evil existed in this world and that people hurt and killed others, but it was entirely different when it was done to you and became an intimate part of your own history. The hardest part, however, was exactly what shed feared the sexually-charged actions that hinted at rape, especially because Hawkins had so egregiously crossed that line sometimes flashes of those moments would play in her mind like some hideous infinite loop and it transformed her whole experience from something horrible to something sordid. It made her feel dirty, marked by his depravity rather than simply beaten.
Natalie almost laughed at how ridiculous it was to think that shed be perfectly fine if shed only been beaten to within an inch of her life. She shook her head as if to clear it and continued getting dressed it was Monday morning and Chase had summoned her to a meeting with himself, John and Mason. She was going to have to dress as a college student today because she had a tight class schedule, so she pulled on jeans, boots and a blue sweater and called it a day.
The three men were already in the room when she got there, and she slid into a seat beside Chase again after tossing out a generic Hello and not spending too much time on eye contact.
John was glad to see how much her wounds at least the physical ones had healed.
Chase got started. OK, we are only two weeks away until the end of school, and then 10 days after that the first leg of the tour begins a week long journey across Canada. As you all know, the President is trying to shore up some bruised relations with our neighbors to the north who perhaps rightfully so feel we dont appreciate them and give them as much attention as we should. That should be decently easy sailing for us - but of course we cant assume anything. Lets not forget that a terrorist was on his way from Canada to bomb LAX at the turn of the millennium. One thing I have given a lot of thought to is how to ensure that there is ample communication with Natalie without raising a red flag. And then I got to thinking that it was more about not raising the wrong type of red flag Our research has also found that chatter has increased on the topic of Secret Service practices we are being watched for actions and responses. We have to assume that that means our team especially. So that gave me an idea I put two and two together and came up with a way to use their scrutiny to throw them off the track about Natalie while also opening an effective communication channel
How? John asked.
Our young co-ed Natalie is going to develop a crush on one of you two fine gentlemen, and she will begin to flirt. That will be over the next couple of weeks while were still in town. Then she will up her approach in Canada and by the end of that trip a highly inappropriate, clandestine relationship will have burgeoned between the First Daughters friend and one of the lead agents protecting the First Family.
John, Mason and Natalie all looked surprised and more than a little uncomfortable. Mason said, Chase
Now hear me out we all know that the most secure mode of communication is in person, one-on-one, assuming there are no listening devices, which we constantly sweep for. You two carry devices for just that purpose. It also makes sense to have the most direct line of communication possible between the top echelon of the PPD and our undercover asset Natalie. She will need updates, and will also have observations to share with us, but we are being watched. It will raise all sorts of flags and questions if Natalie is regularly seen alone in the company of the Secret Service when, lets face it, shell be one of the least important members of the entourage. But if we give them another reason to explain the regular contact and its clandestine nature well then we are hiding in plain sight and further solidifying Natalies cover. So, by the time you return from Canada a torrid affair will have commenced and will require regular meetings in hotel rooms and the hotel will switch all the time, even here in DC. So, which one of you is our co-ed going to fall for?
Natalie was studying the table at this point, mortified. John and Mason looked at each other and said nothing for a moment, but John flashed on what hed walked in on the other night and felt a spurt of anger work its way through him. He said in as even a tone as he could manage, Since Im team lead, it might as well be me then he couldnt quite help himself when he added, And therell be no danger of ME forgetting myself and that this is for show only.
John saw the spark of anger in Masons eyes at that barb, but Mason said nothing. What John didnt realize was that it also came out in a way that could be perceived as an insult towards Natalie and she certainly took it as one. She pointedly let her gaze fall as if she was looking at his lower half under the table with a smirk on her face and he and Mason knew she was thinking of their fight session. She said, Oh, you wont forget yourself? Youre totally immune to me, huh? Well, good, because theres no danger of ME forgetting myself either but my question is, will anyone believe it. I mean, arent you a little old for me?
Masons mouth twitched in response to this while now the spark of anger moved into Johns eyes as he said, I am the same age as Mason.
To which Natalie snidely responded, Age is more than a number, John
Chase had watched all this unfold with a mix of amusement and curiosity because clearly he had missed something but frankly he didnt want know. He just wanted everyone on the same page. All right, enough. It makes sense for it to be John and by the way, Natalie, plenty of women of all ages have found him irresistible when he isnt acting like a humorless bureaucrat. Its settled and you two better play your parts believably or we will ALL be in trouble. Start flirting over the next few weeks most of that will be on you, Natalie, in the beginning. So, whenever John and Mason are on-duty in your presence, or at The Brazen Head, start the groundwork. John, you should look like youre flattered and find her cute in a cute kid kind of way, but that you are determined to play by the rules. Of course, it will get tougher and tougher and towards the end of your stay in Canada, you succumb and youll do your first hotel rendezvous during which you can do a full Canadian de-brief. Then when you return to DC, we have a week before the next leg and youll meet in a hotel for a planning meeting. It is OK for you two to be seen engaging in inappropriate behavior the odd kiss or something and Im sure youll be professional enough to get past any awkwardness. Just try not to let any of the other agents see you because Id rather not have to try to deal with their complaints without really dealing with themany questions?
John and Natalie just shook their heads as their angry eyes locked.
Good. Now, on to something that I wanted to update you on regarding what happened during Natalies torture sessions Chase said with a serious note in his voice.
Natalie felt her stomach spasm but tried to keep her features impassive.
Chase continued, At least three others have been given lengthy suspensions on further examination of this situation the co-torturer and the two people in the monitoring booth. As soon as Hawkins began to deviate from what was carefully spelled out in the guidelines he should have been shut down and those other three had a responsibility to do that. When we reviewed the footage, Natalie, it was clear he crossed that line so early and then so often and I am so, so sor
Natalies blood had run cold and she broke in, Who watched the footage?
Chase could see she had gone deathly pale and he cursed himself because he realized he may have made a huge blunder letting her know that they had all seen what had happened to her. But he felt he owed her the truth now so he answered softly, The three of us, Natalie we needed to make sure that people were punished, and know what youd been through, so we could be prepared if you needed help or our understanding
She said nothing, she just looked stricken. She said quietly, almost to herself, Oh God I cant believe you saw that then she swallowed hard and said, I need I need a minute... and bolted from the room.
Natalies skin had grown clammy but she felt hot, feverish. She raced into the ladies room and leaned over the sink with her head in her hands. She wanted to be sick but hadnt yet eaten today, so it wasnt much of an option. She wet a paper towel and dabbed her face with its soothing dampness. She felt like hiding for the rest of her life rather than face them knowing they had seen her degradation. It had been such a deeply personal experience that she felt violated all over again to think of them witnessing it being done. She almost laughed when she realized she would have preferred it if theyd walked in on her having sex with someone or seen a tape of that than the endless hours of what that animal had done to her body. She hated that they now knew everything that had been done to her, blow by blow, and how she had reacted. Yet she knew it shouldnt come as such a shock that they might have seen it she hadnt given it much thought but it should have dawned one her that her sessions would be taped like the others had.
After Natalie fled the three men were quiet. They knew what she was feeling because they had been through torture and it was a personal experience that revealed so much about a person in their reactions, in what they brought out in their torturers. Plus there was the fact that through much of it the subjects were stripped naked so they were physically, emotionally and mentally on display for all to see. And they knew that Natalies situation was worse because of the different ways the women were tortured than the men and the fact that Hawkins had gone so much further than appropriate. Finally John said quietly, Ill go find her
Natalie was exiting the restroom as John walked by and they stood looking at each other wordlessly for what seemed like an infinitely long sixty seconds. John thought she looked vulnerable and haunted, and she had instinctively wound her arms around her body in a protective move. She saw a softness in his eyes shed never seen before, and it defused her anger, but that also made her feel like she could much more easily lose it and she was almost desperate not to especially in front of him.
John said softly, Come take a walk with me and she nodded and began to follow him. They left the building and walked side by side towards a plaza, neither saying a word. The fresh air and the act of walking were helping Natalie, and she had a sneaking suspicion John had known they would. When they reached a bench John sat down and Natalie followed suit, and they looked straight ahead at a fountain, apparently both finding it incredibly interesting.
Eventually John spoke. The footage of my torture sessions was shown to ten key Senators and the heads of the FBI, CIA and Secret Service. I almost quit over it and that was after Id talked myself out of gutting Chase like a fish. And I consider him a friend.
Natalie turned to look at John and he shifted so he could meet her gaze, which clearly held emotion and questions, and he continued. We dont sign releases, right? Its understood that the footage is highly confidential yet it is used for training and explaining what goes on to the select group of people in the know. I was one of the earliest to go through this expanded form of torture preparation, so it made sense that my footage was used. Intellectually I got that, but frankly Natalie it felt like a complete violation of, well, me. Who I am. Im not even sure where I read it, but someone said that the relationship between a torturer and his subject is perhaps the most intimate one there is I thought that sounded idiotic until I went through it myself. And thats what made it so hard. But what was done TO me isnt who I AM and it isnt you. And it is so much worse in your case because you ended up with Hawkins and he crossed the line but let me just assure you, that we understand we watched the footage with nothing but empathy for you because we had all been through our own sessions Of course we also were enraged and, Natalie, it is right that action be taken against those who were involved. The standard sessions are bad enough and I know youll want to hit me but I AM more sorry than I can tell you that this happened to you, and that I had a hand in it
Her eyes had remained locked on his face the entire time, and he could see they had brightened as tears had gathered, but they did not fall. When he was done she said quietly, I dont want to hit you. And I appreciate your sharing what happened to you I need to keep reminding myself that you all do understand. Its just well I came out of it wanting to crawl inside myself and pull the covers uphide
Go into a cave and lick your wounds he replied with a soft smile.
She nodded.
Natalie, it makes perfect sense that your gut reaction is to pull back and think you have to do this on your own but you dont. If you want to talk about it, any of the three of us would be happy to listen. If you dont want to talk hey, I get that. Ive talked more about my own experience to you these past several days than I have in the 10 years since I went through my own torture. But the one thing you dont need to do is put on some brave face and pretend it didnt impact you. It had to have deeply. And you arent alone in that.
A single tear rolled down her cheek and without conscious thought Johns hand reached up and he wiped it away with his finger. She gave him a tremulous smile and took a deep breath.
John nodded and asked, You ready to head back?
Yeah and thanks, John. It helped.
They walked in companionable silence back to the conference room. Chase and Mason looked at the with neutral expressions and they discussed a few more tour destinations before Natalie had to leave for class. She left in better spirits than shed arrived and was grateful for that.
Chapter 11
On Wednesday night John and Mason walked into The Brazen Head and claimed their usual table. Natalie saw them enter and steeled her nerves because it was time to start the flirtation as Chase had instructed and shed decided she was going to do her best to rattle John for real. As much as they had ended on a good note the other day, his assertion that he was in no danger of forgetting himself with her still rankled especially because his body had most definitely been asserting something else quite forcefully between her legs when hed landed there. She felt herself flush at the memory he certainly gave Mason a run for his money in that department and instead focused on how fun it would be to try to prove him wrong. Not that shed actually go there nor would he but that didnt mean she couldnt get him to WANT to go there if things were different. Shed even tried to dress the part a black and white plaid pleated mini-skirt with her tight black work t-shirt, white knee socks and black penny loafers. She looked like a Catholic school girl gone astray. Her outfit made her more nervous than anything because it was not the way she usually dressed at all. Shed made sure that between her socks and the mid-thigh length of her skirt there was only so far she was willing to go that her fading bruises and cuts were hidden.
She sauntered up to their table and had to hide a smirk at their expressions yes, they were definitely taking in her outfit. She walked up to them and then moved closer to John, standing to the side of him while she placed her hand on his shoulder and asked softly, What can I get you boys She felt John start a bit when her hand met his shoulder and Mason noticed it because he grinned broadly and winked at her. He had been more than a little pissed at John for his comment about not forgetting himself, and also for taking this part of the assignment because Mason was sure hed have enjoyed it. But he realized it might actually be more fun watching Natalie fuck with John because he wasnt immune that was for sure.
Before John or Mason could answer, Natalie looked up to see Rocco walking in with a bunch of his buddies and she took an instinctive step closer to John. He had seen Rocco as well and locked his eyes on him as had Mason whod turned around in his seat. Rocco tried to stare them down but it was clear he was more than a little afraid of them. His eyes traveled up and down Natalies body and also noted how closely she was standing to John who moved his arm around her, resting his hand on her hip in a possessive gesture as he said, his voice a low thrum, You know what I like, Natalie
At the heat of his hand on her and the sound of his voice, Natalies attention was immediately diverted from Rocco and she was now looking at John. She swallowed and said, Yeah coming right up and headed quickly to the bar to get two Harps. She realized a potentially fatal flaw in her plan shed forgotten how much he could rattle her. She was just going to have to stay on the offensive to keep the upper hand. If he turned the tables on her shed be in big trouble but she didnt see that as likely
She brought them their Harps but this time stayed centered on their table rather than closer to John. Burgers and fries?
As always, darlin Mason said.
Natalie could feel Roccos eyes boring into her but she ignored him thankfully his table was not in her section. She went to place their order and then waited on a few other tables. When their order was up she brought it over and then asked if they needed a refill yet on their beers.
Not yet, Natalie but keep an eye on us, will you? John asked.
Count on it. Then she leaned over and wiped her thumb across his upper lip as his eyes widened. She stepped back and purred, You had some foam on your lip And with that she turned and walked away.
Mason snickered and John shot him a death stare.
Over the next ten days Natalie kept up this subtle pressure and sometimes John would play a long, but just a bit. Anyone watching them would see she had an interest in him even when he came to campus one afternoon she had flirted with him, straightening his tie, dusting imaginary lint off his shoulder. Of course she did this when she was in a tank and shorts for good measure.
Mason informed John that his theme song should be The Polices Dont Stand So Close to Me and again hed received the death stare.
Soon, the end of the school year was upon them. Zoe was moving back to the White House, and she had pushed and prodded Natalie until shed accepted the invitation to summer there as well. As she had persuasively noted it made sense since they were seldom going to be in DC anyway why take an apartment. The President and First Lady had been thrilled shed have a friend there too. Natalie had harbored an irrational hope that shed be able to return to her own apartment, which she dearly loved, but it would completely work against her cover, so she put it out of her head.
The final Friday of the final week of school after exams were over the fraternity Lambda Chi Alpha was having their annual blow out Spring Fling, and Natalie and Zoe were attending. It was going to be a total headache for the Secret Service and John and Mason were going to be there and personally oversee the team which would number 8 agents in total, not counting Natalie, of course. She knew it would also be a good opportunity to unabashedly flirt with John she could pretend to be buzzed, though shed be drinking club soda or water only, and let loose a little bit. Her plan informed her wardrobe choice as did Zoes own selections and Natalie donned a tight black t-shirt and black cotton twill mini skirt that highlighted the taut curve of her bottom. She wore wedge sandals, pulled her hair up in a messy pony tail, made her make-up heavier and then put on big gold hoop earrings to finish her look. She almost wished she could have worn her black halter top, but the markings from the whip had not faded enough for that.
There was a crush of people at the party and to talk to anyone you had to stand incredibly close to them. Zoe had promised shed cooperate with her security detail and she did remain with them as long as Natalie promised not to go too far. She had spotted John and Mason working the perimeter and excused herself for a moment, claiming she had to use the restroom. She was halfway to them when Rocco stepped in front of her.
Hey dollface, you look hot how about we pick up where we left off He had clearly been drinking heavily.
Oh, you mean with you hitting me and threatening to rape me no thanks. Just get out of my way or I may just call on my friends for some help. Rocco followed her gaze and turned to see John and Mason staring daggers at him, then Mason smiled wickedly and gave him a little wave. Not surprisingly Rocco let Natalie pass, though he kept his eyes glued to her. She walked slowly up to the two men, swaying her hips, and said, Hey guys dont you look good in your civilian clothes doesnt it feel good to break loose a little bit get out of the stuffy, boring suits and live a little maybe remember your own college days were you bad boys? She said all this while shed gotten quite close to John, reaching up to straighten the collar on his white oxford button down that hed paired with faded jeans, the neck open and sleeves rolled up to reveal quite a bit of his tanned, muscular forearms. As shed stood on tip-toe to reach his collar her breasts had pressed against his chest and theyd both inhaled a bit more air than usual at that contact. Mason put on his best stone face, but was enjoying it all immensely. Natalie ran her fingertip down Johns throat and he narrowed his eyes at her, but then thought hed have a little fun of his own. He moved both his hands to the places where her waist curved into her hips and he said close to her ear, his warm breath raising the hairs on her neck, Im not sure we had girls like you when I was in school, Natalie you could almost make a man forget himself.almost Then he used his hands to gently but firmly push her away. She playfully pouted at him and then said, See ya! and headed back to Zoe.
The next two hours passed uneventfully. Natalie tried to throw herself into the fun and danced a good bit with Zoe. She made a point of chatting with John and Mason a few times, but didnt want to overdo it either. The only fly in the ointment was Rocco, since he seemed to spend his entire evening staring at her and it made her very uncomfortable. She was parched and headed towards the bar to get a club soda. A girl she knew peripherally from one of her classes was manning the bar along with a couple of the fraternity brothers. Natalie thought she was actually friends with Rocco which was a head-scratcher, but different strokes
What can I get you? she asked Natalie with a sour look on her face.
Do you have water or club soda?
No club soda, princess, just water
With a raised eyebrow Natalie said, That would be fine, thanks.
At that moment Natalie heard Zoe yell from across the room WooHoo, Natalie! Come on back and dance, girl! and she turned to look at her, laughing. When she faced the bar again her water was waiting along with the bitchy girl (Natalie thought her name might be Marty) who asked, Anything else?
No, thanks.
Marty sneered at Natalie and turned away.
Fifteen minutes later Natalie knew she had a major problem. She was simultaneously experiencing hot and cold flashes, which was an incredibly odd experience. She was nauseated and her movements were becoming sluggish - her motor skills were definitely way off. She felt disoriented, almost like she was drunk, but at the same time part of her brain remained active and aware. John she thought. She had to get to him But the drowsiness that was overtaking her was making it hard to keep her eyes focused to find him. Finally she spotted him, cursing fate for how far away he seemed. She set towards him with as much purpose as she could muster.
John spotted her when she was about five feet away and knew immediately something was very wrong. He had just seen her 15 minutes before and shed been perfectly fine and lucid. He rushed towards her and she collapsed against him saying with slurred words, I.. some one thingmy drink water He pulled her back from him, holding her face in both his hands, You think someone slipped something in your drink? By this point Mason had reached them and heard what shed said. He and John exchanged concerned looks because it looked like that was exactly what had happened.
Im going to get her out of here take her back to the dorm and sit with herwatch her and see if I need to take her to the ER
OK, Ill cover it here tell Zoe and the others she took ill
Chapter 12
By the time John got Natalie back to the dorm he had to carry her from the car she seemed like she was severely intoxicated. Her face was buried in his neck, her arms hanging loosely and every now and again shed moan. He brought her into her room and put her down, wanting to see if she could stand at all. Keeping her up and active was likely the better way to go than letting her fall asleep. Technically she stood but her legs werent particularly solid underneath her and she leaned against John to hold herself up. He pulled away and held her upper arms tight and shook her a little to see if he could rouse her. Her head lolled back some and she did open her eyes and whispered, John
Natalie Im sure youve been drugged. What are you feeling?
Hot but cold she bobbled a bit and he tightened his arms. So tired so tired queasy
Do you think you need to be sick?
She shook her head with far more force than was necessary and her whole upper body moved with it. Then she fell against him and tried to put her arms around him and he put his around her to hold her up. So tired and she buried her head in his chest. He moved her towards her bed and gently sat her down.
Natalie sit here a second, Im going to get a cool cloth or somethingand some water for you to drink
Kay she said sleepily.
Natalie was struck by an urgent need to be cooler and to get into bed to sleep. In her drugged state her mind wasnt exactly processing the most appropriate way to go about it with John around, so she went on automatic pilot. First things first though her ponytail felt too tight and was giving her a headache so she pulled the rubber band out of it, wincing from the pain of her less than gentle action. Then she yanked her t-shirt over her head, weaving side to side while sitting on the bed, and flung it behind her. She sighed at the coolness of the air conditioning on her skin shed felt so hot but now was shivering. Next, she tried to reach around and unhook her bra, but when that required too much coordination she pulled the straps down her arms and stood shakily to push it down her hips but it got stuck on her skirt. Since that had to go too, she opened the button and zipper of her skirt and began to push that down over her hips and thighs, her bra going along for the ride. When it fell down around her ankles she tried to lean down to push it off her feet, but they were firmly planted on the floor. So, she then tried to pick her feet up out of it, and kick it off her them which proved far too much for her drug-addled coordination and she fell in a heap onto the floor.
She started to crawl to the armchair across the room to hoist herself up shed forgotten the bed behind her and that is how John found her when he came rushing back in response to the sound of her falling: crawling in an ungainly fashion across the room with only her panties on. He stood in shock for a moment and then just had to laugh. This was just too much. But it was also funny as hell on some level. Better to focus on the humor and not her naked body itself.
He walked over to her and his feet must have come into view because she looked up at him and then sat back on the floor, trying to steady herself on her hands that she planted on the floor behind her. He shook his head and then leaned down to help her up, steeling his nerves and trying to avert his eyes as he grabbed her all-but-naked form.
What are you doing, Natalie?
She leaned against him again, her head in his chest, and said, Too hot tired sleep
OK, right. Well, where are your pajamas?
She just shook her head against his chest.
What do you wear to bed, Natalie?
She giggled and said, Noth nothing Prompting him to release a deep sigh which in turn pulled another giggle from Natalie.
Well, what about a t-shirt or something just for tonight?
Too hot
He could feel that her skin was quite warm, though she also seemed to be shivering from cold. He wondered if she might have been given Rohypnol since one of the symptoms was simultaneous hot and cold flashes. That thought sobered him up as he realized that whoever was responsible likely had some plans for her thank goodness shed remained cognizant enough to find him before someone else had gotten to her in this state. He also became aware that as he held her to him, with his hands on her back, he could feel the fading welts and scars on it. Now he was angry at Hawkins and whoever had tried to render her incapacitated for whatever horror theyd planned to visit upon her. Without giving it conscious thought, he began to softly rub his fingertips over her back in a gesture of comfort, and she snuggled closer to him, this time managing to link her arms behind his back.
John figured the least he could do was get her into bed and covered with a sheet or something and he could prop her up almost to a sitting position and try to keep her talking. It was getting harder not to react to her virtually naked body pressed against his, and he already had enough guilt without becoming aroused while she was in this defenseless state. Mind over matter, he told himself. He moved his hands back to her arms and pulled her away from him so he could look at her face-to-face and explain his plan, but the words died in his mouth when he got a good look at her breasts. Even after two weeks of healing it was obvious what had been done to her how badly shed been abused. Again he felt the rage and also sadness that she had been so harmed.
He said her name on a whisper, Natalie needing to say something but finding that words defeated him. She had a moment of clarity in which she realized what he was looking at, and her hands instinctively went to cover herself, moving over her breasts. When he looked at her face he saw that tears were coursing down her cheeks. Then she said in a small, devastated voice, He hurt me made me so ugly
John felt his heart twist at her words and the forlorn sound of them. He pulled her back against him in a tight hug and whispered against the side of her head, near her ear, I know he hurt you I know it. Im so sorry. But you are so far from ugly, Natalie. Youre beautiful. I promise he didnt change that She began to weep at his words and he picked her up and carried her towards the armchair, sitting down with her in his arms, across his lap, and held her close while she let it all out. He rocked her a bit, rubbed her back and hair, and whispered over and over that she was safe now on one could hurt her. Yet even as he said that he wondered about whod tried to do exactly that tonight.
Eventually Natalie calmed and John stood and carried her over to her bed. He placed her in its inviting softness and propped her against several pillows, pulling the covers up over her chest. She tried to smile at him but it was clear she was exhausted and still significantly affected by whatever shed been given. He gently rubbed he face and said, Relax Ill stay with you...
A few minutes later John heard the sounds of others returning. He opened the door and motioned for Mason, drawing curious glances from the other agents. He figured in the end his presence in Natalies room his obvious solicitousness of her might help their cause in bolstering their supposed brewing affair.
How is she? Mason whispered.
She seems like shes stabilizing she was definitely given something. Im thinking Rohypnol
Shit! But we really cant do anything right now, can we?
Maybe not until this is all over, but I wont forget it
You going to stay with her?
Yeah just to make sure
Good idea. Im heading out, but Ill catch up with you tomorrow.
When John returned to Natalie she was asleep, and he knew it would be a losing battle trying to keep her awake. Hed just have to watch over her and make sure her breathing remained strong and if she got sick he could help her. He pulled the chair over near the bed and settled in for the duration. Eventually he drifted off himself.
Natalie eased back into consciousness feeling a heaviness in her limbs and a throbbing headache. She opened her eyes and saw John asleep in the chair and she vaguely remembered what had happened at least the fact that shed felt like shed been drugged and went to find him. Clearly shed been successful in that, and she hoped with everything in her that it had been before anyone else could harm her. She sat up straighter in her bed and croaked, John. her throat was so dry.
John awoke immediately at the sound of her voice and their eyes locked for a moment, both sets still drowsy looking. Then, unable to help it, his drifted down and took in her now-exposed breasts the sheet had fallen to her waist when shed sat up. He quickly averted his gaze but Natalie had caught the movement of his eyes and looked down, gasping in surprise and grabbing the sheet back up to cover herself. She looked at John with a panicked question on her face and he said quickly, You did it yourself when I went out of the room to get you some water you wanted to get into bed and I asked about your pajamas, but you said you didnt use any
She shook her head a bit, mortified, and said quietly, Im sorry if I was embarrassing I hope I didnt do anything else crazy
No, not at all. That was as wild as it got, promise
She looked at him and then asked in a voice that wavered with concern, Did you get to me first
He knew what she was asking, Yes, Natalie. No one hurt you well, they drugged you but didnt manage anything else. Do you have any idea who did this how?
Natalie thought back to the last things she remembered. I went to the bar to get a drink of water there was this bitchy girl, Marty, there and she gave it to me but while she was pouring it, I was distracted because Zo called out for me Marty is a friend of Roccos but I cant believe shed do that
People do crazy things Natalie. We really need to do something about him
This is ridiculous Im needing more Secret Service protection that Zo is! But for obvious reasons, we really cant do much right now
John sighed. Maybe not now, but Im not going to forget this we cant forget this
Natalie noted that he first said that HE wasnt going to forget, and she felt a flutter in her stomach at that. She also remembered that she was chatting with him while all but naked, and she asked, Do you mind grabbing my robe its hanging in the closet
Oh, sure John jumped up to get it and made sure he was turned away when she put it on. She was sliding off the bed when he turned back around, but clearly was experiencing some residual effects because he had to catch her when her legs refused to support her. She looked up at him in embarrassment and said, Sorry just thought Id use the restroom, but I guess Im not completely recovered
Let me help you He walked her over to her bathroom, which thankfully was en suite, and waited outside the door for her. When she got out he escorted her back to her bed saying, You should probably get some more rest how are you feeling?
Still tired, but at least relatively with it John, thank you so much for everything. For helping me and staying with me it cant have been too comfortable on that chair. Im really sorry I know you didnt really want me mixed up in all this and Ive pretty much been a problem child ever since you found out
John shook his head and said, Natalie, what has happened has not been your fault you havent done anything wrong yet he injected that for a bit of humor and she smiled a little bit. But on that note, I really do need to leave. I have duty starting mid-afternoon, so Ive got to get ready. Now I get to do the walk of shame from your room I have a feeling our own Secret Service brethren will be buzzing before anyone else
Oh boy but wont Chase be pissed? He doesnt want our own folks to think anything is going on, right?
Not exactly. He doesnt want them to see us doing anything definitive like kissing or something that would make it clear something is going on, but it is in our interest that they are wondering about us too, since they dont know who you really are either.
Ah, that makes sense.
Ill tell them that it looks like someone slipped something in your drink and that I wanted to make sure you were OK and let them read into why that was, or not
Thanks again, John.
No worries, Natalie, I just hope for your sake I dont have to do it again youve had enough of this crap.
I wont argue with you there.
John reached out and tucked a strand of fiery hair behind Natalies ear and said, Later
Then he was gone. Natalie fell back asleep almost immediately, her last thought that gentle gesture.
Chapter 13
The Sunday after the Spring Fling Natalie and Zo moved into the White House, and Natalie was surprised how homey and relaxed it felt in the First Familys private quarters. She was given a beautiful room right across from Zos and found Mrs. Caldwell to be a down-to-earth motherly type who seemed truly glad she was there. The President was welcoming as well, and Natalie continued to be impressed by him since he gave zero indication that he knew her to be anything but his daughters friend.
Interestingly, she saw even more of John and Mason since they spent so much time at the White House and even shared an office there. Chase was a regular presence, too, and one or two times he even surreptitiously prompted Natalie to pay some attention to John.
Zo noted Natalies apparent interest in John shed first commented on it after the Spring Fling and on the eve of their departure for Canada she was teasing Natalie about it.
You know, Natalie McBain is hot you should really try to land him as your summer fling. I mean what better chance since were all traveling to so many exotic locations together. I think hes unattached, and he is all man, girl. I am sure he could teach you a few things she winked at this.
Natalie didnt have to feign embarrassment her face and neck flushed and she said, OK, he is good looking and seems nice but it would be really bad of me to do that he could get in trouble, couldnt he?
Well only if he gets caught! Zo laughed. Seriously though, Im not sure. If hes off duty, I would imagine he can do what he likes. Youre above the age of consent, so even though hes a lot older well, frankly thats what makes him so hot and different in my humble opinion. Mason too but theres something about McBain an edge of danger you just have to go for him. I need to live vicariously through you since it WOULD be a HUGE deal if it was me. I may have a wild streak but even Im not that nuts it would be a huge scandal But you and I think he kinda likes you he might try to do the right thing at first, but I think you could land him and Ill help!
Help?!
Yeah, I can cover for you. If you need to leave rendezvous or something how hot would that be to sneak around with someone as yummy as John McBain? He is sex on a stick! He practically oozes it, dont you think?
Zo! Natalie said blushing even more.
Her friend smiled broadly and said, You know you like him and youre crazy if you dont go for it.
Natalie had found the entire conversation embarrassing, but inside she was also relieved because she wouldnt have to hide things from Zo and figure out how to break away from her Zo would be cheering her the whole way.
The next day the President and First Lady, Zoe, Natalie, Chase, John, Mason and assorted other agents and staffers - plus a phalanx of press and media types boarded Air Force One for a 10-day trip to Canada. They would start in Toronto, then head to Montreal, Calgary and Vancouver.
The first few days went by in a whirlwind. Zo and Natalie went along with the President and First Lady to a number of official events, and Natalie found she enjoyed getting to trot out some of the new dresses and suits shed bought for the trip. She was on her best behavior as in not flirting at all during these events, but sometimes turned to find Johns eyes on her. A black-tie event was scheduled for their last night in Montreal before they flew to Calgary in the morning it was held at The Montreal Museum of Fine Arts, and Chase, John and Mason had been working closely with Canadian and museum officials to ensure tight security.
Natalie felt her stomach flutter with anticipation as she got ready that night because she did intend to flirt with John, and had chosen a dress she thought might work in her favor. It was long, of course, and was a gorgeous midnight blue color that she knew brought out her eyes. It was silk overlaid with chiffon, and simple in design, though beautiful. It was a halter style that had a deep V neck, but not so much as to be inappropriate given the setting. The back did not plunge either shed needed to cover the lower part of her back, and her hair would take care of the upper part, since she still bore faint traces of her torture session. But it did accent her breasts, delicate shoulders and finely sculpted arms. It closed at the nape of her neck in a jeweled button. The bodice was tight to the hips, and then flared out in a full chiffon skirt that swirled around her ankles. She wore silver sandals, a diamond infinity necklace and small hoops covered with pave diamonds.
Zoe was excited as well, and was dressed in a gorgeous black duchess satin strapless gown that was form-fitting to her mid-thigh and then puffed out. She wore diamond accessories and silver sandals as well, but she wore her blonde hair in a chignon, which emphasized her swan neck.
Mason and John rode with the First Family and Natalie, and she was amazed by how great they looked in their tuxedos. Shed always thought they were handsome men, but something about them in a tux was even more notable. She saw them look appreciatively at her and Zo but not in a leering way and Mason said, Well dont you two look lovely the other women are all going to wish theyd just stayed home.
The evening was actually a good bit of fun and about two hours into it Natalie and Zoe ended up standing with John and Mason, and Zo said impishly to John, Doesnt Natalie just look so beautiful tonight Agent McBain?
Natalie blushed at that and John gave her a thorough once-over before saying, Indeed she does but then so do you, Zo:
Why thank you, kind sir she said fake coquettishly, But I think it really is Natalie whos shining tonight..
Zo, Natalie said in a warning tone.
What? You do look lovely and it would be only natural for the men here to appreciate you
Why dont we just go get a drink?
OK well see you boys later
Later came when Natalie was standing alone at the edge of the dance floor, watching Zo dance with her father. She smiled at their obviously close relationship. She sensed someone approaching her from behind and just knew it was John, and next she felt his warm breath on her shoulder as he whispered, You really do look pretty tonight, Natalie. She closed her eyes for a moment to steady herself and turned to face him. Thank you, John. You look very handsome in your tux
So, Natalie arent you supposed to be flirting with me? he had a smirk on his face and a twinkle in his eye. Her stomach fluttered.
She took a step closer and said softly, Well yes I am but I am trying to be on my best behavior at official events and we sure have had plenty of those
John reached down and took one of her hands in his and turned it over, then ran his thumb over her wrist and she was afraid he might feel her pulse jumping there. Oh, so youre trying to be a good girl, are you?
Yes she said a bit breathlessly.
It can be so hard to be good, cant it Natalie? So many things and people that will try to lead you astray make you do things His voice was so low that she had to listen carefully to what he was saying, and their eyes were locked the whole time. She felt like he had turned all his deadly charm on her to seduce her and was thrown by it because the shoe was supposed to be on the other foot. Then, as if a switch had been flipped, he dropped her hand and straightened up, putting some distance between them. Ive got to go check the perimeter. Take care, and he left her standing there without a backwards glance.
The next day the Presidential entourage headed to Calgary. They took over all the suites at the Fairmont Palliser, including the luxurious Royal Suite, and Zo and Natalie were finally going to have a free day. With John and Mason in tow, they walked around the city and did some shopping, then headed back to the hotel for a late lunch and spa treatments. They were so relaxed afterwards nothing like a massage and then decided a swim in the lovely indoor pool would be a nice cap to the day. John and Mason were still on-duty guarding them, and only a few other hotel patrons were using the pool. Natalie decided it was a perfect time to flirt shamelessly with John and try to move things along Chase had quietly reminded her last evening that by the time they got to Vancouver it needed to be credible that they were sneaking off to a hotel room together.
While Zo got into the pool to do laps, with Mason and John stationed at opposite sides of it, Natalie took her robe off revealing a very tiny black bikini two small triangles attempted to cover her breasts, and the bottoms were low-slung, tied at her hips, and though not a thong, left a good bit of her tight, curvy bottom on view. It also showcased her impressive abdominal muscles and tiny waist. John felt his pulse began to race when he saw her walking towards him because it appeared she was on a mission and he knew what it was. And even knowing it was all for show he had to take a deep breath to fight his bodys reaction to her.
Natalie stopped within two feet of John and said softly, Hi Agent McBainarent you hot in that suit of yours?
Im used to it, Miss Maxwell
Hmmm I prefer fewer clothes myself She ran her hand down his lapel as she said this and let out a sigh.
John chuckled a bit and said, Was that a sigh of boredom? Am I boring you?
You?! Boring me not at all no that wasnt a sigh of boredom, it was of contentment. I just had the most amazing massage a very talented man with strong hands just worked every ounce of tension out of mehe worked every aching muscle She looked at him with wide faux-innocent eyes as she said this and all of a sudden his collar felt a bit too tight. I was totally relaxed, but then he surprised me because he started working on my glutes and I wasnt accustomed to that but I found I really liked it a lot
Really? John managed to get out.
Really John. she purred his name. Then he rubbed some lotion on all my scars it had shea butter in it and now I am so, so relaxed and I feel really, really, really badly for you because you seem so tense. I wish there was something I could do to help you relax, John. Is there anything I can do?
At that moment John could think of a lot of things, all of which were wildly inappropriate. Instead he said as firmly as he could, No, Im fine.
Natalie stepped so close to John that her barely-clad breasts made contact with the front of his suit and shirt. She moved her hands to his shoulders and squeezed them, saying, I dont know you seem pretty tight to me He couldnt help his sharp intake of breath and she winked at him, knowing she was well and truly getting to him. He decided it might just be time to turn the tables he wouldnt survive if he gave her the upper hand for too long, that much he knew.
Surprising her he reached out and grabbed her upper arms, spun her around and pushed her gently up against a pillar that had been behind him. He stepped as close as he could to her, leaning his right arm along the pillar above her head. He leaned in so he could whisper to her, and she felt his breath on her mouth. Are you flirting with me, Natalie? I could almost be tempted is this the part where Im supposed to cave? To let you catch me? I could. I could succumb to your obvious charms right here right now but you know what, I wont. Im not ready yet because I have to say, Im enjoying the chase. You may be a victim of your own success, sweetheart so good at trying to snare me that I dont yet want to give in.
He could see that she was breathing harder now and her skin had flushed the skin over her entire body, most of which he could see, and he felt his groin tighten a bit. He slowly and deliberately let his eyes move over every part of her, and her flush deepened. Then John said seductively, Youre awfully flushed, sweetheart are you hot perhaps you should take a dip in the pool to cool off With that he winked and pushed back off the pillar and left her so he could man his post again. Natalie remained leaning up against the pillar for support, feeling a bit weak in the knees. Damn it if he hadnt turned the tables again and so quickly.
Mason had watched all this from his post and it took everything in him not to shake with laughter. They were really getting to each other, and it was too close to call as to whod keep the upper hand. He had a feeling it would continue to flip flop.
Chapter 14
John and Mason had that night off and planned to go to a nearby pub where they could kick back in their jeans, have a few beers and enjoy a burger. There was always an undercurrent of tension when you were on-duty and they had also been the ones to lead the planning of all the security. Things had gone well overall and in a few days theyd be back on their home turf until the next leg.
Zo and Natalie were going to enjoy a quiet night in while the President and First Lady had a private dinner with some wealthy cattle ranchers. But Zo had other ideas for Natalie.
You should go track down John McBain! He has the night off and this is a small town. It wouldnt be unusual if you were to bump into them
So, what am I supposed to go cruising bars by myself until find them?
No. I happen to know exactly where they are going to be I wrote it down when I heard them telling Murphy lets see Ceilis Irish Pub and Restaurant on 8th Avenue you need to go there.
Zo Natalie said.
Natalie you look me in the eye and tell me you arent interested in John McBain. I saw you flirting with him today and he was flirting right back! Come on hes off duty tonight give it a real shot. If nothing happens tonight, well, then re-think it but, I think even if its only a minor step forward youll find out that it has possibilities
Why is this so important to you?
Because I cant currently have life adventures and I must live through you! Plus you are so great, but too serious sometimes you need to loosen up, and I think that man could shake a few things loose
Natalie rolled her eyes and said You are so bad but, OK, Ill admit it I like himhes hot, and the thought of a fling well it scares the crap out of me Natalie spoke complete truth then.
Well, give it a try. Go put on the hottest outfit you have with you and track him down. See what happens.
But what if Im totally shot down and mortified?
Not going to happen, Maxwell Ive seen the way he looks at you. He wants it you you just have to pull him over the hump hes trying to be good but SO wants to be bad with you
I must be crazy to do this but what the heck. But if I go down in flames you owe me big time.
Natalies nerves were jumping when she walked into Ceilis. She had bumped into Chase on the way out and he had eyed her get-up and smirked and asked quietly, You arent, by any chance, on your way to Ceilis? Shed just raised her eyebrow at him and hed smiled and said, Have fun but not too much go easy on the poor guy, he has about 13 years on you
John spotted Natalie first and his eyes widened, and Mason spun around and had the same response. She was wearing a very short sapphire blue and black pleated skirt and a tight black tank top. It was a variation on her errant school girl look from The Brazen Head, but shed made some blood-stirring changes. Besides the skirt being shorter, she was wearing stiletto-heeled patent leather boots that came to her mid-thigh. Her hair moved around her like a fiery cloud and every man in the place was now looking at her which pissed John off. She headed right for them and asked, Is that seat taken?, pointing to the empty seat at their table. Mason was grinning ear-to-ear and said, No, darlin, its just waiting for you you breaking out of prison for the evening?
Something like that, Natalie said as she took the seat that was to the side of both men. She looked at John and saw a smirk playing around his mouth since it was obvious she was on an official mission. He asked her, Would you like something to drink?
Sure a hard cider.
Ill go get it at the bar the waitress is backed up
Thanks John.
No problem after all, we want you relaxed for your mission He had leaned over closely when he said that so no one but her and Mason could hear. When he left she let out a frustrated sigh.
Whats up, darlin? Mason asked.
Look, I know this is all pretend, but it is getting a bit embarrassing to have to throw myself at him and be rebuffed. I mean, hell play along for a little bit and then back away like Im the pizza delivery guy or something
Mason laughed at that and said, Well, he is supposed to make it look like he tried to fight you off, you relentless little vixen. And it is every guys dream to be pursued by someone like you who wouldnt want to delay the process. But think about it a ton of the time hes been on duty. If hes going to fall and of course hes going to as we all know it really cant be while hes on duty. But tonight well this could just be the perfect time now, couldnt it. And I must say I DO love to watch you ply your flirtatious trade
You make me sound like a call girl, Mason but she laughed.
John returned with her drink and placed it in front of her saying, Drink up! She noticed that hed gotten her the large pint-size and she looked at him and said, Are you trying to get me drunk
Not drunk but loose wouldnt be bad, would it Natalie?
Mason snickered and took a sip of his beer. You guys are killing me. Like watching some crazy will they-wont they sitcom
Well, we live to entertain you, Mason Natalie said sweetly.
There was a band playing in the back and they were doing a decent job playing some slow, ballad types of songs. Natalie took a long pull of her cider and then stood and held her hand out to John. Come on McBain dance with me. Maybe I can get you to paw me on the dance floor or something
John smiled a genuine, wide smile at her and he took her hand and let her pull him out of his chair.
Have fun, kids Mason said.
They got to the dance floor and Natalie wasted no time in putting her arms up around Johns neck and pressing herself along his whole length. She tilted her head up to look at him in a semi-defiant look and he smirked at her and banded his arms around her back. There, this isnt so bad, is it? she asked.
Ive had worse assignments
She glared at him and he laughed.
You know, John, times a wasting do I have to get Chase after you?
I like you being after me a whole lot better
Well, did you ever think you could like being caught by me even more? She pressed herself tighter against him as she said that.
The thought had occurred to me and you know that has to happen soonso why rush it? Dont you like the chase? The dance? A small breakthrough moment and then pulling back? Wondering when it can all change? Isnt one of the best moments in life just before that first kiss youve been dying for theres only one first kiss and the anticipation as your mouth is drawn to anothers without being able to help it As he said all this he was lowering his face and mouth closer to hers, and he noticed her eyes were getting heavy-lidded as he spoke to her. Why go for that too soon
She was mesmerized by his words and the slow swaying of their bodies back and forth. She knew exactly what he meant, and suddenly she both craved that first kiss and wanted to delay it. He took the decision away from her when he dropped his arms and said, Ive got to use the restroom Ill see you back at the table
She groaned in frustration and he laughed at her he laughed at her! And she walked quickly back to the table with a scowl on her face.
Mason saw her coming and when she got close said, Uh ohit looked like you guys were doing well whered he go?
Restroom can you believe it. Hes driving me crazy! I mean, if you were him would you be acting like this now?
Mason smiled at her and waggled his eyebrows for a moment. If it was me, and you were standing there looking like that dressed like that well I would just have to grab you and haul you onto my lap and see where we went from there And to her great surprise he did just that. In a quick second she was sitting across his legs with a major swath of her thighs showing between her skirt, which was riding up perilously, and her boots. His arms went around her and she had to put her hands on his broad shoulders to steady herself and then they both started laughing.
You are crazy, Mason! You need to let me down
I kinda like you better hereplus maybe a certain sometimes-irritating Irishman needs to feel the encroachment of some competition get his blood boiling a little bit
They were so focused on their conversation that they didnt notice said Irishman standing there looking at them with anything but a happy countenance.
John had been shocked when he walked towards the table and saw them, and then became angry. But refused to name another feeling stabbing at him the one that had green eyes. He cleared his throat and Mason and Natalie turned to face him, a sheepish look on his, and pure guilt on hers. She slid off Masons lap and took her own seat and the three of them sat in silence sipping their beers.
Finally John said snappishly to Mason, Geez, would you jump in my grave that quickly?
Tersely, but with an undercurrent of humor Mason replied, Well, the thing is John, it doesnt seem to BE your grave kind of wide open for the taking
Natalie snapped, Hel-LO! Im sitting right here! And I resent both being compared to a grave and being characterized as wide open!
Both guys looked at her and their lips twitched as they fought their smiles.
John responded, Well, with that skirt on youd better watch yourself
Yes, dad.
Mason laughed briefly at that. John just scowled some more. Natalie flagged down the passing waitress and ordered another round.
John leaned across the table and said quietly, You know, Mason you need to be careful about doing things that could send mixed messages if we are being watched it doesnt exactly help if you are pulling Natalie down on your lap
Well, if you did then maybe I wouldnt need to but it does appear to have gotten to you a bit maybe youll finally get your head out of your assYouve done a real good job of showing any observers that you are totally stoic and fighting off Natalie, even if you have been seen to wobble a bit. Itll just seem like I figured if you werent going to go for it
Natalie should not be sitting on your lap
The waitress arrived and Natalie gulped down half of her second pint, drawing the looks of Mason and John. Then she got up and walked over to John and deposited herself in his lap, facing forward and basically using him like he was a chair. She pulled her glass in front of her and drank some more.
Then she said, OK, now Im on YOUR lap what are you going to do about it?
John had tensed when Natalie first sat down, and tried to relax. But her backside pressing into his groin was having an effect. Her squirming around didnt help, and he said through gritted teeth, Stop moving around sit still and he glared at Mason when he snickered.
Im just trying to get comfortable, John. And she purposely moved around even more. She felt the result of her motion press into her ass and said with saucy humor, You know, its pretty silly of you to continue to play hard to get when youre just plain ha
John cut her off with an Enough, Natalie.dont say it! And Mason was now hysterical, but trying not to show it so instead he buried his nose in his pint glass.
John had had enough. It was time to grab the upper hand and move things along. He removed his hands from the top of the table and put them on Natalies thighs, which were both resting somewhat painfully between his legs. He exerted gentle pressure and spread her legs so that they were draped over each side of his, and he could feel her stiffen at his action.
Mason noted his disappearing hands and her reaction and said softly, with laugher in his voice, Hmmm, the plot thickens. McBains hands are now under the table where might they be?
John locked eyes with Mason and then moved Natalies hair to the side and placed a hot, open-mouthed kiss on her neck and smiled a bit as he felt the shudder run through her whole body, but then had to bite back a groan as it traveled into his lap.
Natalie was once again amazed at how quickly he could upend things and turn on the heat. The feeling of his hands on her thighs, moving them as he did, caught her breath in her throat, but then to feel his mouth on the sensitive skin of her neck And this was all for show!
Mason saw the change in them immediately. There was no more humor or anger he saw Natalies eyes shut and when she opened them they were a different color and had a slightly drowsy look a look he recognized. And Johns face was intense with his own desire. He suddenly felt like a voyeuristic interloper and stood, saying My beer and I are going to see if we can coax some lovely Canadian lass to dance
As soon as Mason was gone John moved his right hand to the left side of Natalies face and jaw and tilted it up to so they could look at each other. His arousal increased significantly at the desire in her eyes. He moved his mouth to within an inch of hers and whispered, Consider me caught and then he closed the distance, claiming her mouth in a way that insisted hers open wide to accommodate his tongue which began to explore her depths. With a slight moan she surrendered, opening her mouth even more and bringing her tongue to meet his. They kissed passionately for a full minute and then John drew back, smiling at Natalie as she peered at him through half-closed eyes.
Better? he asked.
Mmmm hmmm was all she could manage, she felt like she had totally melted. As he smiled at her again and went in for another kiss, he noticed that a couple of guys across the room were watching them intently. He did not even hesitate for a moment as he began to kiss Natalie again. Her arms had wrapped around his neck by this point and his hand had moved to the back of her head to deepen their kiss even more. Each was more than taking note that the other knew how to kiss exceedingly well. They parted again and John whispered, Dance with me?
She slid off his lap and stood on shaky legs and he took her hand and led her to the other room. Mason was talking to two women who seemed to appreciate him very much, but he noted their arrival with a nod of his head and a wry smile. John and Natalie made their way over and Mason introduced them to Crystal and Bambi. John managed to quietly tell Mason about them possibly being watched and then he took Natalie to the dance floor and pulled her into his arms.
Whats wrong, John?
I think a couple of guys may be watching us of course, it could simply be because youre hot and were sitting on my lap while we were making out in a public bar
You think Im hot?
He smiled and said, Focus, Natalie focus. About the fact that were being observed.
OK well, have they followed us in here?
Not yet, but they might so we can just dance for a bit and see if they do
JUST dance
In response he pulled her into another kiss, realizing he was enjoying this part of his job very much. He could feel Natalie tremble a bit and that made him redouble his efforts, wanting to see if he could get her knees to buckle. When he moved his hands down her back to rest just above her ass and pressed her closer to his hardness he felt them give way just for a second before she stiffened them again, and he smiled.
Sure enough, when he pulled back he saw that the two guys were now observing them while trying to pretend not to. He knew Mason had caught his glance and saw them. He said to Natalie, Come with me and led her over to Mason. Natalie and I are going to explore the roof terrace for a while OK with you
Im in good hands here But Masons intense look told John that hed keep an eye on those two guys, especially if they opted to head to the roof terrace.
They followed us to the dance floor, didnt they? she whispered, and he nodded.
They got onto the roof terrace and saw that it only had a few people on it.
Want to go hang out in a dark corner with me Natalie? He asked in a low voice that felt like a caress along her spinal cord. She couldnt wait, and said, Lead the way in an equally low voice.
He walked over to a seating area in the corner, heading for a wrought iron couch with deep cushions. He sat down thinking that Natalie would sit beside him but instead she shocked and hed have to admit excited him when she straddled him instead.
Bold move he whispered.
Uh huh then she wound her arms around his neck and their mouths found each other again.
As their kiss grew heated they no longer were thinking about the job or how far they needed to go to be credible they just felt what they did and went with it. There were certain boundaries they wouldnt cross, but it suddenly seemed fine to abut them. Johns hands found their way under Natalies skirt to grab her ass and grind her harder onto the painful erection that was straining against his faded jeans. He flashed for a moment on a line from a Meatloaf song, And cant you see my faded Levis bursting apart and he wondered if his would bear up under the strain. Mostly he wasnt thinking at all. As he ground Natalie onto him he felt and heard her moan in his mouth and he pulled back for a moment.
Rasping, John said, Natalie sorry I cant exactly hide what youre doing to me
She was panting when she said, Its OK I dont mind
No?
No I see it as a compliment. She wasnt about to tell him how fantastic it felt and what it was doing to her insides to feel him pressing into her through the very thin fabric of her panties.
Good point and its your fault anyway he said this as he pulled her mouth onto his again. She returned his kiss for a moment and then detached herself to ask, My fault?
Your idea to straddle me and trap me between your legs
She smiled and he said softly, So are you having a similar reaction, Natalie? Youre making me hard? Am I making you wet?
He saw her eyes drift closed for a moment and he felt a slight tremor move through her and she said in a husky voice, Thats a very personal question, John
He laughed softly and said even more softly, Natalie sweetheart do we need to recap our current position? Not to mention the fact that weve been making out heavily for well more than half an hour now
She shook her head and then said, Good point but Im not saying cant tell all my secrets
He squeezed her ass again drawing a gasp from her and he said, I could find out myself
She exhaled a shaky breath at that and he said, But that would be over the line, right?
She said nothing, just looked at him and he smirked and said, Right Natalie?
Uhhh, right right
He smiled and chuckled a bit and then kissed her senseless. The problem was, he was getting to a dangerous point now and as much as he didnt want to he was going to have to free at least parts of himself from Natalie.
He removed his mouth from hers and said, Natalie Natalie we need to take a break or you at least have to move off me I havent lost it in my pants since high school and Id rather not break my 20-plus year record
She giggled at that but slid off him, turning around and sitting next to him on the couch. Sorry
Dont be sorry Im not but you have to know when to take a break if youre not going to go for broke
Even in the relative darkness he would see that she blushed and he smiled at that. He said, We should probably go find Mason you know he was my original date tonight
Yes, but you had to follow orders
Yeah, THATS all I was doing Natalie
As they walked into slightly brighter lights, she happened to glance at his crotch and stopped short. She wasnt exactly sure what to say but finally said, Um, John, Im not sure we stopped soon enough
He followed her glance and saw a damp spot albeit small along his zipper placket. He looked at her and grinned broadly saying, Well, now I have an answer to my question
She looked at him with a puzzled expression and he said, Natalie, honey, I hate to break it to you but this, well, this isnt from me
He saw comprehension dawn and she looked horrified and deeply mortified simultaneously. Oh my God OH my GOD Im so sorry this is so embarrassing She turned away from him and he grabbed her arms and turned her back to face him
Natalie really its OK what was it you said before about it being a compliment. It is a huge relief to know I wasnt putting myself out there, so to speak, and not having any impact at all
She put her face in her hands and shook her head back and forth, This is just mortifying.
No, its a biological reality apparently for both of us Look at me Natalie look at mewe can talk about this stuff we need to. Its the only way well stay sane through it
When she didnt he removed her hands from her face and he said softly, Natalie, we like each other our bodies like each other so what. I I know I enjoyed myself he saw a smile tug at her lips and he thought she was completely adorable. She was a constant surprise tough agent one moment, seductress the next, and then an adorably embarrassed young woman with a touching air of innocence. He pulled her to him and kissed her thoroughly and after a moment she responded eagerly. When they finally parted he said, OK? And she nodded.
He put his arm around her and walked her downstairs to find Mason, keeping her close because he wanted her there, and it helped shield his groin until it had a chance to fully dry.
Mason was sitting at a table with yet another young woman who looked a bit more normal. He smiled when he saw them and she excused herself. He took in Natalies disheveled experience and swollen lips, not to mention Johns well-handled hair, and said, Did you kids have fun? I went up to the roof for a moment but you didnt notice me just checking things out he said it in a tone that held meaning they HAD been followed to the roof. Quickly got bored with that, though not as much fun to watch as Id thought
Natalie tried to meet his gaze head-on, not showing her embarrassment at his having seen them in action, her astride John in a dark corner. She walked back to the hotel with the two men, while John held her hand until they got within a block of the hotel. They escorted her back to her suite with a nonchalant Fun night and then she slipped into her room thanking her lucky stars that Zo was fast asleep.
Chapter 15
Natalie woke up the next morning and the memories of the night before came flooding back. She really couldnt blame the alcohol because shed only had enough to loosen up a bit, not cause her to lose her mind. She had been doing her job, but a case could certainly be made that she had gone above and beyond the call of duty. A kiss or two at the table and on the dance floor was one thing. Even a relatively chaste rendezvous on the roof for good measure but deciding to straddle John and essentially dry hump him yeah, that wasnt entirely necessary. And then she wanted to die when she remembered it hadnt stayed all that dry either she had deposited an embarrassing wet stain on her boss. If that wasnt a completely sobering and bone-chilling thought, well it was hard to thing of what was. Then again, he was quite the active participant himself. Once hed let himself be caught and God help her but a shiver ran through her body as she remembered how that had played out he was as much an initiator as she was. He could kiss in a way shed never experienced it was actually bone melting. What a crazy world when making out with him like they were teenagers was her job
She sighed when she heard a knock on her door and Zos voice, and she told her to come in.
Zo approached Natalies bed, where the latter had propped herself up on her pillows so she could sit, with a big smile on her face.
Sooo, someone got in quite late last night did you catch up with McBain?
Yes, as a matter of fact I did
And???
Natalie couldnt help the blush that stained her face and neck, OK, Zo, this has to stay between us, well, and Mason knows, too, but, well, John kissed me OK?
Kissed how?
What do you mean kissed how?
Well, a friendly kiss on a cheek or even a peck on the lips, or real, passionate kissing?
Lets just say we ended up in a quiet dark corner together for a little bit
EEEEE, Oh My GOD! I KNEW it I knew he liked you.. so what next?
Im not sure there is a what next
Oh, come on of course there is
Well, since Im the one who made the move last night, I am leaving any movement towards anything else up to him.
That probably makes sense unless hes feeling too much guilt and trying to force himself to be professional again then you might just have to topple him again
Whatever, Zo Im just dreading the first time I see him though the harsh light of day after a somewhat beer-fueled encounter in a dark corner the night before awkward
Yeah, I guess it can be this afternoon we head on to Vancouver it looks gorgeous from everything Ive seen and romantic
Zo, lets just play it all by ear
So, how does he kiss is it as amazing as I think it must be?
Natalie blushed again and realized that almost everything shed been telling Zo was the total truth when it came to her feelings, concerns and embarrassments. I cant even describe it, Zo, but it probably is the absolute difference between boys and a man
Then imagine how hed be at everything else because they say that if someone is a great kisser it usually means theyre equally good at everything else
Natalie had had similar thoughts already but then had purged them from her mind because there was no way she was ever going to find out. They may set it up so people would think shed know, but she wouldnt. Ever. John was ultimately a professional and so was she. She wasnt going to embarrass herself by forgetting this was all for show. They might get to enjoy making out a bit but that was ultimately harmless like high school
John and Mason were two floors below in a room Chase had booked to serve as their office/command center. They were waiting for him to arrive and sipping on coffee.
So, John any interesting dreams last night after you retired for the evening?
Knock it off, Mason.
What do you mean?
Look, you are a shit stirrer you and I both know that. But lets leave this topic alone, shall we? Its hard enough as it is
Well, apparently it was
Mason John said in a warning tone.
What happened to your sense of humor there are many humorous elements to this whole thing and Im sorry buddy, but you were totally enjoying yourself last night. Once you stopped playing hard to get well you seemed to get utterly into it
John sighed and had to laugh a bit at his friend, because he could be like a dog with a bone sometimes. OK, it wasnt exactly a horrible assignment to spend some time kissing Natalie. But at the end of the day, its all still a little awkward with the potential to become even more so so Id rather not spend a lot of time dwelling on it all Its about the job, and I need to stay focused on that
Hmmm, does that mean that youre finding it a challenge to remember its all in a days work?
Mason John didnt get to finish because Chase walked in.
Gentlemen. So, I understand Natalie caught up with you last night?
News travels fast John said with a bit of discomfort.
Well, actually I ran into her in the lobby when she was on the way out quite an outfit it seemed like she was on a mission Chase couldnt help the small smile that broke out. And I know that her mission was accomplished
John asked, Did she report that to you?
No you guys were watched
We thought that might have been the case, but how did you?
Chase opened his briefcase and removed an envelope and handed it to John. He opened it up and cringed a bit it contained photos of him and Natalie at the table, on the dance floor and on the roof terrace and in every single one of them they looked like they were devouring one another. Mason looked over Johns shoulder and felt a twinge of guilt for teasing John because about now hed be dying a bit if these were of him.
Where did you get these?
Interesting story they were dropped off for me at the Consulate and they sent them by messenger. The note simply said that they were sent as an FYI in case this could emerge as a security risk and I might need to take some action against one of my lead guys. So heres the thing I think the reason why they were sent to me was genuinely what the note said. Theres a bit of a gentlemens agreement among the protective services of a lot of countries, and we try to alert each other of possible problems in our own ranks before they become major and I think that one such colleague came upon these and decided to do me a favor. But I dont think thats why these were taken I think it is likely that this is part of the closer scrutiny of Secret Service personnel and practices, and a friend just happened to see these and pass them along
John nodded and said, Fine but is there anything we should do about this right now?
No. Just keep your eyes open and frankly it reaffirms the need for you and Natalie to develop this cover so that you can hide and operate underneath it very convincing job you two did, by the way. The things I make you do in the line of duty Chase smirked as he said that and John just bit his tongue. He didnt like to be teased as a rule at least not about anything to do with the female persuasion. He shot Mason a warning glance to suggest he might not want to join in and Mason also held his tongue.
OK, we have two days and nights in Vancouver tonight is a big affair, with the upcoming 2010 Olympics as a centerpiece of the celebrations and good wishes. Well spend the days touring the facilities that are already in place and that are being built for the games, and then some other touring around key sights so tomorrow night, John, is when you and Natalie should sneak off to a hotel.
So are you saying we spend the night there, or just a quick rendezvous like we would if it was in the afternoon
Well, youre off duty by 7pm and back on 10am so, what about 9 pm 1am and then you can sneak back to the main hotel.
What if Natalie has a hard time ditching Zo?
Im sure shell think of somethingNow, onto some things youll need to do to make your secret meetings seem real enough that theyll pass muster since we know youre being watched. I have called some of our techies and for future use they are compiling an audio tape of, well, of a couple having sex so that the right sounds will be coming from your room. In Vancouver youre going to have to wing it
What?!
Relax, John, I meant you should rent an in-room adult movie and let it play also each time you should kiss in the elevator, order room service, and you should answer the door in your robe, and it wouldnt hurt if Natalie was in bed, under the covers and looked, well, naked
For some reason John found this almost cold-blooded outline of how they should fake an affair incredibly embarrassing, and he wasnt entirely sure why. Chase isnt there a chance that that sort of thing could raise red flags? Im supposed to be a skilled agent, right? Would I be so indiscreet?
Good question, but I think the answer is yes because we all have seen how often people who should know better just assume theyd know if they were being watched. Plus, the stakes of you and Natalie getting caught arent egregious. Neither of you are married, she isnt jail bait even at her fake age and she isnt the First Daughter, just her friend.
All right
McBain is there any reason why you think you wont be able to handle this?
No sir.
Its just a little playacting enjoy it to the appropriate extent, dont cross any lines, and everything should be fine. OK, on that note, lets get things prepped for our departure and trip to the airport
Chase headed out and when he was gone Mason said, Easier said than done, huh?
Mason, whether a 19 year old college girl or a 24 year old agent, Natalie is the type who could get you to forget a lot of things its easy when the mind is still engaged, but its a hell of a lot more difficult to tell your body to stand down once the brain shuts off
You know, I have to admit I was a bit, well at least disappointed if not downright peeved when you grabbed this part of the assignment, but now Im glad. I tease you, but I can appreciate the challenge. Im not sure Id be up to it especially if I wasnt being kept firmly in my place by Miss Natalie and she didnt seem to be drawing many lines either
Shit
Well said, buddy. If you can get through four hours in a hotel room with a porn movie playing and her half naked in bed without losing it entirely, than you are the master
Natalie and John saw each other for the first time as they were getting into the SUVs for the drive to Air Force One. After an awkward first glance their senses of humor saved them and they smirked at each other and then just got on with it. Once they were airborne Natalie headed to the restroom and John was waiting for her when she came out. He glanced around to make sure no one was around and said softly, How about I book us a hotel room for tomorrow evening and we continue what we started last night?
Natalie had to hold her breath for a second to steady her nerves and remind herself it wasnt real because if it was shed probably just have died of cardiac arrest. He could read her the Manhattan phone book and shed find his voice sexy, but asking her to sneak away to a hotel room She replied, just tell me when and where and with a small smile she left him standing there and made a bee-line to her seat before her legs gave out.
Chapter 16
John and Natalie were in each others company extensively over the next day and a half, but kept things on a completely appropriate level, though every now and again theyd lock eyes as if they were remembering what it felt like to have their mouths on each other. Each time Natalie had to fight the blush that threatened to erupt. Late afternoon on day two John slipped her a note and she opened it to find very simple words Opus Hotel. Meet me in the Lobby. 9pm. And there it was. Their ruse would move to the next level.
The President, First Lady and Zo were having dinner at the home of the head of the Vancouver Olympics Committee. Natalie had begged off claiming a headache and when shed explained the real reason to Zo she thought the First Daughter might need oxygen which was suspiciously similar to how Natalie felt, until she reminded herself it wasnt going to be real. The problem was, however, that some of it was real maybe not the motivations behind their actions, but they were really kissing. They were wrapping their arms around each other. It was plenty enough to stir the blood, and then they had to just stop and go back to being colleagues. Maybe if she thought of herself as a soap opera actress or something actors and actresses did this sort of thing all the time
Natalies biggest challenge was trying to figure out what to wear. The nervous part of her wanted to dress like a schoolmarm, but at the same time, she knew she had to look the part. She decided on a simple black dress that was made of heavy-weight silk charmeuse but was styled like a polo shirt. It fell an inch above her knee and skimmed her curves without clinging to them in too obvious a fashion. She wore black wedge sandals, diamond stud earrings and left her hair down. Hopefully this struck the right note, she thought. She took a taxi to the Opus and when she walked into the lobby John was waiting for her, still in his suit.
She walked up to him trying to steady her nerves, and she wasnt sure if the sweet smile of appreciation he was giving her was helping or hurting. But she liked seeing it nonetheless.
Hey he said low.
Hey back they smirked at each other.
How about we go into the bar for a few drinks it would probably be terribly ungentlemanly if I just tried to steer you to a room right away
Of course it would by all means, ply me with alcohol first
He took her elbow and led her into the crowded, trendy bar. He had previously tipped one of the staffers handsomely and an intimate corner table was waiting for them and they sat close together on the banquette. When a server came over John ordered a beer but Natalie decided to get something more exotic for a change and she ordered a cosmopolitan. At Johns raised eyebrow she said, I thought that might be a more appropriate drink for someone thats about to launch a clandestine affair nice first rendezvous point by the way much more conducive to this than a Holiday Inn or something
He shook his head and smiled, You are something, Natalie
What were supposed to play the part, right? Clothes, drinks, setting
And actions he said as he scooted even closer to her and put his arm around her. She looked at him with wide eyes and then he lowered his mouth to hers. They shared a soft kiss but it was enough to leave a tingling sensation on their mouths and down their spines. When they would have deepened it they were interrupted by the return of the server with their drinks, and they pulled back. The kiss had had a paradoxical effect it had reduced the tension that came from wondering when they would share their first kiss of the evening, but then it upped the sexual tension because it made them yearn for more.
John moved even closer so he could talk to Natalie with no one hearing them and the ambient noise and music of the bar would help in that regard. Natalie, Chase received pictures of us this morning
What? Pictures?
From the other night at Ceilis at the table, on the dance floor, and upstairs on the roof.
Oh God
Natalie, its OK, we were following Chases orders and we looked very, very convincing he smiled at the flush that crept of her throat.
I know, but somehow having him SEE us
Mason saw us
And thats difficult enough but more importantly where did they come from?
John explained and she sat back in surprise. So we really are being watched?
Apparently which is why Chase also wanted to make sure we come across as believable as possible, and he had an embarrassingly long list of things we should do
She took a gulp of her drink and asked, Like what?
Get caught having full-blown sex outdoors John said with dead seriousness
Natalie started to choke on her drink and then slapped his arm when she saw him start to laugh.
Real funny, John. Way to give me a heart attack!
Well, I figured if I started with something like that what we actually have to do wont seem so bad
What does he want us to do?
Well, continue what we did the other night meaning kissing in public, especially in the elevator on the way up to the room. Then we are supposed to order room service and Im supposed to answer the door in my bathrobe while youre in bed looking, well, naked
And how do I pull that off without being naked? I guess if Im under the covers I dont have to be totally stripped
Exactly. Plus you can plan accordingly for future meetings.
OK, anything else?
Yes. He wanted to make sure appropriate sounds and noises would come from our room
Her face flushed red at that and she asked with a slight tremor in her voice. Are we supposed to fake those noises?
No. He had an alternate suggestion we should order an in-room adult movie and let that take care of it. By the time we get back to DC hes going to have a special audio-only CD made for us that we can play in the background
I need another drink
Natalie, its going to be OK
I know, but I still want another drink
Ive got a better idea he said as he moved his hand to the back of her head and pulled her into the type of kiss they were about to share before they were previously interrupted. She wound her arms around his neck and his other arm went around her back to bring her even closer to him, her breasts now pressed firmly against his muscular chest.
Their mouths finally parted because they needed air, and Natalie said on a gasping breath, That was better but now I really need a drink
He chuckled and flagged down the server whod been trying to figure out how to be attentive but not intrusive.
They sipped on their drinks for a while, sharing occasional glances, the tension again increasing.
Are you OK, Natalie?
Yes, its just
What?
Well, I know we arent. I know its not real, so its totally ridiculous but Im nervous as if going upstairsIm not making any sense
John took Natalies hand in his and said, Youre making sense its an odd situation, Natalie, but weve been doing OK weve gotten past the initial bumps when I first found out who you are and we do know now that we like to kiss each other
She smiled at that and then they shared a kiss to prove that point. They finished their drinks and then John whispered with a devilish grin on his face, So, Natalie are you ready to come upstairs with me to my room get semi-naked in my bed order room service and watch a porn movie with me?
I thought youd never ask
They walked through the lobby with their arms around each other and were the only ones who got into the elevator. As soon as the doors closed John had Natalie pinned up against the wall in a searing kiss which she deepened by winding her arms around his neck, her hands in his hair. They didnt even realize the doors had opened on their floor until two people waiting to get into the elevator cleared their throats. John held Natalies hand while they walked quickly to the room and when they got inside they resumed kissing with John backing Natalie up until the back of her legs hit the bed and they toppled onto it, their mouths never pausing as their lips and tongues worked against each other. Their legs were entwined, arms crushing their bodies against each other, and then John rolled so that Natalie was lying along the length of his body while he was on his back. He finally removed his mouth from hers only so he could kiss her neck and she trembled, unable to help the moan that escaped from deep within her throat.
Finally they looked at each other, their eyes ablaze, their breath coming in gasps. John could see reality set in on Natalies face, battling with the passion still evident there.
John
I know, Natalie were in private now and were only supposed to do this in public They both couldnt help laugh at how upside down that was, but that was their situation, like it or not. She slid off him and onto the bed, and he got up from to put some distance between them. He was shaking a little bit from the effort to calm himself and keep his instincts contained.
He finally turned to look at her and said quietly, This is more of a challenge than Id thoughtI m going to have to eat my words, because I keep finding myself on the verge of forgetting myself with you when I kiss you I respond to you, and Im not thinking that its a job but it is and we cant completely forget that because our job is very important
Natalie was relieved by his admission because she thought she was the only one struggling. She had felt like a foolish inexperienced agent, but to know that he was having similar issues helped and of course it was simply because of biology, biological attraction... nothing else.
Its hard to keep the lines drawn and your secret is safe with me Ive got your backI wont rat you out to Mason, or do the told you so dance
He smiled at her and said, Thanks now, get undressed and get in bed Her nerves jumped at that command, but she took a deep breath and they evened out.
He tossed her a robe and took the other one, heading into the bath room. When he came back out in the robe and boxers, Natalie was under the covers, her dress tossed on the chair. He didnt see bra straps on her shoulders, but she could just have pushed them off her arms he wasnt going to ask. There was a moment of awkward silence and then he asked, What do you want from room service?
They settled on dessert and coffee, and John suggested a bottle of champagne for good measure. When it arrived John made sure to open the door wide enough that Natalie could be seen lying in the bed, and the waiter definitely took note of her.
John brought the tray in and put it on the end of the bed, and he sat next to it. You want some champagne?
Sure, why not. When in Rome
Well, we will be in Rome later in the summer, where should we pretend to tryst there?
Ill get out my guide book. Im sure theyve got a list of trysting hotels.
They toasted that with champagne and then John asked with a wry note in his voice, Ready for the porn?
Do we have to watch?
Well, Im not sure how we can help it I suppose we could face the headboard and, well read the travel magazines or something I didnt think to bring a deck of cards or anything
We could take a nap
Itll probably be too loud for that
Natalie sighed and John asked, Have you ever seen a porn movie before, Natalie?
Sort of
What does that mean?
My brother had one on once when I walked his apartment but I only saw a moment or two but beyond that, Ive never had the opportunityare you a frequent watcher?
Frequent? No. I dont have any personal stash or anything, but you live to my advanced age, hung with enough guys and gone to enough bachelor parties yeah, Ive seen them. Pretty boring after a while not nearly as fun as the real thing
Natalie simply took an extra gulp of champagne at that. She really wanted to get dressed again, but that process would be awkward with John standing right there, so she thought it better to just stay as is. Well, lets get this over with put it on
John ordered the movie and soon cheesy music was heard, but no footage yet.
The bed was king-size and Natalie moved to the far left side and said, You might as well make yourself comfortable and he sat down, leaning back against the headboard as well, but he stayed on top of the covers. A few minutes later the room was filled with over the top shouts and moans as two bodies slammed into and against each other in increasingly acrobatic poses Natalie tried to act nonchalant, but she was truly embarrassed watching this with John sitting right beside her laughing at her.
So glad I can be such a source of amusement for you McBain
Aw, dont be upset, its cute that youre turning so redPlus this stuff is unintentionally funny you have to just see the comedy in it
Not if Im not watching I AM taking a nap She rolled over onto her side, and to Johns surprise she did manage to fall asleep. He looked at his watch and saw that it was 11pm, and realized he was dead tired too. Speaking quietly so as not to wake her, John requested a 1am wake-up call, and then he stretched out beside Natalie, initially flat on his back, but then he rolled onto his side and moved in behind, putting his arm around her and drawing her closer against him. She let out a sigh but remained asleep, and soon he was too.
Chapter 17
The 1am wake-up call was a rude awakening and John reached over Natalie to grab the phone, not bothering to listen to the recording before he hung it back up. Natalie was startled awake and realized that she had been sleeping in Johns arms, her face tucked in the curve of his neck. She didnt move and refused to even think about, let alone question that decision.
Wow, what time is it?
One am.
Really?
Yeah, you fell asleep and it seemed like a good idea, so I thought Id join you
Hmmm, well now I know another secret about you
What?
You, John McBain, are a closet cuddler!
He looked at her in mock outrage and said, Yeah, well YOU snore!
She turned onto her stomach to get a better look at him and said, I do NOT!
How do you know?
I just do!
Without warning he pulled her to him and kissed her soundly, and she responded after only a moments hesitation. Things were starting to get heated when they broke apart and after letting out a shaky breath Natalie said, What? Did someone sneak cameras in here while we were sleeping so were not in private anymore?
No I just thought we needed to practice warm up a bit for our public performance make sure were convincing
Dont you think our 1am walk of shame is convincing enough?
He grinned at that and said, Especially if you dont brush your hair
John slid off the bed and said, Ill go get dressed
As John was dressing he replayed Natalies teasing him about being a cuddler and it was true that he had been caught in the act, and it frankly surprised him. He realized that virtually every time hed held a woman over the past 7 or 8 years, it had been mostly about sex and its aftermath, not for the sheer enjoyment that came from simply holding someone close. Yet his natural inclination had been to hold Natalie. He reasoned with himself that it must have been due to their crazy situation and how much younger she was that he felt protective towards her. Actually, he felt an interesting combination of things when it came to her. He was very obviously physically attracted to her, and that was not surprising. But this more tender range of feelings the instinct to hold her and enjoying it that was disconcerting. He also got a huge kick out of her the way she had handled this situation was downright funny at times and he knew hed grown to genuinely like her. And thats how it would all stay. They would be colleagues who genuinely liked each other, having bonded over a crazy assignment.
Natalie had quickly slid out from under the covers and stood, putting her bra straps back over her arms and shoulders and pulling her dress over her head. She thought back on their evening and had to laugh at the notion of them falling asleep together with a porn movie running in the background. What a very exciting evening. She had enjoyed their banter back and forth in the bar, and it was good that they could find the humor in all this and kid each other. And it was better that she focus on that as opposed to the way they had gotten lost in their kisses several of which had had nothing to do with performing for a potential audience.
John emerged fully dressed from the bathroom, in time to see Natalie perched on the end of the bed putting her sandals on.
Ready?
Ready.
They walked to the elevator and once inside John pulled Natalie into his arms and kissed her, but this time there was a gentleness to it the classic kiss of temporarily sated lovers as opposed to their previous intensity when theyd been on the way to the room to do something about their urgent desires. Both had been highly believable. Natalie felt a bit weak-kneed by the time their mouths had parted and she looked up at John, and whatever he saw on her face prompted him to caress it and tuck an errant fiery tress back behind her ear.
They left the Opus and took a taxi back to the Four Seasons where they were staying. It was 1:30 am by the time they got there and as they were walking into the lobby they bumped into Mason who was only just getting in himself.
He smiled broadly and approached them saying softly when he was in range, No need to ask what you two have been up to nice hair, Natalie
She couldnt help blushing a bit but playfully swatted his arm, Well whats your story you dirty stay-out?
Why dont we head to the bar for last call so we can have a nightcap and Ill fill you in.
Natalie looked at John and he said, Why not? We dont start until 10 this morning, so well be OK
The three took a quiet table in the corner ringed by comfortable chairs, and Natalie sat in a middle seat with the men on either side of her. Mason ordered them a round of cognacs and they settled in to their seats.
So, Mason, Natalie asked. What or who has kept you out until this hour?
Well, since you two have ditched me and left me to fend for myself I had to find the inner resources to move on, broken-hearted as I was Natalie and John both rolled their eyes at him. Thankfully I had already espied someone whod struck my fancy, and I decided to act on that and I spent a wonderful evening dining and dancing with a beauteous State Department staffer whos on the trip with us but was billeted at a hotel down the street.
Do we get to know her name? Natalie pressed.
Angela. Angela Mauro.
Oh, I think I know who that isshes very pretty
Indeed. And charming and intelligent too. Shes almost as young as you are but not quite shes 28.
Wow, Mason John said Thats practically ancient for you
Mason smiled devilishly at John and said, Said in all hypocritical sincerity by the man sneaking around with a 19 year-old college co-ed.
John chuckled and said, But shes not really 19, is she?
No, youre right shes a whopping 24.
Natalie broke in, Plus, we arent actually involved, but you
Whoa Nelly! Who said anything about involved. This is the trouble with you women, a single date and then you think involvement. But, well, now that I say that, I could be wrong at least in your case. Because you look like you just spent the night in bed, sweetheart, and youre claiming non-involvement
Natalies shade of red deepened and she didnt quite know what to say. She had in fact spent the night in bed and with John. But virtually nothing had happened.
John was amused by her discomfort but decided to step in, She fell asleep on me.
Masons face broke into a huge smile, You dont say?
Not on him, exactly, on the porn
What? He said with laughter in his voice now.
She explained, You know why we had to have one playing, right?
Mason nodded.
Well, I didnt particularly want to watch it and there was nothing else to do next time I have to bring a book or something so I decided to take a nap.
Mason turned to John, OK, so what did you do sit and watch it by yourself?
No I decided I might as well take a nap too, so I called for a wake up call and did just that
Question. Mason said. Did you guys have any cocktails before you headed to the room?
Natalie looked at him puzzled but answered, Yes, we thought it would look beastly if John just steered me towards a room so we went to the bar first.
Ah, yes, all the better for him to ply you with alcohol.
Exactly! Which is what I told him
And did you two act on your cover story in the bar?
Natalie nodded and said, And the elevator Chases orders of course.
Oh, of course. So let me see if I have this straight. You two had some drinks, made out in the bar and elevator heading to your room, got into various states of Chase-instructed undress, got on the bed and put on a porn movie -- and took a nap.
Natalie nodded and Mason shook his head in faux disgust. John, you may need to have your man-card revoked!
Uh, Mason, Natalie and I arent really involved. Were not supposed to do anything more, remember?
I know, Im just teasing and I do admire your restraint not sure Id be able to flip the switch the second I was away from prying eyes.
Mason caught the brief look that passed between John and Natalie, and he found it very revealing. Apparently they hadnt been quite as rigid about the lines as theyd outlined. Interesting. But he said nothing. Some things were better just to leave be.
They finished their cognacs and the men escorted Natalie to her door. At that moment John wished they were alone because he was suddenly seized by a strong desire to kiss her good night. She looked at him with eyes that suggested he wouldnt have been rebuffed. But in the end he was glad that Mason was there, because his impulse was definitely concerning.
Chapter 18
The rest of the Canada trip passed uneventfully and the group settled back in DC. In a week theyd head to Mexico for a quick trip, followed by a week back in DC, and then a three-week excursion to Europe. Natalie had to give up her regular schedule at The Brazen Head but she was covering shifts and her second night back in DC found her in her normal surroundings. She knew some time this week she was going to have to meet with John at some random DC hotel and she found her pulse jump a bit at that thought. She was definitely going to come prepared with something to pass the time while she was there and shed come dressed in something that would translate well under the covers but not leave her in her bra and panties.
At 8 oclock John and Mason walked in and she took a deep breath to steady her nerves, scolding herself for being silly. She pulled two pints of Harp and brought them over to their table as they were settling themselves.
Well theres a sight for sore eyes long time no see Miss Natalie Said Mason with his normal good cheer.
Yeah, right, Mason. Its been soooo long Natalie retorted. It wasnt being kept secret at all that Natalie was accompanying the First Family this summer it would be hard given all the pictures being taken. That said, she was very careful to keep out of camera line as much as she could and had grown adept at shielding her face as much as possible. Her excuse was actually a good one the main people of interest were the President, First Lady and their daughter, not her friend. Natalie was concerned that someone might recognize her as a Buchanan, though after the initial uproar when her true identity had been discovered she had kept a pretty low profile.
Hello, Natalie John said quietly.
Hey, John. She felt a little awkward and wasnt sure if how she was supposed to act around him in this setting were they supposed to be somewhat overt here or more discreet? She figured shed just follow his lead.
You guys want the usual?
At their head nods she departed and placed their order and kept her distance until it was ready. She brought it over to them and had just finished putting it down on the table when Rocco of all people walked in. Shed hoped hed headed back to wherever he was from at the end of the semester, but no such luck. He gave her a thorough once-over but had an ugly sneer on his face. John noticed him walk in, too, and he had to take a long cleansing breath to stop himself from going over and pummeling him into the next century. He was convinced that prick had had something to do with drugging Natalie. What he did do was reach out and move a hand around Natalies back, resting it intimately on the spot where her lower back began to curve into her bottom, and he brought her a little closer to where he sat. He locked eyes with Rocco as he did so and saw the anger flash before he turned away pretending neither to notice nor care.
Thanks, Natalie John said softly as his hand lightly caressed her back. She had to concentrate on swallowing at the heat of his hand resting there and she felt certain parts of her body tighten and moisten at the contact, and couldnt help feeling a bit appalled that this innocuous touch could have such an impact. She had to get a grip.
Youre welcome. Anything else you guys need?
John said in a low voice but one he knew Rocco could hear, since the bastard was paying rapt attention even though he was trying not to show it. Not right now, but later definitely later all the while his hand caressing her lower back.
OK later then
Natalie stepped away and then headed towards the bar, wishing she could pour herself a drink to steady her nerves. A while later she noticed John and Mason were low on their drinks so she poured two more pints and walked them over. They thanked her and then in a surprise move John stood and took her hand.
Can you take a break?
Yeah, I guess
Good, then come with me
Rocco was missing none of this.
John took Natalies hand and led her to the back room. Leaving the door ajar he pressed her up against the wall and anyone peering in would see them perfectly in the space between the door and door jamb. Before Natalie could even react his mouth had descended on hers and then they were sharing a hot open-mouthed kiss, their arms winding around each other. That is how they were when Rocco found them ostensibly on his way to the mens room, his angry exhale of breath announcing his presence. John and Natalie briefly broke apart and John glared into Roccos eyes then reached a hand out to slam the door shut in his face.
He looked down into Natalies face and said on a seductive whisper, You need to make some noise, Natalie Then he claimed her mouth again for a moment before simultaneously pulling her right leg up over his hip and grinding against her and moving his mouth to her neck, and she was helpless against the loud moan that escaped. Thats it thats my girl he purred, and then attacked her mouth again. Natalie moved her hands into his hair to pull him closer while he had one hand still holding her right leg up as his other had made its way directly onto her ass to hold her even closer. She no longer had any idea where the line between reality and pretend was and didnt much care any more shed leave it to him to figure out, because right now was right now, and she was savoring the feeling of his mouth and tongue and the hardness pressing between her legs.
Their mouths broke apart again and when Natalie placed her hot tongue in the hollow at the base of Johns throat it was his turn to moan. It pushed his arousal to an entirely new level and he knew he needed to stop. Instead, to torture himself just a little more he kissed her deeply again, a raw urgency creeping in, and then he finally stepped back from her, his breathing erratic but entirely in synch with hers. They looked at each other for a long moment, and then Natalie said with a shaky voice, I better get back out
She left the back room and Rocco was waiting in the hall. I always knew you were a whore nice move fucking with an older fed in the back room of a bar what, are you his piece on the side probably all youre really worth
John had stepped out and heard that and said with a deadly quiet in his voice, You must be the stupidest son of a bitch Ive ever met. I would have thought your conversation with Mason the other night would have been enough, but apparently not. So let me spell it out for you you steer clear of Natalie. No more dogging her and no more having one of your pals slipping something in her drink! You fuck with her, you fuck with me and I promise you, you dont want to fuck with me
Rocco sneered at John but made a hasty retreat.
You OK, Natalie?
Yeah. Thankfully this is really the only place I have to see him and its not like he can bother me at the White House
Natalie went back behind the bar and John re-joined Mason, who said, Is that son of a bitch still giving her a hard time?
Yes. I just set him straight again, but Im not sure it registered any more than your own tutorial Im just glad that Natalie is living in such a secure environment, and that were going to be out of town so much. I might have a word with her boss to make sure she doesnt walk out of here late at night by herself
Good idea.
As it turned out, they drove her back to the White House and as she was getting out John said How about 2 oclock the day after tomorrow at the Renaissance on 9th?
Mason laughed and said, Wow, what smooth technique
That broke any awkwardness and they all laughed and Natalie said, Its a date
John was on the way to the Renaissance when it struck him that he was very much looking forward to seeing Natalie to being with her and that caught him up short. It wasnt that he was looking forward to kissing her although that wasnt exactly a hardship but it he wanted to be in her company for its own sake and that unnerved him. A physical attraction and reaction was to be expected. Getting over her anger and appreciating her as a colleague was fine. But having an unusual feeling in his chest happiness well that was not good. Under the circumstances it could only lead to complications for everyone. He was going to have to clamp down on himself and be as strictly business as he could be.
Natalie could tell immediately that he was different she wondered if hed had a bad morning or something had happened. Something wrong?
No, not at all. Lets go He took her arm and started leading her towards the elevator but it was a very matter-of-fact touch and again she wondered what was going on, but figured it would blow over.
When they got in the elevator he grabbed her to him almost roughly and kissed her hard as if there was an undercurrent of anger. When the doors opened on their floor he released her so quickly she had to steady herself for a second. She was getting pissed but held her tongue so as not to do anything to break cover. As soon as they got into the room he pulled two robes out of the closet and tossed her one saying get ready you can take the bathroom.
Letting out an irritated breath she did exactly that, mostly so she didnt start yelling at him. She opened her tote bag and pulled out boxers and a tube top not exactly a burqa but better than just bra and panties and changed, pulling the robe on over them. By the time she came out of the bathroom John was also in a robe, his clothes tossed on the dresser. It was a very small room, dominated by a king-sized bed, with end tables wedged between it and the wall on both sides and a dresser just 2 feet from the end of the bed. A small desk and chair were squeezed beside it, and that was the extent of the furnishings besides a flat screen TV that hung over the dresser in lieu of a mirror.
John turned to her and asked Do you want to see the room service menu?
No, order whatever. Im not really hungry
He said nothing but turned away to pick up the phone and she could be silent no longer. OK, whats going on? Did I do something Im not aware of?
No. Nothing. Everything is fine.
Then how do you explain the arctic chill coming off of your towards me?
John sighed and said, Im sorry if you think Im being chilly Im just trying to focus on the job, all right? Because thats what this is, and well thats what this is
You think I dont know that?
No I know you do. I just think it will be easier, especially during these meetings, if we just keep things as professional and straightforward as possible
She was beyond mad at his tone because she couldnt help feeling like he was somehow saying that SHE was the one or the only one blurring the line and that had not been the case. Not at all. In an angry tone she said, OK Mr. lets kiss in the room to practice!
He moved closer to her then and said with equal anger, Youre right. Thats on me. Im not saying it wasnt. its just going forward
Fine. Got it. Out of spite, irritation and a desire to give him a bit of a shove off his professional high horse, she doffed her robe and stood looking at him for a second before walking over to the side of the bed to yank the covers back and climb into bed. That was all the time necessary for John to get a very good view of her the flimsy white tube top perilously clinging to her breasts and serving as a sexy juxtaposition to the white cotton boxers. He knew exactly what she was doing and it pissed him off because she did get a reaction out of him, he couldnt help the tightening in his groin.
He turned away and placed and order for two club sandwiches, two sodas and a bottle of cabernet. When he turned back around Natalie had already pulled out her book Outlander by Diane Gabaldon and she was studiously ignoring him. Probably better that way.
The room service came and they ate in silence, Natalie only managing to eat a quarter of her sandwich. John poured them each a glass of wine and that she accepted gratefully, even giving him a small smile before remembering she was supposed to be mad at him, and then she went back to her book.
John sighed and then pulled out the audiotape Chase had given him and soon the unmistakable sounds of hot sex were permeating the room. Natalie glanced at him for a moment and he could see the heightened color in her cheeks, but then she went back to her book. He had his briefcase so he sat on the small chair by the small desk and pulled out a few files.
Natalie was trying to tune out the sounds but it was hard. Cursing her luck shed also gotten to the part of the book where Jamie and Claire had had a huge fight and were now engaged in a totally hot lovemaking session that was at least as much of a battle as sex. She couldnt bring herself to put it down, no she might as well torture herself, reading scorching smut, while sitting half-naked in bed, sipping wine while John sat in a robe across the room acting like a standoffish son-of-a-bitch.
Finally the tape was over and they waited another half hour and then John said, We can probably go now
Not saying a word and not bothering to put her robe back on Natalie got out of bed and headed to the bathroom to get changed. They left the room and headed to the elevator and they turned to each other to kiss, this time both their mouths were angry as they punished each other, but anyone looking at them would have seen a rough, raw passion between them. When the bell dinged announcing theyd reached the lobby John practically shoved her away and left the confines of the elevator, and now Natalie as flat out furious. It was one thing to be professional but he was being practically hostile and she wanted to lash out. And she knew just how to do it. She was going to take him down a peg.
Natalie caught up to John and stood in front of him so he had to stop walking. Then she reached up and grabbed his tie and yanked on it so that his head had to come down and she took aggressive possession of his mouth, wrapping her arms around his neck while she shoved her entire body along the length of his. He had no choice but to move his arms around her body to steady them both and he gave up and kissed her back with equal ardor, knowing his erection was now pressing assertively into her stomach.
When Natalie broke the kiss she stepped away from him and they stood looking at each other for a long moment. He could see the defiance on her face, but he also detected something else and he knew hed hurt her feelings with his cold behavior, and he felt like a prick. She hadnt done anything wrong and he had over-corrected in a major way. Before he could say anything she had turned away and was walking quickly from the hotel.
Natalie was fighting back tears as she left the hotel and felt like a fool. A complete and utter fool. But it bothered her that he was so cold and aloof not to mention angry. She had done nothing to deserve it when had she morphed back into the enemy? The street was largely deserted when she exited it was the quiet period between lunch and the end of the work day, but in about 30 minutes that would all change. Shed made it to the corner when she heard Johns voice saying, Natalie, wait! She hesitated, not sure if she wanted to talk to him but equally unsure that she didnt. John caught up to her and was turning her around to face him when out of the corner of his eye he saw two large forms heading their way, sweatshirt hoods pulled over their heads. Though things were happening fast, Johns training allowed him to slow everything down as he assessed the threat and took action. He noted they were holding buckets that appeared to be full and he realized their intent was to douse them with the contents. He pulled Natalie against him, burying her head in his chest, and then he turned their bodies so their backs would bear the brunt of the soaking there was no time to completely evade them. He felt a stinging sensation on his hands where some of the liquid hit and he realized it was some sort of acid and they were soaked with it over much of their clothing. That would protect them for a little while but he could already feel the acid burning through his thin cotton shirt where it had hit. There was no time to even try to see whod accosted them much less pursue them. He could hear Natalie gasping a bit in pain where some of it must have splashed on her skin and her clothing was lighter and more summery than his, though hed born the brunt of the dousing.
He grabbed her hand and urgently said, Come on! and dragged her back into the hotel, into the elevator and back towards their room. She was already pulling off her jacket, as was he. What is this, John?!
Some sort of acid weve got to get out of this stuff into the shower
Natalie just concentrated on breathing
Chapter 19
John dragged Natalie back to their room and both were feeling the stinging effects of the acid, their breathing coming in gasps. Much of it had hit their clothes, but the growing heat indicated it was compromising them and in some cases was beginning to reach their skin. John pulled Natalie into the bathroom, turned on the two shower jets in the large tiled stall shower cold water only and dragged her in with him, shoving her under the spray.
Oh my God thats cold she said shivering.
I know now weve got to get these off
Natalie needed no encouragement. It was beginning to feel like a race against time and with no order or thought they began ripping whatever article of clothing on each other they could reach and open, yank on, rip their hands were urgent, their breathing raspy as they dealt with the stress of the situation and the chill of the water. John hesitated for a second before reaching for Natalies bra, but holes were already visible and the caustic solution would soon reach her skin if it hadnt already. She helped him yank down his pants, his boxers going with them and then they were naked under the frigid spray.
Let me look at you see where youre burnedhe did a quick scan and saw that she had some red patches on her hands, the back of her neck, and a bit on her upper chest area just under her neck, plus a few splotches on her arms, but thankfully her clothes had spared them much greater injury as had the fact that John had turned them away, otherwise their faces might have been hit. Natalie was checking John as well and his injuries thankfully seemed similarly minor.
By this point they were both shaking badly from a combination of reaction setting in and temperature of the water.
So cold
I know, but we need to stay under it for a little longer to make sure its all rinsed off, especially in our hair and scalp
O..O.. O..Kay her teeth were chattering now as she wrapped her arms around herself and a moment later she felt Johns arms enfold her as they stood under the spray contributed from both shower heads. She clung to him, trying to quell her rising emotions that were intensifying the tremors through her body. She could tell John was shaking too.
Reality was setting in for John. He had been in agent-protective mode just doing what needed to be done, but it was sinking in that someone two someones had tried to hurt them badly by throwing acid on them. If he hadnt followed Natalie seen them comingturned them around He held Natalie even closer to him trying to warm her, calm her, even though it was a losing battle under the spray. He felt his legs turning to rubber and he backed up so that he could lean against the wall. It also moved them largely away from the spray, though they still got some.
Natalie looked up at him with deep concern on her face and asked in a trembling voice, Are you you all all... right?
John nodded, Yes
Thank thank you you sav saved m-me.
In response John followed his instincts and his head dipped so he could move his mouth over hers and they began to kiss, gently at first but the heat of their mouths and tongues was such a stark contrast to the rest of them that it ignited a spark that set their bodies aflame everywhere they touched. Soon their mouths were fused with an urgency fueled by the fear and emotion that had buffeted them colliding with relief that theyd survived. But the biggest driver now was pure, unadulterated, unchecked desire.
Johns legs were once again turning to rubber but for a different reason. The feeling of Natalies naked body pressing up against his own, her hard nipples crushed against his chest, his massive erection pressing into her stomach, their thigh muscles braced against each other, and their mouths attacking each other it was all overwhelming. He again leaned back more firmly against the wall, but this time he bent his knees and began to slide down it, taking Natalie with him. When they landed she was half-astride him and their mouths broke apart as they stared at each other, panting, their eyes drunk with desire, their hearts hammering in their chests. He could feel a shudder run through her and he rasped her name,Natalie, and it was both passionate affirmation and question.
In response she leaned forward to reclaim his mouth and shifted her hips so she was directly over his jutting manhood. He positioned himself at her opening and felt another tremor transit through her body. He meant to take it slowly but when he pushed his engorged tip inside her and felt her tight, wet walls grab onto him it was over. He grabbed her hips and forced her down onto him in one decisive move as he bucked his hips up slightly and she ripped her mouth from his, her head falling backwards as her back and neck arched and she cried out his name, John! Her fingers were digging into his shoulders as he helped her move on him, sliding her almost entirely off him until he plunged her back down, a moan pouring from both of them with each friction-laden journey. Her head had been moving back and forth in time with her writhing upper body, but now she buried her face in his neck, her arms wound around his shoulders as she continued to ride him.
Natalie was almost completely overwhelmed his body, this act, was a shocking challenge to everything shed ever known about her own body. She was being stretched and plumbed more deeply than ever before and sensations shed never experienced were taking her to the edge of reason. She felt a searing heat his searing, tearing presence. In the one corner of her brain still capable of functioning she thought this must be what butter felt like when a hot knife sliced into it through itthe butter melting around it conforming to it forever changed by its presence. She knew the very contours of her body had changed for him and it was causing every nerve ending in her body to catch fire. She felt moments of pain but they almost immediately transformed into aching pleasure. She didnt even recognize the sounds coming from her as her own as they reported back to her from the tile walls.
If Natalies body was a revelation to her, it was as much if not more so to John. He had wanted her from the first time hed kissed her even before but could never have imagined it like this. She was so hot, tight and wet around him a molten embrace as she moved up and down his length, the friction building to devastating proportions. He moved his hands from her hips to take her face into his hands. They looked at each other through barely open lids, all energy concentrated where their bodies were melded. God, Natalie. John whispered and then he pulled her to him so he could kiss her deeply, fervidly as he banded his arms tightly around her back.
John could feel her begin to contract around him and her moans were growing more urgent as they tumbled down his throat. He was dying to find his own release in her so he brought his hands to her hips and forced her back down on him hard so he was as deeply embedded as he could be and she tore her mouth from his and it opened in a silent scream, her vocal cords seizing as her orgasm raced through her body with cataclysmic speed and intensity. He felt its impact throughout his own body, but that barely registered because her walls had clenched him so violently that his own climax went through him like rolling thunder and he held onto Natalie for dear life, rocking them both back and forth as they shook against each other. The aftershocks went on for several long minutes because they were caught in a deliciously vicious circle of chicken and egg proportions did she contract because he shuddered within her, or did he shudder because she contracted around him? In the end, it was endless pleasure as they clung to each other, John still seated on the shower floor, Natalie still straddling him, their bodies still connected intimately.
Their breathing was returning to normal, their bodies more or less quiet, but still they remained in a tight embrace, their faces resting in each others necks. The impact of what had just happened was starting to be felt. This was a seminal event literally and figuratively one that would forever bifurcate their lives into the before and after a defining moment after which nothing would ever be the same. They had blown their before out of the water. They didnt know how to deal with after because theyd been wholly unprepared for this happening. But what often gets lost in the emphasis on before and after is that theres also the during phase the event or situation that changes everything. So, not ready to deal with after, they clung to during by clinging to each other.
Finally, John shifted a little so he could move his hands to Natalies face again and gently take it in his hands. She opened her eyes to him and he asked softly, Are you OK?
She gave him a shaky smile and said, Yes though in truth she was suddenly feeling incredibly awkward, still sitting essentially impaled on him, but unsure how to move off him without making things even more awkward. He pulled her into a tender kiss that warmed her, and as they were sharing it she gently moved off him, kneeling up a bit. He hugged her closer as their kiss continued and then he released her and helped her gain her footing to stand, then followed suit.
John moved a shaky hand to her hair, smoothing it for a moment. Maybe we should go outside talk about, well, everything thats happened
Natalie shook her head but said softly, I need a few minutes in hereum, to finish in the shower She felt totally self-conscious as she said this, especially at Johns Oh, right and her inner snark silently said, Yes, John, thats right, I need to wash you from between my legs Good Lord how had this happened? It had been one of the most amazing experiences of her life certainly THE most from a sexual standpoint, but there was so much that it could now complicate.
John gave her a soft kiss on the cheek and left her to her shower. He briefly returned with a robe for her, and then she turned on the hot water and stood under its stream to try to gain some semblance of balance.
John donned his own robe and sat on the edge of the bed for a moment. He could still feel her on him and his body would never regret the experience. His mind was starting to work overtime, however, but couldnt seem to pull a cogent thought together about what to actually do how they could work through this past itHe sighed deeply and put his head in his hands.
Chapter 20
Natalie tried to calm herself as she showered, glad of the hot water which simply matched the heat John had created within her and along every inch of her skin. Shed thought the acid hot and burning until shed felt his intimate touch. He had become her lover, but he was also her boss. When she walked out of the bathroom he would still be her boss but what of the other? It was ostensibly precluded by their professional relationship plus wasnt that the only real relationship they had? So really theyd just had sex but how did they get over that and back to a normal professional relationship when that was actually far from normal when it was requiring them to act as if they were having an affair and they would still have to kiss passionately to gild that cover story? And especially because it hadnt felt like just sex a tiny voice inside her said. She had so many questions and not a single answer.
How had this happened? Then she shook her head and had to stifle a giggle when she thought of the old jokes about people trying to explain away affairs as accidents as in So, you just happened to FALL on her/him and whoops there you were inside her/on him? because isnt that exactly what had happened? She had landed on him. Literally. And then shed made the ultimate decision to cross that line, because it really had been her decision not that it had been even remotely possible that she could have denied them at that moment. And now she had to face him. The burning intensity of that gaze that she now knew was more than matched by his touch, by his very maleness as it had asserted itself within the very core of her body.
While Natalie showered John had picked up the phone to explain the situation to Chase. He wanted them to stay put so he could do some preliminary investigation as to whether there was an ongoing threat hed be dispatching some agents to check the perimeter, lobby, surrounding areas, etc. He was going to have security tapes from the hotel and other businesses sent to him to they could look at the footage of the attack and see if they could make out the perpetrators. Then he and Mason would come to the hotel to meet with them in the room and bring them clothes, of course. He estimated it would take 2-3 hours for them to accomplish all this and get there and hed call when he was a few minutes out so theyd know to expect him and not try to shoot him as an unfriendly.
John thanked him and then once again sighed deeply. After what had happened, they were going to have to sit in a hotel room together, naked except for robes, and try to rebuild normal whatever that was. And Johns biggest problem was that he wasnt sure what he wanted. Oh, he knew what he SHOULD want to do draw another line in the sand, explain this all away as heat of the moment, and cling to their professional relationship. Period. But somehow that ironclad stance couldnt quite root itself within him. He wasnt sure he could forget or act as if he had what it had felt like to be with her. He tried to challenge himself on that because he had had plenty of sex in his life plenty and some of it truly great. And hed more than moved past those partners. What was it about her? But then, did any of that matter, because he knew his duty. It was his calling and his first priority. Plus, he had to be realistic this might not even be his choice to make. Really it was at least as much Natalies. She might not want another thing to do with him. She had seemed rattled by the whole experience as had he. But she might deeply regret it and he had a responsibility to her not to have her live in fear that shed be constantly under siege by him for a repeat or that any consequences would attach to her for rebuffing him. Damn! He was her boss and she had to feel some pressure from that fact and how he could possibly use that against her if she didnt handle this appropriately. He was reeling and largely because he knew what he should do but wasnt sure he would or could, and that stunned him. Hed always been able to until now.
Natalie knew she couldnt hide out in the bathroom any longer so, tightening the thankfully-massive white terry robe around her, she walked into the room to face a similarly-clad John. The intimate nature of their attire did not help at all it was hard to slip back into professional mode dressed like this unless of course your profession was the oldest one in the book. She was already blushing but it couldnt be helped. John was over by the window looking out when she entered the room so she decided to sit on the only real piece of furniture available the large king-sized bed. She figured if she perched on the end of it she could pretend it was just a couch or something yeah, that would work. She needed to sit, though, because her legs still felt shaky from a lingering reaction to what they had done along with a terrible case of nerves combined with mortification. She was also a bit sore, so she winced as she sat which was unfortunately the precise moment John turned around.
John had heard her come into the room and was stealing himself to start the conversation they needed to have. He turned to do so but all thought of that fled when he saw her grimace in obvious pain as she sat down.
Oh my God, I hurt you
She flushed even more and said, No, Im fine really
Natalie
I swear... I am really
John looked closely at her and could tell she was completely uncomfortable and he wasnt sure whether it was the situation or if he had really hurt her since he hadnt exactly been gentle. FAR from it he had basically attacked her, though she seemed as into it as he had at the time. He was far from comfortable himself. He was still stunned by how quickly everything had upended, but the sexual tension had been building between them for quite some time the fact that they had been pretending to have an inappropriate relationshipthe heated kisses they had shared and then they were tossed naked together in a shower after a major dramatic eventeven a eunuch might have had trouble controlling himself. Even now he could feel how tight she had been, hed never felt anything
A horrible thought took hold as he remembered, and before he could stop himself he blurted out, Oh my God were you a virgin?!
Natalie looked at him speechless, What?! No! Why?! then her own horror took hold when she asked, Oh my God, was I THAT BAD?!
Today was the day for shocking each other and now Johns face wore that expression, and he said in surprised honesty NO! Shit, no far from it thats not what I why I asked! Its only because I hurt you and, well he stopped dead when he realized hed been about to comment on how tight she had felt yeah, great boss/subordinate conversation. Never mind
Natalie jumped up, again wincing, and walked closer to him, angry now, No, you dont just get to say never mind after starting to say something like that what?
Natalie
No, I mean, if I did something wrong. I can take it just
You didnt do anything wrong, Natalie look, just forget it
NO! I want you to tell me what you were going to say!
His face felt hot as he finally said, OK, OK you were TIGHT, OK? Very. Happy?
Natalies cheeks flamed and now she couldnt help the words tumbling out of her mouth, Well, well did you ever think that was YOUR fault
Fault? My? Natalie, its not about fault because its not like, well, well shit its not like thats a BAD thing but how is it my fault anyway?
Natalie thought that through and realized there as no way she was going to verbalize her reasoning for that accusation not unless the earth would open up and swallow her immediately after. Um, never mind lets just not talk about this any more
Oh no no no no... YOU dont get to say something like that and just let it drop. I couldnt, you cant why would that be my fault?
At this point they were standing within a foot of each other and John could actually feel heat coming off Natalies embarrassment-red skin.
Natalie
She knew he wasnt going to let this go so she took a big breath and not quite looking at him said, Because youre not exactly small, OK? Surely you must know that!
Oh.
Yeah, oh.
Both of them were actually thinking the same thing, though neither would have verbalized it on pain of death: shes tight, hes big good combination. Hence their noisy destruction of each other in the shower.
Natalie shook her head and said, Youre the boss and Im not sure what regulations apply in this situation any chance we could raid the mini-bar because I could use a drink
He groaned inwardly at her reminder he was her boss, Grab me the whiskey all of it.
Deal.
She tossed him three bottles of whiskey and handed him a glass, and then she poured two bottles of vodka in her glass, and took the other one out as back-up.
They each took a bracing gulp and then sat on the bed careful to keep their distance, which was not hard given its king-sized proportions. They could get through this. They could. It was a momentary blip. Pretty quick, all things considered. Certainly intense. Bone melting. Scorching hot. Incredible. More gulps of fiery liquids to purge the thoughts and steady the nerves.
John finally broke the silence. So, I talked to Chase filled him in. He wants us to sit tight while they get whatever camera footage they can to see if they can figure out who did this he said itll be about 2-3 hours and then he and Mason will be here theyll bring us clothes, too.
Clothes would be good
Yeah
While waiting for Chase and Mason, John and Natalie tossed back their drinks from the mini-bar, liberating a few other tiny bottles along the way. Natalie was truly buzzed though cognizant while John was certainly relaxed, and they no longer felt quite as ill at ease. In fact their bodies were highly attuned to one another not surprising since theyd long been attracted to each other and now they knew each other intimately, even if it had been a fast, frenzied getting to know you session. Theyd still kept their distance, but things were certainly much less tense.
John looked at her and quietly said, Im really sorry if I hurt you, Natalie I was too roughintent on one, well, goal I guess
She smiled a little bit and said, John, I wasnt exactly crying out in pain you know.
He smirked. Me neither. It was such a heat of the moment thing normally, uh, normally Im a bit better about making sure, well, that my partner is ready I take my time a bit more, but
Well you were a bit like a heat seeking missile She giggled at her buzz-induced joke. John, dont worry about it, Im used to it.
Huh? he asked in puzzled surprise.
She was blushing at this point but emboldened by the alcohol and Johns own discomfort she said, I I havent been with many others, and, um, well theyve all been guys my age, who, well
Dont necessarily take their time either yeah, I was one of those guys back in the day a century or so ago they laughed at him making fun of his age. Apparently I can still forget myself if todays any indication if I had it to do over I would have done it differently especially for a first time together Even as he said the words warning bells were going off in his head this wasnt the best conversation to be starting.
His voice had gotten husky and hers matched his when she asked, Really? What would you have done? His pulse jumped at her question and the tone of her voice. It felt like more than just a question on her part his tightening groin read it as a possible invitation He knew he was treading on dangerous ground that he should steer them safely away from where they were clearly going, but he didnt have it in him. What hed had of her before made him want everything now.
Natalie saw the change come over him the stiffening and then loosening of his body the flame in his eyes. She knew shed asked a loaded question that practically begged for a certain answer but she couldnt help herself. For a moment a shard of sanity tried to assert itself and Natalie questioned the wisdom of her own questions, but she was unable to fight the need to know... she could no longer fight herself. She wanted to know what he could show her she wanted to know him fully.
Lots of things to learn more about you and your body what it responds to what it needs He had moved a little closer to her as he said this, unable to maintain his distance drawn in by her big blue eyes. He could see her swallow as she said softly, Like what? Every part of her flat out wanted this man. Shed thought such an aching desire was just the stuff of movies and romance novels, but her insides had tightened with her need, inhibitions sloughed away by just the right amount of adult libations, the memory of how it had felt when hed taken over her body, and the burning intensity spiking between them.
Apparently John was similarly inspired and driven. He leaned closer so that his mouth was hovering over hers and he whispered, Do you want me to tell you or show you?
Her heart literally stopped for a moment, but then she realized it had relocated because she could have sworn she felt it throbbing between her legs at the sound of his voice and the heat of his breath on her mouth. The anticipation alone would kill her.
Show me teach me she said so softly he almost didnt hear her, but he felt her words on his mouth and then his claimed hers in a gentle kiss that turned passionate when she opened up to him and mated her tongue with his. By the end of the kiss Natalie was lying flat on the bed and John was half-lying on her. He drew back and looked at her, noting the heightened color on her face and neck. She was beautiful and he was incredibly aroused by her womanly curves, juxtaposed with the streak of innocence obvious in her eyes as they looked at him. He wanted to use his touch his experience to teach her about herself to bring her pleasure at a depth and level he now knew shed never quite experienced.
John reached down and untied the belt on her robe, separating the sides of it so the entire front of her body was exposed the creamy curve of her neck, her gorgeous breasts and their already-hard rosy nipples, the taut stomach that led down to the V between her legs where the proof she was a real redhead had been waxed almost to non-existence and her perfectly shaped legs that seemed long even though she was so tiny. She was such a study in contrasts fiery hair and the palest skin a tiny frame graced with lush curves a body seemingly built for sex that didnt fully know it yet The throbbing in his groin told him it would be a challenge to contain himself and make good on his promise. He gently lifted her for a second to remove the robe entirely and he tossed it on the other side of the bed.
Natalie was initially shy under his intense inspection, but then found her body responding to it since it was clear he liked what he saw.
John said softly, When youre a young hormone-crazed guy, you have a very narrow focus on one area in particular and you dont understand the interplay that happens in the body how touch one place can be felt another can bring pleasure even more than a direct approach for example, the skin is the largest single organ, and you can touch one place and it can impact everywhere. He gently moved his fingertips from her jaw line, down her neck, through the valley between her breasts and down her stomach before allowing his mouth to softly follow that trail. Her whole body shivered in response, goose-bumps cropping up in its wake.
Then, there are your breasts he said that so softly and Natalie couldnt help sucking in her breath in anticipation.
He moved his head down, near her right breast, and she could feel the warmth of his breath on her skin as he said, Theres often such sensitivity almost a direct connection so that you experience the touch not just on your breasts, but deeper inside intimately He lowered his head and sucked her nipple into his mouth, lavishing it with his tongue. Natalie felt the muscles of her core contract sharply and her neck arched while her hips rose slightly off the bed, causing her legs to part a bit. He removed his mouth and looked at her, saying, You felt that connection my mouth not just on your breast I can tell by the way you moved your hips, and your legs have opened to ask for more
He could see she was a bit embarrassed as her mind caught up to her bodys instinctual response, but when she would have straightened her legs he put a hand on her left thigh to stop her and said gently, Natalie, dont be embarrassed by the natural response of your body but just because youre aroused doesnt mean you have to give into it so Ill ask you, do you want me to stop?
She simply shook her head, not wanting to trust her voice, and still a bit too shy to verbally admit it which made her feel a bit ridiculous. He smiled at her and said, Well, the great thing about your beautiful breasts is that there are two of them and they both deserve attention can both trigger pleasure elsewhere Even as he was speaking his head was descending and just after Natalies eyes drifted shut she felt his mouth close over her left nipple, more forcefully than before. She didnt even realize she was about to moan let alone try to hold it back. This time it felt like an electric charge through her center and she felt an immediate release of fluid as her legs opened even wider. Her right hand moved to the back of Johns head to hold him in place and he complied, pulling back just a little to make sure her right breast received some additional attention.
He could feel Natalie gently writhing in response, and was sure she could feel his hardness pressing into her leg. He had to pull back and take a few deep breaths to steady himself. Her eyes opened at the loss of contact and he bit back a groan as he saw the desire that hazed them. His voice was raspy when he asked, Would you be ready for me now? Are you wet for me, Natalie? Again she could only nod, and he took note of the more rapid rise and fall of her chest. Natalie tried to steady her breath and she realized that in some ways his voice his words had more impact on her body than his actual touch.
Well, now I could take you in the most unique way a man can possess a woman but it can be oh so worth a few detours along the way trying out some other options for example the fingers. He noted the tremor that went through Natalies body at this suggestion and her legs were now bent and they had fallen wide open for him.
There are ten of them and they can be gentle soft he moved all ten of his fingers down her arms in an almost imperceptible caress. They can be more powerful he moved his hands to her breasts and kneaded them. They can give you flexibility that can maximize pleasure he moved his right hand to the moist flesh between her legs and she groaned as her hips bucked in response. I can use one finger or more As he said this he gently pushed two fingers inside her and they both gasped at the contact he was so turned on by her wet heat how tightly she gripped him. I can drive them deep inside you or move them around to better-caress your insides he did both, just as hed outlined, and she thought shed lose it right then and there as her hips shot off the bed, deepening his hold on her and she moaned his name. See, your body knows, sweetheart it knows how to fuck my fingers She continued to writhe on his hand and he swallowed hard at the sight. And then I can take my thumb and press its base into the most sensitive part of you He did and he felt her contract sharply around his fingers while she moaned, but after two seconds of contact he said softly, But were not ready for this to be over yet, are we?
He didnt wait for her response, but removed his fingers. While the fingers have their benefits, the mouth and tongue have an awful lot to recommend them as an option they can lick suck nibble... and I can taste you She felt these words pour out on the skin of her stomach and pelvis, then she sensed him exactly where she was dying to feel him. John could see the evidence of her desire her arousal and he moved his mouth to it, licking the length of her between her legs while holding her hips tightly in place. He pressed his tongue on her swollen clit and she whimpered, unable to express herself in any other way. That was until his tongue plunged inside her and then she screamed at the sensation. Her pelvis instinctively tried to move but he had moved his hands under her ass to hold her exactly as he wanted, braced between them and his mouth the energy had to go somewhere so her back and neck arched instead as she felt an early wave of pleasure work its way down her spine.
John was enjoying his work her taste the way she tightened along the length of his tongue but he didnt want her to climax fully that way he was near his own end and wanted to bring her the rest of the way with the incredibly hard, pronounced manifestation of his maleness and she was more than ready this time. He kneeled and removed his own robe and then closer, his knees between her legs as he braced himself up over her with his arms. She looked up at him, drowsy with desire and her nascent climax, her hands grabbing at his forearms. Are you ready for me, Natalie?
Yes she cried in a whispery moan.
Taste how sweet you are He moved his mouth down onto hers in a plundering kiss while he positioned himself and claimed her body inch by inch, savoring the moist friction as his steel pushed back against her tightening walls. When he was fully buried within they both moaned at the feeling of him so completely filling her. He didnt move for a moment, giving her a chance to adjust, though he continued to kiss her deeply. He felt her sigh of relief and satisfaction vibrate down his throat. Finally he surrendered her mouth and looked at her until she opened her eyes. He softly caressed her cheek and asked, All right? and she released a soft Mmmmm in response.
John could no longer be still since the gentle contractions of her walls, signaling the beginnings of her orgasm, were bidding him to move. He began to cede and reclaim her body with increasingly powerful strokes while his chest pressed tightly against hers, his arms banded underneath her back as hers wound around his shoulders and neck. Their mouths once again opened against each other, tongues matching the thrust and parry of their lower halves and collecting the increasingly urgent noises drawn from them by these devastating movements.
Natalie was utterly aware of Johns possession of her an all out invasion that teased every nerve ending, making her body clamor for more. His weight his size his power it was a combination she had never experienced, and even though she was ready for him craving him she felt the impact of the blows he was delivering to the deepest parts of her. It was exquisite when he was so fully embedded that his length, not just his width, were challenging her to accommodate him and as she edged closer to her undoing she knew at a cellular level that that is where and how she needed him. She moved her hands down his back to his ass and grabbed hold of him hard so he could not escape her.
John had been achingly aware of the intensifying reactions of Natalies body, of her approaching release, and he was feeling his own early quivering as he drove her to it. He almost lost it completely when he felt her hands on his backside, driving him deeper while her own hips ground against his to up the ante. He knew she was acting on pure carnal instinct now and that knowledge heated his blood. He pulled his mouth away and rasped to her, Is this what you want, Natalie? as he ground forcefully into her and she could only moan in response, clinging to him.
John moved his hands under her ass to increase the impact of their collision but suddenly needed even more he wanted to shatter her at this point so shed drag him with her. He moved his hands further up her back and then pulled up so that he was kneeling and taking her with him, and he then sat back on his heels so she was straddling him. Her head fell back as she shouted his name, since she could now feel him in her belly, so profound a presence he was. They were almost fiercely gyrating against each other and when John looked down he couldnt see a bit of himself where he disappeared into her there was no beginning or end between them, just molten, fused flesh.
When John leaned forward and clamped his mouth over Natalies left breast, his teeth pinching her nipple, it was like touching a flamethrower to a powder keg her orgasms concussion jarred her entire body while causing her to seize around John in a vice like grip. He barely had time to register any of this as his body surrendered to this almost vicious hold, yielding what hers demanded, which was all of him. He fell forward, pinning her into the mattress with his whole body while they remained joined. For long minutes the only sounds were gasps and residual moans as they dealt with the aftershocks.
Finally John rolled so they were on their sides and he could hold her without crushing her. They looked at each other, sharing the same bemused expression and John managed to get out a soft laugh while he said, Good thing you let me show you, because Im not sure I could have explained that She laughed, too, and managed to flush even more, which he thought was adorable. Natalie was still trying to process everything she had never ever let herself go like that. She was almost dismayed at the sounds and actions he had brought out in her which she was incapable of fighting back. Not to mention the sensations and feelings she now knew the difference between pleasure and ecstasy, mere release and sheer delirium. John gently kissed her mouth and then her forehead, and drew her tighter against him. And now well now a woman like you deserves to be held, Natalie. They stayed together for some time, their breathing relaxed and their bodies satisfied.
They would have remained so even longer if not for a knock on the door.
Its Mason I came ahead
